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John Wesley - Evangelist
Chapter 1 - Epworth Ancestry - Birth - Home-Life
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THE name Wesley is inseparably linked for all future time with
that of the little town of Epworth, in the isle of Axholme, North
Lincolnshire. [Axholme, or Axelholme; in Saxon,
Eaxelholme.] For the present, however, it is needful to
pass from the north-east of England to the southwest. The researches
into the family history, made by order of the first Earl of Mornington,
disclose the fact that the Wesley (Westley, Wellesley) family
had their original seat at Wilswe, or Welswe, near Wells, Somerset.
The genealogy has been traced as far back as to Guy, who was made
a Thane by Athelstan, circ. A.D. 938. Guy's great-grandson
was Walrond of Welswey, and the grandson of this latter, Roger
de Wellesley. [It
has been suggested that these variations conform strictly to the
etymological probabilities of the case. Wilswe, or Welswe, meant
the way of the well Wils or Wels being the contracted
genitive and we (for weg) the noun thus qualified.
It may then be inferred that the home was on the way to some
well-known spring perhaps one of the springs from which
Wells takes its name. In the sixth generation the name changes
to the familiar Wellesley (well = welle, and leye
= land our lea, as meaning meadow). Thus we have
no longer the way of the well, but the land of the well, and we
may infer, either a removal to the estate on which the famous
spring was situated, or that the family domain now included the
actual locality of the well. | The Irish branch of the family,
after alternating the two family names (both now more strictly
surnames), eventually adopted 'Wellesley,' while the other, the
senior branch, from which the Epworth family were descended, adopted
Wesley variously spelt Westley, Wesly, and Wesley. The
elder line of the descent have become Wellesley-Wesley.
See Proceedings of the Wesley Historical Society, vol.
I, p. 67.]
One branch of the family is traced to Sir Richard de Wellesley,
who became the head of the Wesleys of Dangan, co. Meath, Ireland,
from which branch the Marquis of Wellesley, Governor-General of
India, and his brother Arthur, Duke of Wellington, descended.
Sir Richard's eldest brother, Walrond de Wellesley, second Baron
Norragh, became the head of another branch. He succeeded to the
family estate, Wellesley Manor, co. Somerset. His son Gerald,
the third Baron, having offended King Henry IV., was deprived
of his title. Gerald's son and heir, Arthur, took the name of
Westley; but his son Hugh, who was knighted, resumed the name
Wellesley. Sir Hugh's grandson, Walter, took again the name Wesley
or Westley. Walter's son, Sir Herbert Wesley, or Westley, of Westleigh,
co. Devon, married Elizabeth, daughter of Robert de Wellesley
of Dangan Castle, Ireland, so that in their son Bartholomew, born
1596, these two branches of the family were united, his father
representing the original stock, and his mother the Wellesley
branch of that stock, of which she was a descendant. Hence proceeds
the Epworth branch of the family. Bartholomew married a daughter
of Sir Henry Colley, of Carbery Castle; and their son, John Westley, [Many
interesting particulars respecting Bartholomew, and his son, John
Westley, are collected in The Fathers of the Wesley Family,
by William Beal. 2nd ed. London, 1862; Memoirs of
the Wesley Family. By Adam Clarke. 2nd ed. Two
vols. London. Tegg; and the subsequent researches of G. J. Stevenson,
in Memorials of the Wesley Family. London. Partridge, 1876.]
who married the daughter of the celebrated Puritan, John White,
known as the Patriarch of Dorchester, was the father of Samuel
of Epworth, the father of Wesley.
The mother of Wesley was Susanna, daughter of the Rev. Samuel
Annesley, second son of Francis Annesley, Viscount Valentia, the
eldest son being Arthur, Earl of Anglesea. The mother of Susanna
was daughter of another John White, a distinguished Puritan lawyer
in London. Of Bartholomew Westley's early life but little is known.
No family record has been preserved to inform us where he was
born, or how his early days were spent. But we learn that he was
sent while young to one of the universities, that he was diligent
in his studies, which included physic and divinity; and that as
a clergyman he was distinguished for plainness of speech, so that
he was not a popular preacher to those that looked more for garnished
words than for important truths. [Calamy.]
He lived for some time at Bridport, and certainly preached
at Allington, a suburb of that town; [The
pulpit which he used there is still preserved in the Wesleyan
school-room at Bridgport.] after which he held the livings
of Charmouth and Catherston, villages in the southwest of Dorset,
from which he was ejected, even before the passing of the Act
of Uniformity, in 1662. It is thought that he then became an itinerant
preacher at Bridport, Lyme, Charmouth, Netherbury, Beaminster,
etc. He also practiced medicine, for which he was fitted by his
university training. He resided for some time at Charmouth, until
the Five Mile Act drove him away. His last years were spent in
seclusion, probably at Lyme, where he made over his fields to
his son John, then Vicar of Winterbourne-Whitchurch. He died about
the age of eighty-five; but the exact time and place of his burial
were, until recently, unknown. We now learn that his death (which
was probably hastened by the premature death of. his son, John
Westley) took place at Lyme Regis, in the year 1670, and that
he was buried there on February 15 of that year, 'in the beautiful
sea-girt churchyard almost within sight of the "Whitechapel
Rocks," and of the secluded dell where he and his persecuted
parishioners were wont to meet during the troublous times that
followed the Restoration. [Broadley, John Wesley and his
Dorset Forbears.]
John, the son of Bartholomew Westley, was born, perhaps at Bridport,
about the year 1636. His early education was probably gained at
Dorchester Grammar School; afterwards he entered New Hall, Oxford,
where he made considerable progress in Oriental languages. He
took his Master's degree, and, on account of his seriousness,
industry, and progress, gained the special attention of the Vice-Chancellor,
Dr. John Owen, Cromwell's chaplain. On leaving Oxford, he joined
an associated' church, and was appointed an evangelist or
missionary, and preached at Melcombe, Radipole, and other places
in Dorset. He was never episcopally ordained. In 1658, he became
Vicar of Winterbourne-Whitchurch, having been approved by Cromwell's
'triers,' and appointed to the living by the trustees. Soon afterwards
he married a niece of Thomas Fuller, daughter of John White, who
was a notable figure in the Westminster Assembly of Divines. Westley
laid aside the Liturgy', and introduced the Presbyterian or Independent
form of worship. A prolonged conversation which he had with the
Bishop of Bristol is recorded in the Nonconformists' Memorial,
and throws much light upon the position, character, and views
of Westley. His preaching was the means of the conversion of sinners,
wherever he exercised his ministry.
These were bitter times for the nonconforming clergy; matters
were ripening for the black Bartholomew Day of 1662. Spies and
informers were abroad, and John Westley (or Wesley, as he sometimes
signed his name) fell a victim. Frivolous articles were drawn
up against him, and he was imprisoned for more than five months.
Early in 1662 he was seized when coming out of church, was again
east into prison, and after a time once more set free. This was
within a month of August 24, when he and two thousand more were
ejected from their churches and their homes. Soon afterwards his
son Samuel was born. Early in the following year he removed to
Melcombe; but he was presently driven from the town, and a fine
of £20 was imposed on his landlady, and five shillings a week
upon himself. As a homeless fugitive he visited Ilminster, Bridgewater,
and Taunton, where he preached almost every day, being treated
with great kindness by the Presbyterians, Independents, and Baptists.
For some weeks he was the enthusiastic fellow-labourer of Joseph
Alleine. By the generosity of an unknown friend, a home was provided
for himself and family at Preston, to which he removed in 1663.
Here several of his children were born. He ministered, as he had
opportunity, at Weymouth and places in the vicinity, though after
1664 he was prevented from preaching by the passing of the Conventicle
Act. But he could not be wholly silenced, and began to preach
in private at Preston and elsewhere. He afterwards became pastor
to a small company of people at Poole, with whom he continued
until his death, though he was several times apprehended, and
four times imprisoned. At one time he was obliged to leave his
wife and family and flock, and for a considerable period remained
hidden. At length his sufferings and privations, the decay of
spiritual religion, the loss of friends, together with the increasing
virulence of the enemies of religion, overpowered him, and he
died at the early age of thirty-three or thirty-four, about the
year 1670.
Samuel Wesley was born at Winterbourne-Whirchurch, in December,
1662. [The
following entry is taken from the old parish register:
"1662 Samuel Wesly, the son of John Wesly, was baptized
December 17."] He received his education at the Dorchester Free
School, where he remained until he was fifteen years of age. His
widowed mother being at this time very poor, he was sent, through
the kindness of Dissenting friends, to an academy at Stepney,
in the hope that he would enter the Dissenting Ministry. Here
he remained two years, by which time, he says, he was a dabbler
in rhyme and faction, and, encouraged by some of the Dissenting
ministers, wrote 'silly lampoons on Church and State.' He advanced
in classical learning, and had the advantage of attending the
ministry of Charnock, and other popular ministers of the day;
he once heard 'friend Bunyan.'
Being engaged to reply to some severe strictures written against
the Dissenters, he entered upon a course of reading which led
to a change in his views, and, in consequence, to his attaching
himself to the Established Church. Encouraged by the offer of
an exhibition of £10, he determined to go to Oxford. Accordingly
he set out early one morning, footing' it all the way. He
entered himself as a servitor of Exeter College, supported himself
for five years, took his degree, and removed to London, where
he was ordained deacon, August 7, I688. He obtained a curacy,
with an income of £28, and afterwards a chaplaincy on board a
man-of-war, where he began his poem on The Life of Christ.
He then obtained another curacy, and soon after married, as was
said above, Susanna, daughter of Dr. Annesley, a leading Nonconformist
divine, at whose house he with other earnest students had frequently
found a welcome. In 1691, he was appointed to the parish of South
Ormesby, with an income of £50 and a house-'a mean cot composed
of reeds and clay.' Here he spent nearly six of the best years
of his life, and wrote some of his most able works, and here five
of his children were born. About the year 1696 or 1697 he removed
with his wife and family to Epworth, where the special interest
of the family history commences.
Samuel Wesley was strict in the observance of his duties as parish
priest; well-read, scholarly, devoted to his book and his pen,
a passionate student of the Scriptures in their original tongues,
a voluminous writer both in prose and verse, an active, bustling
man, brimming over with wit and genius, a vivacious and inordinate
worker, knowing little of rest and nothing of self-indulgencequalities
which were afterwards highly developed in his son. His talents
and erudition soon brought him into notoriety, and he busied himself
with Church matters, and by compulsion gave heed to business affairs,
for which he was not specially fitted, this leading at times to
not a little interruption of the family comfort. He usually attended
the sittings of Convocation, holding such attendance to be part
of his duty. This he performed at an expense of money which he
could ill spare from the necessities of so large a family, and
at a cost of time which was injurious to his parish. But he was
a man of unimpeachable integrity, of lofty moral sensibility,
and very firm in his attachment to principle. His struggles with
poverty, and his difficulties amongst his boorish parishioners,
together with many interesting facts in the family history, are
told at some length in Tyerman's Life and Times of Samuel Wesley.
Of the ancestors of Susanna Wesley, her biographer says, [The Mother of the Wesleys. By the Rev.
John Kirk. 5th ed., London. Jarrold, 1868.]
some of them, as we have seen, could boast patrician blood, and
occasionally filled important stations in the Commonwealth, while
others rejoiced in a higher, a spiritual nobility. Her father
was 'Samuell, the sonne of John Anslye,' probably of the parish
of Haseley, in Warwickshire, in the church of which parish young
Annesley was baptized in March, 1620. He was serious from his
earliest days, a diligent reader of Holy Scripture, and, during
his college course at Oxford, remarkable for his temperance and
industry. On his entering upon his first living in the parish
of Cliffe, in Kent, his parishioners, fonder of rioting and drunkenness
than of sobriety and religion, hailed him with 'spits, forks,
and stones,' and many times threatened his life. 'Use me as you
will,' said the courageous young parson, 'I am resolved to continue
with you until God has fitted you by my ministry to entertain
a better. Then, when you are so prepared, I will leave you.' When
he did leave them, it was amid their tears and cries, and a thousand
other tokens of heart-felt love. He afterwards became Vicar of
Cripplegate, where he remained until he shared the fate of his
fellow Nonconformists in I662. For the next ten years he appears
to have lived in obscurity, 'his Nonconformity creating for him
many outward troubles, but no inward uneasiness.' Taking advantage
of the Declaration of Indulgence, in 1672 he licensed a meeting-house
in Little St. Helen's, Bishopsgate Street, where he gathered a
large and flourishing church, to which he lovingly ministered
for twenty-five years. He was blessed with a hardy constitution.
'The days of "hoare frost" and chilling winds found
him in his study at the top of the house with open windows and
empty fire-grate.' He was temperate in all things, used no stimulants,
and he could endure any amount of active exercise and toil, preaching
twice or thrice every day of the Week without any sense of weariness.
He died December 16, 1696, and was buried at St. Leonard's, Shoreditch.
At his funeral sermon it was said that 'in him the Church had
lost a pillar, the nation a wrestler with God, the poor a benefactor,
his people a faithful pastor, his children a tender father, and
the Ministry an exemplary fellow-labourer.'
During his residence in Cliffe he had married the daughter of
John White, 'a grave lawyer,' a Puritan from his youth, very decided
in his religious principles and active in the ecclesiastical controversies
of the time. He was a member of the Westminster Assembly of Divines.
Mrs. Annesley is spoken of as a woman of superior understanding,
and of earnest and consistent piety. She spared no pains in endeavoring
to promote the religious welfare of her numerous children. Susanna
was the youngest daughter among 'two dozen, or a quarter of a
hundred,' children born to this honoured pair. Mr. Kirk opines
that those grand qualities of character so much admired in Susanna
Wesley were inherited from her mother, and that the godly ordering
of the family in Epworth rectory was an imitation of that which
prevailed in the house of the Nonconformist minister, under the
care of Susanna Wesley's own mother.
If there be any virtue in an ancestry which combines learning,
respectability, and godliness on both sides, John Wesley may certainly
claim a true nobleness of descent. He came of people having a
mental and spiritual history. It is impossible to mark these particulars
in the family record, without being impressed with the singular
providence that brought together through successive generations
the many elements of character that were needful to one who should
be a suitable agent of Divine grace in so great a work as that
to which Wesley was called. His was no ordinary ancestry; he was
no ordinary man. He inherited the stern tenacity and the devotional
temper of the Puritan. The hard training which developed in him
great powers of endurance, the spiritual discipline which led
him to so profound a reverence for sacred things, the teaching
of poverty which gave to him the sense of independence of wealth,
and of superiority to its claims, were not unknown to many of
his forbears. Moreover, the persecution and suffering for great
principles which many of them endured, and which embedded those
principles so firmly in their minds, he shared. In the mental
culture that gave both quickness in acquiring knowledge and the
power to retain it; in the development of the poetic and musical
faculties, which in this family attained to so high a degree of
perfection; and in the facility of public speaking which successive
individuals displayed, and which culminated in the extraordinary
powers of its final examplein all these we mark a collocation
of distinguishing characteristics that formed the special qualifications
of Wesley for his remarkable career.
What shall be said of Susanna Wesley, who takes rank with the
most celebrated mothers that history recalls? We learn that she
was early devoted to readingfirst, the 'good books' which
she recognized as among the mercies of her childhood, and then
a fearless venture upon the troubled waters of the theological
controversies of the day, when she well-nigh made shipwreck of
her faith on the rock of Socinianism, from which she was rescued
by the 'religious orthodox man' who afterwards became her husband.
By what means she, educated among the Dissenters, was led to attach
herself to the Church of England, we might have known, had not
the fire which destroyed the Epworth parsonage also consumed a
manuscript containing 'an account of the whole transaction, in
which,' she says, 'I had included the main of the controversy
between Dissenters and the Established Church, as far as it had
come to my knowledge.' Her aptitude in writing is shown in her
excellent letters to her children, and in the papers prepared
by her for use in their instruction. [See Stevenson's Memorials of the Wesley Family;
The Proceedings of the Wesley Historical Society, vol.
I.; and Clarke's Wesley Family, vol. Ii., in which appears
her own account of her method of training her children and regulating
her household, contained in a letter to her son John, dated July
24, 1732.] These were dissertations on the Creed, the Ten
Commandments, obedience to the Law of God, the Being and perfections
of God, and an exposition of the principles of Revealed Religion.
She was an admirable woman, of highly improved mind, and of a
strong and masculine understanding; an obedient wife, an exemplary
mother, a fervent Christian. [Southey.] Her consummate management
of her numerous household, her patient endurance of the pinch
of poverty, her unflinching courage in the midst of trouble and
danger, her deep concern for the spiritual welfare of her fellow-parishioners,
her devotion to her able but somewhat erratic husband, 'her orderliness,
reasonableness, steadfastness of purpose, calm authority, and
tender affection,' [Rigg.] find ample illustration in the numerous
references to her which are to be found in the various Wesley
memoirs, more particularly in the Life by the Rev. John
Kirk. But it is her wonderful skill in the training of her children,
especially in its bearing upon the future of her illustrious son,
that claims attention here.
The children in that parsonage home were the subjects of a mild,
a tender, and a loving, if inflexible, rule. Mrs. Wesley took
tireless pains with her numerous offspring.
We must banish all notions of harshness, haste, or irritability
of temper in this gracious woman. Calmly, gently, firmly, and
lovingly she moulded the plastic spirit of each child. Watching
the first buddings of intelligent activity, she was beforehand
with her gentle guidance, not waiting for a habit to be formed
and then with severity correcting it. The rule, if inflexible,
was not harshly imposed. Her biographer says, 'All her commands
were pleasant as apples of gold in baskets of silver.'
The guide and teacher of those little children and growing youths
was their best, most loving, and most beloved friend a wise,
sweet, and saintly woman. They were not left to the care of ignorant
or peevish servants, or uninterested teachers. She, with her husband's
aid, was their teacher, until, under her eye, the elder were able
to give instruction to the younger. Her household was ruled by
law, and she was the law-giver; but law in her tongue was the
law of kindness. The schooling and training of her children were
the outcome of her own training: their discipline followed her
own self-discipline. In the light of modem customs the time for
recreation may seem to have been short, when we remember the rule
by which she regulated her own amusements in early life-never
to spend more time in any matter of recreation in one day than
she spent in private religious duties. Not so bad a regulation
as at first sight it appears to be, for she set apart at least
one hour in the morning and one in the evening for such duties.
'The nursery, the yard, and the adjoining croft, however, occasionally
became scenes of high glee and frolic.' [Kirk.]
It was into this family, on the seventeenth day of the sunny
month of June, 1703, that the eleventh child, and fourth son,
of the nineteen children of Samuel and Susanna Wesley, was born
at Epworth parsonage; and a few hours after his birth, being weakly,
he was baptized by his father. The babe was named John Benjamin,
after two of the children deceased, who respectively bore these
names. ['I have heard him (Wesley) say, that he was christened
by the name of John Benjamin; that his mother had buried two sons,
one called John and the other Benjamin, and that she united their
names in him. But he never made use of the second name.' Crowther's
Methodist Memorial, 1810, p. 5. This accords with a family
tradition.] The
latter name was never used either by Wesley himself or by the
family. Little 'Jacky' went through the training common to all
the children of that home. His sleep in infancy was measuredthree
hours in the morning and three in the afternoon, gradually shortened
until he needed none in the daytime. By the close of his first
year he had been taught 'to fear the rod,' whether of punishment
or of authority, and, if he cried, to do so softly.' His
meals were strictly regulated as to time and quantity, and he
was further taught to eat such things as were set before him,
at the three daily meals, and to desire nothing between. As soon
as he could speak he was taught the Lord's Prayer, which he then
repeated daily, morning and evening. He was instructed to speak
and act with propriety, and never to be rude in word or behaviour,
even to servants. When calling a brother or sister by name, he
learnt to preface the name with 'brother' or 'sister,' as the
case might be. On his fifth birthday he, like all the others,
save Kezzie, learnt the alphabet, and immediately began his reading
lessons at the first chapter in Genesis. This birthday performance
was a notable event in the life of each child, for which due preparations
were made. 'No sooner was the appointed birthday with its simple
festivities fairly over, than learning began in earnest. The day
before the new pupil took his formal place in the schoolroom,
"the house was set in order, every one's work appointed,
and a charge given that no One should come into the room from
nine till twelve, or from two till five." The allotted task
of those hours was for the new scholar to acquire a perfect mastery
of the alphabet; and in every case, save two, the evening of the
day saw Mrs. Wesley's children in full possession of the elements
of all future learning.' [Kirk's The Mother of the Wesleys,
p. 145.]
Morning and evening he joined in singing the Psalms with which
the school was opened and closed; and, according to the rule of
the house, one of his elder sisters, probably Kezzie, who was
passionately fond of the little fellow, was told off to read to
him the Psalms for the day, and a chapter in the Bible. Many have
wondered how Mrs. Wesley could succeed in inculcating all these
lessons. She taught hem. The children were not told what to do,
and then whipped into the doing of it. She more than any one held
the love of each child, and she gently and lovingly led
each into the path of duty. The children learned to think with
her of the importance and reasonableness of duty. We never in
after years hear from any one of them a word of complaint, as
against undue restriction, or of rebelliousness against the yoke
borne in youth. In Wesley's most humble confessions he never names
any approach to disobedience in his childhood; nay, he looked
upon his earliest years as his best. Some features of this discipline
will reappear when Wesley founds his school at Kingswood.
For some years matters went on very well. 'Never were children
in better orders' wrote the happy mother, rejoicing in the success
of her labours; 'never were children better disposed to piety,
or in more subjection to their parents.' But the peaceful flow
of this family history was destined to be most rudely checked.
The fidelity of the Rector in rebuking the sins of his people,
and his activity in promoting the election of an unpopular candidate
for Parliament, perhaps added to their ignoble envy of a family
so greatly exalted above themselves, excited the ire of his rude
parishioners, and they set fire to his parsonage. John, by a merciful
providence, escaped, 'A brand plucked from the fire,' as he afterwards
wrote.
Mrs. Wesley, in a letter written soon after the event, says,
'... When we were got into the hall, and were surrounded with
flames, Mr. Wesley found he had left the keys of the doors above
stairs. He ran up and recovered them a minute before the staircase
took fire. When we opened the street door, the strong north-east
wind drove the flames in with such violence, that none could stand
against them. But some of our children got through the windows,
the rest through a little door into the garden. I was not in a
condition to climb up to the windows, neither could I get to the
garden door. I endeavoured three times to force my passage through
the street door, but was as often beat back by the fury of the
flames. In this distress, I besought our blessed Saviour for help,
and then waded through the fire, naked as I was, which did me
no further harm than a little scorching my hands and my face.
When Mr. Wesley had seen the other children safe, he heard the
child in the nursery cry. He attempted to go up the stairs, but
they were all on fire, and would not bear his weight. Finding
it impossible to give any help, he kneeled clown in the hail,
and recommended the soul of the child to God.'
Wesley, at a later period, supplemented this account. He says,'
I believe it was just at that time I awaked; for I did not cry,
as they imagined, unless it was afterwards. I remember all the
circumstances as distinctly as though it were but yesterday. Seeing
the room was very light, I called to the maid to take me up. But
none answering, I put my head out of the curtains, and saw streaks
of fire on the top of the room. I got up and ran to the door,
but could get no further, all the floor beyond it being in a blaze.
I then climbed up on a chest which stood near the window. One
in the yard saw me, and proposed running to fetch a ladder. Another
[a Mr. Rhodes, {His grandson, a retired sea
captain in Wellington, New Zealand, preserved the tradition of
the name.}] answered, "There will not be time; but
I have thought of another expedient. Here, I will fix myself against
the wall; lift a light man and set him on my shoulders."
They did so, and he took me out of the window. Just then the whole
roof fell in; but it fell inward, or we had all been crushed at
once. When they brought me into the house, where my father was,
he cried out, "Come, neighbours, let us kneel down I Let
us give thanks to God I He has given me all my eight children;
let the house go, I am rich enough." The next day, as he
was walking in the garden and surveying the ruins of the house,
he picked up part of a leaf of his polyglot Bible, on which just
these words were legible, Vade; yende omnia quae habes, et
attolle crucem, et sequere Me. "Go; sell all that thou
hast; and take up thy cross, and follow Me."
[Works, xiii. 475-6. |
More recently another relic of the fire has been discovered. In
the year 1832, the then Rector, wishing to alter the appearance
of the garden, directed that a mound of earth standing in it should
be removed. Beneath the soil was found a quantity of rubbish,
an in it, at what appeared to be the foot of an old staircase,
a small thick quarto bible was discovered, bound in strong pasteboards
and covered with thick leather. It was much discoloured by water
and singed by fire. The man who removed the soil was allowed to
take the book away. It was afterwards sold by his son to a gentleman,
who presented it to Didsbury College, where it is carefully preserved
with the attesting documents.]
In giving an account of the fire to the Rev. Mr. Hoole, Mrs.
Wesley thus writes,' Though Mr. Wesley and I and seven small children
were all naked and exposed to the inclemency of the air, in a
night which was as severely cold as perhaps any one can remember,
and though we had before our eyes the melancholy prospect of our
house and goods consuming in the flames, nor knew we whither to
wander nor what to do with our little ones that now cried out,
as much with the cold and because the frost cut their naked feet,
as they had just before done or fear of the fire, yet so deeply
were our minds affected with the goodness of God in preserving
ourselves and our children's lives, that for a while we made no
reflection on the condition to which we were reduced, nor did
the consideration of our having no house, money, food, or raiment,
for the present, much affect us.'
Forty years after this event, Wesley writes, 'We had a comfortable
watch-night at the chapel. About eleven o'clock it came into my
mind. that this was the very day and hour in which, forty years
ago, I was taken out of the flames. I stopped and gave a short
account of that wonderful providence. The voice of praise and
thanksgiving went up on high, and great was our rejoicing before
the Lord.' [Journal, February 9,
1750.]
The dispersion of the children during the building of the new
rectory unhappily left them at full liberty to converse with servants,
which before they had been restrained from, and to run abroad
and play with any children, good or bad. The effect was that 'that
civil behaviour which made them admired, when at home, by all
who saw them, was, in great measure, lost, and a clownish accent
and many rude ways were learned, which were not reformed without
some difficulty.' So wrote the thoughtful mother; but she set
herself resolutely to the task of correcting the injury.
John was but six years of age, and would therefore be less liable
to suffer than some of the older ones. He was received into the
house of a neighbouring clergyman, with whom he remained twelve
months, during the rebuilding of the parsonage, and for this family
he entertained a very strong affection. His mother's care was
afterwards specially directed towards him. In a solemn meditation
she wrote, 'I would offer Thee myself and all that Thou hast given
me; and I would resolveO give me grace to do it Ithat
the residue of my life shall be all devoted to Thy service. And
I do intend to be more particularly careful of the soul of this
child that Thou hast so mercifully provided for, than ever I have
been; that I may endearour to instil into his mind the principles
of Thy true religion and virtue. Lord, give grace to do it sincerely
and prudently, and bless my attempts with good success!' [Moore,
i. 116.] No one can, without renouncing the world in the
most literal sense, observe my method,' she wrote,' and there
are few, if any, that would entirely devote twenty years of the
prime of life in hopes to save the souls of their children, which
they think may be saved without so much adofor that was
my principal intention, however unskilfully managed.'
[Letter of Mrs. Wesley See Overton,
John Wesley, p. 5.]
In addition to the teachings of the Schoolroom, each child in
turn was, once a week, privately conversed with, when religious
principles were more minutely instilled, and religious duties
more closely pressed home. Jacky's day was Thursday, and years
afterwards he wrote to his mother, If you can spare me only
that little part of Thursday evening which you formerly bestowed
upon me in another manner, I doubt not it would be as useful now
for correcting my heart as it was then for forming my judgment.'
The conditions of life in that Lincolnshire rectory were highly
favourable to the growth of goodness of character. Self-restraint,
self-discipline, and self-denial were daily practised. Reverential
regard for sacred things, with unswerving faith in the Divine
word, and unwavering obedience to it, was habitually displayed.
We hear little of high culture in the neighbourhood, but within
those garden walls homely virtues flourished, and learning and
joyfulness and love abounded. 'There would be few neighbours with
whom the Wesleys could associate on terms of equality; they would
therefore be left very much to their own resources. But, as all
the familyfather, mother, and all the brothers and sisterswere
above the average in point of abilities and attainments, this
would be no detriment to John Welsey's intellectual culture, while
at the same time it would lay the foundation of that simplicity,
guilelessness, and unworldliness which were his strongly marked
characteristics all through life. His early home training also
combined the double advantage of giving him the culture and refinement
of a thorough gentleman, and the hardness and power to endure
poverty. For, from circumstances into which it is not necessary
to enter, the Wesleys were always poor, sometimes even to the
verge of destitution.'
[Overton.]
Amidst these favourable surroundings young Wesley grew up. Who,
then, were his daily companions? His brother Samuel left home
when John was only one year old; Martha was but three years, and
Charles but two, at the time of the fire. He was, therefore, thrown
mainly into the company of his elder sisters. But what sisters!
Emilia, at that time seventeen years of ageintellectual,
studious, scholarly, beautiful in appearance, virtuous, and witty,
having an exquisite taste for poetry and music, and passionately
fond of John. Susanna, good-natured, facetious, and a little romantic,
with a mind naturally strong and vivacious, and well-refined by
a good education. Mary, somewhat deformed in body, but with a
face that was exceedingly beautiful, a fair and legible index
to a mind and disposition almost angelicwell-informed and
naturally refined, humble, obliging, and amiable, she was the
favourite and delight of the whole family. [Clarke.]
Hetty, who had all the graces and gifts of her brothers and sisters,
combined with great personal accomplishments and more than ordinary
mental endowments. (She could read the Greek Testament when she
was eight years of age.) Hetty was six years older than John;
Anne (' Nancy') was seven years his senior. The latter inherited
all the excellencies, social, moral, and spiritual, which characterized
the family; it was her delight to sit in her mother's room, after
school hours, to listen to her conversation, or her remarks on
things and books. She also was passionately attached to John.
This was the state of the household at the time of the fire, and
John had five years more to spend in that home before he was removed
to school.
'One pictures John Wesley at Epworth as a grave, sedate child,
always wanting to know the reason of everything, one of a group
of remarkable children, each of them with a strong individuality
and a very high spirit, but all kept well In hand by their admirable
mother; all precise and rather formal, after the fashion of the
day, in their language and habits.'
[Overton.] There are
but few incidents of his home-life recorded. John thought deeply
upon every subject, and felt himself answerable to his reason
and conscience for everything he did; in none of them did passion
or natural appetite seem to have any peculiar sway. 'Mr. Wesley
has told me,' says Dr. Adam Clarke, [Memoirs
of the Wesley Family.] 'that when he was a child, and
was asked at any time, out of the common way of meals, to have,
for instance, a piece of bread and butter, fruit, etc., he has
replied, with cool unconcern, "I thank you, I will think
of it."' He would neither touch nor do anything till he had
reflected on its fitness and propriety. This subjection of his
mind to deep reflection, which, to those who were not acquainted
with him, might have appeared like hesitation, sometimes puzzled
the family. In one instance his father said in a pet to Mrs. Wesley,
I profess, sweetheart, I think our Jack would not attend
to the most pressing necessities of nature, unless he could give
a reason for it.' 'Child,' said his father to him, when he was
young, you think to carry everything by dint of argument;
but you will find how very little is ever done in the world by
close reason.' Wesley, recording this, adds, 'Very little indeed.'
Attacked by small-pox when he was between eight and nine years
of age, he bore the affliction with patience and fortitude. In
a letter to her husband, Mrs. Wesley says, 'Jack has borne his
disease bravely, like a man, and, indeed, like a Christian, without
complaint.' With these few facts in view, it will hardly excite
surprise that his conduct was such that his father admitted him
to the Lord's table when he was only eight years of age. [Journal, May 27, 1728.]
Concerning himself at this time, he, some years afterwards, wrote,
I believe till I was about ten years old I had not sinned
away that washing of the Holy Ghost which was given me in baptism
'such were his views at the time-'having been strictly educated
and carefully taught that I could only be saved by universal obedience,
by keeping all the commandments of God; in the meaning of which
I was diligently instructed. And those instructions, so far as
they respected outward duties and sins, I gladly received, and
often thought of.'
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