The Sermons of John Wesley
1872 Edition
(Thomas Jackson, editor)
SERMON ONE HUNDRED THIRTY-THREE
On the Death of Rev. Mr. John Fletcher
PREACHED ON THE OCCASION
OF THE DEATH OF THE REV. MR. JOHN FLETCHER VICAR
OF MADELEY, SHROPSHIRE
TO THE READER It was
a consciousness of my own inability to describe in a manner worthy of the
subject such a person as Mr. Fletcher, which was one great reason of my not
writing this sooner. I judged only an Apelles was proper to paint an Alexander.
But I at length submitted to importunity, and hastily put together some memorials
of this great man; intending, if God permit, when I have more leisure and
more materials, to write a fuller account of his life.
London, Nov. 9, 1785
John Wesley
"Mark
the perfect man, and behold the upright: For the end of that man is peace."
Ps. 37:37.
In the preceding verses, taken together with this, there is a beautiful contrast
between the death of a wicked and that of a good man. "I myself,"
says the Psalmist, "have seen the ungodly in great power, and flourishing
like a green bay tree. I went by and lo, he was gone: I sought him, but his
place could nowhere be found." Dost thou desire to be found happy, both
in life and in death? Then "keep innocency, and take heed unto the thing
that is right; for that shall bring a man peace at the last." The words
are rendered in the new translation, with far more force and elegance: "Mark
the perfect man, and behold the upright: For the end of that man is peace."
It is not improbable that David, while he uttered these words, had a particular
instance before his eyes. Such an instance was that of the great and good
man whom God has not long ago taken to himself.
In discoursing on these words I purpose, First, briefly to inquire, Who is
the person that is here spoken of, "the perfect, the upright man."
I will endeavour, Secondly, to explain the promise, "That shall bring
a man peace at the last;" or, as it is expressed in the other version,
"The end of that man is peace." I will then, with the divine assistance,
show a little more at large, in how glorious a manner it was fulfilled in
the end of that "perfect and upright man" who has been lately removed
from us.
I. 1. I am, First, briefly to inquire who is the person that is here spoken
of, "the upright and perfect man." In speaking on this head, I shall
not endeavour to describe the character of an upright Jew, such as David himself
was, or any of those holy men that lived under the Mosaic dispensation: It
more nearly imports us to consider such an upright man as are those that live
under the Christian dispensation; such as have lived and died since "life
and immortality" have been "brought to light by the gospel."
2. In this sense, he is a perfect and upright man who believes in the name
of the Son of God; he is one in whom it has pleased the Father to reveal the
Son of his love, and who, consequently, is able to declare, "The life
that I now live, I live by faith in the Son of God; who loved me, and gave
himself for me." He is one that finds "the Spirit of God witnessing
with his spirit, that he is a child of God," and unto whom Jesus Christ
is made of God "wisdom, and righteousness, and sanctification, and redemption."
3. This faith will undoubtedly work by love. Accordingly, every Christian
believer has "the love of God shed abroad in his heart, by the Holy Ghost
which is given unto him." And, loving God, he loves his brother also;
his good-will extends to every child of man. By this, as well as by the fruits
of love, -- lowliness, meekness, and resignation, -- he shows that there is
the same "mind in him which was in Christ Jesus."
4. As to his outward behaviour, the upright Christian believer is blameless
and unreprovable. He is holy, as Christ that has called him is holy, in all
manner of conversation; ever labouring to "have a conscience void of
offence toward God and toward man." He not only avoids all outward sin,
but "abstains from all appearance of evil." He steadily walks in
all the public and private ordinances of the Lord blameless. He is zealous
of good works; as he hath time, doing good, in every kind and degree, to all
men. And in the whole course of his life he pursues one invariable rule, --
"whether he eats or drinks, or whatever he does, to do all to the glory
of God.
II. And surely "the end of this man is peace;" the meaning of which
words we are now, in the Second place, to consider.
I do not conceive this immediately to refer to that glorious peace which
is prepared for him in the presence of God to all eternity; but rather to
that which he will enjoy in the present world, before his spirit returns to
God that gave it. Neither does it seem directly to refer to outward peace,
or deliverance from outward trouble; although it is true, many good men, who
have been long buffeted by adversity, and troubled on every side, have experienced
an entire deliverance from it, and enjoyed a remarkable calm before they went
hence. But this seems chiefly to refer to inward peace; even that "peace
of God which passeth all understanding." Therefore it is no wonder that
it cannot be fully and adequately expressed in human language. We can only
say, it is an unspeakable calmness and serenity of spirit, a tranquillity
in the blood of Christ, which keeps the souls of believers, in their latest
hour, even as a garrison keeps a city; which keeps not only their hearts,
all their passions and affections, but also their minds, all the motions of
their understanding and imagination, and all the workings of their reason,
in Christ Jesus. This peace they experienced in a higher or lower degree,
(suppose they continued in the faith,) from the time they first found redemption
in the blood of Jesus, even the forgiveness of sins. But when they have nearly
finished their course, it generally flows as a river, even in such a degree
as it had not before entered into their hearts to conceive. A remarkable instance
of this, out of a thousand, occurred many years ago: -- Enoch Williams, one
of the first of our Preachers that was stationed at Cork, (who had received
this peace when he was eleven years old, and never lost it for an hour,) after
he had rejoiced in God with joy unspeakable during the whole course of his
illness, was too much exhausted to speak many words, but just said, "Peace!
peace!" and died.
III. So was the Scripture fulfilled. But it was far more gloriously fulfilled
in that late eminent servant of God; as will clearly appear if we consider
a few circumstances, First, of his life, and Secondly, of his triumphant death.
1. Indeed we have, as yet, but a very imperfect knowledge of his life. We
know little more of his early years, than that he was from his infancy so
remarkably regardless of food, that he would scarce take enough to sustain
life; and that he had always much of the fear of God, and a real sense of
religion. He was born September 12, in the year 1729, at Nyon, in Switzerland,
of a very reputable family. He went through the usual course of academical
studies in the University of Geneva. One of his uncles, who was at that time
a General Officer in the Imperial service, then invited him into the same
service, promising to procure him a commission. But just as he came into Germany,
the war was at an end. Being so far on his way, he was then invited into Holland
by another uncle, who had, a little before been desired by a correspondent
in England to procure a tutor for a gentleman's sons. He asked Mr. Fletcher
whether he was willing to go into England and undertake this office. He consented,
and accordingly went over to England, and undertook the care of Mr. Hill's
two sons, at Tern, in Shropshire; and he continued in that office till the
young gentlemen went to the University.
2. When Mr. Hill went up to London, to attend the Parliament, he took his
lady and Mr. Fletcher with him. While they were dining at St. Alban's, he
walked out into the town, but did not return till the coach was set out for
London. However, a saddle-horse being left, he came after, and overtook them
on the same evening. Mrs. Hill asking him why he stayed behind, he said, "I
was walking through the market-place, and I heard a poor old woman talk so
sweetly of Jesus Christ, that I knew not how the time past away." "I
will be hanged," said Mrs. Hill, "if our tutor does not turn Methodist
by and by!" "Methodist, Madam," said he, "pray what is
that?" She replied, "Why, the Methodists are a people that do nothing
but pray. They are praying all day and all night." "Are they?"
said he, "then, with the help of God, I will find them out, if they be
above ground." He did, not long after, find them out, and had his desire,
being admitted into the society. While he was in town, he met in Mr. Richard
Edwards's class, and lost no opportunity of meeting. And he retained a peculiar
regard for Mr. Edwards to the day of his death.
3. It was not long before he was pressed in spirit to call sinners to repentance.
Seeing the world all around him lying in wickedness, he found an earnest desire
To pluck poor brands out of the fire,
To snatch them from the verge of hell.
And though he was yet far from being perfect in the English tongue, particularly
with regard to the pronunciation of it, yet the earnestness with which he
spake, seldom to be seen in England, and the unspeakably tender affection
to poor, lost sinners which breathed in every word and gesture, made so deep
an impression on all that heard that very few went empty away.
4. About the year 1753, (being now of a sufficient age,) he was ordained
Deacon and Priest, and soon after presented to the little living of Madeley,
in Shropshire. This, he had frequently said, was the only living which he
ever desired to have. He was ordained at Whitehall, and the same day, being
informed that I had no one to assist me at West-street chapel, he came away
as soon as ever the ordination was over, and assisted me in the administration
of the Lord's Supper. And he was now doubly diligent in preaching, not only
in the chapels of West-street and Spitalfields, but wherever the providence
of God opened a door to proclaim the everlasting gospel. This he did frequently
in French, (as well as in English,) of which all judges allowed him to be
a complete master.
5. Hence he removed into the Vicarage-house at Madeley. Here he was fully
employed among his parishioners, both in the town and in Madeley-Wood, a mile
or two from it, -- a place much resembling Kingswood, almost wholly inhabited
by poor colliers [coal miners], and their numerous families. These forlorn
ones (little wiser than the beasts that perish) he took great pains to reform
and instruct. And they are now as judicious and as well-behaved a people as
most of their station in the three kingdoms.
6. But after some time he was prevailed upon by the Countess of Huntingdon
to leave his beloved retreat, and remove into Wales, in order to superintend
her school at Trevecka. This he did with all his power, instructing the young
men both in learning and philosophy; till he received a letter from the Countess,
together with the circular letter signed by Mr. Shirley, summoning all that
feared God in England to meet together at Bristol at the time of the Methodist
Conference, "in order to bear testimony against the "dreadful
heresy" contained in the Minutes of the preceding Conference."
Her Ladyship declared, that all who did not absolutely renounce those eight
propositions which were contained in the Minutes of that Conference must immediately
leave her house. Mr. Fletcher was exceedingly surprised at this peremptory
declaration. He spent the next day in fasting and prayer, and in the evening
wrote to her Ladyship that he not only could not utterly renounce, but must
entirely approve of, all those eight propositions; and therefore had obeyed
her order, by leaving her house and returning to his own at Madeley.
7. That circular letter was the happy occasion of his writing those excellent
"Checks to Antinomianism," in which one knows not which to admire
most, the purity of the language, (such as a foreigner scarce ever wrote before,)
the strength and clearness of the argument, or the mildness and sweetness
of the spirit which breathes throughout the whole; insomuch that I nothing
wonder at a clergyman that was resolved never to part with his dear decrees,
who, being pressed to read them, replied, "No, I will never read Mr.
Fletcher's writings; for if I did, I should be of his mind." He now likewise
wrote several other valuable tracts. Meantime, he was more abundant in his
ministerial labours, both in public and private; visiting his whole parish,
early and late, in all weathers; regarding neither heat nor cold, rain nor
snow, whether he was on horseback or on foot. But this insensibly weakened
his constitution, and sapped the foundation of his health; which was still
more effectually done by his intense and uninterrupted studies, at which he
frequently continued with scarce any intermission, fourteen, fifteen, or sixteen
hours a day. Meantime, he did not allow himself necessary food. He seldom
took any regular meals, unless he had company; but twice or thrice in four
and twenty hours ate some bread and cheese, or fruit; instead of which he
sometimes took a draught of milk, and then wrote on again. When one reproved
him for this, for not allowing himself a sufficiency of necessary food, he
replied, with surprise, "Not allow myself food? Why, our food seldom
costs my housekeeper and me less than two shillings a week!"
8. Being informed that his health was greatly impaired, I judged nothing
was so likely to restore it as a long journey: So I proposed his taking a
journey with me into Scotland, to which he willingly consented. We set out
in spring, and after travelling eleven or twelve hundred miles, returned to
London in autumn. I verily believe, had he travelled with me a few months
longer, he would have quite recovered his health; but being stopped by his
friends, he quickly relapsed, and fell into a true pulmonary consumption.
9. But this sickness was not unto death; it was only sent that the glory
of the Lord might appear. During the whole course of it, he remained at Newington,
and was visited by persons of all ranks; and they all marvelled at the grace
of God that was in him. In all his pain, no complaint came out of his mouth;
but his every breath was spent, either in praising God, or exhorting and comforting
his neighbour.
10. When nothing else availed, he was advised to take a journey by sea and
by land into his own country. He did this in company with Mr. Ireland, a well-tried
and faithful friend, who loved him as a brother, and thought no pains ill
bestowed, if he could preserve so valuable a life. He resided in his own country
about a year, and was a blessing to all that were round about him. Being much
recovered, he spent some months in France, and then returned in perfect health
to Madeley.
11. In the year 1781, with the full approbation of all his friends, he married
Miss Bosanquet; of whom, as she is still alive, I say no more at present,
than that she was the only person in England whom I judged to be worthy of
Mr. Fletcher. By her tender and judicious care his health was confirmed more
and more; and I am firmly convinced, that had he used this health in travelling
all over the kingdom, five, or six, or seven months every year, (for which
never was man more eminently qualified; no, not Mr. Whitefield himself,) he
would have done more good than any other man in England. I cannot doubt but
this would have been the more excellent way. However, though he did not accept
of this honour, he did abundance of good in that narrower sphere of action
which he chose; and was a pattern well worthy the imitation of all the parochial
Ministers in the kingdom.
12. His manner of life during the time that he and his wife lived together,
it may be most satisfactory to give in her own words: --
"It is no little grief to me that my dearly beloved husband has left
no account of himself in writing; and I am not able to give many particulars
of a life the most angelical I have ever known.
"He was born at Nyon, in the Canton of Berne, in Switzerland. In his
infancy he discovered a lively genius, and great tenderness of heart. One
day, having offended his father, who threatened to correct him, he kept himself
at a distance in the garden, till, seeing his father approach, and fearing
his anger would be renewed by the sight of him he ran away; but he was presently
struck with a deep remorse, thinking, `What! Do I run away from my father?
What a wicked wretch! It may be, I may live to grow up and have a son that
will run away from me!" And it was some years before the impression of
sorrow, then made upon him, wore off.
"When he was about seven years old, he was reproved by his nurse-maid
saying, `You are a naughty boy, and the devil takes all such.' After he was
in bed, he began to reflect on her words: His heart smote him, and he said,
`I am a naughty boy; and perhaps God will let the devil fetch me away."
He got up on the bed and for a considerable time wrestled with God in prayer;
till he felt such a sense of the love of God as made him quite easy."
Part of the next paragraph I omit, being nearly the same with what I inserted
before.
"When he entered Mr. Hill's family, he did not know Christ in his heart.
One Sunday evening, as he was writing some music, the servant came in to make
up the fire, and, looking at him said, `Sir, I am very sorry to see you so
employed on the Lord's day.' He immediately put away his music, and from that
hour, became a strict observer of that holy day.
"Not long after, he met with a person who asked him to go with her and
hear the Methodists. He readily consented. The more he heard, the more uneasy
he grew; and, doubling his diligence, he hoped by doing much to render
himself acceptable to God; till one day hearing Mr. Green, he was convinced
he did not know what true faith was. This occasioned many reflections in his
mind. `Is it possible,' said he, `that I, who have made divinity my study,
and have received the premium of piety (so called) from the University
for my writings on divine subjects, -- that I should still be so ignorant
as not to know what faith is?' But the more he examined, the more he was convinced:
Then sin revived, and hope died away. He now sought by the most rigorous austerities,
to conquer an evil nature, and bring heaven-born peace into his soul. But
the more he struggled, the more he was convinced that all his fallen soul
was sin; and that nothing but a revelation of the love of Jesus could make
him a Christian. For this he groaned with unwearied assiduity; till one day,
after much wrestling with God, lying prostrate on his face before the throne,
he felt the application of the blood of Jesus. Now his bonds were broken,
and his free soul began to breathe a pure air. Sin was beneath his feet, and
he could triumph in the Lord, the God of his salvation.
"From this time he walked valiantly in the ways of God; and, thinking
he had not leisure enough in the day,he made it a constant rule to sit up
two nights in a week for reading, prayer, and meditation; in order to sink
deeper" into that communion with God which was become his soul's delight.
Meantime he took only vegetable food; and for above six months, lived wholly
on bread, with milk-and-water.
"Not withstanding the nights he sat up, he made it a rule never to sleep
as long as he could possibly keep awake. For this purpose he always took a
candle and book to bed with him; but one night, being overcome of sleep before
he had put out the candle, he dreamed his curtains, pillow, and cap were on
fire, without doing him any harm. And so it was: In the morning part of his
curtains, pillow, and cap were burnt. But not an hair of his head was singed.
So did God give his angels charge over him!
"Some time after, he was favoured with a particular manifestation of
the love of God; so powerful, that it appeared to him as if body and soul
would be separated. Now all his desires centred in one, that of devoting himself
to the service of his precious Master. This he thought he could do best by
entering into Orders. God made his way plain, and he soon after settled in
Madeley. He received this parish as from the immediate hand of God, and unweariedly
laboured therein, and in the adjacent places, till he had spent himself in
his Master's service, and was ripening fast for glory. Much opposition he
met with for many years, and often his life was in danger. Sometimes he was
inwardly constrained to warn obstinate sinners that if they did not repent,
the hand of God would cut them off. And the event proved the truth of the
prediction. But, notwithstanding all their opposition, many were the seals
of his ministry.
"He had an earnest desire that the pure gospel should remain among his
people after he was taken away. For this purpose he surmounted great difficulties
in building the house in Madeley-Wood. He not only saved for it the last farthing
he had, but when he was abroad, proposed to let the Vicarage-house; designing
at his return, to live in a little cottage near it, and appropriating the
rent of it for clearing that house.
"Since the time I had the honour and happiness of living vith him, every
day made me more sensible of the mighty work of the Spirit upon him. The fruits
of this were manifest in all his life and conversation; but in nothing more
than in his meekness and humility. It was a meekness which no affront could
move; an humility which loved to be unknown, forgotten, and despised. [I think
this was going to an extreme.] How hard is it to find an eminent person who
loves an equal! But his delight was in preferring others to himself. It appeared
so natural in him, that it seemed as his meat to set everyone before himself.
He spake not of the fault of an absent person but when necessary; and then
with the utmost caution. He made no account of his own labours; and perhaps
carried to an extreme his dislike of hearing them mentioned.
"Patience is the daughter of humility. In him it discovered itself in
a manner which I wish I could either describe or imitate. It produced in him
a ready mind to embrace every cross with alacrity and pleasure. And for the
good of his neighbour, (the poor in particular,) nothing seemed hard, nothing
wearisome. When I have been grieved to call him out of his study, from his
closet-work, two or three times in an hour, he would answer, "O, my dear,
never think of that; it matters not what we do, so we are always ready to
meet the will of God; it is only conformity to this which makes any employment
excellent."
"He had a singular love for the lambs of the flock, -- the children;
and applied himself with the greatest diligence to their instruction, for
which he had a peculiar gift: and this populous parish found him full exercise
for it. The poorest met with the same attention from him as the rich. For
their sakes he almost grudged himself necessaries, and often expressed a pain
in using them, while any of his parish wanted them.
"But while I mention his meekness and love, let me not forget the peculiar
favour of his Master in giving him the most firm and resolute courage.
In reproving sin and daring sinners, he was a "son of thunder;"
and regarded neither fear nor favour, when he had a message from God to deliver.
"With respect to his communion with God, it is much to be lamented that
we have no account of it from his own pen. But thus far I can say, it was
his constant care to keep an uninterrupted sense of the divine presence. In
order to this he was slow of speech, and had the exactest government of his
words. To this he was so inwardly attentive, as sometimes to appear stupid
to those who knew him not; though few conversed in a more lively manner when
he judged it would be for the glory of God. It was his continual endeavour
to draw up his own and every other spirit to an immediate intercourse with
God; and all his intercourse with me was so mingled with prayer and praise,
that every employment and every meal, was, as it were, perfumed therewith.
He often said, `It is a very little thing so to hang upon God by faith as
to feel no departure from him. But I want to be filled with the fullness of
his Spirit.' `I feel," said he, `sometimes such gleams of light, as it
were wafts of heavenly air, as seem ready to take my soul with them to glory.'
A little before his last illness, when the fever began to rage among us, he
preached a sermon on the duty of visiting the sick, wherein he said: `What
do you fear? Are you afraid of catching the distemper and dying! O, fear it
no more! What an honour to die in your Master's work! If permitted to me,
I should account it a singular favour.' In his former illness he wrote thus:
`I calmly wait, in unshaken resignation, for the full salvation of God; ready
to venture on his faithful love, and on the sure mercies of David. His time
is best, and is my time. Death has lost its sting; and, I bless God, I know
not what hurry of spirits is, or unbelieving fears.'
"For his last months, he scarce ever lay down or rose up without these
words in his mouth: --
I nothing have, I nothing am;
My treasure's in the bleeding Lamb,
Both now and evermore.
"In one of the letters which he wrote some time since to his dear people
of Madeley, some of his words are, "I leave this blessed island for awhile,
but I trust I shall never leave the kingdom of God, -- the shadow of Christ's
cross, -- the clefts of the Rock, smitten and pierced for us. There I meet
you in spirit; thence, I trust, I shall joyfully leap into the ocean of eternity,
to go and join those ministering spirits who wait on the heirs of salvation.
And if I am no more allowed to minister to you on earth, I rejoice at the
thought that I shall perhaps be allowed to accompany the angels who, if you
abide in the faith, will be commissioned to carry you into Abraham's bosom.'
"The thought enlivens my faith! Lord give me to walk in his steps! Then
shall I see him again, and my heart shall rejoice, and we shall eternally
behold the Lamb together. Faith brings near the welcome moment! And now he
beckons me away, and Jesus bids me come!"
I know not that anything can or need be added to this, but Mrs. Fletcher's
account of his death, which follows also in her own words: --
"For some time before his late illness he was particularly penetrated
with the nearness of eternity. There was scarce an hour in which he was not
calling upon us to drop every thought and every care, that we might attend
to nothing but drinking deeper into God. We spent much time in wrestling with
God, and were led in a peculiar manner to abandon our whole selves into the
hands of God, to do or suffer whatever was pleasing to him.
On Thursday, August 4, he was employed in the work of God from three in the
afternoon till nine at night. When he came home he said, `I have taken cold.'
On Friday and Saturday he was not well, but seemed uncommonly drawn out in
prayer. On Saturday night his fever appeared very strong. I begged him not
to go to church in the morning; but he told me, `It was the will of the Lord;'
in which case I never dared to persuade. In reading Prayers, he almost fainted
away. I got through the crowd and entreated him to come out of the desk. But
he let me and others know, in his sweet manner, that we were not to interrupt
the order of God. I then retired to my pew, where all around me were in tears.
When he was a little refreshed by the windows being opened, he went on; and
then preached with a strength and recollection that surprised us all.
"After sermon he went up to the communion-table with these words, `I
am going to throw myself under the wings of the cherubim, before the mercy-seat.'
The service held till near two. Sometimes he could scarce stand, and was often
obliged to stop. The people were deeply affected; weeping was on every side.
Gracious Lord! how was it my soul was kept so calm in the midst of the most
tender feelings? Notwithstanding his extreme weakness, he gave out several
verses of hymns, and lively sentences of exhortation. When service was over,
we hurried him to bed, where he immediately fainted away. He afterward dropped
into a sleep for some time, and, on waking, cried out, with a pleasant smile,
`Now, my dear, thou seest I am no worse for doing the Lord's work: He never
fails me when I trust in him." Having got a little dinner, he dozed most
of the evening, now and then waking full of the praises of God. At night his
fever returned, though not violent; but his strength decreased amazingly.
On Monday and Tuesday we had a little paradise together: He lay on a couch
in the study, and, though often changing posture, was sweetly pleasant, and
frequently slept a good while. When awake he delighted in hearing me read
hymns and tracts on faith and love. His words were all animating, and his
patience beyond expression. When he had any nauseous medicines to take, he
seemed to enjoy the cross, according to a word he used often to repeat, that
we are to seek a perfect conformity to the will of God, and leave him to give
us what comfort he saw good. I asked him, whether he had any advice to leave
me, if he should be taken from me: He replied, `I have nothing particular
to say: The Lord will open all before thee.' I said, `Have you any conviction
that God is about to take you?' He said,`No; not in particular; only I always
see death so inexpressibly near that we both seem to stand on the very verge
of eternity.' While he slept a little I besought the Lord, if it was his good
pleasure, to spare him to me a little longer; but my prayer seemed to have
no wings, and I could not help mingling continually therewith, `Lord, give
me perfect resignation.' This uncertainty made me tremble, lest God was going
to put into my hand the bitter cup which he lately threatened my husband.
Some weeks before, I myself was ill of the fever. My husband then felt the
whole parting scene, and struggled for perfect resignation. He said: `O Polly,
shall I ever see the day when thou must be carried out to bury? How will the
little things which thy tender care has prepared for me in every part of the
house, -- how will they wound and distress me! How is it? I think I feel jealousy!
I am jealous of the worms. I seem to shrink at giving my dear Polly to the
worms!'
"Now all these reflections returned upon my heart with the weight of
a millstone. I cried to the Lord, and those words were deeply impressed on
my spirit, "Where I am, there shall my servants be, that they may behold
my glory.' This promise was full of comfort to my soul. I saw that in Christ's
immediate presence was our home, and that we should find our re-union in being
deeply centred in him. I received it as a fresh marriage for eternity. As
such I trust for ever to hold it. All that day, whenever I thought of that
expression, `to behold my glory,' it seemed to wipe away every tear, and was
as the ring whereby we were joined anew.
"Awaking some time after he said: `Polly, I have been thinking it was
Israel's fault that they asked for signs. We will not do so; but abandoning
our whole selves into the hands of God, we will lie patiently before him,
assured that he will do all things well.'
"`My dear love,' said I, `if ever I have done or said anything to grieve
thee, how will the remembrance wound my heart, shouldst thou be taken from
me!'
"He entreated and charged me, with inexpressible tenderness, not to
allow the thought; declaring his thankfulness for our union, in a variety
of words written on my heart as with the adamantine pen of friendship, deeply
dipped in blood.
"On Wednesday, after groaning all day under the weight of the power
of God, he told me he had received such a manifestation of the full meaning
of those words, `God is love,' as he could never be able to tell. `It fills
me,' said he, `every moment. O Polly, my dear Polly, God is love! Shout, shout
aloud! I want a gust of praise to go to the ends of the earth! But it seems
as if I could not speak much longer. Let us fix on a sign between ourselves;'
(tapping me twice with his fingers;) `-- now I mean, God is love; and we will
draw each other into God. Observe! By this we will draw each other into God!"
"Sally coming in, he cried out: "O Sally, God is love! Shout, both
of you. I want to hear you shout his praise.' All this time, the medical friend,
who diligently attended him hoped he was in no danger; as he had no bad head-ache,
much sleep, without the least delirium, and an almost regular pulse. So was
the disease, though commissioned to take his life, restrained by the power
of God!
"On Thursday his speech began to fail. While he was able, he spoke to
all that came in his way. Hearing a stranger was in the house, he ordered
her to be called up, though uttering two sentences almost made him faint.
To his friendly doctor he would not be silent while he had any power of speech;
saying, `O Sir, you take much thought for my body; give me leave to take thought
for your soul.' When I could scarce understand anything he said, I spoke these
words, `God is love.' Instantly, as if all his powers were awakened, he broke
out in a rapture, `God is love! love! love! O for that gust of praise I want
to sound!' -- Here his voice again failed. He suffered many ways, but with
such patience as none but those then present can conceive. If I named his
sufferings, he would smile, and make the sign.
"On Friday, finding his body covered with spots, I felt a sword pierce
through my soul. As I was kneeling by his side, with my hand in his, entreating
the Lord to be with us in this tremendous hour, he strove to say many things,
but could not; pressing my hand, and often repeating the sign. At last he
breathed out, `Head of the Church, be Head to my wife!' When, for a few moments,
I was forced to leave him, Sally said to him, `My dear master, do you know
me?' He replied, `Sally, God will put his right hand under you.' She added,
`O my dear master, should you be taken away, what a disconsolate creature
will my poor dear mistress be!' He replied, `God will be her all in all.'
He had always delighted much in these words, --
Jesu's blood, through earth and skies,
Mercy, free, boundless mercy! cries.
Whenever I repeated them to him he would answer, "Boundless! boundless!
boundless!' He now added, though with great difficulty,
Mercy's full power I soon shall prove,
Loved with an everlasting love.
"On Saturday afternoon his fever seemed quite off; and a few friends
standing near the bed, he reached his hand to each, and, looking on a Minister,
said, `Are you ready to assist to-morrow?' His recollection surprised us,
as the day of the week had not been named in his room. Many believed he would
recover; and one said, `Do you think the Lord will raise you up?' He strove
to answer, saying, `Raise me in the resur' -- meaning in the resurrection.
To another, asking the same question, he said, `I leave it all to God.'
"In the evening the fever returned with violence, and the mucus falling
on his throat almost strangled him. It was supposed the same painful emotion
would grow more and more violent to the last. As I felt this exquisitely,
I cried to the Lord to remove it; and, glory be to his name, he did. From
that time, it returned no more. As night drew on, I perceived him dying very
fast. His fingers could hardly make the sign (which he scarce ever forgot,)
and his speech seemed quite gone. I said, `My dear creature, I ask not for
myself, I know thy soul; but for the sake of others, if Jesus is very
present with thee, lift thy right hand.' He did. `If the prospect of glory
sweetly opens before thee, repeat the sign.' He immediately raised it again;
and, in half a minute, a second time: He then threw it up, as if he would
reach the top of the bed. After this, his dear hands moved no more; but on
my saving, `Art thou in much pain?' he answered, `No.' From this time, he
lay in a kind of sleep, though with his eyes open and fixed. For the most
part he sat upright against pillows, with his head a little inclining to one
side; and so remarkably composed and triumphant was his countenance, that
the least trace of death was scarce discernible in it.
"Twenty-four hours he was in this situation, breathing like a person
in common sleep. About thirty-five minutes past ten, on Sunday night, August
14th, his precious soul entered into the joy of his Lord, without one struggle
or groan, in the fifty-sixth year of his age.
"And here I break off my mournful story: But on my bleeding heart the
fair picture of his heavenly excellence will be for ever drawn. When I call
to mind his ardent zeal, his laborious endeavours to seek and save the lost,
his diligence in the employment of his time, his Christ-like condescension
toward me, and his uninterrupted converse with heaven, -- I may well be allowed
to add, my loss is beyond the power of words to paint. I have gone through
deep waters; but all my afflictions were nothing compared to this. Well: I
want no pleasant prospect, but upwards; nor anything whereon to fix my hope,
but immortality.
"On the 17th, [18th] his dear remains were deposited in Madeley churchyard,
amid the tears and lamentations of thousands. The service was performed by
the Rev. Mr. Hatton, Rector of Waters-Upton, whom God enabled to speak in
a pathetic manner to his weeping flock. In the conclusion, at my request,
he read the following paper:
"As it was the desire of my beloved husband to be buried in this plain
manner, so, out of tenderness he begged that I might not be present: And in
all things I would obey him.
"Permit me then, by the mouth of a friend, to bear my open testimony,
to the glory of God, that I who have known him in the most perfect manner,
am constrained to declare, that I never knew anyone walk so closely in the
ways of God as he did. The Lord gave him a conscience tender as the apple
of an eye. He literally preferred the interest of everyone to his own.
"He was rigidly just, but perfectly loose from all attachment to the
world. He shared his all with the poor, who lay so close to his heart
that at the approach of death, when he could not speak without difficulty,
he cried out: `O my poor! what will become of my poor?' He was blessed with
so great a degree of humility, as is scarce to be found. I am witness, how
often he has rejoiced in being treated with contempt. Indeed, it seemed the
very food of his soul to be little and unknown. When he desired me to write
a line to his brother, if he died; I replying, `I will write him all the Lord's
dealings with thee;' `No, no," said he, `write nothing about me. I only
desire to be forgotten. God is all.'
His zeal for souls I need not tell you. Let the labours of twenty-five
years and a martyr's death in the conclusion, imprint it on your hearts. His
diligent visitation of the sick occasioned the fever which, by God's commission,
tore him from you and me. And his vehement desire to take his last leave of
you, with dying lips and hands, gave, it is supposed, the finishing stroke,
by preparing his blood for putrefaction. Thus has he lived and died your servant;
and will any of you refuse to meet him at God's right hand in that day?
"He walked with death always in sight. About two months ago he came
to me and said, `My dear love, I know not how it is, but I have a strange
impression death is very near us, as if it would be some sudden stroke upon
one of us. And it draws out all my soul in prayer, that we may be ready.'
He then broke out: `Lord, prepare the soul thou wilt call! And Oh, stand by
the poor disconsolate one that shall be left behind!'
"A few days before his departure, he was filled with love in an uncommon
manner; saying to me, `I have had such a discovery of the depth of that word,
God is love, I cannot tell thee half. O shout his praise!' The same
he testified, as long as he had a voice, and continued to testify to the end,
by a most lamb-like patience, in which he smiled over death, and set his last
seal to the glorious truths he had so long preached among you.
"Three years, nine months, and two days, I have possessed my heavenly-
minded husband; but now the sun of my earthly joy is set for ever, and my
soul filled with an anguish which only finds its consolation in a total resignation
to the will of God. When I was asking the Lord, if he pleased, to spare him
to me a little longer, the following promise was impressed on my mind with
great power: (In the accomplishment of which I look for our re-union:) --
`Where I am, there shall my servants be, that they may behold my glory.' Lord,
hasten the hour.
There is little need of adding any farther character of this man of God to
the foregoing account, given by one who wrote out of the fullness of her heart.
I would only observe,that for many years I despaired of finding any inhabitant
of Great Britain, that could stand in any degree of comparison with Gregory
Lopez or Monsieur de Renty. But let any impartial person judge, if Mr. Fletcher
was at all inferior to them. Did he not experience as deep communion with
God, and as high a measure of inward holiness, as was experienced either by
one or the other of those burning and shining lights? And it is certain his
outward holiness shone before men with full as bright a lustre as theirs.
But if any should attempt to draw a parallel between them, there are two circumstances
that deserve consideration. One is, we are not assured that the writers of
their lives did not extenuate, if not suppress, what was amiss in them;
and some things amiss we are assured there were, viz., many touches of superstition,
and some of idolatry, in worshipping saints, the Virgin Mary in particular:
But I have not suppressed or extenuated anything in Mr. Fletcher's character;
for, indeed, I knew nothing that was amiss, -- nothing that needed to be extenuated,
much less suppressed. A second circumstance is, that the writers of their
lives could not have so full a knowledge of them, as both Mrs. Fletcher and
I had of Mr. Fletcher; being eye and ear witnesses of his whole conduct. Consequently,
we know that his life was not sullied with any mixture of either idolatry
or superstition. I was intimately acquainted with him for above thirty years;
I conversed with him morning, noon, and night, without the least reserve,
during a journey of many hundred miles. And in all that time I never heard
him speak one improper word nor saw him do an improper action. -- To conclude:
Many exemplary men have I known, holy in heart and life, within fourscore
years, but one equal to him I have not known, -- one so inwardly and outwardly
devoted to God. So unblamable a character in every respect I have not found
either in Europe or America; and I scarce expect to find another such on this
side of eternity.
But it is possible we all may be such as he was: Let us then endeavour to
follow him as he followed Christ!
Norwich, October 24, 1785
His Epitaph
Here lies the Body
of
THE REV. JOHN WILLIAM DE LA FLECHERE,
Vicar of Madeley;
Who as born at Nyon in Switzerland,
September 12, 1729,
And finished his course, August the
14th, 1785,
In this village,
Where his unexampled labours
Will never be forgotten.
He exercised his ministry for the
space of twenty-five years
In this parish,
With uncommon zeal and ability.
But though many believed his report,
Yet he might with justice have adopted
The lamentation of the Prophet:
"All the Day long have I stretched
out my hands
Unto a disobedient and gainsaying
people:
Yet surely my judgment is with the
Lord,
And my work with my God."
Edited by George Lyons with corrections by Ryan Danker for
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