DEAR BROTHER,
GRACE, mercy, and peace, be to you! I received your letter from Edinburgh. I would not wish to see another heaven, until I get mine own heaven; but a new moon like the light of the sun, and a new sun like the light of seven days, shining upon my poor self, and the Church of Jews and Gentiles, and upon my withered and sunburnt mother the Church of Scotland, and upon her sister churches England and Ireland; and to have this done, to the exaltation of our great King: It matters not, although 1: were separate from CHRIST, and had a sense of ten thousand years' pain in hell, if this were. Dear brother, I am for the present in no small battle between felt guiltiness, and pining longings for my Wellbeloved. Alas! I think CHRIST'S love playeth the niggard to me; and I know it is not a scarcity of love, there is enough in him: but my hunger prophesieth sparingness in CHRIST; for I have but little of him, and little of his sweetness; yet there is such joy in hunger for CHRIST, that if I had no other heaven but a continual thirst for CHRIST, this were still a heaven to me. I am sure CHRIST'S love cannot be cruel; it must be a pitiful, a melting hearted love: but suspension of that love, I think, is half a hell, and the want of it is a whole hell. When I look to my guiltiness, I see my salvation one of my Savior's greatest miracles either in heaven or earth; I am sure, I may defy any man to show me a greater wonder: but seeing I have no hire, no money for CHRIST, he must either take me with want, misery, and corruption, or want me. I have now made a new question, whether CHRIST be more to be loved for giving sanctification, or for free justification And I hold he is more to be loved for sanctification. It is in some respect greater love in him to sanctify than to justify; for he maketh us most like himself, in his own essential portraiture and image, in sanctifying us: justification does but make us happy, which is to be like the angels only. Neither is it such a misery, to he a condemned man, as to serve sin, and work the works of the Devil; and therefore, I think, sanctification cannot be bought, it is above price. GOD be thanked for ever, that CHRIST was a price for sanctification. Let a sinner (if it were possible) he in hell for ever if he make him truly holy, and let him he there burning in love to GOD, rejoicing in the HOLY GHOST, and hanging upon CHRIST by faith and hope, that is heaven in the heart and bottom of hell. Grace, grace be with you!
Yours in his lovely and longedfor LORD JESUS,
Aberdeen, 1637.
S. R.
TO CARLETOUN.
Worthy and much honored,
GRACE, mercy, and peace, be to you! I received your letter from my brother, to which I now answer particularly. I confess two things of myself:—1. Woe, woe is me, that men should think there is any thing in me: He is my witness, before whom I am as crystal, that the secret house devils, that bear me too often company, and that this sink of corruption which I find within, make me go with low sails; and, if others saw what I see, they would look by me, but not to me.—2. I know that this shower of his free grace behooved to be on me, otherwise I would have withered. I know also, that I have need of a buffeting Tempter, that grace may be put to exercise, and I kept low. Worthy and dear brother in our LORD JESUS, I write that from my heart which ye now read.1. I vouch, that CHRIST. And sweating and sighing under his cross, are sweeter to me by far, than all the kingdoms of the world.—2. If you and my dearest acquaintance in CHRIST reap any fruit by my suffering, let me be weighed in GOD's even balance, if my joy be not fulfilled: What am I, to carry the marks of such a great King But although I am a sinful mass, my LORD JESUS can hew heaven out of worse timber than I am, if worse can be.—5. I now rejoice with joy unspeakable and glorious, that I have desired to have and keep CHRIST all alone, and that he should never rub clothes with the harlot of Rome. I am now fully paid; so that nothing aileth me for the present, but anxious desires for a real possession of my Well beloved. I have gotten the choicest of CHRIST'S crosses,—to bear witness to the truth; and herein find I liberty, joy, life, comfort, love, faith, submission, patience, and resolution to take delight in waiting: and withal, in my race, he has come near to me, and let me see the crown. What then want I but real enjoyment, which is reserved to my country Let no man think that he shall lose at CHRIST'S hands in suffering for him.—4. As to these present trials, they are most dangerous. For people shall be stolen off their feet with plausible pretences of indifferency; but it is the power of the great Antichrist working in this land. Woe, woe, woe be to apostate Scotland; there is wrath, and a cup of the red wine of the wrath of GOD almighty in the LORD's hand, that they shall drink, and fall, and not rise again. The star, called " Wormwood and Gall," is fallen into the fountains and rivers, and has made them bitter. The sword of the LORD is furbished against the idol shepherds of the land; all hearts shall be faint, and all knees shall tremble. An end is coming; the leopard and the lion shall watch over our cities; houses great and fair shall be desolate, without an inhabitant.—5. I am assaulted by the learned and pregnant wits of this kingdom; but, all honor be to my LORD, truth but laughs at disputers of this world; GOD's wisdom confoundeth them; and CHRIST triumpheth in his own strong truth, that speaketh for itself.6. Let my conceptions of CHRIST'S love go to the grave with me, and to hell with me, I may not, I dare not quit them. I hope to keep CHRIST'S pawn: if he never come to loose it, let him see to his own promise. I know that presumption, although it be made of stoutness, will not thus be wilful in heavy trials. Now, my dearest in CHRIST, the great Messenger of the Covenant, the only wise and all sufficient JEHOVAH, establish you to the end! I hear the LORD has been at your house, and has called home your wife to her rest. I know, Sir, ye see the LORD loosing the pins of your tabernacle, and wooing your love from this overgilded world, and calling upon you to be making yourself ready to go to your Father's country. Ye know, to " send the Comforter" was a King's word when he ascended on high: ye have claim to, and interest in, that promise. All love, all mercy, all grace and peace, all multiplied saving consolations, all joy and faith in CHRIST, all stability and confirming strength of grace, and the goodwill of Him that dwelt in the bush, be with you!
Your unworthy brother in the LORD JESUS,
Aberdeen,
S. R.
June 15, 1639.
TO MARION MACKNAUGHT.
Worthy and dearest in the LORD,
I EVER loved (since I knew you) that little vineyard of the LORD's planting in Galloway; but now much more, since I have heard that He, who " has his fire in Zion, and his furnace in Jerusalem," has been pleased to set up a furnace amongst you, with the first in this kingdom. This fire shall be quenched, so soon as CHRIST has brought you pure through the fire. Therefore, my dearly beloved in the LORD, fear not. Charge an unbelieving heart, under the pain of treason against our great and royal King JESUS, to dependence by faith on our LORD. Get you into your chambers, and shut the doors about you; in, in with speed to your strong hold, ye prisoners of hope; ye doves, flee in to CHRIST'S; windows, till the indignation be over, and the storm be past. Glorify the LORD in your sufferings, and take his banner of love and spread over you. Others will follow you, if they see you strong in the LORD; their courage shall take life from your Christian carriage. Look up and see who is coming; lift up your head; he is coming to save, " in garments dyed in blood, and traveling in the greatness of his strength." I laugh, I smile, I leap for joy, to see CHRIST coming to save you so quickly. O what wide steps CHRIST taketh! Three or four hills are but a step to him; " he skippeth over the mountains." CHRIST has set a battle between his poor weak saints and his enemies. He says to the enemies, Take you a sword of steel, law, authority, parliaments, and kings upon your side; that is your armour. And he says to his. saints, I give you a sword in your hand, and that is suffering, receiving of strokes, spoiling of your goods; and with your sword ye shall get and gain the victory. Ye are CHRIST'S members, and he is drawing his members through the thorny hedge up to heaven after him. I am careless, and stand not much on this, although loins, back, shoulders, and head, split in pieces, in stepping up to my Father's house. 1 know that my LORD can make long, and broad, and high, and deep glory to his name, out of this poor body; for CHRIST looketh not what stuff he maketh glory out of. My dearly beloved, ye have often refreshed me, but that is put up in my Master's accounts; ye have him debtor for me. But if ye will do any thing for me (as I know ye will) now in my extremity, tell all my dear friends, that a prisoner is fettered and chained in CHRIST's love; (LORD, never loose the fetters;) and ye and they together, take my heartiest commendations to my LORD JESUS, and thank him for a poor friend. I desire your husband to read this letter; I send him a prisoner's blessing. I will be obliged to him, if he will be willing to suffer for my dear Master; suffering is the professor's golden garment; there shall be no losses on CHRIST'S side of it. Grace be with you; a prisoner's blessing be with you I write it, and abide by it, GOD shall be glorious in MARION MACKNAUGHT, when this stormy blast shall be over. O woman, beloved of GOD, believe, rejoice, be strong in the LORD; grace is thy portion!
Aberdeen,
Yours in his LORD JESUS,
June 15, 1637.
S. R.
TO THE LADY CULROSS,
MADAM,
GRACE, mercy, and peace, be to you! I am the first in the kingdom put to utter silence. I cannot preach my LORD's righteousness in the great congregation. I am, notwithstanding, the less solicitous how it go, if there be not wrath in my cup. But I rest on this, that in my fever my Physician is at my bedside, and that he sympathizeth with me when I sigh. Another man's bed and fireside, and other losses, have no room in my sorrow: a greater heat, to eat out a less fire, is a good remedy for some burning. I believe, when CHRIST draweth blood, he has skill to cut the right vein; and that he has taken the whole ordering and disposing of my sufferings. Let Him tutor me, and tutor my crosses, as he thinketh good: there is no danger nor hazard in following such a guide, although he should lead me through hell, if I could put faith foremost, believing to see the salvation of GOD. I know, CHRIST is not obliged to let me see both the sides of my cross, or to turn it over and over, that I may see all: my faith is richer to live upon credit, CHRIST'S borrowed money, than to have much in my hand. Let me be a sinner, and worse than the chief of sinners, yea, a guilty Devil; yet I am sure my Well beloved is GOD: and when I say, " CHRIST is GOD," and " My CHRIST is Golly" I have said all things; I can say no more. I would I could build as much upon this, " My CHRIST is GOD," as it would bear. I might lay all the world upon it. But my wounds are sorest, and pain me most, when I sin against his love and his mercy: and if he would set me and my conscience together, and let us settle it between us, my spitting upon the fair face of CHRIST'S love and mercies, by my jealousies, unbelief, and doubting, would be enough to sink me. O LORD, I stand dumb before thee for this; I still misbelieve, though I have seen that my LORD has made my cross as it were all crystal, so that I can see through it CHRIST and heaven, and that on has honored a lump of sinful flesh and blood, to be CHRIST's honorable LORD prisoner. I ought to esteem the walls of a filthy dungeon most beautiful, for my LORD JESUS; and yet I am not so shut up, but that the sun shineth upon my prison, and the fair wide heaven is the covering of it. But my LORD has done more; for he makes me find, that he will be a prisoner with me: he lieth down, and riseth up with me; when I sigh, he sigheth; when I weep, he suffereth with me. And I confess here is the blessed issue of my’suffering already begun, in that my heart io filled with hunger and desire to have him glorified in my sufferings. I have no more free goods in the world for CHRIST, save that: it is both the whole heritage I have, and all my moveables, besides; " LORD, give the thirsty man to drink." I would not have CIRIST's love entering in me, but I would enter into it, and be swallowed up of it. Blessed be my rich LORD JESUS, who sends not away beggars from his house! He filleth the vessel of such as will come and seek: we might beg ourselves rich, (if we were wise,) if we could but hold out withered hands to
CHRIST, and learn to seek, ask, and knock. Madam, let me have your prayers, as ye have the prayers and blessing of him that is separated from his brethren. Grace, grace be with you!
Your own in his LORD JESUS,
S. R.
Aberdeen, Jane 15, 1631.
TO JOHN GORDON, OF CARDONESS, ELDER.
Much honored and dearest in the LORD,
GRACE, mercy, and peace, be to you! My soul longed', exceedingly to hear how matters go between you and CHRIST; and whether or not there be any work of CHRIST in that parish, that will abide the trial of fire and water. Let me be weighed of my LORD in a just balance, if your souls he not weighty upon me. You go to bed and you rise with me; thoughts of your soul depart not from me in my sleep; ye have a great part of my tears, sighs, and prayers. O that I could buy your soul's salvation with any suffering whatsoever, and that ye and I might meet with joy before our Judge! O may my Lon') forbid that I should have any thing against you in that day! O that He who quickeneth the dead would give life to my sowing among you! What joy, on this side of death, would comfort me more, than that the souls of that poor people were in safety Sure I am, that once I discovered my lovely LORD JESUS to you all: woe shall be your part for evermore, if the Gospel be not the savor of life unto life to you. Believe me, I find heaven a city hard to be won. " The righteous scarcely are saved." O what violence of thronging will heaven take! Alas, I see many deceiving themselves; for we will all profess to go to heaven. Now, every foul dog, with his foul feet, will in to the new and clean Jerusalem. All say they have faith; and the greatest part in the world know not, and will not consider, that a slip in the matter of their salvation, is the most pitiful slip that can be, and that no loss is comparable to this loss. Ye will not believe how quickly the Judge will' come. And for yourself, I know that death is waiting, and hovering, and lingering at GOD’s command, that ye may be prepared. Then ye had need to stir your time; a wrong step in going out of life is like the sin against the HOLY GHOST, and can never be forgiven, because ye cannot come back again, through the last water, to mourn for it. Lose not the last play, whatever ye do; for, in that play with death, your precious soul is the prize: for the Loiad's sake lose not such a treasure. Ye know, out of love to your soul, and out of desire to make an honest account for you, I testified my disliking of your ways very often, both in private and public. I am not now a witness of your doings, but your Judge is always your witness. I beseech you by the mercies of GOD, by the salvation of your soul, by your comforts when your eye strings shall break, and the face wax pale; and the soul tremble to be out of the lodging of clay, and by your appearance before your awful Judge, after the sight of this letter take a new course; and now, in the end of your day, make sure of heaven. Examine yourself, if ye be in good earnest in CHRIST. Many think they believe, but never trembler the devils. are further on than these. Make sure to yourself that ye are above ordinary professors; the sixth part of your spanlength of days is scarcely before you: haste, haste; for the tide will not abide. I never knew so well what sin was; as since I came to, Aberdeen, although I was preaching of it to you. To feel the smoke of hell's fire in the throat for half an hour, to stand beside a river of fire ands brimstone broader than the earth, and to' think of being. bound hand and foot, and cast into the midst of it quick, and then to have God locking the prison door, never to be' opened for all eternity O how will it shake a conscience' that has any life in it! I find that the fruits of my pains, to have CHRIST and that people united, now meet my soul in my sad hours; and I rejoice that T gave fair warning of all the corruptions now entering into CHRIST'S house. I profess to you, I have no’ rest, I have no ease, until I" be over head and ears in love's ocean. If CHRIST'S love (that fountain of delight) were laid as open to me as I could wish, O' how would I drink, and a drink abundantly!" I half call his absence cruel, and the veil on CtintsT's face a cruel covering, that hideth such a fain face from a sick soul. I dare not challenge himself; but his absence is a mountain of iron upon my heavy heart, O when shall we meet O how long is it to the dawning of the marriageday O LORD JESUS, take wide steps; O My LORD, come over mountains at one stride! " O my beloved, flee like a roe, or young hart upon the mountains." Since he looked upon me, my heart is not mine own: he has gone away to heaven with it. I know it was not for nothing, that I spoke so much good of CHRIST to you in public. O that the heaven, and the heaven of heavens, were paper, and the sea ink, and the multitude of mountains pens of brass, and I were able to write that paper, within and without, full of the praises of my Well beloved! Woe is me, I cannot worthily set him out to men and angels. O, there are few tongues to sing his incomparable excellency! What can I, a poor prisoner, do to exalt him Or what course can I take to extol my Lout) JESUS I am put to my wits' end, how to get his name made great. Blessed be they who would help me in this! Those that see his face, how can they get their eyes plucked from him again Look up to him, and love him O love and live! It were life to me, if ye would read this letter to that people, and if they did profit by it. O that I could cause them to die of love for JESUS! I charge them, by the salvation of their souls, to cleave toCHRIST, and follow him, as I taught them. Part by no means with CHRIST; hold fast what ye have received. Keep the truth once delivered: if ye or that people quit it an hair, ye break your conscience in twain; and who then can mend it, and cast a knot on it My dearest in the LORD, stand fast in CHRIST; keep the faith; contend for CHRIST; wrestle for him; and take men's feuds for GOD's favor;—there is no comparison between these.
O that my LORD would fulfill my joy, and keep the young bride to CHRIST that is at Anwoth! And as to those, whoever they be, that have returned to the old vomit since my departure, I bind upon their back, in my Master's name and authority, the long lasting, weighty vengeance and curse of GOD: in my Lo R u's name, I give them a doom of black, unmixed, pure wrath, which my Master shall ratify and make good, when we stand together before him, except they repent, and turn to the LORD. And I write to thee, poor mourning and brokenhearted believer, be who you wilt, of the free salvation CHRIST'S sweet balm for thy wounds, O: poor humble believer; CHRIST'S blood of atonement for thy guilty soul; CHRIST'S heaven for thy poor soul, though once banished out of Paradise: And my Master shall make good my word before long. O that people were wise! O that people would never rest until they find him! O how shall my soul mourn in secret, if my nine years' pained head, and sore breast, and pained back, and grieved heart, and private and public prayers to GOD, shall all be for nothing among that people! Did my LORD JESUS send me but to summon you before your Judge, and to leave your summons at your houses O my GOD, forbid! Often did I tell you of a fan of GOD's word to come among you, for the contempt of it. I told you often of wrath, wrath from the LORD, to come upon Scotland'; it is quickly coming. Now, my dear people, my joy and my crown in the LORD, " let Him be your fear;" seek the LORD and his face, and save your souls. Doves, flee to CHRIST'S windows! Pray for me, and praise for me. The blessing of my GOD, and the prayers and blessing of a poor prisoner, be upon you!
Aberdeen,
Your lawful and loving Pastor,
June 16, 1637.
S. R.
TO MR. WILLIAM DALGLIESH,
Minister of the Gospel.
Reverend and dear Brother,
GRACE, mercy, and peace, be to you! I am well; my Lord JESUS is kinder to me than ever he was; it pleases him to dine and sup with his afflicted prisoner; a King feasteth me, and his spikenard casteth a sweet smell. Put CHRIST'S love to the trial, and then it will appear love indeed: we employ not his love, and therefore we know it not. I count more of the sufferings of my LORD, than of this world's gilded glory. I find it a sweet and rich thing to exchange my sorrows with CHRIST'S joys, my afflictions for that sweet peace which I have with himself. Brother, this is his own truth for which I now suffer. He has sealed my sufferings with his own comforts, and I know he will not put his seal upon blank paper; his seals are not dumb, nor delusive, to.confirm imaginations and lies. Go on, my dear Brother, in the strength of the Lows, not fearing man that is a worm, or the son of man that will die. Providence has a thousand keys, to open a thousand different doors, for the deliverance of his own, when it is even come to.a " Conclamatuna est." Let us be faithful, and care for our own part, which is to do and suffer for him; and lay CHRIST's part on himself, and leave it. there. Duties are ours, events are the Lord's. When our faith go to meddle with events, and to hold a Court (if I may so speak) upon GOD's Providence, and beginneth to say, "now wilt you do this and that "-we lose ground. We have nothing to do there; it is our part to let the Almighty exercise his own office, and steer his own helm; there is nothing left for us, but to see how we may be approved of him, and how we may roll the weight of our weak souls (in well doing) upon him, who is GOD OMNIPOTENT: And when what we thus essay. miscarrieth, it shall neither. be our sin nor cross. Brother, remember the LORD'S word to PETER, "SIMON, loves you me Feed my sheep:" No greater testimony of our love to CHRIST can be, than to feed painfully and faithfully his lambs. Grace be with you!
Aberdeen.
Your brother in bonds,
S.R.
TO EARLESTOUN, YOUNGER.
Much honored and well beloved in the LORD,
GRACE, mercy, and peace, be to you! There is not such a glassy, icy, and slippery piece of way, between you and heaven, as youth. I have experience to say with me here, and seal what I assert; the old ashes of the sins of my youth are now fire of sorrow to me. I have seen the Devil, as it were, dead and buried, and yet rise again, and be a worse devil than ever he was. Therefore, my Brother, beware of a green young devil, that has never been buried: the devil in his youth is much to be feared. Better yoke with an old grey haired, withered, dry devil: for in youth he finds thy sticks, and dry coals, and a hot hearthstone; and how soon can he with his flint cast fire, and with his bellows blow it up, and fire the house Sanctified thoughts, thoughts made conscience of, and kept in awe, are green fuel that burn not, and are a water for SATAN'S coal. Yet, I must tell you, that all the saints, now triumphant in heaven, are nothing but a company of redeemed sinners. But their redemption is not only past the seals, but completed; and yours is on the wheels, and in doing. Let your bleeding soul, and your sores, be put into the hands of CHRIST: let young and strong corruptions, and his free grace, be yoked together; and let CHRIST and your sins deal it between them. I would be does to remove your fears, and your sense of deadness; (I wish it were more;) there are some wounds of such a nature, that their bleeding should not be soon stopped. Ye must take a house beside the Physician; it shall be a miracle, if you be the first sick man he puts away uncured. , nay, CHRIST IS honest and free with sinners; (John 6:37;) " And him that cometh to me, I will in no wise cast out." Take ye that; it cannot be presumption to take that as your own, when ye find your wounds. Presumption is ever whole at the heart, and groaneth only for the sake of fashion.; faith has sense of sickness. CHRIST is as full a feast as ye can have. His mercy sends always a letter of defiance to all your sins, if there were ten thousand more of them. I grant you, it is a hard matter for a poor hungry man to find CHRIST, when the key of his banqueting house is sought, and cannot be had: but hunger must break through iron locks. I bemoan them not, who can cry out for a SAVIOR: ye must let him hear it (to say so) upon both sides of his head, when he hideth himself; it is not time then, to be careless and patient. CHRIST is rare, indeed, and delicate to a sinner; he is a miracle, to a seeking and weeping sinner; but yet such a miracle as will be seen by them who will " come and see." The seeker and sigher is at last a singer and enjoyer; nay, I have seen a dumb man get an alms from CHRIST. It bodeth the approach of GOD’s mercy, when we complain heartily for sin. Let wrestling be continued with CHRIST, till he say, " How is it that I cannot be quit of your cries " And then hope for CHRIST'S blessing his blessing is better than ten other blessings. Think not shame because of' your guiltiness. Necessity must not blush to beg: it standeth you hard to want CHRIST; and that which idle waiting cannot do, crying and knocking will do. Now, for myself; alas, I am not the man I go for in this nation: men have not just weights to weigh me in. O, I am a silly body, and overgrown with weeds! Corruption is too Tank in me. O that I were answerable to this holy cause, and to that honorable Prince's love, for whom I now suffer! If CHRIST would refer the matter to me, (in his presence I speak it) I might think it shame to vote my awn salvation. I think, CHRIST might say, " Thinkest you not shame to claim heaven, who dost so little for it" I am very often so, that I know not whether I sink or swim in the water; I find myself a bag of light froth; I could bear no weight. if my LORD did not cast in borrowed weight, even CHRIST'S righteousness, to weigh for me. The stock I have is not mine own; I am but the merchant that trafficks with other people's goods. If my creditor, CHRIST, would take from me what he hath lent, I could not long keep the causeway; but CHRIST has made it mine and his. I complain, that when CHRIST cometh, he cometh always to fetch fire; he is ever in haste, he may not tarry: but I think it my happiness to love the love of CHRIST; and, when he go away, the memory of his sweet presence is like a feast in a dear summer. O that I could write a book of his praises! O fairest among the sons of men, why stayest you so long away O heavens, move fast! O time, run, run, and hasten the marriage day! For love is tormented with delays. O Angels, O Seraphim, who stand. before him, O blessed Spirits who now see his face, set him on high; for when ye have worn your harps with his praises, all is too little, and is nothing, to cast the smell of the praise of that fair flower, that fragrant rose of Sharon, through many worlds! Grace be with you!
Aberdeen,
Yours in JESUS,
June 16, 1637•
TO ALEXANDER GORDON, OF KNOCKGRAY.
Dearest and truly honored Brother,
GRACE, mercy, and, peace, be to you! I have seen no. letter front. you since I came to Aberdeen; 1 will not interpret it to be forgetfulness. 1: am here in a, fair prison; CHRIST is my sweet and honorable fellow prisoner, and I his sad and. joyful LORD prisoner, if 1: may speak so. I think this cross becometh me well, and is suitable to me, in respect of my duty. to suffer for CHRIST, although not in regard of my deserving to be thus honored. However. it be, I see CHRIST is strong, even lying in the dust, in prison, and in banishment. Losses and disgraces are the wheels of his triumphing chariot. In the sufferings of his saints, as he intends their good, so he intends his own glory; and CHRIST shooteth not at random, he hitteth what he purposeth to hit: therefore he does make his own weak nothings, who are the contempt of men, " a new sharp threshing instrument, having teeth, to thresh the mountains, and beat them small, and to make the hills as chaff, and to fan them! " (Isa. )li. 15, 16.) What harder stuff, or harder grain for threshing out, than high and rocky mountains But the saints are GOD’s threshing instruments to beat them all into chaff. Let fools laugh the fools' laughter, and SCORN CHRIST, and bid the weeping captives in Babylon " sing one of the songs of Zion; " no created powers in hell, or out of hell, can mar our LORD JESUS's music, nor spoil our song of joy. Let us then be glad and rejoice in the salvation of our LORD; for faith had never yet cause to have wet cheeks, or to droop and die. What can ail faith, seeing CHRIST suffereth himself (with reverence to Him be it spoken) to be commanded by it, and CHRIST commandeth all things Faith may dance, because CHRIST sings; and we may come in the choir, and lift our hoarse and rough voices, and sing, and shout for joy with our LORD JESUS. If God were dead, (if I may speak so, with reverence of Him who liveth for ever and ever,) and CHRIST buried, and laid among the worms, we might have cause to look like dead folks. But, " the LORD liveth, and blessed be the rock of our salvation." (Psal. 18:46.) None have right to joy but we; for joy is sown for us, and an ill summer or harvest will not spoil the crop. I cannot but speak what I have felt; my LORD JESUS has broken a box of spikenard upon the head of his poor prisoner, and it is a pain to smother CHRIST'S love; it will be out, whether we will or not. If we did but speak according to the matter, a cross for CHRIST should have another name; yea, a cross, especially when he cometh with his arms full of joys, is the happiest hard tree that ever was laid upon my weak shoulder. CHRIST and his cross together are sweet company, and a blessed couple. My prison is my palace; my sorrow is pregnant with joy; my losses are rich losses; my pain is easy pain; my heavy days are holy and happy days. I may tell a new tale of CHRIST to my
friends. O that I could make a song of him, and could commend CHRIST, and tune his praises aright! Is it not great art in my LORD, that he can bring forth such fair apples out of this crabbed tree of the cross Grace be with you!
Aberdeen, June 16, 1637.
Yours in his LORD JESUS,
S.R.
TO ELIZABETH KENNEDY.
GRACE, mercy, and peace, be unto you!. I have long had a purpose of writing to you. I heartily desire that ye would mind your country; for all come not home at night, who suppose they have set their face heavenward. It is a woeful thing, to die and miss of heaven! I persuade myself; that thousands shall be deceived and ashamed of their hope; because they cast their anchor in the sinking sands, Till now, I knew not the pain, labor, or difficulty that. there is to win home; nor did I understand so well, before this, " The righteous"' shall " scarcely be saved." Oh how many a poor• professor's candle is blown out, and never lighted again! I see that to be ranked amongst the children of GOD, and to have a name among men, is now thought good enough to carry professors to, heaven: but certainly, a name is but a name, and will never abide the blast of GOD’s storm. I counsel you, not to give your soul or CHRIST rest, nor your eyes sleep, till ye have gotten something, that will abide the fire, and stand out the storm. I am sure, that even if my one foot were in heaven, and he should then say, " Fend thyself, I will. hold thee no longer, 'I should go no further,' but presently fall down in as many pieces of dead nature. They are happy for evermore, who are swallowed up in the love of CHRIST, and know no sickness but that of desire after CHRIST. We run our souls out of breath, and tire them, in coursing and gallopping after our own dreams, to get some created good thing on this side of death. We would fain stay, and spin out a heaven to ourselves, on this side of the water; but sorrow, want, changes, crosses, and sin, are both woof and warp in. that ill spun web. O how sweet and dear are those thoughts, that are still upon " the things which are above! And how happy are they, who are longing to have time's thread cut, and can cry to CHRIST, "LORD JESUS, come over, come and fetch the dried passenger! " I wish our thoughts were more frequently than they are upon our country. Heaven casteth a sweet odor afar off, to those that have spiritual senses! GOD has made many fair flowers; but the fairest of them all is heaven; and the flower of all flowers is CHRIST. O why do we not flee up to that lovely one Alas! that there is such scarcity of love, and lovers of CHRIST, among us all! Fie, fie, upon us, who love fair things, as fair gold, fair houses, fair lands, fair pleasures, fair honors, and fair persons; and do not pine and melt away with love to CHRIST. O, would to GOD that I had more love for his sake! O for as much love as would he between me and heaven! O for as much love as would go round about the earth, and over the heaven, yea, the heaven of heavens, and ten thousand worlds, that I might fix it all upon CHRIST! But, alas! I have nothing for Him; yet he has much for me: it is no gain to CHRIST, that he getteth my little spanlength and handbreadth of love. If men would have something to do with their hearts and their thoughts, which are always rolling up and down after sinful vanities, they may find great and sweet employment for their thoughts in CHRIST. If these frothy. and restless hearts of ours would come all about CHRIST, and look into his love, his bottomless love, into the depth of his mercy, into the unsearchable riches of his grace, so as to search into the beauty of GOD in CHRIST; they would be swallowed up in the depth and height, the length and breadth, of his goodness. O if. men would draw the curtains, and look into the inner side of the ark, and behold how the "fullness of the Godhead dwells
in him bodily," who would not say, " Let me die, let me die ten times, to get a sight of him!" Ten thousand deaths were no great price to give for him. I am sure that ardent love would heighten the market, and raise the price to the double for him. But, alas, if men and angels were sold at the dearest, they would not all buy a. sight of CHRIST. O how happy are they, who get CHRIST for nothing! GOD send me no more for my part of paradise, but CHRIST; and surely I were rich enough, and as well heavened as the best of them, if CHRIST were my heaven. I can write no better thing to you, than to desire you to weigh him again and again; and, after this, have no other to gain your love, but CHRIST: he will be found worthy of all your love; although it should swell from the earth to the uppermost circle of the heaven of heavens. To our LORD JESUS and his love I commend you.
Aberdeen, 1637.
Yours in Jesus,
S.R.
TO JONET KENNEDY.
Loving and dear Sister,
GRACE, mercy, and peace, be unto you!. I received your letter. Keep your taste, your love, and your hope in heaven; it is not good that your love and your LORD should be in two sundry countries. Up, up after Him; that ye and he may be together. A King from heaven has sent for you; by faith he showed you the New Jerusalem, and taketh you along in the SIIRIT, through all the dwelling houses in heaven, and says, " All these are thine: this palace is for thee and CHRIST." If ye only had been the chosen of GOD, CHRIST would have built that house for you and himself: now, it is for you and many others also. Take with you in your journey, what ye may carry with you, your conscience, faith, hope, patience, meekness, goodness, brotherly kindness for such wares as these are of great price in the country whither ye go. As for other things, the world's vanity and trash, since they are but the house sweepings, ye shall do best not to carry them with you; ye found them here,—leave them here, and let them keep the house. Your sun is low; be nigh your lodging against night. We go, one by one, out of this great market, till the town be empty, and the two lodgings, heaven and hell, be filled. Antichrist and' his master are busy to replenish hell, and to seduce many: and stars, great churchlights, are falling from heaven; and many are misled and seduced, and sell their birthright, by hunting for I know not what. Fasten upon CHRIST. Though. my cross were as heavy as ten mountains, when he putteth his shoulder under me and it, it is but a feather. I please myself in the choice of CHRIST; I rejoice that he is in heaven before me; GOD send a joyful meeting, and in the mean time the traveler's charges for the way, I mean a burden of CHRIST'S love, to sweeten the journey, and to encourage a breathless runner; for when I lose breath in climbing up the mountain, he maketh new breath. Now, the very GOD of peace establish you to the day of his appearance!
Aberdeen,
Yours in his only LORD JESUS,
Sept. 9, 1637.
S.R.
TO MR. WILLIAM DALGLIES.
Reverend and well beloved Brother,
GRACE, mercy, and peace, be unto you! I have heard somewhat of your trials in Galloway. Let me entreat you to be steadfast to CHRIST. My witness is above, that you have added much joy to me in my bonds, when I hear that you grow in the grace of GOD, and zeal' for your Master. Our ministry, whether by preaching or suffering, will cast an odor through the world both of heaven and hell. (2 Cron 2:15, 16.) There is nothing out of heaven, next to CHRIST, dearer to me than my ministry; and the worth of it, iri my estimation, is swelled, and paineth me exceedingly: yet I am content, for the honor of my LORD, to surrender it back again to the LORD of the vineyard; let him do, both with me and it, what he thinketh good. I think myself too little for him. And let me speak to you, how kind a fellow prisoner is CHRIST to me! Believe me, this kind of cross, (which would not go by my door, but would needs visit me,) the longer it lasts is still the more welcome to me. It is true, my silent sabbaths have been and are still glassy ice, whereon my faith can scarcely hold its feet, and I am often blown if my feet with a storm of doubting; yet truly my bonds all this time emit a mighty fragrance of high and deep love in CHRIST. I cannot indeed see through my cross to the far end; yet I am praising the LAMB, in sorrow, deprivation, losses, want of friends, and death. Let us be glad that we have blood, losses, and wounds, to show to our Master and Captain at his appearance. Woe is me, my dear brother, that I say often, u I am but dry bones, which my LORD veil. not bring out of the grave again; and that my faithless. fears say, C O I am a dry tree, that can bear no fruit;, I am a useless body, who can beget no children to the LORD in his house." Yet I often get the advantage of the hill above my temptations; and then I despise temptations, and even hell itself, and am proud of my honorable Master; I resolve, whether contrary winds will or not, to fetch CHRIST'S harbor; and I think a resolute and earnest contention with my LORD JESUS for his love very lawful. Since my entry hither, many a time has my fair sun shone without a cloud: hot and burning has CHRIST'S love been to me; I have no vent for the expression of it. Except CHRIST would seize upon myself, and make the readiest payment that can be of my heart and love to himself, I have no other thing to give him. If my sufferings could do beholders good, and proclaim the incomparable worth of CHRIST'S love to the world, then would my soul be overjoyed, and my sad heart cheered and calmed! Dear brother, I cannot tell what is become of my labors among that people. If all that my LORD built by me be cast down, and none stand by CHRIST, whose love I once preached as clearly and plainly as I could to that people; (though far below its worth and excellency;) if so, how can I bear it And if another make a foul harvest, where I have made a painful and honest sowing, it will not soon digest with me; but I know his ways are past finding out. Yet my witness both within me and above me knows, and my pained breast upon the LORD's day at night, that my desire to have made CII KIST awful, and amiable, and sweet to that people, is now my joy; and it was my desire and aim to make CHRIST and them one. O my GOD., seek not an account of the violence done to me by my brethren, whose salvation I love and desire! I pray, that they and I be not heard as contrary parties, in the day of our compearance before our Judge. O how silly an advantage is my deprivation to men, seeing that my LORD JESUS has many ways, to recover his own losses, so that his lily may grow among thorns, and his little kingdom exalt itself, even under the sword and spears of contrary powers! My dear brother, go on in the strength of his rich grace: stand fast for CHRIST; deliver the Gospel with a clean and undefiled conscience. Nothing, nothing (I say, nothing) but sound sanctification can abide the LORD's fan. I recommend you, and GOD’s people committed by CHRIST to your trust, to the rich grace of our all sufficient LORD. Remember my bonds: praise my LORD, who beareth me up in my sufferings. As you find occasion (according to the wisdom given you) show our acquaintance what the LORD has done to my soul. This I seek not, verily, to hunt my own praise, but that my Master may be magnified in my sufferings.
Aberdeen,
Your Brother in JESUS,
June 17, 1637. S.R.
TO THE LADY LARGIRIE.
MADAM,
GRACE, mercy, and peace, be to you! I exhort you in the LORD, to go on in your journey to heaven, and to be content with such fare by the way as CtIRIST and his followers have had before you: for they had always the wind on their faces; and our LORD has not changed the way to us for our ease, but will have us follow our guide. Alas, how does sin clog us in our journey! What fools.are we, to have any other love beside CHRIST It were best for us to seek our own home, and to sell our hopes of this little idol of the earth, where we are neither well summered nor well wintered. O that our souls would think of it, as a traveler does of a drink of water, which is not any part of his treasure, but go away with the using; for ten miles' journey maketh that drink to him as nothing! O that we had as soon done with this world, and could as quickly despatch the love of it! But as a child cannot hold two apples in his little hand, but the one puttetil the other out of its room; so neither can we be masters of two loves. Blessed were we, if we could make ourselves masters of that invaluable treasure, the love of Caaisr; or rather suffer, ourselves to be mastered to CHRIST'S love, so that CHRIST were our all things, and all other things our nothings. O let us be ready for shipping, against the time when our LORD'S wind and tide call for us! Death is the last thief that shall come without din or noise of feet, and take our souls away, and we shall take our leave of time, and face eternity: and our LORD) shall lay together the two sides of this earthly tabernacle, and fold us, and lay us by, as a man layeth by clothes at,night; and put the one half of us in a house of clay, the dark grave, and the other half of us in heaven or hell. Seek to be found of your LORD in peace, and put your soul in order; for CHRIST will not give a nailbreadth of time to our little sandglass. Pray for Zion; and for me his prisoner, that he would he pleased to bring me amongst you again, full of CHRIST, loaden with the blessing of his gospel. Grace, grace be with you!
Yours in his only LORD and Master,
S. R.
TO EARLSTOUN, YOUNGER.
Worthy and dearly beloved in the LORD,
GRACE, mercy, and peace, be to you!' I long to hear from you: I remain still a prisoner of hope, and think it service to the LORD, to wait on still with submission, till the LORD's morning sky break, and his summer day dawn. GOD sent us down to this earth, among devils and men, the firebrands of the Devil, and temptations, that we might suffer for a time; otherwise he might have made heaven wait on us at our coming out of the womb, and have carried us home to our country, without letting us set down our feet in this thorny life. But seeing that a piece of suffering is carved for every one of us, less or more, as infinite wisdom has thought good, our part is to harden and habituate our soft and thin skinned nature to endure fire and water, devils, lions, men, losses, and sad hearts, like persons whose behavior is inspected by GOD, angels, men, and devils. O what folly is it, to sit down and weep upon. a decree of GOD, that is as unmoveable as GOD who made it! For who can come behind our LORD, to alter or better what he has decreed and done It were better to make windows in our prison, and to look out to GOD, and to our country heaven, and to cry, like fettered men who long for the King's free air, "LORD, let thy kingdom come! O let the Bridegroom come! O fair day, O everlasting summer day, dawn and shine out, break out from under the black sky I" If every day a little stone in the prison walls were broken, and thereby assurance given to the chained prisoner, lying, under twenty stone of irons upon arms and legs, that at length his chain should wear into two pieces, and a hole should be made, so wide that he might come safely out to his longdesired liberty; he would in patience wait on. The LORD's prisoners are in that case: years and months will take out now one little stone, then another, of this house of clay, and at length time shall win out the breadth of a fair door, and send out the imprisoned soul to the free air in heaven. O that we could breathe out new hope, and new submission, every day! For certainly a weight of glory (yea, a far more exceeding and eternal weight) shall recompense, both in weight and length, our light and shortdated crosses. Our waters are but ebb, and come neither to our chin, nor to the stopping of our breath. I may see (if I would borrow eyes from CHRIST) dry land, and that near: why then should we not laugh at adversity I rejoice in the hope of that glory to be revealed, fgr it is no uncertain glory we look for: our hope is not hung upon an untwisted thread; but our anchor of salvation is fastened with GOD's own hand, and with CHRIST'S own strength. O that our faith could ride it out against the high and proud winds and waves, when our sea seems all to be on fire! O how oft do I let my grasp go! I am put to swimming and halfsinking. I find the Devil has the advantage of the ground in our corrupt nature: alas! that is a friend near of kin to himself, and will not fail to fall foul upon us. But the less of our weight is upon our feeble legs, and the more on CHRIST the strong rock, the better for us. It is our heaven to lay many weights and burdens upon CHRIST, and to make him the root and top, the beginning and ending, of our salvation: LORD, hold us here! Now to this Tutor, and rich LORD, I recommend you: hold fast till he come. Grace, grace be with you!
Yours in his and your Lo RD JESUS, Aberdeen, 1637.
Aberdeen, 1637.
S. R.
TO JOHN GORDON, OF CARDONESS, YOUNGER.
Dearly beloved in our Lord,
GRACE, mercy, and peace, be to you! I long exceedingly to hear the case of your soul, which has a large share both of my prayers and careful thoughts. Remember that a precious treasure and prize depends upon this short play that ye are now upon; eternity standeth upon the little point of your well or ill employed, short, and swiftposting sandglass. Seek the LORD while he may be found; the LORD) waiteth upon you. Your soul is of no little price; gold or silver, of as much bounds as would cover the highest heavens round about, cannot buy it. To live as others do, and to be free from open sins, will not bring you to heaven: as much civility and discretion as would he between you and heaven will not lead you one inch above nature; and therefore take pains for salvation, and give your will, wit, humor, desires, and pleasures to CHRIST. It is not possible for you to know, till experience teach you, how dangerous a time youth is: it is like green and wet timber; when CHRIST casteth fire upon it, it taketh not fire. There is need here of more than ordinary pains; for corrupt nature has a good friend in youth. Sinning against light will put out your candle, and stupify your conscience; and, when that is done, the Devil is like a mad horse, that has broken the bridle, and runneth away with his rider whither he listeth. Learn to know that which the Apostle knew,—the deceitfulness of sin. Strive to make prayer, and reading, and holy company, and holy conference, your delight: when delight cometh in, ye shall smell the sweetness of CHRIST, till at length your soul be swallowed up in CHRIST'S sweetness: then shall ye be taken up to the top of the mountain with the LORD, to know the ravishments of spiritual love, and the glory and excellency of a seen, revealed, felt, and embraced CHRIST; and then ye need never to loose yourself from CHRIST, and bind your soul to old lovers: then, and never till then, are all the paces, motions, and wheels of your soul in a right tune. But if this world, and the lusts thereof, be your delight, ye cannot be a vessel of glory. As the LORD liveth, thousands, thousands are beguiled with security, because GOD, and wrath, and judgment, are not terrible to them. Stand in awe of GOD, and of the warnings of conscience. Make others to see CHRIST in you, moving, doing, speaking, and thinking; your actions will smell of him, if he be in you. There is an instinct in the newborn babes of CHRIST, like the instinct of nature that leads birds to build their nests, and bring up their young, and love such and such places, as woods, forests, and wildernesses, better than other places. The instinct of nature maketh a man love his mother country above. all countries: the instinct of renewed nature will lead you to such and such works, as to love your country above, and. sigh to be clothed with your house not made with hands. Sleep' hot soundly, till you find yourself in that case, that ye dare look death in the face, and hazard your soul upon eternity. I am sure, many ells of the short thread of your life are by hand, since I saw you; and that thread has an end, and ye have no hands to add one day, or a fingerbreadth, to the end of it. When hearing, and seeing, and the outward walls of the clayhouse, shall fall down, and life shall surrender the besieged castle of clay to death and judgment, and ye find your time run out, what thoughts will ye then have of idol pleasures What would ye then give for the LORD's favor And what a price would ye then give for his pardon O dear Sir, for the LORD'S sake, awake to live righteously, and love your poor soul, and, after ye have seen this my letter, say with yourself, a The LORD will seek an account of this warning' I have received." Lodge CHRIST in your family. I bless your children. Grace be with you!
Your lawful and loving Pastor,
S. R.
Aberdeen, 1637.
TO MY LORD BOYD.
My very honorable and good LORD;
GRACE, mercy, and peace, be to your Lordship! Join, join (as ye do) with CHRIST; he is worth more to you and your posterity, than this world's Mayflowers, its withering riches and honor, that shall go away as smoke, and shall in one half hour, after the blast of the Archangel's trumpet, he in white ashes. Let me beseech your Lordship to draw aside the lap of time's curtain, and look in through that window to great and endless eternity, and consider, if a worldly price (supposing that this little round clay globe, the dying idol of the fools of this world, were all your own) can be given, for one smile of CHRIST'S countenance, in that day, when so many joints and knees of thousand thousands shall stand before CHRIST, trembling, and making their prayers to hills and mountains to " fall upon them, and hide them from the face of the LAMB." O how many would sell Lordships and kingdoms on that day, to buy CHRIST! But, oh! the market shall, be closed and ended ere then. Your Lordship has now a blessed venture of winning " the Prince of the Kings of the earth." Fear not worms of clay, the moth shall eat them as a garment; let the LORD be your fear; he is with you, and shall fight for you. Thus shall ye cause " the blessing of those who are ready to perish to come upon you." The LAMB and his armies are with you, and the kingdoms of the earth are the LORD's. I am persuaded, there is not another Gospel than that which ye now contend for. I dare hazard my heaven and salvation upon it, that this is the only saving way to glory. Grace, grace be with your Lordship!
Your Lordship's, at all obedience in CHRIST,
Aberdeen, 1637.
S. R.
TO.ROBERT GORDON, BAILLIE OF AIR.
WORTHY SIR,
'GRACE, mercy, and peace, be to you! I long to hear from you. I know that submissive waiting for the LORD shall at length ripen the joy and deliverance of his own. What is the dry and miscarrying hope of all them who are not in CHRIST, but confusion and wind O how miserably are the children of this world beguiled, whose wine cometh home to them water, and their gold brass! And what wonder is it, that hopes built upon sand should fall It were good for us all to abandon the forlorn and blasted hope which we have had in the creature; and let us henceforth come and " drink water out of our own well," even " the fountain of living waters," and build ourselves and our hope upon/ CHRIST our Rock. Alas, that natural love to this borrowed home, in which we were born, should have the largest share of our heart! Our poor, lean, and empty dreams of confidence in something besides GOD, travel no further than up and down the creatures.; Go]) may say of us, (Amos 6:13,) " Ye rejoice in a thing of nought." Surely we spin our spider's web with pain; and build our rotten tottering house upon a lie; and falsehood, and vanity. O when shall. we learn to have thoughts higher than the sun and moon; and teach our joy, hope, confidence, and our soul's desires, to look up to our best country, and to look down on the clay tents, set up for a night's lodging or two in this uncouth land, and laugh at our childish conceptions and imaginations, that would suck joy out of creatures! It were our happiness for evermore, if GOD would cast a pest, a leprosy, upon our part of this fair world, so that clay might no longer deceive us! O that GOD, may burn and blast our hope here, rather than our hope should live to burn us! Alas, the wrong side of Christ, his suffering side, his wounds, his wants, his wrongs, the oppressions of men done to him, are turned towards men's eyes; and they see not the best and fairest side of CHRIST, his amiable face and his beauty, which men and angels wonder at. Sir, lend your thoughts to these things, and learn to contemn this world. See him who is invisible; draw aside the curtain; and look in to a kingdom " undefiled, that fades not away, reserved for you in heaven:" this is worthy of your pains, and worthy of your soul's sweating, and laboring, and seeking after, by night and by day. Fire will fly over the earth, and all that is in it, even destruction from the ALMIGHTY. Fie, fie upon that hope, that shall be dried up by the root! Fie upon the drunken nightbargains, and the drunken and mad covenants, that sinners make with death and hell! When men's souls are mad and drunken with the love of this life, they think to make a nest for their hopes, and take quarters of hell and death, that they shall have ease, long life, and peace; and in the morning, when the last trumpet shall awake them, then they rue the day. It is time, high time for you, to think upon death and your accounts, and to remember where ye’ will be before the year of our LORD) 17OO. I hope ye are thinking upon this. Pull at your soul, and draw it aside from the company that it is with, and whisper into it news of eternity, death, judgment, heaven, and hell. Grace, grace be with you!
Yours in his LORD JESUS,
S.R.
TO CARDONESS, ELDER.
MUCH HONORED SIR,
I LONG to hear how your soul prospereth. I wonder that ye write not to me; for the HOLY GHOST beareth me witness, that I cannot, I dare not forget you, nor the souls of those with you, who are redeemed by the blood of the great Shepherd. Ye are in my heart in the nightwatches; ye are my joy and crown in the day of CHRIST. O LORD, bear witness, if my soul thirsteth for any thing out of heaven, more than your salvation: let Go]) lay me in an even balance, and try me in this. Love heaven; let your heart be on it. Up, up, and visit the new land, and view the fair city, and the white throne, and the LAMB sitting on it. It were time that your soul should cast itself and your burdens upon CHRIST. I beseech you, by the wounds of your REDEEMER, and by your compearance before him, and by the salvation of your soul, lose no more time; run fast, for it is late. God has sworn by himself, who made the world and time, "that time shall be no more." (Rev. 10:) Ye are now upon the very border of the other life. Your LORD cannot be blamed for not giving you warning: I have taught the truth of CHRIST to you, and delivered unto you the whole counsel of Go]); and I have stood before the LORD for you, and I shall yet still stand. Awake, awake to do righteously. Think not to be eased of the debts that are on your house, /by oppressing any, or being rigorous to those that are under you remember how I endeavored to walk before you in this matter, as an example. " Behold here am I, witness against me, before the LORD and his Anointed, whose ox or whose ass have I taken Whom have I defrauded Whom have I oppressed" Who knows how my soul feedeth upon a good conscience, when I remember how I spent this body in feeding the lambs of CHRIST! At my first entry hither, I took it ill of my LORD, because he had cast me over the dike of the vineyard as a dry tree, and would have no. more of my service; my dumb Sabbaths broke my heart, and I would not be comforted: but now " he whom my soul loves" is come again, and it pleases him to feast me with his love; a King dineth with me, " and his spikenard casteth a sweet smell." The Lon") above is my witness, that I write my heart to you; I never knew, by my nine years' preaching, so much of CHRIST'S love, as he has taught me in Aberdeen, by six months' imprisonment. I charge you, in CHRIST'S name, help me to praise, and show that people the loving kindness of the LORD to my soul; that so my sufferings may in some way preach to them, when I am silent. He has made me know now, better than before, what it is to be crucified to the world: I would not now give a drink of cold water for all the world's kindness; I owe no service to it. I would not exchange my sighs with the laughing of adversaries. The LORD Math given you much, and therefore he will require much of you again. Number your talents, and see what ye have to render back; ye cannot be enough persuaded of the shortness of your time. I charge you to write to me, and in the fear of GOD be plain with me, whether or not ye have made your salvation sure: I am confident, and hope the best; but I know, your reckonings with your Judge are many and deep. Sir, be not beguiled, neglect not your " one thing," your " one necessary thing," " the good part that shall not be taken from you." Look beyond time; things here are but moonshine; they have but children's wit, who are delighted with shadows, and deluded with feathers flying in the air. Desire your children, in the morning of their life, to begin and seek the LORD; to "remember their Creator in the days of their youth;" (Eccles. 12:1;) and to "cleanse their way, by taking heed thereto according to Gem's word." (Psa. cxix. 9.) Youth is a glassy age; SATAN finds a swept chamber (for the most part) in youth, and a garnished lodging for himself and his train. Let the LORD have the flower of their age; the best sacrifice is due to him. Instruct them in this, that they have a soul, and that this life is nothing in comparison of eternity: they will have much need of GOD's conduct in this world, to guide them amongst those rocks upon which most men split; but far more need, when it cometh to the hour of death, and their compearance before CHRIST. O that there were such a heart in them, to fear the name of the great and dreadful GOD, who has laid up great things for those that love and fear him! I pray that GOD may be their portion. Show others of my parishioners, that I wrote to them my best wishes, and the blessings of their lawful Pastor; say to them from me, that I beseech them, by the bowels of CHRIST, to keep in mind the doctrine of
OUT LORD and SAVIOR JESUS CHRIST, which I taught them that so they may lay hold on eternal life, striving together for the faith of the Gospel, and making sure salvation to themselves. Walk in love, and do righteousness; seek peace, love one another, and wait for the coming of our Master and Judge. Receive no doctrine contrary to that which I delivered to you; if ye fall away, and forget it, and so forsake your own mercy, the LORD be judge between you and me. I take heaven and earth to witness, that such shall eternally perish; but, if they serve the LORD, great will be their reward when they and I stand before our Judge. Set forward up the mountain, to meet with Go]) climb up, for your Savior calls on you. It may be, that GOD will call you to your rest when I am far from you; but ye have my love, and the desires of my heart' for your soul's welfare. He that is holy, keep you from falling, and establish. you till his own glorious appearance!
Your affectionate and lawful Pastor,
S. R.
Aberdeen, 1637.
ROBERT STEWART.
MY VERY DEAR BROTHER,
GRACE, mercy, and peace, be to you! Ye are heartily welcome to my Master's house; GOD give you much joy of your new Master. If I have been in the house before you, I were not faithful to give the house an ill name, or to speak evil of the Lord of the family. I rather wish GOD’s HOLY SPIRIT (O LORD, breathe upon me with that SPIRIT!) to tell you the fashions of the house. One thing I can say, by waiting ye will grow a great man with the Lord of the house. Hang on, till ye get some good from CHRIST; lay all your loads by faith upon CHRIST; ease yourself, and let him bear all: He can, he will bear you, although hell were upon your back. I rejoice that he is come, and has chosen you in the furnace. Ye have gotten a great advantage in the way to heaven, that ye have started in the morning: like a fool as I was, I suffered my sun to be high in the heaven, before ever I took the way. I pray ye now, keep the advantage ye have. Be not lazy; and be careful to take heed to your feet, in that slippery and dangerous way of youth. The Devil and temptations now have the advantage of you; dry timber will soon take lire. Be covetous and greedy of the. grace of GOD, and beware that it be not that kind of holiness that cometh only from the cross; for too many are disposed like those described in Psa. lxxviii. 3436, " When he slew them, then they sought him, and they returned and inquired early after GOD. Nevertheless they did flatter him with their mouth, and they lied unto him with their tongues." It is hypocrisy, to give God fair words, when he has us in his gripe, (if I may so speak,) and to flatter him till we win the fair fields again. Try well green Godliness, and examine what it is ye love in CHRIST. If ye love but CHRIST'S sunshine, and would have only summer weather to heaven, your profession will play you a slip, and the winterwell will grow dry again in summer. Make no sport of CHRIST; but labor for a sound and lively sight of sin, that ye may judge yourself an undone man, a damned slave of hell and sin, one dying in your blood, except CHRIST come and take you up: and therefore make sure and fast work of conversion; cast the earth deep; down, down with the old. work, the building of confusion, that was there before; and let CHRIST lay new work, and make a new creation within you. Look if CHRIST'S rain go down to the root of your withered plants; and if his love wound your heart, while it bleeds with sorrow for sin; and if it can pant, and be like to die, for that lovely one, JESUS. I know, CHRIST will not be hid where he is; grace will ever speak for itself, and be fruitful in welldoing. The sanctified cross is a fruitful tree, it bringeth forth many apples. If I should tell you, by some weak experience, what I have found in CHRIST, ye or others could hardly believe me. I thought not the hundredth part of CHRIST long since, that I do now; though, alas! my thoughts are still infinitely below his worth. I would refuse no conditions, not hell excepted, (reserving always GOD’s hatred,) to buy possession of JESUS: but, alas! I am not a merchant, who have any money to give for him; I must either come to a cheap market, where wares are had for nothing, or else I go borne empty. But I have cast this work upon CHRIST, to get me himself; I have his faith, and truth, and promise, (as a pawn' of his,) all engaged that I shall obtain that which my hungry desires would be at; and I esteem that the choice of my happiness. And as for CHRIST'S cross, especially the flower of all crosses, " to suffer for his name," I esteem it more than I can speak; and I write it under mine own hand to you,—it is one of the steps of the ladder up to our country, and CHRIST is still at the heavy end of this black tree, and so/it is but as a feather to inc. I need not run at leisure, because of the burden on my back; my back never bare the like of it: the more heavily crossed for CHRIST the soul is, it is still the lighter for the journey. Now,’ would to GOD. that all cold blooded, fainthearted soldiers of CHRIST would look again to JESUS, and to his love; and when they look, I would have them to look again and again, and fill themselves with beholding CHRIST'S beauty; and I dare say then, that CHRIST would come into great request with many; they would take hold of him, and not let him go. But, when I have spoken of him till my head ached, I have. said just nothing; and I may begin again. A GODhead, a GODhead is a world's wonder! Set ten thousand newmade worlds of angels and men, and double them in number’ten thousand thousand thousand times; let their hearts and tongues be ten thousand thousand times more agile and large than the heart and tongues of the Seraphim, that stand with six wings before him; (Isa. 6:2;)—when they have said all they can for the glorifying and praising of the LORD JESUS, they have but spoken little or nothing: his love will surpass the praise of all possible creatures.
O that I could wear this tongue to the stump, in extolling his highness! But it is my sorrow, that I am confounded with his incomparable love; he does so great things for my soul, and he got never yet any thing of me worth the speaking of. It is a shame to speak of what he has done for me, and what I do to him again. To Him and his rich grace I recommend you! Pray_ for me, and forget not to praise.
Yours in his LORD JESUS,
S. R.
TO THE LAIRD OF CALLY.
WORTHY SIR,
GRACE, mercy, and peace, be to you! My suit to you is, that ye would lay the foundation sure in your youth. When ye begin to seek CHRIST, try, I pray you, upon what terms ye covenant to follow him, and lay your accounts what it may cost you; that neither summer nor winter may cause you to change your Master. Keep fair to him; and be honest and faithful, that he find not a breach in you. Surely, ye are now in the throng of temptation! When youth is come to its fairest bloom, then the Devil, and the lusts of a deceiving world, and sin, are upon horseback, and follow with upsails. If this were not, PAUL needed not to. have written to a holy youth, TIMOTHY, (a faithful Preacher of the Gospel,) " Flee youthful lusts." Give CHRIST your virginlove; you cannot put your love and heart in a better hand. O if ye knew him, and saw his beauty, your love, your heart, your desires, would close with him, and cleave to him. I would seek nothing more to make me happy for evermore, than a clear sight of the beauty of JESUS My LORD: let my eyes enjoy his fairness, and look him for ever in the face, and I have all that can be wished. Get CHRIST rather than gold or silver; seek CHRIST, although. ye should lose all things for him. GOD send me a full view of his beauty, if it be possible that my view of it can be full here: but much enjoyment of the love of CHRIST, in this world, needeth not to abate the desire of the soul to see him in the other world, where he is seen as he is. I am glad, with all my heart, that ye have given your morning age to this LORD: hold on, and weary not; faint not; resolve upon suffering for CHRIST; fear not ten days' tribulation, for CHRIST'S cross is sweetened with comforts, and has a taste of CHRIST himself. I esteem it my glory, my joy, and my crown; and I bless him for this honor, to be yoked with CHRIST, and married in suffering with him, who therefore was born, and therefore came into. the world, that he might hear witness to the truth. Take pains, above all things, for salvation; for, without running, fighting, sweating, wrestling, heaven is not taken. O happy soul, that crosseth nature, and delighteth to gain that crown of glory! The very hope of heaven is like wind and sails to the soul, and like wings, when the feet come out of the snare. O! for what stay we here Up, up, after our LORD JESUS! This is not our rest what have we to do in this prison, except only to take meat and houseroom in it for a time Grace, Grace be with you!
Your soul's well wisher, and CHRIST'S prisoner,
Aberdeen, 1637. S. It.
TO WILLIAM GORDON, AT KENMURE.
DEAR BROTHER,
GRACE, mercy, and peace, be to you! It is my hearty desire, that my furnace, which is of the LORD'S kindling, may sparkle fire upon standers by, to the warming of their hearts with GOD'S love. The very dust that falleth from CHRIST's feet, and black cross, is sweeter to me than Kings' crowns. I should be a false witness, if I should not give my LORD JESUS a fair testimonial with my whole soul. My word, I know, will not heighten him; he needeth not such props under his feet, to raise his glory high: but O that I could raise him to the height of heaven, and the breadth and length of ten heavens, in the estimation of all his younger lovers! For we have all shaper CHRIST as too narrow and too short; and formed conceptions of his love, very unworthy of it. O that men were taken with his beauty and fairness! They would then give over playing with idols, in which there is not halfroom for one soul to expatiate; and man's love is but made hungry in gnawing bare bones, and sucking at dry breasts. They will not come to him, who has a world of love and goodness and bounty for all. We seek to thaw our frozen hearts at the cold smoke of the shorttimed creature, and our souls gather neither heat, nor life, nor light; for these cannot give to us what they have not in themselves. O that we could burst through this throng of false lovers, and fix our love on CHRIST! We should find some footing, and sweet ease for our tottering souls, in our LORD. I wish it were in my power, to cry down all love but the love of CHRIST, all GODs but CHRIST, all saviors but CHRIST. As for your complaint of deadness and doubtings, CHRIST, I hope, will take your deadness and you together. They are bodies full of boils, and broken bones that need mending, which CHRIST the Physician taketh up: whole vessels are not for CHRIST'S art: publicans, sinners, harlots, are ready objects of CHRIST'S mercy. The only thing that will bring sinners within a cast of CHRIST'S drawing arm, is that which ye write of, some feeling of death and sin; the more pain, and the more nightwatching, and the more fever, the better; a soul bleeding to death, till CHRIST were cried for in all haste, to come to stem the blood, and close up the wound, with his own hand, were a very good disease, when many are dying of a whole heart. We have all too little of hellpain, and terrors in that way: nay, GOD send me such a hell, as CHRIST has promised to make a heaven ent of! The thing that we mistake is the want of victory; we hold that to be the mark of one that has no grace nay, I say, the want of fighting were a mark of no grace; but I shall not say, the want of [full and complete] victory is such a mark. If my fire and the Devil's water make crackling like thunder in the air, I am less afraid; for, where there is fire, it is CHRIST'S part to keep in the coal, and to pray the Father that my faith fail not, if I in the mean time be wrestling, and doing, and fighting, and mourning. And ye do well, not to doubt if the ground stone be sure, but try if it be so; for there is a great difference between doubting that we have grace, and trying if we have grace: the former may be sin, but the latter is good. Holy fear is a searching in the camp, that there be no enemy within our bosom to betray us, and a seeing that all be fast and sure: for I see many leaking vessels fair before the wind, and professors who take their conversion upoxi trust, and they go on securely, and see not the underwater, till a storm sink them. Each man had need, twice a day, and oftener, to be searched with candles. Pray for me, that the LORD would give me houseroom again, to hold a candle to this dark world. Grace, grace be with you!
Yours in his Lord and Master,
S. R.
TO ROBERT LENOX, OF DISDOVE.
DEAR BROTHER,
GRACE, mercy, and peace, be to you! I beseech you in the LORD JESUS, make sure work of life eternal. Sow not rotten seed; every man's work will speak for itself, what his seed has been. O how many see I, who sow to the flesh! Alas, what a crop will that be, when the LORD shall put in his hook to reap this world, which is ripe and white for judgment! I recommend to you sanctification, and that you keep yourself clean from this present evil world. We delight to tell our own dreams, and to flatter our flesh with the hope we have. It were wisdom for us to be free, plain, honest, and sharp with our own souls; and to charge them to brew better, that they may drink well, and fare well, when time is melted away like snow in summer. O how hard a thing is it, to get the soul to give up all things on this side death and doomsday! We say, we are going from this world, but our heart stirreth not a foot, off its seat. Alas! I see few heavenly minded souls, that have nothing upon the earth but their body of clay going up and down, because their soul and the powers of it are up in heaven, and there their hearts live, desire, enjoy, rejoice. Oh! men's souls have no wings; and therefore night and day they keep their nest, and are not acquainted with CHRIST. Sir, take you to your one thing, to CHRIST, that you may be acquainted with his sweetness and excellency; and charge your love not to dote upon this world, for it will not do your business in that day, when nothing will come in but GOD’s favor. Build upon CHRIST, for when your soul for many years has wandered through the creatures, ye will come home again with the wind. They are not good,—at least not the soul's good: it is the infinite Godhead that must allay the sharpness of your hunger after happiness; otherwise there shall still be a want of satisfaction to your desires. And, if he would cast in ten worlds, all shall fall through, and your soul shall still cry hunger, black hunger: but, I am sure, there is sufficient for you in CHRIST. O that I could make my Lord JESUS lovely, desirable, and fair to all the world! O let my part of heaven go for it, so he would take my tongue to be his instrument, to set out CHRIST in his whole love, grace, sweetness, and glory, to the eyes and hearts of Jews and Gentiles! But " who is sufficient for these things " O for the help of Angels' tongues, to make CHRIST amiable to many thousands! O how little does this. world see of him, and how far are they from the love of him, seeing there is so much loveliness, beauty, and sweetness in CHRIST, which no created eye did ever yet see! I would that all men knew his glory, and that I could introduce many to his presence, to see his beauty, and to be partakers of his high, deep, and broad, and boundless love. O let all the world come near, and see CHRIST; and they shall then see more than I can say of him! O that I had a pledge to lay down for a seafull of his love; and that I could obtain so much of CHRIST, as would satisfy my longing for him, or rather increase it, till it were in full possession! I know we shall meet; and therein I rejoice. Sir, stand fast in the truth of CHRIST, which ye have received. Yield not to winds, but ride out; and let CHRIST be your anchor. Pray for me his prisoner, and that the LORD would send me among you to feed his people. Grace, grace be with you!
Yours in his LORD JESUS,
S. R.
TO JOHN GORDON.
WORTHY AND DEAR BROTHER,
GRACE, mercy, and peace, be to you! I have been too long in writing to you; but multitude of letters taketh much time from me. I bless his great name, whom I serve with my spirit, if it came to voting amongst angels and men, how excellent and sweet CHRIST is, even in his reproaches and in his "cross, I cannot but vote, that all that is in him, both cross and crown, enjoyments and glooms, smiles and frowns, are sweet and glorious. GOD send me no more happiness in’heaven, or out of heaven, but CHRIST! For I find this world, when I have looked upon it on both sides, within and without, and when I have seen even the laughing side of it, to be but a fool's idol, a clay prison. LORD, let it not be the nest that my hope buildeth in! I have now cause to judge my part of this earth not worth a blast of smoke, or a mouthful of brown bread. I wish my hope may take a running leap, and skip over time's pleasures, and this vain earth, and rest upon my LORD. O how great is our night darkness in this wilderness! To have any conceit at all of this world, is as if a man should enclose his handful of water, and, holding his hand in the river, say that all the water of the flood was his; as if it were indeed all within the compass of his hand. Who would not laugh at the thoughts of such an idiot Verily they have but a handful of water, and are but like a child clasping his two hands about a shadow, who idolize any created hope. I now put the price of a dream, or fable, upon all things, but Got', and that desirable one, my Lord JESUS. Let all the world be nothing, (for nothing was their seed and mother,) and let Gan be all things.—My very dear Brother, know that ye are as near heaven, as ye are fur from yourself, and far from the love of a bewitching world: for this world, in its gain and glory, is but the great and notable common harlot, with whom all the sons of men have been enamored for these five thousand years. The children they have begotten are but vanity, dreams, imaginations, and night thoughts: for there is no good ground here, under the covering of heaven, for the poor wearied souls of men to set down their' foot upon. 9h! He who is called Got', that One whom they term JESUS CHRIST, is indeed worth the having; even if I had given away all without my eyeholes, my soul, and myself, for JESUS my LORD! O let the claim be cancelled, that the creatures have to me! O that he would claim poor me,—my silly, light, and worthless soul! O that he would pursue his claim to the utmost, and not be without me; for it is my pain to be without him! I see nothing in this life, but mires, and dreams, and beguiling ditches, and ill ground for us to build upon. I am fully persuaded of CHRIST'S victory in Scotland; but I fear lest this land be not ripe and white for mercy. O that we could be awakened to prayers and humiliation! Then should the sun shine like seven suns in the heaven; then should the temple of CHRIST be built upon the mountaintops; and, the land from coast to coast should be filled with the glory of the LORD. Brother, your hourglass will quickly pass; and therefore take order with matters between you and CHRIST, before it come to open pleading: there are no quarters to be had of CHRIST, in open judgment. I know, ye see your. thread wearing short; and therefore lose not time. Remember me, his prisoner, that it would please the LORD to bring me again amongst you with abundance of the Gospel. Grace, grace be with you!
Yours in JESUS,
S. R.
TO THE VISCOUNTESS OF KENMURE.
MADAM,
GRACE, mercy, and peace, be to your Ladyship! I long to hear from you, and that dear' child; and, for that cause I trouble you with letters. I think the sparrows and the swallows, that build their nests in Anwoth, blessed birds. The LORD has made all my congregation desolate. Alas, I am oft at this, u Show me wherefore you contendest with me." O earth, earth, cover not the violence done to me! I know it is my faithless jealousy, in this' my dark night, to take a friend for a foe. I chide with him, but he giveth me fair words. Seeing that my sins, and especially the sins of my youth, deserved strokes, how I am obliged to my Lord, who/ amongst many crosses, has given me a chosen cross; to suffer for the name of my Lou]) JESUS! Since I must have chains, he would put golden chains on me, watered with many consolations. My crosses come, through the fingers of mercy and love, from the kind heart of a brother, CHRIST My LORD; and therefore they must be sweet. O what am I, such a lump, such a rotten mass of sin, to be counted worthy to be stricken with the best and most honorable rod in my Father's house,—the golden rod, wherewith my eldest Brother, the LORD, heir of the inheritance, and his faithful witnesses, were stricken! I should be thankful and rejoice; but my beholders and lovers, in CHRIST have eyes of flesh, and have made my one to be ten; and I am, somebody in their books: there are armies of thoughts within me, saying the contrary, and laughing at their wide mistake. If my inner side were seen, I should lose and forfeit love and respect; and pity would come in the place of these. O that they would yet set me lower, and my Well beloved, CHRIST, higher! I would have had grace to be glad and cheerful, that GOD's glory might ride and openly triumph, before the view of men, angels, devils, earth, heaven, hell, sun, moon, and all Gob's creatures, upon my pain and sufferings; providing always I felt not the LORD's displeasure. But I fear lest his fair glory should be soiled in coming through such a foul creature as I am., If I could be the sinless matter of glorifying CHRIST, although to my loss, pain, sufferings, and extremity of wretchedness, how would my soul rejoice! But I am far, far from this. He knows, his love has made me a prisoner, and bound me hand and foot; but it is my pain that I cannot get loose hands, and a loosed heart, to do service to my LORD) JESUS, and to speak his love. I confess, I have neither tongue nor pen to do it. CHRIST'S love is more than my praises, and above the thoughts of the angel GABRIEL, and all the mighty hosts that stand before the throne of Got. I think shame, that my foul tongue, and polluted heart, should come in to help others to sing the praises of CHRIST: all I now do, is to wish the choir to become crowded, and to grow in the extolling of CHRIST. Woe, woe is me, for my guiltiness, seen to few; my hidden wounds, still bleeding within me, are before the eyes of no man; but if my LORD JESUS were not still hasing, washing, balming, healing, and binding them up, they would break out to my shame. I know not what will be the end of my suffering; I have but seen the one side of my cross; what will be the other side, He knows, who has his fire in Zion. Let Him lead me, if it were through hell. I thank my Lon)), my waiting to see what more CHRIST will do to me, is my joy. O that my ease, joy, and pleasure for evermore, were laid in pledge to buy praises to CHRIST! But I am far from this. It is easy for a poor soul, in the deep debt of CHRIST'S love, to feed upon broad wishes that CHRIST may be honored; but in performance I am stark nought. I have nothing, nothing, to give to CHRIST, but poverty. I would be glad to hear that CHRIST'S claim to you were still the more, and that you were still going forward, and that you were nearer to Him. I do not honor CHRIST myself, but I wish all others did. I am somewhat encouraged that your Ladyship is not dry and cold to CHRIST'S prisoner, as some are: I hope it is put up in my Master's accountbook. I am not much grieved, that my jealous husband should break in pieces my idols, so that either they dare not, or will not, do for me. My Master needeth not their help, but they need to help him. Thus, recommending you to God's dearest mercy, I rest,
Aberdeen,
Your own, in JESUS, at all obedience,
July 17, 1637.
S. R.
TO HIS PARISHIONERS.
DEARLY beloved, and longedfor in the LORD, my crown and my joy in the day of CHRIST: grace be to you, and. peace, from God our Father, and our LoRn JESUS CHRIST! I long exceedingly to know, if you follow on to know the LORD. My day thoughts and my night thoughts are of you; while ye sleep, I am afraid of your souls, lest they be off the rock. Next to my LORD JESUS, and this fallen Kirk, ye have the greatest share of my sorrow, and also of my' joy; ye are the matter of the tears, care, fears, and daily prayers, of an oppressed prisoner of CHRIST. As I am in bonds. for my high and lofty One, my royal and princely Master, so I am in bonds for you for I should have slept in my warm nest, and kept the fat world in my arms, and the cords of my tabernacle would have been fastened more strongly, if I had been drawn on to cause you to eat pastures trodden on with men's feet, and to drink foul and muddy waters. But truly the Almighty was a terror to me, and his fear made me afraid. O my LORD, judge if my ministry be not dear to me, but not so dear by many degrees as CHRIST JESUS, My LORD! GOD knows the heavy and sad sabbaths I have had. Since I laid down at my Master's feet my two shepherd's staves, I have often been saying, as it is written, (Lam. 3:52, 53,) " My enemies chased me sore like a bird without cause; they have cut off my life in the dungeon, and cast a stone upon me:" for, next to CHRIST, I had but one joy, the apple of the eye of my delights, to preach CHRIST My LORD; and they have violently plucked that away from me. It was to me like the poor man's one eye, and they have put out that eye, and quenched my light in the inheritance of the LORD; but my eye is towards the LORD. I know I shall see the salvation of Go)), and that my hope shall not always be forgotten. And my sorrow shall want nothing to complete it, and to make me say,’ What availeth it me to live'if ye follow the voice of a stranger, of one that cometh into the sheepfold, not by CHRIST the door, but climbeth up another way. If the man build his hay and stubble upon the golden foundation, CHRIST JESUS, already laid among you, and ye follow him, I assure you that the man's work shall burn, and ye and he both shall be in danger of everlasting burning. O that any pain, any sorrow, any loss, which I can suffer for CHRIST, and for you, were laid in pledge to buy CHRIST'S love to you, and that I could lay my dearest joys, next to CHRIST My LORD, in the gap between you and eternal destruction! O that I had paper as broad as heaven and earth, and ink as the sea, and all the rivers and fountains of the earth, and were able to write the love, the worth, the excellency, the sweetness, and the due praises of our dearest and fairest Wellbeloved; and then that ye could read and understand it! What could I want, if my. ministry among you should make a marriage between the Bride, in those bounds, and the heavenly Bridegroom
O how rich a prisoner were II if I could obtain of my LORD (before whom I stand for you) the salvation of you all! O what a prey had I gotten, to have you caught in CHRIST'S net! My witness is above, your heaven would be two heavens to me; and the salvation of you all, as two salvations to me! I would subscribe a suspension of my heaven, for many hundred years, (according to GOD's good pleasure,) if ye were sure in the upper lodging, in our Father's house, before me. I counsel you, beware of the new and strange heaven of men's salvations, beside and against the word of Goo; ye see whither they lead you. Continue still in the doctrine which ye have received. Ye heard of me the whole counsel of GOD; take CHRIST in his rags and losses, and as persecuted by men; and be content to sigh, and pant up the mountain, with CH’Ws cross on your back; —let me be reputed a false prophet, if your LoRD JESUS shall not stand by you, and maintain you, and maintain your cause against your enemies. I have heard, (and my soul is grieved for it,) that, since my departure from you, many among you are turned back, from the good old way, to the dog's vomit again. Let me speak to. these men. It was not without GOD’s special direction, that the’first sentence that ever my mouth uttered to you, was that recorded by JOHN; (chap. 9:39;) " And JESUS said, For judgment came I into the world, that they which see not might see, and they which see might be made blind." It is possible that my first meeting and yours may be, when we shall both stand before the dreadful Judge of the world: and in the name and authority of the SON of GOD, my great Wing and Master, I write, by these presents, summons to these men; I arrest their souls and bodies to the day of our appearance; their eternal damnation stands subscribed and sealed in heaven, by the handwriting of the great Judge of quick and dead; and I am ready to stand up, as a preaching witness against such to their face, in that day, and to say Amen to their condemnation,—except they repent. The. vengeance of the Gospel Is heavier than the vengeance of the Law; the Mediator's malediction and vengeance are double vengeance; and that vengeance is the due portion of such men; and there I leave them, as bound men, until they repent and amend. You were witnesses, how the LORD's day was spent, while I was among you. O sacrilegious robber of GOD's day, what wilt you answer the ALMIGHTY, when he seeketh so many sabbaths back again from thee What will the curser, swearer, and blasphemer do, when his tongue shall be roasted in that broad and burning lake of fire and brimstone And what will the drunkard do, when tongue, lights, liver, bones, and all, shall boil and fry in a torturing fire For he shall be far from his barrels of strong drink then; and there is not a cold well of water for him in hell! What shall be the case of the wretch, the covetous man, the oppressor, the deceiver, the earthworm, who can never get his fill of clay, when, in the day of CHRIST, gold and silver must he burned in ashes, and he must appear and answer his Judge, and quit his clayey and naughty heaven Woe, woe for evermore, be to the timeturning Atheist, that has one GOD and one religion for summer, and another GOD and another religion for winter; who has a conscience for every fair and market; and whose soul runneth upon those oiled wheels, time, custom, the world, and the command of men. O that the careless and sleeping man, who lays down his head upon time's bosom, and giveth his conscience to a deputy, and sleepeth so, until the smoke of hellfire shall fly up in his throat, and cause him to start out of his doleful bed;O that such a man would awake! Many woes are for the overgilded and goldplastered hypocrite; a heavy doom is for the liar and white tongued flatterer; and the flying hook of GOD's fearful vengeance, twenty cubits long, and ten cubits broad, that go out from the face of Got., shall enter into the house, and upon the soul, of him that stealeth, and sweareth falsely by GOD's name. I denounce eternal burning, hotter than Sodom's flames, upon the men that boil in the filthy lusts of fornication, adultery, incest, and the like wickedness; there is no room, no, not a foot broad, for such vile dogs, within the holy Jerusalem! Many of you put off all with this excuse, " GOD forgive us; we know no better! " I renew my old answer, (2 Thess. 1:7, 8:) The Judge is coming " in flaming fire, with all his mighty angels, to render vengeance to all those that know not GOD." I have often told you, security shall slay you. All men say they have faith; all believe; every foul dog is clean enough, and good enough, for the new Jerusalem above! Every man has conversion, and the new birth; but they had never a sick night for sin; conversion came to them in a nightdream. In a word, hell will be empty at the day of judgment, and heaven full. Alas! it is neither easy, nor ordinary, to believe and to be saved. Many must stand in the end at heaven's gates; whets they go to take out their faith, they take out a fair nothing. O lamentable disappointment! I pray you,(I charge you, in the name of CHRIST, make fast work of CHRIST and salvation. I know there are some believers among you; and I write to you, O poor brokenhearted believers: all the comforts of CHRIST in the New and Old Testament are yours.
O what a father and husband you have! O that I had pen and ink to write of him! If heaven and earth were consolidated in massy and pure gold, it would not weigh the thousandth part of CHRIST's love to a soul, even to me a poor prisoner. O it is a massy and marvelous love! Men and angels, unite your force and strength in one; yet shall ye not heave nor poise it off the ground. Ten thousand thousand worlds, as many worlds as angels can number, and then as a new world of angels can multiply, would not all be the balk of a balance, to weigh CHRIST'S excellency, sweetness, and love. I wonder that men stay away from CHRIST. I would esteem myself blessed, if I could gather all the world that are living upon the earth, Jews and Gentiles, and all that shall be born to the blowing of the last trumpet, to flock round about CHRIST, and to stand looking, wondering, admiring, and adoring his beauty and sweetness; for his fire is hotter than any other fire, his love is sweeter than common love, his beauty surpasses all other beauty.’ O that ye would fall in love with him! How blessed were I, how glad would my' soul
be, to help you to love him!
But, amongst us all, we could not love him enough. He is the SON of the FATHER'S love; and GOD's delight, the FATHER'S love, lieth all upon him! Invite him, and take him home to your houses, in the exercise of prayer, morning and evening, as I often desired you; especially now, let him not want lodging in your houses, nor he in the fields, when he is shut out of pulpits. If ye will be content to take heaven by violence, and to have the wind on your face for CnnlsT and his cross; I am here one, who have some trial of CHRIST'S cross, and I can say, that CHRIST was ever kind to me, but he overcometh himself (if I may speak so) in kindness, while I suffer for him. I give you my word for it, CHRIST'S cross is not so evil as they call it; it is sweet, light, and comfortable. I would not want the visitations of love, and my LORD's delightsome smiles, under my sufferings for him, for a mountain of fine gold, nor for all the honors, court, and grandeur of velvet Kirkmen. CHRIST has the heart of my love; " I am my Beloved's, and my Well beloved is mine." O that ye were all fast to CHRIST! O my dearly beloved in the LORD, I would I could change my voice, and had a tongue tuned with the hand of my LORD, and had the art of speaking of CHRIST, that I might paint out' unto you the highness, and greatness, and excellency, of that heavenly Bridegroom! I beseech you, by the mercies of the LORD, by the sighs, tears, and heartblood of our Loin Jssus, and by the salvation of your poor and precious souls, set out up the mountain, that ye and I may meet before the LAMB'S throne, amongst the congregation of the firstborn. The LORD grant, that ye and I may put up our hands together, to pluck and eat the apples of the tree of life; and may feast together, and drink of that pure river of the water of life, that cometh out from under the throne of GOD, and from the LAMB! O how little is your handbreadth of days here! Your inch of time is less than when ye and I parted; eternity, eternity is coming, posting on with wings; then shall every man's blacks and whites be brought to light. O how low will your thoughts be of this fairskinned, but heartrotten apple, the vain, vain world, when the worms shall make their houses in your eyeholes, and shall eat off the flesh from the ball of your cheeks, and shall make that body a number of dry bones! Think not that the common gate of serving Got., " as neighbors and others do," will bring you to heaven; few, few are saved! The Devil's court is thick; he has the greatest number of mankind for his vassals. I know, this world is a great forest of thorns in your way to heaven; but you must go through it. Acquaint yourselves with the Lon)), hold fast CHRIST; hear his voice only; bless his name; sanctify and keep his day; keep the new commandment, " Love one another;" let the HOLY SPIRIT dwell in your bodies, and be pure and holy; love not the world; he not; love and follow truth; learn to know God; keep in mind what I taught you, for GOD will seek an account of it, when I am far from you; abstain from all evil, and all/appearance of evil; follow good carefully, and seek peace and follow after it; honor your King, and pray for him; and remember me' to GOD in your prayers,—I do not forget you. I told you often, while I was with you, and now I write it again, that heavy, sad, and sore is the stroke of the LORD'S wrath, which is coming upon Scotland. Woe, woe, woe to this harlot land; for they shall take the cup of GOD's wrath from his hand, and drink, and fall, and not rise again. In, with speed, to your strong hold, ye prisoners of hope, and hide you there, until the anger of the LORD pass. Follow not the pastors of this land, for the sun is gone down upon them; as the LORD liveth, they lead you from CHRIST, and from the good old way. Yet the LORD will keep the holy city, and make this withered Kirk to bud again, like a rose, and a field blessed of the Loin. The grace of the LORD JESUS CHRIST be with you all! The prayers and blessing of a prisoner of CHRIST, in bonds for him, and for you, be with you all! Amen.
Aberdeen,
Your lawful and loving Pastor,
July 14, 1637. S. R.
TO MR. JAMES FLEMING.
Reverend and well beloved in our LORD,
GRACE, mercy, and peace, be to your I cannot but testify unto you, my dear brother, what sweetness I find in our Master's cross; but, alas! what can I either do or suffer for him If I had as many lives as there have been drops of rain since the creation, I would think them too little for our Wellbeloved; but my sorrow is, that I find not ways to set out the praises of his love to others. I am not able, by tongue, pen, or sufferings, to provoke many to fall in love with him; but he knows, whom I love to serve in the spirit, what I would do and suffer by his strength, if I might so make my LORD JESUS lovely to many thousands in this land. I think it amongst GOD’s wonders, that he will take any praise or glory from such a forlorn sinner as I am. But when CHRIST worketh, he needeth not ask the question, by whom he will be glorious. I know that,—since his glory at the beginning did shine out of nothing, to set up such a fair house for men and angels, and so many glorious creatures to proclaim his goodness, power, and wisdom, if I were burned to ashes, out of the smoke of my dissolved body he could raise glory to himself. His glory is his end; O that I could join with him, to make it my end! I would think that fellowship with him sweet and glorious. But, alas, few know the guiltiness that is on my part; it is a wonder that this good cause has not been marred in my foul hands: but I rejoice in this, that my LORD JESUS has found a ready occasion for the exercise of his free grace, and matchless mercy, in my wants. My loathsome wretchedness and wants have alone qualified me for CHRIST, and for the riches of his glorious grace. One thing I know, we shall not all be able to come near his excellency with eye, heart, or tongue; for he is above all created thoughts. " C All nations before him are as nothing, and less than nothing; he sitteth in the circuit of heaven, and the inhabitants of the earth are as grasshoppers before him." O that men would praise him! I never find myself nearer CHRIST, than after, a great weight and sense of deadness, and gracelessness: I think the sense of our wants, when withal we have a restlessness, and a sort of spiritual impatience under them, is that which maketh an open door to CHRIST; and when we think we are going backward, because we feel deadness, we are going forward: for the more sense, the more life; and no sense argueth no life. There is no sweeter fellowship with CHRIST, than to bring our wounds and our sores to him. But for myself, I am ashamed of CHRIST'S goodness since the time of my bonds; for he has been pleased to open new treasures of grace, and to give visitations of love, and access to himself, in this strange land. I would think a fullness of his love to be young and green heaven; and when he is pleased to come, and the tide is in, and the sea full, and the King and a poor prisoner together in the house of wine, the black tree of the cross is not so heavy as a feather. I cannot but give CHRIST an honorable testimony. I see the LORD can ride through his enemies' bands, and triumph in the sufferings of his own. This blind world sees not that suffering is CHRIST'S armor, wherein He is victorious: and they that contend with Zion, see not what He is doing, when they are set to work, as under smiths and servants, to the task of refining the saints, or that their. office in GOD’s house is to scour and cleanse the vessels for the King's table. I marvel not to see them triumph, and sit at ease in Zion; our Father must lay up his rods_ and keep them carefully for his own use: our LORD cannot want fire in his house; his furnace is in Zion, and his fire in Jerusalem; " but the adversaries little know the counsels and the thoughts of the LORD. As to your complaints of your ministry, I now think all I did too little. Plainness, freedom, watchfulness, and fidelity, shall swell upon you, in exceeding large comforts, in your sufferings. The feeding of CHRIST'S lambs in private visitations and catechizing, in painful preaching, in fair honesty, and free warning of the flock, is a sufferer's garland. O ten thousand times blessed are they, who are honored of CHRIST to be faithful and painful in winning souls to CHRIST! My dear brother, I know that ye think more on this than I can: and I rejoice that your purpose is, in the LORD'S strength, to come out, and call yourself CHRIST'S man, when so many are denying him, as fearing that CHRIST cannot do for himself and them. I am a lost man for ever, or this is the way to salvation, even this way which they call heresy, and which men now do mock and scoff at. I am confirmed now that CHRIST will accept of his servants' sufferings as good service to him at the day of his appearance. Our Master is not far off: O that we could wait on, and be faithful! The tender favor and love of our Lord JESUS CHRIST be with you! Help me with your prayers; and desire my other brethren to take courage for their Master.
Aberdeen,
Yours in his LORD JESUS,
Aug. 15, 1637.
TO THE VISCOUNTESS OF KENMURE.
MADAM,
GRACE, mercy, and peace, be to your Ladyship! GOD be thanked, ye are yet in possession of CHRIST, and that sweet child. I pray GOD that the former may be a sure heritage, and the latter a Lord for your comfort, while ye do good to his poor afflicted and withered Mount Sion. And who knows but our LORD has comforts laid up in store for her and you Long since, ye were half challenging death's cold kindness, in being so slow to come and loose a tired prisoner: but ye stand in need of all the crosses, losses, changes, and sad hearts, that befell you since that time. CHRIST knows that the body of sin unsubdued will take them all, and more. We know that PAUL had need of the Devil's service to buffet him; and far more we. But, my dear and honorable Lady, spend
your sandglass well. Your crosses willbut convoy you to heaven's gates; in they cannot, go;' the gates shall be closed on them, when you shall be admitted to the throne. Time standeth not still; eternity is hard at our door. O what is laid up for you! Therefore harden your face against the wind; and know that the Lour', your husband, is making ready for you. The heavenly Bridegroom would fain have that day,—as gladly as you would wish to have it; he swath not forgotten you. I have heard a rumour of the purpose to banish me; but let it come, if GOD so will; the other: side of the sea is my Father's ground, as well as this side. I shall remit it over to CHRIST, what I shall do in this case. I know certainly that my LORD JESUS will not mar' nor spill my sufferings he has use for them in his house. Owhat it worketh on me, to remember that ar stranger shall. build hay and stubble upon the golden foundation, which I laid amongst that people,at Anwoth! But' I know' that Providence looketh straight out, and through. all men's darkness. O that I could wait upon the Lord,! I’ had= but. otie eye, one joy, one delight. even, to preach CHRIST t• and. ": my mother's sons were angry at me," and' have: put out the poor man's one eye, and what have I behind am sure this sour world has lost my heart deservedly; but O' that there were a daysman to lay hiss hand: upon us both, and determine upon my part of it! Alas, that innocent and lovely truth should, be sold! My tears' are little worth;. but yet for this thing I weep, that my dear and lovely LORD JESUS should be unknown in his own. house! It reckoneth little of five hundred the like of me.’ The prisoner's blessings, with the goodwill and longlasting kindness and comforts of the very God of peace, be on your Ladyship, and your sweet child! Grace, grace be with you.
'Aberdeen,
Your amour's, at all obedience in JESUS,
Sept. 7,1637: S. R. VOL. 16:
S. R.
TO THE RIGHT HONORABLE LORD LINDSAY.
Right honorable and my very good Lord,
GRACE, mercy, and peace, be to your Lordship! Pardon my boldness to express myself to your Lordship, at this so needful a time. Blessed are they who will come out, and help CHRIST against the mighty. The shields of the earth, and the nobles, are debtors to CHRIST for their honor, and should bring their glory and honor to the New Jerusalem. (Rev. 21:24.) Alas, that great men should be so far from subjecting themselves to the sweet yoke of CHRIST, that they burst his bonds asunder! I am sure, when you leave this perishing life, and depart hence, and take shipping, and make over for eternity, which is the yonder side of time, and look over your shoulder then to that which ye have done, spoken, and suffered for CHRIST, your' accounts shall more sweetly smile upon you, than if you had two worlds of gold to leave to your posterity. O my dear Lord, consider that our Master, eternity, judgment, and the last reckoning, will be upon us in' the twinkling of an eye. The blast of the last trumpet, now hard at hand, will cry down all Acts of Parliament against CHRIST! There will be shortly a proclamation by one standing in the clouds, " that time shall be! no more," and: that Kings of clay shall be no more," and that prisons, confinements, forfeitures of nobles, or hazard of lands, houses, and name for CHRIST, shall be no more! This world's span length of time is drawn now to less than half an inch, and to the point of the evening of the day of this old and gray haired world; and therefore be fixed and fast for CHRIST and his truth, for a time; and fear not him, whose life go out at his nostrils, and who shall die as a man. Losses for CHRIST are but our goods given out in bank, in CHRIST'S hand. Kings are time's idols; but a sight of our invisible King shall decry and darken all the glory of this world. At the day of CHRIST, truth shall be truth, and not treason.
Alas! it is pitiful, that silence, and to cast a covering over a good profession, (as if it. blushed at light) are thought a sure way through this life: but the safest way, I am persuaded, is to suffer with CHRIST, and to hazard fairly for him for heaven is but a company of noble venturers for CHRIST. CHRIST shall grow green, and blossom, as the Rose of Sharon, yet in Scotland; although now his leaf seems to wither, and his root to dry up. Your noble ancestors have been enrolled amongst the worthies of this nation, as the sure friends of the Bridegroom, and valiant for CHRIST. I hope ye will follow on, to come to the streets for the same Lord: it shall be your glory, and the sure foundation of your house, (now when houses are tumbling down, and birds building their nests, and thorns and briers growing up, where nobles did spread a table,) if you engage your estate and nobility for this noble King JESUS. All the world shall fall before Him; and as Got, liveth) every arm lifted up to take the crown from his royal head, shall be broken from the shoulder blade. The eyes that behold CItRIST weep` in sackcloth, and wallow in his blood, and will not help, even these eyes shall rot away in their eyeholes. O that ye, and the nobles of this land, saw the' beauty of • that world's wonder, JESUS our King! O what would men count of clay estates, of time eaten life, or of motheaten worldly glory, in comparison of that fairest of GOD’s creation, the SON of the FATHER'S delights! I have but small experience of suffering for him; but let my Judge and Witness in heaven lay my soul in the balance of justice, if I find not a young heaven, and a little paradise of glorious comforts here beneath the moon, in suffering for him in his truth. O it is my sorrow, my daily pain, that men will not come and see. I should be ashamed to believe, that it should be possible for any soul to think he could be a loser for CHRIST, suppose he should lend CHRIST the Lordship of Lindsay; or some such great worldly estate. Therefore, my worthy and dear Lord, set your face against the opposites of JESUS; let your soul take courage to come under his banner, and to appear as a soldier for him; and the prayers of the " Prisoners of Hope " shall be with you. To his saving grace I recommend your Lordship wad your house; and am still CHRIST'S prisoner, and Your Lordship's obliged servant,
S. R.
TO THE LORD BOYD.
My very honorable and very good Lord,
GRACE, mercy, and peace, be to you! I am glad to hear that you, in the morning of your short day, mind CHRIST; and that you love the honor of his kingdom. I beseech your Lordship, begin now to frame your love, and to cast it in no mould but one, that It may be for CHRIST only; for when your love is now in the framing, it will take best with CHRIST. If any other than JESUS get it when it is green and young, CHRIST will be an uncouth and strange world to you. Promise the lodging of your soul first to CHRIST, and stand by your first covenant. It is easy to master an arrow, and to set it right, ere the string be drawn; but when once it is shot, and the flight begun, then ye have no power at all to command it. It were a blessed thing, if your love could now level at CHRIST, and his fair face were the mark ye shot at; for, when your love is loosed, and in its motion to fetch home an idol, ye shall not then have power to call home the arrow; and ye shall hardly give CHRIST what ye scarcely have yourself. I speak not this, as if youth itself could fetch heaven and CHRIST. Believe it, my LORD, it is hardly credible, what a nest of dangerous temptations youth is; how inconsiderate, foolish, proud, vain, heady, rash, profane, and careless of GOD, this piece of your life is; so that the Devil finds in that age a garnished and swept house for himself, and for seven devils worse than, himself. For then affections are lofty and stirring; then the old man has much will and little wit; and hands, feet, wanton eyes, and profane ears, as his servants, and as a King's officers at command, come and go at his will. And therefore, O what a sweet couple are youth and grace, CHRIST and a young man! This is a meeting not to be found in every town. None, who have been at CHRIST, can bring back to your Lordship a report answerable to his worth; for CHRIST cannot be commended according to his worth. " Come and see," is the most faithful messenger to speak of him a little persuasion would prevail where this was. It is impossible, in setting forth CHRIST'S love, to pass over truth's line: the discourses of angels would for ever be on the nether side of truth. The infiniteness, the boundlessness, of that incomparable excellency that is in JESUS, is a great word. Go]) send me, if it were but the relics and leavings of his matchless love; and, suppose I never got another heaven, (providing this blessed fire were ever burning,) I could not but be happy for ever. O what glory were it to lend your honor to CHRIST, and to his Jerusalem! Ye are one of Zion's born sons; your parents would venture you upon CHRIST's errands: therefore I beseech you by the mercies of GOD, by the death and wounds of JESUS, by the hope of your glorious inheritance, and by the comfort and hope of the joyful presence ye would have when ye are putting your fool in the dark grave, take courage for CHRIST'S truth, and the honor of his free kingdom. For, although ye be a young flower, and green before the sun, ye know not how soon death will cause you to cast your bloom, and wither,—root, and branch, and leaves: and therefore, write up what ye have to do for CHRIST, and make a treasure of good works, and begin in time. It go now under the name of wisdom, for men to cast their cloak over CHRIST, and their profession; as if CHRIST were stolen goods, and durst not be avouched. But it is true honor and glory, to be the fast friends of the SAVIOR; to own CHRIST'S bleeding head, and his forsaken cause i and to contend legally, and in the wisdom of GOD, for our LORD JESUS. To his rich grace and sweet presence, and the everlasting consolation of the COMFORTER, I recommend your Lordship; and Aberdeen,
Your Lordship's, in his Lo RD JESUS,
Sept. 7, 1637. S. R.
TO THE LAIRD GAITGIRTH.
MUCH HONORED SIR,
GRACE, mercy, and peace, be to you! I can do no more but thank you in paper, and remember you to Him whom I serve, for your kindness and care of a prisoner. I bless the LORD, that the cause for which I suffer, needeth not to blush before Kings. CHRIST's white, honest, and fair truth needeth neither wax pale for fear, nor blush for shame. I bless the Lord, who has given you the grace to own CHRIST now, when so many are afraid to profess him. Alas! that so many in these days are carried with the times; as if their conscience rolled upon oiled wheels, so do they go any way in which the wind bloweth them. Sir, go on to own CHRIST, and his oppressed truth. The end of sufferings for the Gospel is rest and gladness. Light and joy are sown for the mourners in Zion; and the harvest (which is of GOD's making for time and manner) is near. Crosses have right to CHRIST in his members, till the whole mystical CHRIST be in heaven. There will be rain, and hail, and storm, in the saints' clouds, till Go]) cleanse with fire the works of creation, and till he burn the house of heaven and earth, which men's sin has subjected unto vanity. They are blessed, who suffer and sin not; for suffering is the badge that CHRIST has put upon his followers. Take what way we can to heaven, the way is hedged up with crosses; there is no way but to break through them. Wit and wiles will not find out a way about the cross of CHRIST; but we must go through. One. thing by experience my LORD has taught me, that the waters between this and heaven may all be ridden, if we be well horsed; I mean, if we be in CHRIST; and not one shall drown by the way, but such as love their own destruction. O that we could wait on for a time, and believe in the dark the salvation of God!’ At least we are to believe good of CHRIST, till he give us the slip; (which is impossible;) and to take his word for security, that he will fill up all the blanks in his promises, and give what we want. But to the unbeliever CHRIST'S testament is white, blank, unwritten paper. Worthy and dear Sir, set your face to heaven; and receive the kingdom as a child: without this, he that knew the way said, there is no entry into it. But CHRIST will be willing to lead a poor sinner. O what love my poor soul has found in him, in the house of my pilgrimage! Suppose love were lost in heaven and earth, I dare swear it may be found in CHRIST.' Now the very God of peace establish you, till the day of the glorious appearance of CHRIST!
Aberdeen,
Yours in JESUS
Sept 7, 1637
S. R.
Much honored and Christian Lady!
GRACE, mercy, and peace, be to you! I long to hear how it go with you and your children. I exhort_ you, not to faint in your journey': the way is not so long to your home, as it was; ye shall come ere long to be within your arm length of the glorious crown. Your LORD JESUS did sweat and pant before he got up that mount; he cried, a Father save me; " it was he who said, (Psal. 22:14, 15) " I am poured out like water: all my bones are. out of joint;" (CHRIST was as if they had broken him upon the wheel;) a my heart is like wax, it is melted in. the midst of my bowels. My strength is dried up like a potsherd." I am sure, ye love the way the better, because his holy feet trod it before you. I know ye have sad hours, when the COMFORTER is hid under a veil, and when the seeker misseth Him whom the soul loves: but even his unkindness is kind, his absence lovely, till GOD send CHRIST himself. in his own sweet' presence. Make his comforts your own, and be not strange and shamefaced with CHRIST. Free dealing is best for him; it is his liking. When your winter storms are over, the summer of your Lone shall come. Your sadness is pregnant with joy; he will do you good in the latter end. Take no heavier lift of your children than your Lord alloweth; give them room beside your heart, but not in the yolk of your heart, where CHRIST should be;—for then they are your idols. If your LORD take any of them home before the storm come on, take it well; the owner of the orchard may take down two or three apples from his own tree before Midsummer; and it would not be seemly that his servant should chide him for it. Let our LORD pluck his own fruit at any season he pleases. They are not lost, where our LORD'S best jewels lie. They are all free goods that are there; Death can have no law to arrest any thing that is within the walls of the New Jerusalem.
Now the great Shepherd of the sheep, and the very GOD of peace, confirm and establish you to the day of the appearance of CHRIST our LORD!
Aberdeen,
Yours in his LORD JESUS,
Sept. 7, 1637. S. R.