A TREATISE
ON
SELF- EXAMINATION.
1 COR. 11:
28.
"Let a man examine himself,
and so let him eat of that bread,
and drink of that cup."
THE examination which prepareth a man to receive the sacrament of the
Lord's-supper worthily, is an holy work of the soul, whereby it casteth its eye upon itself, and so looks through itself;
makes an exact survey and search into every corner, and takes a true estimate
of its spiritual state: In this exercise a man, by the touch-stone of God's
Word, which is as pure as the silver tried in a furnace, does try whether his
conversion be sound and saving; and whether he have, 1, knowledge; 2, faith; 3,
repentance; 4, new obedience; and, 5, love. He must also revise these graces,
and consider how they wax or wain, fade or flourish,
languish or are in life; that so he may proportionably
prepare and apply spiritual preservatives or restoratives; But especially that
he may so use them in this holy and heavenly banquet that every one of them may
receive addition and vigor thereby.
And in this glass of examination, he
discovers what spots and stains have lit upon his soul; what wounds orbreaches have been made upon his conscience; what infirmities
or frailties, what omissions or relapses, or new falls, have grown upon him
since his last receiving. Upon which discovery, he presently
pours out his soul before the throne of grace, with groans and sighs, for
reconciliation with GOD, for restitution to his favor and protection, for his
former peace and comfort of con-science. He renews his faith and
repentance for them; (for every new sin requires a new act both of faith and
repentance;) and so prepares his truly humbled soul to receive the assurance of
the remission of sins, sealed unto him by the blood of CHRIST in the Sacrament.
I. First, for conversion. Conversion
is that holy and happy change wrought upon us by the effectual concurrence of
the outward ministry of the Word, and inward working of the Spirit; whereby of
natural, carnal, and profane men, we are made spiritual, holy, and new creatures;
and from the dominion of sin and SATAN, are translated into the kingdom of
grace, and into the light and liberty of God's children.
Now a man
may, by such marks as these, try whether he be truly
converted or not. 1. If he has turned from SATAN in all sins, and turned unto
God in all duties. If he has left all gross sins, in practice and action; and
all frailties and infirmities, at least in allowance and affection—so that,
with watchful resistance and earnest groanings of
spirit he strive and pray against them, and be humbled and kept in awe by them;
and that he perform obedience to all God's commandments, though not in
perfection of degree, yet in sincerity of heart. 2. If he be willing in all his
purposes, desires, endeavors, and actions, to set himself in the presence of
GOD, and to be wholly, unreservedly, and entirely guided by his Word. 3. If he
can, without servile trembling, or profane senselessness—yea, with an holy comfort and humble triumph, think upon death,
judgment, hell, and those endless torments. 4. If he lovingly hunger and
thirst after spiritual nourishment and growth in grace, by the Word,
sacraments, and Christian conference; by sanctifying the Sabbath, and all other
godly exercises, both public and private. 5. If he heartily long after the
coming of CHRIST, and love such as are true Christians; and that because they
serve God with singleness of heart. And if you desire that thy love of the
brethren should be unto thee an infallible mark of spiritual life—1st, let the
principal object of thy love be, his Christianity: not gain, pleasure, moral or
natural parts:—2dly, love of all the saints. He that loves not all, loves none aright; yet this takes not away degrees of
love: and, 3dly, love them at all times; in adversity, disgrace, temptation,
sickness. 6. If his chief delight and best comfort be in holy duties and heavenly
things; and that he infinitely prefer them before gold, honors, pleasures, yea,
the whole world. 7. If he be truly humbled with the consideration of the long
time of his impenitency; and very sorry he began no sooner, nor made greater
haste into the glorious state of Christianity. 8. If those profane companions,
pleasures and vanities, be most distasteful unto him, which formerly he pursued
with greediness and delight. 9. If to the power of his gifts, at all occasions,
he be still plotting, working, and laboring for the conversion of others with
zeal and sincerity; especially those that are nearest him, or any way depend
upon him.
Thus are we to examine whether a
conversion be wrought in us, and whether it be true,
sound and saving or not. Now, the inseparable companions of a sound conversion are, knowledge, faith, repentance, new obedience, love. The
first of these graces is knowledge; at least of the fundamental and necessary
principles of the Christian faith:—as, 1. Of God's Majesty. 2. Our own misery.
3. The means of remedy. 4. The nature, use, and end of the Sacrament. First, of
God's Majesty we must conceive as the light of his pure and holy Word shall
guide and inform us: and hereby we are taught, That he
is one, infinite, invisible, and indivisible Essence, and three truly distinct
persons: the Father begetting, the Son begotten, the Holy Ghost, proceeding
from the Father and the Son. That he is the omnipotent Creator and Conserver of
the whole world, and all things therein; the Searcher and Seer of all hearts
and secrets; most holy, most merciful, most just, almighty, everlasting,
without beginning or end, present in all places; the special Protector and
Portion of his children. Knowledge of this point may teach us, 1, reverence and
awfulness towards so dreadful a Majesty; 2, adoration and admiration of so
infinite Excellency; 3, love of so great and immeasurable goodness; 4, secure
reliance upon his almighty power.
Secondly, we must have a clear sight
and knowledge, a right sense and feeling of our most miserable, sinful, and
accursed estate by nature. Every man and woman by nature is a very stranger and
enemy to GOD, the child of wrath, heir of everlasting perdition, enwrapped and
incorporated into the accursed communion with the devil and unclean spirits, Coloss. 1: 21.
Every one naturally has his understanding full of blindness, sinfulness,
vanity, pride, folly, and many such like distempers. His will full of
willfulness, frowardness, rebellion, and
nonconformity to the holy will of God. His affections full of wildness, fury,
and confusion; his thoughts full of earthliness, filthiness, and sensuality;
his memory stored with polluted notions, and the relics of foul abominations;
his heart full of deadness and deceitfulness: his conscience full of bitings and stingings, defiled
and uncomfortable. And beside, every member of the body is enslaved to sin and
SATAN. Thus every one naturally lives the life of hell in all the powers of his
soul, and parts of his body. And he has a fountain of original sin sticking
fast in his bowels, which still feeds and fills his body of death, or rather
life of sin, with a continual supply of new poison and hellish vigor. Out of
this mass of spiritual misery spring’naturally all
plagues, judgments, and curses, both in soul and body, both in this life, in
death, and in the other world. In this life hereby we are subject to terrors,
and strange astonishments in mind; to all infirmities, diseases, and tortures
in body; to Ioss, wrongs, and oppression in goods,
and our temporal estate; to slanders, disgraces, and reproaches in our good
name: to discontent and discomfort in wives, neighbors, friends, children,
and posterity. In death, they are to have their poor and helpless souls torn, with much anguish and painful horror, from their
sinful bodies, with a comfort-less or senseless divorce. They are upon their
death-beds to he like wild bulls in a net, as Isaiah
speaks, full of the wrath of the Lord. But in the world to come is the heighth of all woe:—not only an eternal separation from the
presence of GOD, and the fruition of those glorious and unutterable joys, but
also endless vexation and torment with the devil and his angels; with infinite
horror and anguish arising from the full feeling of the whole and unquenchable
wrath of GOD, which, like a bottomless sea, will swallow up the bodies and
souls of all impenitent sinners.
Besides this knowledge of man's
misery, and natural corruption in general, we must take notice of those special,
particular sins, which have found harbour in our
souls, and seriously and sensibly consider the intolerable curse of God due
unto us for the same. Lastly, we must
know how this great mass of miserable mankind was plunged
into this accursed state of damnation and death. Adam and Eve, our first
parents, created in the beginning of the world, planted in Paradise by the hand
of GOD, and placed in full possession of all holiness and true happiness, did
by the transgression of God's commandment about the forbidden fruit, divest all
their posterity of that glorious estate, and cast us all into the gulf of sin
And guiltiness of damnation. He being the father of all men, and fountain of
all generations following, did sustain the public person of mankind, both in
his innocence and also in his misery; in his felicity and in his fall.
Know-ledge of this point should beget in us, 1. A sense of our misery: 2,
Humility: 3. Heavy-heartedness for our sinful and accursed state: 4. Restless
groans and longings for relief and recovery.
In the third
place we must be acquainted with the means of recovery out of that sinful and
accursed state wherein we he by nature. In this point we must know who is able
to redeem us from sin, SATAN, hell, and ever-lasting death; and by his merits
and mediation to restore us to righteousness, God's favor, a good conscience,
and a far more glorious happines than we lost in
Adam: and also the way and means to obtain an interest in this blessed
Redeemer, and to partake of those blessings which belong to eternal life.
For the former point, our redemption
and recovery from our sinfulness and misery depend wholly upon the second
Person in the Trinity, CHRIST JESUS, the only Son of GOD, who was man that he
might_ be subject to the law, fulfil it, and bear the
punishment of our transgressions of it; and GOD, that he might make the
obedience of his life, and miseries at his death, meritorious for our
salvation. Who was man, that he might suffer, die, and shed his blood; and GOD,
that he might break open the bars of the earth, and conquer death, and rise
again. For had he been God alone, satisfaction could not have been made to
Divine justice, which must be performed in the same nature which offended: and
if he had been only man, he could not have applied unto us the power of his
passion, or made his sufferings effectual for us.
As to the office of our Redeemer, he
is called CHRIST; that is, God's anointed; because the Father did consecrate
him to the office of a Mediator, and did furnish him with all gifts meet for
that purpose. There are three parts of his mediatorship:-1. The prophetical part, whereby he revealeth and publisheth the whole will and. counsel of GOD, his Father,
concerning man's salvation. 2. His, priestly function, whereby he works our
full and complete redemption; in his holy conception, righteous life, and
bloody suffering upon the cross: and lastly, his royal and kingly part, whereby
be mightily effects all this in us by the inward operation of his Spirit;
powerfully' applies it unto us, and ruleth his church
till the last judgment. Those benefits which spring up unto
us out of this bottomless fountain of grace, are infinite, unspeakable, and glorious;
every one of them worth a world of gold; yea, ten thousand worlds. To
mention a few; they are these: 1. Union with CHRIST,
whereby we are engrafted into him, and become one with him. Re-conciliation,
whereby we are delivered from the wrath of GOD, the enmity of the creatures,
and slavery to SATAN, and happily restored unto God's favor and protection.
3. Remission of sins, whereby our polluted souls arc washed and discharged from
the stain, guilt, punishment, and reign of sin, by the sufferings and sovereignty
of our blessed Savior.
Furthermore, it is required that we
be acquainted with the means how we may gain an interest in this our blessed
Redeemer; especially since the greatest part of the world, and even those that
live in the profession of true religion, receive no benefit by hire. The Spirit
of the Lord JESUS, by his infinite power, does knit us with a real conjunction
unto CHRIST, by means of a true faith, whereby we are endued with spiritual
life, and all the blessings of heaven. God the Father is as it were the
fountain of this life—CHRIST is the conduit—the Word the pipe—faith the hand
that opens it—the believing heart the cistern which receives this water of
life, wherein it is a well of water springing up into everlasting life, John 4:
14;—and the Holy Spirit of GOD, by the power of the Word preached, creates in
our hearts this faith, which is an holy gift of GOD, whereby the soul is
enabled to apprehend and apply CHRIST particularly, as he is set forth and
offered in the Word and sacraments. This justifying faith ever brings forth a
zealous and unfeigned love to GOD, his service, people, Word, and sacraments;
and an universal and sincere repentance and amendment
of life, and a longing to die, in hope of a better life.
Thus far of the
knowledge of God's Majesty, our own misery, and the means of recovery.
In the fourth place, we must be acquainted with the nature, use, and end of the
sacraments. The two sacraments (the first, baptism, of incorporation and
engrafting into CHRIST, whereby we are enrolled into the number of the
household of GOD, and of the citizens of the heavenly Jerusalem; the other, the
Lord's-supper, of our further growing into CHRIST, and stronger confirmation of
the covenant of salvation, and grace towards us, whereby our spiritual life is
revived, quickened, and increased in us,) are signs to represent, seals to
confirm, and instruments to convey CHRIST, with all the benefits of his passion
and blessings of heaven, unto every believing Christian; and serve as bonds of
obedience unto GOD, strict obligations to the mutual exercise of Christian
charity, provocations to godliness, preservations from sin, memorials of the
principal benefits of CHRIST. • This latter, the Lord's-supper,
is the second sacrament of the gospel; wherein, by a sacra-mental use of bread
and wine, those that are already en-grafted into CHRIST are nourished, and grow
in spiritual life, and in the state of grace. The signs and outward matter of
this sacrament are, bread and wine; the things signified are, CHRIST's body crucified, and his blood poured out. The
principal end of this sacrament is, the remembrance of the death of CHRIST,
which he commanded unto us at his last parting from us; and therefore that
ought to stick fast in our minds, and to renew continually in our hearts fresh
motions of tenderness. For the last words of a dying friend beget and stir up
deep impressions and dear affections in loving and tender hearts. If we read
of his death and passion, that will stir and strike our hearts with some
feeling and sympathy. If we have it powerfully preached, it will affect us more
sensibly; if we lay it nearer to our hearts, and let it immediately work upon
our minds by meditation, it will yet more forcibly prevail upon our affections.
But to have, as it were, represented before our eyes a visible crucifying of
CHRIST, the bruising of his body, and shedding of his blood, cloth, far above
all, breed most tender melting and bleeding in a soul
sensible of sin, the true cause of all these sufferings. This last
representation Divine Wisdom made choice of as the strongest means to continue
and keep fresh the remembrance of his death.
God the Father, after that great
deluge and fearful drowning of the whole world, left the rainbow as a
remembrance to mankind of their salvation and deliverance from water. And when
he had supernaturally fed his people with manna from heaven, he commanded a pot
full of it to be preserved in the ark as a memorial of so great mercy. We,
being freed from the devouring flood of sin, by the blood of CHRIST, are put in
mind thereof by baptism. And being nourished with the heavenly manna of CHRIST's body, have this high and holy mystery of the
Lord's-supper left unto us, to continue the remembrance of his death and
passion. By our participation in the grace and efficacy of his body and blood,
we grow into a nearer and stronger union with CHRIST, and partake mystically,
yet truly, of a more inward fellowship with the Person of JESUS CHRIST, as
well in that he is man as God. Besides the strengthening and knitting faster
our blessed union with CHRIST, this holy sacrament is a powerful means to
maintain and increase an holy communion of everlasting
love amongst the saints, the true and living members of CHRIST's
body. Hereby we lay surer hold by the hand of faith upon the merits and
sufferings of CHRIST, we feel more sensibly the power and virtue of his
passion, and are more fully and feelingly ascertained of the favor of GOD, and
the forgiveness of our sins. Moreover, at this holy banquet, our con-sciences,
disquieted with some infirmities, or relapses, since our last receiving, (a
renovation of our repentance and faith preceding,) are sweetly appeased by the
blood of the Lamb; our inward peace and spiritual joy is increased; we gather
ground against our corruptions, and the power of sin, and become more cheerful,
sincere, and universal in our obedience. Knowledge of this point should stir us
up to come, with reverence and thirsting, unto this high and holy mystery,
where so many glorious blessings are offered, and to be enjoyed; and ever to be
guests at this holy banquet, when or how often soever
it shall be prepared for us. Thus far have I passed through the four points. 1. Of the Majesty of God.
2. Our own misery. 3. The means of remedy and recovery. 4. The nature, use, and
end of the sacrament; a right knowledge of the substance of which is
necessarily required of all that come to the Lord's table.
I will end all about this first
grace of knowledge with some marks of a saving knowledge, that a man may be
able to try the state of his soul in this point. For though knowledge be the ground-work of the whole spiritual building, and
necessary to salvation; yet if it be not sanctified to a man, it serves but to
increase his condemnation. And you may know it to be saving by these marks: A
glorious lamp of saving light and quickening power of spiritual life is planted
in every man's heart that profits by the ministry of the Word, and in the
mystery of the gospel. First, it may be presumed to be saving knowledge if it
beget humility and lowliness of mind; for the more the true Christian knows in
the Word of truth, and the,deeper he wades in those
heavenly mysteries, the more clearly he sees his own blindness, vanity, inward
filthiness and natural corruption. As the more light is let into a filthy
house the more the foulness of it is discovered, so the further he grows into
Divine knowledge, he knows better his own misery, God's dreadful Majesty and
just vengeance against sin—more largely and fully how many ways he offends
against so merciful a Father—how far short he comes in holy duties, and in
obedience to his pure and undefiled law. All which, where there is grace, are
matters of humiliation and of taking down our proud hearts. In human knowledge
of nature and philosophy, the deeper skill and the profounder learning, if
there be an addition of modesty, the lower and more humble is a man's opinion
of himself. The reason is, the more he knows, the more doubts, difficulties,
scruples, and perplexities arise in his mind, which make him more fearful in
his profession, and to think that he comes far short of what he should be,
though he go far before those that think themselves already excellent. It is so
in Divine know-ledge of supernatural principles, and heavenly mysteries, where
there is grace annexed. The further we look into the Book of GOD, and the
higher scholars we are in CHRIST's school, the more
lowly-minded we are in ourselves. The reason is, the stronger and
clearer-sighted we are to look into the crystal of God's Book, the more spots
and stains we see in our souls, more purity in his Majesty, more misery in our
own nature; and therefore, by the power of grace, being sorry for the pollution
of our souls, fearful of his Majesty, and sensible of our own misery, we
entertain a lowly conceit of ourselves. One certain mark then of saving
knowledge shall be this, the more. skilful in
Scripture, the more humble in own conceit.
A second mark of saving knowledge
shall be this: If it be joined with the conversion of the heart and reformation
of the life; for a sound change of the heart and life ever ac-companies saving
knowledge. Knowledge without obedience is so far from being available to
salvation, that it hasteneth and doubles our
damnation. Small reason have men to be proud of their knowledge without
practice; for though for a time they may make it serve their turn for a show,
yet at last it will end in sorrow and curses; for they increase the hardness of
their heart, the guiltiness of their conscience, and the number of their
stripes and damnation in hell, according to the measure of their fruitless
knowledge. There are many base and degenerate. ends of
the knowledge which profane men propose to themselves; but the Christian must
make the end of his knowledge the practice of holiness in his own life, and
instruction of others in the ways of GOD, if he would make it saving to
himself. Knowledge, without these ends, puts up our proud nature with more
pride and self-conceit, but neither begets life in our souls, nor a sound hope
of immortality.
Thirdly, it is edged with a longing
desire and insatiable thirst after more. For the true Christian, not resting in'historical, formal knowledge, but diving into the
mystical knowledge of the mysteries of salvation, which the Spirit of God does
reveal to faithful Christians, does there find and feed upon such heavenly
sweetness, such rich and glorious comforts, that he is never well but when he
is digging deeper into this celestial mine, and wading further into these holy
secrets. A holy greediness after, and a continual growth in knowledge, is one
special mark then that our knowledge is saving: for it is an undoubted
character of all graces, where they are in soundness, there they are growing.
If we have once tasted how sweet the Lord is, there will be a desire to
increase more and more.
Fourthly, saving knowledge is
diffusive and communicative of itself. It is in the soul of a Christian as the
sun in his sphere. The sun cdoes not confine his
light within his own fair body, but hurls it on every side; he casts it upward,
and so makes all the heavens bright and beautiful about him; he throws his
beams downward upon the earth, and there begets herbs, grass, and flowers,
fruit-trees, and all the beauty and glory of the earth. He pierces further, and
with his heat insinuates into the bowels of the earth, where there is any the
least passage, and there engenders all manner of metals, gold, silver, and
precious stones. Yet further, he glides by the side of the earth with his unrefiected beams, and makes all those golden spots, the
planets, in the opposite part of the sky. Nay, it is so greedy of doing good, that it strikes through the firmament into the
transparent parts, and seeks as it were to bestow its brightness and beauty
beyond the heavens, and never restrains the free communion of his influence
and glory, until it determine by natural and necessary expiration.
So that he makes as much of his
light, and does as much good with it as may be.. Even
so the sacred light of Divine knowledge in the sanctified soul of a true
Christian, labors to enlighten those that are round about him; to teach and
instruct Iris family, his wife, his servants, his children, (if he have any of
these,) in the ways of godliness and doctrine of salvation; desires and
delights to acquaint his kindred, his friends, his acquaintance with those
comfortable lessons which himself has learned out of the Book of God. And even
among strangers, he takes occasion to insinuate heavenly matters; that so his
knowledge may be fruitful, and working for his Master's advantage in all
places, in all companies; nay, he is willing that those that oppose themselves
against goodness and God's truth may be reclaimed by his admonition and
reproofs. And besides all this, it is edged with an endless desire of doing
good still. For it is a true principle in Christianity, " The performances
of God's children are many, their endeavors more, their desires endless."
Thus saving know-ledge is ever spreading, most liberal and prodigal of itself,
shining round about where it is, and working all the good it can in all places.
A second grace, touching which we
should examine ourselves, is faith: I mean true and justifying faith, a
spiritual jewel of invaluable price,--the very life of our souls, the root and
foundation of all true comfort, both in life and death; without which it is
impossible that either our receiving the sacrament, our offering up our
prayers, alms-deeds, hearing the Word, or any other service, though in its own
nature ever so good or necessary, should either be acceptable unto GOD, or
profitable to ourselves. This saving faith I thus define: It is a supernatural
gift of GOD, inspired by the Holy Ghost, whereby the humble soul, being
enlightened with the knowledge of the doctrine of salvation, and assenting
thereunto, is enabled to lay hold on the meritorious righteousness of CHRIST,
and all the glorious benefits of his passion, as belonging particularly to
itself, This wonderful and holy grace is wrought in the heart after this
manner. First, there is a mollifying and manuring of
the heart, that it may be as it were furrowed and fitted for this precious seed
of life: and that thus, 1: By the ministry of the Word, there must be knowledge
planted in the understanding, both of the law (the powerful application
whereof begets legal repentance, a necessary preparative to the infusion of
faith,) and of the gospel, a seasonable apprehension of the gracious promises,
which draws on evangelical repentance, whereof begins the life of faith. 2. The
heart must give full assent, and be effectually persuaded that those Divine
principles were revealed for the salvation of mankind, and that they are most
true,—the very secrets of heaven, and divinely inspired. This assent and
persuasion is called historical faith; or faith of knowledge. 3. The law begins
to work upon the conscience, and wound the soul by a clear discovery and wide
opening of our many ulcerous corruptions, all the vanities of our life, and particular
sins, and by affecting the heart with a thorough sense and feeling of the
fierce wrath of GOD, ready to break out in unquenchable flames of vengeance
against every sin we have committed. 4. The heart is stricken through with fear
and trembling; it is broken and bruised quite into pieces with terror and
remorse; it is pregnant of grief and sorrow, and mournful beyond the mourning
of a dove.. For a man in this case
feels himself to be a most hateful and accursed creature, enthralled to the
slavery and endless confusions of SATAN and hell, of damnation and death.
Thus far the heart has been in
preparing for that root of all graces, that plant of heaven, an
holy and saving faith. In the second place, mark how it springs up in the
mournful and humbled heart. The soul of a man being thus bruised and broken, and
rightly prepared with the terrors of the law, is now fitted to receive the
precious oil of the promises of the gospel, and comforts of saving grace. 1.
The poor soul, being quite overwhelmed with waters of anguish and sorrow, and
sticking fast in the deep mire of fears and terrors, begins to look about for
comfort and succor; none is to be found in any creature; no gold nor silver,
no friends nor physic will do him any good; no man or angel, or any creature, can
administer any relief.' "No
man can deliver his brother, nor make agreement unto God for him; for it cost
more to redeem a soul; he must let that alone for ever." At last, it casts
its eye upon that infinite sea of God's
mercy, which gloriously streams through the bleeding wounds of
CHRIST
JESUS, upon every truly broken and contrite heart; it fastens its sight upon
our blessed Redeemer, as he is hanging upon the cross, struggling with his
Father's wrath for our sins, and crying at last, " It is finished;"
it greedily catches hold on, and comprehends the whole
gracious doctrine of the covenant of life and salvation. It
considers all the proclamations of mercy and pardon in the Book of God; as that
in Isai. lv. 1, " Ho! every one that thirsteth, come ye to the waters, and ye that have no
money, come, buy and eat: come! buy wine and milk,
without money, and without price." And that out of CHRIST's own mouth, 1VIatt. 11: 28, "Come unto me, all ye that are weary, and I
will give you rest." 2. After a thorough light and consideration of the
great work of our redemption, and of all the gracious promises of life, the
distressed soul begins to think, Though my case be wretched, by reason of sin,
yet, by the mercies of GOD, it is recoverable: though my sins he many and
heinous, yet in CHRIST JESUS they are pardonable. Only it now casts about how
it may have a part in these mercies, and an interest in his passion. 3.
Hereupon it begins to hunger and thirst after the precious blood of CHRIST, far
more than ever the panting hart after the rivers of water. It would give ten
thousand worlds, ten thousand lives, for an application of his blood, to wash
away its guilt; for one drop of mercy to quench its thirst, and refresh its
agonies. 4. Hence it pours out strong cries, and prayers, and supplications,
groans and sighs unutterable, with such importunity, that at last it casts
itself upon God's tender mercies in CHRIST JESUS; it throws itself with
confidence into the bleeding and blessed bosom of its Redeemer, as he is
hanging and holding down the head upon the cross; it hides itself sweetly and
deeply in his sacred wounds, and gored side, from the rage of SATAN, and the stingings of conscience. And now by.
this time the bowels of God's tenderest
compassions begin to yearn within him. He who never knew how to break the
bruised reed, or quench the smoking flax, takes the panting and weary soul by
the hand, receives it into mercy, grace, and favor; takes off the burden of its
sins; knocks off the bolts of terror and remorse; hases
it in the sovereign and saving blood of his own dear Son, and accounts it pure
and unspotted for JESUS's sake.
Thus faith is brought forth. Nov in
the third place, behold it flourishing and growing in the heart. After that
saving faith, with inexpressible groans and sighs, and strong cries, has laid
hold on the bitter and victorious passion of CHRIST, and so obtained favor and
remission of sins; 1. It presently returns this blessed message unto the soul;
that it is certainly pardoned, and entitled by the covenant of grace, freshly
sealed with. the blood of CHRIST, unto a crown of
immortality. This being done, it is filled with joy unspeakable, and with peace
that passes all understanding. But after it comes to itself out of these
strange ecstacies, it considers what great things
have been done for it, what extraordinary love and infinite mercy has been
shown unto it. And thereupon, 2, the believer presently addresseth
himself to evangelical repentance; to bewail heartily all his sins, and former
wicked life, not so much for fear of God's vengeance as he did in legal
repentance, but with godly sorrow, for having so vilely and rebelliously
grieved and offended so gracious a Father; and so does resolutely abandon the
practice of every sin, and throw out of his heart the allowance of every the
least infirmity. And 3. for ever after settles himself
to holiness of life and heart, a good conscience, and an universal obedience
to God's commandments; by growth in which, and by experience of God's special
love unto him in the course of his Christian life, and new obedience, his faith
receives continual life and strength, until it come to that height of
assurance, that he is able to say, " I will not fear though the earth be
moved, and though the mountains be cast into the midst of the sea." This
noble elevation of spirit is the natural issue of a strong faith: which if we
would attain or preserve, we must watchfully look into our hearts, lives, and
consciences, that they be pure, unspotted, and tender; we must take heed of
re-lapses, and warily prevent falls into sin. For we shall
find our faith to ebb and flow, according as there is a decay or increase of
holiness of life and heart.
Thus I have briefly opened to you
the nature, birth, and growth of faith: and the rather, lest you deceive your
own hearts with false faiths; I mean, faiths insufficient to salvation; of
which there be many kinds; as, First, there is an historical faith, whereby a
man is endued with knowledge of the Word, and is certainly persuaded in his
heart, that it is most true, and divinely inspired. This is so far from being
saving faith, that the devil and his angels excel many men herein. For whereas
many men are quite ignorant of the Word, and many have but little knowledge,
and give but weak assent to the truth thereof; the devils know much, certainly
believe it, and yet they do more, they fear and tremble.
Secondly, there is a faith of
miracles; which is an inward persuasion of the heart, wrought by some special
instinct of the Holy Ghost, in some men, whereby they are throughly
persuaded, that God will use them as instruments to bring to pass some strange
and extraordinary things. This has no power for salvation. Judas was endued
with this power, as well as the rest of the apostles. And we see, Matt. 7: 22,
many workers of miracles shall be rejected at the last day. "
Many," says CHRIST, " will say unto me in that day, Lord,
Lord, have we not by thy name prophesied? and by thy
name cast out devils? and by thy name done many great
works? And then will I profess to them, I never knew you, depart from me, ye
that work iniquity."
Thirdly, there, is an imaginary
faith, which deceives and damns thousands. And that is a strong and bold
persuasion, without all truth, ground, or warrant, that CHRIST is their Savior, that they have part in his passion, and shall
undoubtedly be saved, when indeed there is no such matter. And therefore it is
no true persuasion, but a vain presumption, a strong delusion. And this is
three-fold: 1. When men and women, living in ignorance, without all saving
knowledge, upon such principles as these; that they mean well; that they do no
man harm; that they pray morning and evening; build a bold and blind
persuasion, that they have as good a right in CHRIST, as the best of men;
whereas indeed they he enthralled in the chains of damnation, and are mere
strangers to the life of GOD, by reason of the ignorance which is in them. For
knowledge in the Word of GOD, is the foundation of all spiritual building;
without it there can no true faith be had, no repentance, no new obedience, no
saving graces at all in this life, or salvation in the world to come: 2. When
men entertain a strong and bold conceit, that CHRIST belongs to them with all
his benefits, and yet harbour a liking and allowance
of some sin; at least a purpose to continue in one sweet sin or other, and
will not be subdued by the power of the Word, to a thorough change of heart,
and amendment of life. These men think they are wiser than all the Christians
that ever were, which could never find so smooth a way
to heaven. But they foully and fearfully deceive their poor souls. The faith of
these men is but imaginary,; for it is ever the
property of true faith, thoroughly to purge the heart, and reform the life; to
express itself in true repentance, and sincere obedience. And, 3, When men
conceive a bold and strong persuasion that CHRIST is their Savior, and yet set
light by the ministry of the Word and sacraments; embracing them only at their
leisure and pleasure, so far as their worldly commodities, and carnal
contentment, will give them leave; but not with hungry spiritual appetites,
and humble submission to the power thereof. The faith of these men is but a
vain presumption; for justifying faith is ever conceived, cherished, and
confirmed, by a religious, constant, and powerful use of the Word and
sacraments. The seeds of a weak faith, (if it be true and justifying,) sown in
the heart by the Holy Ghost, cdoes grow by little and
little to a strong faith and full assurance; but ever by a zealous and
profitable pursuit of the means of grace and knowledge, preaching; reading,
prayer, meditation, conference, use of the sacraments, singing of psalms,
conscience and faithfulness in our calling, mercifulness to the poor. He that
has true faith, will ever have both an eye and heart
to these holy means, these godly exercises.
Fourthly, there is also a dead
faith, which is to be found in many that make great show of forwardness in
Christianity. When men have good store of knowledge, follow the Word and
sacraments with diligence, are able to discourse with understanding on points
of religion, have good respect to the commandments of the first table: but in
dealings with their brethren, they shame their pro fession,
deny the power of Christianity, and plainly show that their faith is without life;
their secret and close conveyances for enriching themselves and enlarging
their estates, do clearly discover the deadness of their faith, and death of
their souls in sin.
Fifthly, there is a temporary faith,
whereby a man may attain great and excellent things as knowledge of the mystery
of CHRIST; apprehension of his excellency; some
worthy gifts of the Holy Ghost; rejoicing in the gospel; many powerful effects
of the world to come; some kind of repentance and conversion; some good
affections to God's glory and ministers; reformation of many SIDS; and outward
holiness; and yet for all this, not be truly regenerate to a lively hope in
CHRIST JESUS. But if so, what need have we to search our deceitful hearts to
the bottom, and to examine thoroughly whether we be in the faith; whether
CHRIST JESUS be in us or not? If men endued with great knowledge, some grace of
the Spirit, and outwardly reformed in their lives, may yet have no' part in the
first resurrection i where shall appear the ignorant,
the willfully profane, the rebellious to godly courses, and good instructions?
What shall become of the swearer, the drunkard, the
unclean person, the scorner, the usurer, the worldling?
If the formal professor, the civil, honest man, cannot be saved, where shall the
notorious sinner appear? If many shall seek to enter into the kingdom
of GOD, a and
shall not be able," Luke 13: 24,
what shall become of those that run as fast from it as they can? that root in the earth? that hunt
after the world all their life long? Many thousands of poor souls most
fearfully deceive themselves in this point, about the state of their souls. How
many do not with that gladness hear, with that reverence respect, with that
reformation of many things follow, the ministers of the Word, as Herod did John
the Baptist? How many have not half that zeal for the Lord of Hosts, as Jehu had? How many never humbled themselves with fasting,
or mourned in sackcdoes for their sins, as Ahab did?
I say, how many have not gone half so far in these points, and yet think all is
well with them, and make no doubt of heaven.
That you may not deceive yourselves,
beloved in the Lord JESUS, I shall more particularly show you wherein the power
of a temporary faith, though insufficient to salvation, may bring forth a fair
show of Christianity, and how far a man void of saving faith may go in many
things, and yet at last, if he go no farther, be a cast-away. 1. As concerning
the Word, he may hear it, understand it, assent to it, rejoice in it, practice
some duties commanded by it, and yet all the while, it is not the savor of
life to him. 2. He may go far in faith, believe the truth and power of the
Word, believe the promises, believe CHRIST died for sinners, yea, and hope he
is one of them that CHRIST died for, and yet have no part in him. 3. He may go
far in repentance; for he may confess his sins, he may feel pricks in his
conscience, have sorrow in his heart, and tears in his eyes for them; he may
promise and purpose for a time to amend, yea, and make restitution and
satisfaction for wrongs done; he may have great pensiveness and terror after
some horrible act, for fear of hell-fire, as had Judas, Cain, Ahab, and such
like, and yet come short of salvation. 4. He may go far in an outward show of a
holy and upright life; he may be a just dealer; an ordinary goer
to church; a good pay-master; a reliever of the poor; a bountiful house-keeper;
yet at last be turned into hell.
Why then, beloved brethren, it very
nearly concerns every man to inquire and try whether his conversion be
counterfeit or real; whether his conversion be but formal, and making a fair
show only, or sincere and truly Christian. And never let him suffer his eyes to
sleep, nor his eye-lids to slumber; never to please himself in any grace or
services; until comparing them with those attainable by the unbeliever, he find
himself to go beyond them, and to ascend to that pitch, which no such can
possibly attain unto. Else the sure foundation will be to lay,
when it is too late, when the rain falleth, and the
floods come, and winds blow.
But some men will say within
themselves; " This is sour and uncomfortable
doctrine indeed. What! a man go so far, and yet be a
cast-away! and yet be damned! God forbid. Let us have
mercy, comfort, and salvation preached unto us. Let us hear how David, and
other saints of GOD, for all their falls, were
restored to mercy. Let us hear of the thief's conversion upon the cross, and
not such terrible doctrine as this." I answer: nothing has been delivered
in this point, but that which has sure foundation out of the Word of truth. It
may, and should be uncomfortable to such as are drunk
with presumption, prosperity, and security; to those that are desirous to save
their souls, and yet are resolved to continue in sin; to all formal professors
and half Christians. But it is far better for such to hear the voice of terror
out of the law of God now, than hereafter to be turned into hell with that
voice of vengeance, " Go, ye cursed, into
everlasting fire." It is far better for them to hear of damnation upon
earth, than to endure it everlastingly.
As for the true Christian, this
makes his heart dance within him; makes his happy soul melt within him, and
resolve into praises and thankfulness; when he finds him-self, by the
sanctifying grace of God's Spirit, possessed of those spiritual graces of which
no unbeliever can possibly be partaker; when he sees that true-hearted
sincerity is in his inward parts; that impartial hatred of all sin; that
careful respect and universal obedience to all God's commandments, (which are
infallible marks and characters which distinguish him from formal Christians.)
For when he seriously considers how far an unbeliever may go, what graces and
perfections he may attain, and all to no purpose; it makes him more zealous,
careful, and diligent to make his election sure by sincerity and holiness; to
go faster towards the mark, for the prize of the high calling of God in CHRIST
JESUS; to press on more eagerly to the straight gate, and with greater violence
to lay hold on the kingdom of heaven. My doctrine then is such as it should be;
since it is a cutting corrosive to the profane, and a comfortable cordial to
the Christian.
Many presume to sin with the saints
of GOD, but they never repent and rise again with them. The falls of the saints
are mentioned in Scripture, not to encourage us with confidence to sin, but to
make us walk warily, and work out our salvation with fear and trembling.. Look upon David, crying in his strong agonies, and
anguish of spirit, Psal. xxxviii. his
sin was as a fire in his "bones. He had not a good day for a long time,
but the grief and horror of his sinful pleasures made him cry out. He bought
his sin full dear. As for the example of the thief, 1.
The Lord knocked but once at his heart by one sermon, and he repented,
believed, and openly confessed CHRIST; you have heard many, and art yet
hard-hearted, and unbelieving. 2. This is an extraordinary example, and has no
parallel in Scripture. A king sometimes pardoneth a
malefactor at the place of execution, wilt you therefore presume on the same?
3. It was a miracle; with the glory whereof our Savior would honor the ignominy
of the cross. We may almost as well expect a second crucifying of CHRIST, as a
second such thief.
Thus far of faith
insufficient to salvation, with which thousands content and deceive themselves.
But besides this, I must acquaint you with some bye-paths about faith, which
except they be carefully avoided, will lead us into misery: and these are
three: 1. The first stands in excess, and that is
credulity. Many, though they be sold unto sin, and
swim down the current of the times, yet would gladly be thought to have faith
in CHRIST. Though they were never humbled for their sins, their hearts never
broken and bruised with the terrors of the law, and remorse of conscience;
though they never once groaned or sighed under the burden of their corruptions,
yet they peremptorily persuade themselves they shall be saved at last; and when
all comes to all, that God will be very does to cast away any of his creatures,
and to turn them into hell. But except we be stark atheists, or blasphemous
miscreants, to think that God is as man, that he should lie, we may assure
ourselves that " the wicked shall be turned into hell, and all the people
that forget GOD," Psa. 9: 17. And how terribly
the Lord will come against all those, who go on in their wickedness, Isaiah
tells us, chap. lxvi. 15, 16; " Behold,"
says he, " the Lord will come with fire, and his chariots like a
whirl-wind, that he may recompense his anger with wrath, and his indignation
with a flame of fire. For the Lord will judge with fire and sword all flesh,
and the slain of the Lord shall be many." Let no man then, with a
ground-less and too credulous conceit, build too much
upon the Lord's mercies. For it is a truth far more firm than either the
pillars of the earth, or poles of heaven, "That to every one that disobeys
the truth,, and obeys unrighteousness, there shall be
indignation and wrath. Tribulation and anguish shall be upon the soul of every
one that does evil." Therefore, if any say, I will go on in my sin, and
yet not be damned; it is as if he should say, I will drink poison, and not be
choked; I will go into a plague-house, and not be infected; I will cast myself
into the bottom of the river, and not be drowned.
2. Another bye-path stands in
defect, and that is infidelity. Upon this rock thousands run daily, and dash
their souls to pieces. It is a secret distrust of God's promises propounding
happiness to man, relying on the mercy of God in CHRIST. This has always
reigned in many in the world, does at this day, and will do as long as the
world endures. Every worldling is in a great measure
possessed of this unbelief. For were he thoroughly persuaded of the certainty
of endless pains, and everlasting joys, how were it possible, that for a little
earthly pelf, which he heaps together with much anxiety, keeps together with
many fears and jealousies, parts from (and perhaps he knows not to whom) with
much sorrow; I say, that for a little such earthly pelf, he should sell his
immortal soul to damnation.
3. A third bye-path is despair. I
know despair is properly opposed to hope and not to faith: but I handle it
here, because when a man is cast down by the terrors of the law; if he miss of
the right path that leads to the rich mercies of God in CHRIST JESUS, he may
fall into the gulf of despair. Now presumption, though it be a contrary course
toward damnation, and quite opposite to that which is by despair; yet it is the
direct way to it. When men, in the day of their visitation, are called upon to
leave their sins, and yet will not entertain the power of the Word into their
hearts and affections, but go still on presuming upon God's mercy; such men as
these, when they have run their race of security, are readiest to fall into
despair. That God often leaves presumptuous sinners to fall thus,
appears plainly in his Word: "Because I have called, and ye refused, I
have stretched out mine hand, and none would regard. Then shall they call upon
me, but I will not answer; they shall seek me early, but they shall not find
me," Prov. 1: 24,
28. This refusing-to be reformed in the day of grace, abusing God's
loving-kindness, long-suffering, and forbearance, and presuming upon his mercy
against the truth of his Word, and glory of his justice, make way for utter
rejection and despair in the day of trouble and heaviness. As we desire then to
decline these woeful miseries, and fear to fall into this dungeon of despair:
let us, in the name of GOD, in this acceptable time of repentance, turn unto
the Lord, and to true holiness, from our ignorance, profaneness, worldliness,
coldness in religion, and all other sins. In this day of our gracious
visitation, let us submit ourselves with humility and obedience to the power of
the Word, and a fruitful practice of the same.
Beloved in the Lord JESUS, this is
your day; this is your seed-time. As you love your own souls, suffer the immortal
seed of the Word to sink into the furrows of your hearts, and bring forth
fruit. Now lay up heavenly and spiritual treasures; (you know not what storms
or tempests may befal you hereafter;) and they will
be sure to hold out against the desolations of the whole world against wind and
weather, want and poverty; even against the ruins of heaven and earth; they
will never fail you, but last everlastingly. Take heed of presuming on God's
mercies. It is that wide and woeful snare by which ratan
draws a great part of men into his kingdom of darkness. He that makes God all
mercy, so to dishonor him without remorse, all his life long, shall most certainly
her,eafter find him all
justice, so that he may glorify his truth, in receiving the wages of such
willful impiety.
But the chief thing I would
specially advise and persuade' you to is, when it shall please the Lord, by an
effectual application of the law, to bring upon your souls true sorrow and
contrition, I would then have you to be very wary; for you shall then have two
ways offered; you may either sink under the burden of your sins, and despair;
or lay fast hold upon the Son of God and be saved, In the name of God take
heed, When spiritual afflictions seize upon you, be sure to take the right way.
Be not afraid, because of the Word of truth; to the truly humbled and broken
heart, CHRIST JESUS opens his arms far wider; the bowels of God's mercies roll
together, to show compassion with far more tenderness, than ever the dearest
mother to her sweetest child. Oh! take heed of that
hateful gulf of despair! Do not so far gratify the enemy of God and man! Do not so much wrong those yearning bowels of God's tenderest corn-passions, which never broke any bruised
reed! Be not so cruel unto yourselves, as to stop the bottomless and boundless sea
of God's mercies from your own
souls! Oh! be not such lions and tygers,
as to tear and devour your poor souls with irrecoverable sorrows! Oh! never, never despair of God's mercies! It is thought that
Judas did more dishonor God in despairing of his mercies, than in betraying of
his Son. Do not then so violate the sure promises of our gracious GOD, as to
deny mercy to a bruised spirit; a sacrifice far more pleasing unto him, " than the beasts upon a thousand hills!" Do not,
Oh! do not trample under foot that invaluable blood,
by thinking it insufficient for your salvation!
It is a necessary step toward
salvation, (as I have often told you,) to be thrown down by the power and
terrors of the law, into sorrow and anguish of heart, with a thorough sight of
your sins, and sense of God's just indignation against sinners. But after you
have been brought upon your knees with the heavy weight of your sins; after
your souls have melted into tears of true repentance; Oh! then
take heed of listening to the bloody temptations of that roaring lion, who is
then most busy to draw you to despair! Do not by any means wound the wounds of
your soul with refusing to be comforted! But presently by the hand of faith,
frame a plaster of CHRIST's precious blood, and apply
it close to your broken hearts. The wider wounds sorrow for sin has made in
your souls, the more plentiful streams of the soft and sovereign oil of the
comforts of the gospel, nd promises of peace shall be
sure to close up your sores. God must deny himself, which is impossible; he
must disrobe himself of the brightest beam of his glory, which is his mercy,
before he can deny pardon to the truly penitent, or refuse to give ease to
those that are heavy laden with their sins, and weary of the burden. If it
please the Lord once to touch your consciences with true sorrow for your sins,
and to affect your hearts with a perfect hatred and loathing of your former
vanities, be not dismayed to approach the throne of mercy and grace, for with
the Lord is plentiful redemption. Though your former lives have been so
rebellious, wretched, and accursed, that you are able to look back upon a
catalogue of sins, as black as hell, as red as blood, as foul as Sodom, yet if
now in this time of grace, you will faithfully turn unto the Lord, you shall
find ease unto your panting hearts, and everlasting peace unto your troubled
souls.
Why then, if there be any drooping
or distressed con-science among you; if there be any soul that is truly humbled
with the sense of his sins, let him shake himself from the dust, and defy
despair. Oh! how fair a thing is mercy in the time of
trouble! It is like a cloud of rain in the time of drought. If he will go on
with the great work of regeneration, which the Lord has happily begun in him;
if he truly hate those sins that now so grieve his
heart; if he will faithfully forsake them, and amend his life, my soul for his,
he shall be saved. And were the sins of his former vanity as great as the
hugest mountains; as many in number as the sands of the sea-shore; as red as
scarlet; I dare assure him, they shall become as white as the driven snow, and
as though they had never been. Were his soul all crimson-red with the blood of
men, as IVIanasseh's was with the blood of souls;
with the blood of saints, as was Paul's; with the blood of the Son of GOD, as
were the Jews; yet it shall be as fair as the brightest sun-beam, and "as
the wings of a dove, which are covered with silver, and his feathers are of
yellow gold."
I am persuaded by this time some
man's heart dance for joy, at the discovery of this immeasurable bounty, and
these rich and golden mines of God's infinite mercy, that has no part in them
at all; whose conceit that these comforts belong unto him, is but like a poor
man's dream of gold. For I must tell you, that I dare not for my life promise
so much as one drop of this mighty sea of mercy to any profane man, to any
impenitent person, to any that goes on in his sins: I should so strengthen the
hands of the wicked, justify the unrighteous, and bless where God cdoes curse. This balm belongs only to broken hearts. These
precious oils are never vouchsafed but to wounded
spirits. These jewels are the portions of those only that fear the Lord, " and tremble at his words," Isaiah lxvi. 2. Let them, in the name of GOD, take them and wear
them, let them feed upon, and fill themselves with these glorious comforts, for
they are theirs, and a thousand more; yea, all the mercies of GOD, the
invaluable price of CHRIST's bloodshed, and all the
joys of heaven.
Thus far of faiths
insufficient for salvation, and of bye-paths about faith. In the next
place, I come to pro-pose some marks of a true faith; whereby I would have
every man to examiue himself. 1. First, We may know
our faith to be sound and saving, if we find in ourselves that preparation of
the heart for the infusion of faith, that breeding and springing of it in the
heart, and that blessed birth thereof, which I have before laid down unto you.
By the ministry of the word; (for that is the ordinary means of begetting the
precious grace of saving faith; I say ordinary, because sometimes it pleases
God to work by other means; as, by secret motions and inspirations, by private
reading, conference, instruction, or exhortation;) there is ever wrought first
in the soul, a knowledge of that sinfulness and wretchedness by nature. Then,
upon a serious consideration of this point, it is broken and bruised with true
remorse, terror, and corruption. After, by confession of its wretched
pollutions, and condemnation of itself, it is brought to an holy despair,
whereby it wholly renounceth itself as unworthy of
life, or breath, or being; nay, worthy of ten thousand damnations. Thus, when
it is at the lowest, by the mercies of GOD, it begins to lift up its eye upon
the gracious promises of salvation, revealed in the gospel, and shining most
gloriously in the face of CHRIST JESUS. Then at length out of the darkness of
deepest discomfort, begin to shine some glimpses of comfort; some little hope
of pardon, mercy, and recovery; because it sees that the sufferings of CHRIST
are sufficient to heal all its sores. Whence immediately arises
a longing thirst after the mercies of GOD, and merits of CHRIST JESUS. At last,
with groans and sighs unutterable, with prayers and strong cries, it casts
itself upon those yearning bowels of compassion, that are ever ready to bind up
the broken heart, and upon our blessed Redeemer suffering for our sins. By such
preparations saving faith is shed into the soul.
And thus
first, we may try whether our faith be true, by
considering the degrees and steps by which it grows up in us. It comes not idly
and easily, lightly and insensibly; but by the power of the ministry; by a
sight and sense of our sins; by an apprehension of God's wrath due to us for
the same; by much true sorrow and heaviness of heart, for having grieved and
offended God by our former vanities and rebellions; by an hungering and
thirsting after the mercy and grace of God in CHRIST JESUS; for more lovingly
than for any worldly good: these are the fore-runners of true faith.
2. Secondly, Growth in strength, and
a daily springing up towards a height of assurance, is a sound mark of saving
faith. Other faiths commonly stand at a stay, or else flourish fair for awhile,
but after decay and die; or else they grow only in a groundless presumption,
not in a feeling persuasion of God's love and favor, and of the certain pardon
of their sins; but true and justifying faith grows from a grain unto a great
tree; from a spark into a flame, being blown by the Spirit of grace, increased
by the waters issuing out of the sanctuary, and cherished with the dew of
heaven. It is weak at the first, full of many doubts and fears; but after it
has been well exercised in the means of grace and knowledge, by a zealous and
fruitful hearing of the Word: by reading, conference, meditation, prayer, use
of the sacraments, singing of psalms, public and private humiliations,
faithfulness in our calling, and mercifulness to the poor, it grows up to be a
strong faith. But by the way I must tell you, that the most strong and
flourishing faith may sometimes be sorely weakened. Faith holds its fullness of
assurance, while we preserve the fervency of our first love, sincerity in our
hearts, innocency and uprightness in our lives. But
if we grow cold in our profession, negative of holy duties, or relapse into
sin, we shall find our faith also to fail.
3. Thirdly, It is peculiar to saving
faith to purify the heart. God purifies our hearts by faith, Acts 15: 9. Other
faith may purge the understanding from ignorance, the tongue from railing and
bitterness, the outward actions from gross and notorious sins, but they all
leave the heart at large, to range and rove into a world of idle and earthly
thoughts, of profane and fruitless imaginations, Only saving faith begets zealous
and watchful care over the devices and desires of the heart. Every true
believer sets himself with special care, to bridle and subdue them, to repress
all wicked stirrings of the heart, and mainly to oppose all lustful, proud,
covetous, ambitious, and malicious thoughts; yea, and is sometimes more vexed
for having given way to some wicked thought than for outward frailties and
infirmities. For it grieves him to the heart, that he should be so tainted with
that hateful sin of hypocrisy, as to the eye of men, to be unreprovable,
and yet to grieve so good a Spirit, and offend so gracious a GOD, by the sinful
wanderings of his thoughts; which though no man see, yet the Searcher of hearts
does hate and abhor. Let us then try the truth of our faith, by the change of
our hearts. If our outward affections and inmost thoughts be purified, it is a certain
sign the power of saving faith has been there. By nature " the imaginations of man's heart are only evil
continually," Gen. 6: 5. " But the desire of
the righteous is only good," says Solomon, Prov.
11: 23. The main streams of his
desires, the coarse and current of his heart is to godliness and goodness;
though sometimes his corrupt nature, and SATAN's
boisterous temptations, may unawares early his thoughts another way.
4. Fourthly, We may know our faith
to be sound and saving, if it bring forth a true and
thorough evangelical repentance. Legal repentance, moral repentance, a hollow
and half repentance, fear and forbearance of some sins
for fear of punishment is not enough. But to bewail our sins
from the bottom of our hearts, because they are sins, and for conscience.
sake to loathe and hate all iniquity, because it is an eye-sore to our gracious
God; to crush the head of our original corruption, and break the heart of our
sweet sin; to part from all gross sins in action, and all frailties and
infirmities, at least with disaffection, prayer, and humiliation: these are
the fruits of a true and justifying faith. For no man can truly, sincerely,
and thoroughly detest and abandons all his former courses and his sweet sin,
before he be assured of God's marvelous mercy towards him, in the forgiveness
of all his sins in CHRIST. But when once the Spirit of grace, by a lively
faith, has certified our troubled and trembling hearts of God's favor in
forgiving our sins; when once we be assured, that that spotless and sacred
blood was spilt particularly for our pollutions; then, with truly wounded
spirits, and grieved souls, do we begin to look on him whom our sins have pierced;
then do we hate our former rebellions, which, by the eye of faith we see, were
the whips and nails, the thorns and spears that vexed the Son of God. When once
we soundly believe, that his precious blood was shed for our sins in
particular, then do we shed those true tears of compunction, which are the
soul's heart's blood, and wine of angels, right pleasing unto GOD, and joyful
unto heaven. Until we have a true persuasion settled in our hearts, that we are
redeemed by the death of CHRIST, we cannot for our lives, truly hate sin, as it
is sin, and for the love of God. But when we once have clasped our hand of
faith upon that glorious crown in heaven, which is sealed unto us by the blood
of CHRIST; then, and not before, are we con-tent to use the world, as though we
used it not; then the sweetness of sin is turned into gall, and the glory of
the whole world appears to be but dung, vanity, and nothing.
5. Fifthly, Saving faith is the root
and fountain of sanctification; and therefore if we find ourselves to be
sanctified, we may be assured that we savingly
believe, 1 Con 6: 11. It is said, Acts 26: 17, 18, that Paul was sent " to
open the eyes of men, that they might turn from darkness to light, and from the
power of SATAN unto GOD, that they might receive forgiveness of sins, and an
inheritance among them which are sanctified by faith." True and justifying
faith does ever beget a sanctification of all parts, both in soul and body. By
this holy work of sanctification, a man shall find himself as far different from
what he was before, as a valley from a mountain, the straight from the crooked,
the softness of flesh from the hardness of flint, the nature of water from the
substance of diamond. For it makes a great change in the powers and faculties
both of soul and body, in all the parts and passages of life. His understanding
is enlightened with knowledge in the great mystery of godliness, and in the
secrets' of God's kingdom, which are hid from the wise, and men of
understanding, and the greatest part of the world. His will is now bent to the
best things. His memory, which before was like a sieve, and let out the water
of life as it was poured in, is now a store-house for heavenly treasures. The
stream of his affections is turned from the world towards God's glory; from the
joys and contentments of sin, into a hatred, fear,
and sorrow for them. His heart is weaned from all its temporal idols, and
fallen in love with eternal and heavenly things. His conscience is purged, and
become watchful to discover, and’sensible to feel the
approach and prickings of the least sin. His hands
are washed from all manner of sin. His eyes are restrained from lustful
wanderings, from beholding vanity, from greedy gazing upon the wedge of gold,
and his neighbor Naboth's vineyard. His ears are
stopped against enticements to sins, slanderous tales, and filthy talk. His
lips are silenced from profaneness, and from all evil speaking and useless
discourse. His feet are fettered by the power of grace, from running any more
in the bye-paths of vanity and sin.
Such prints as these we may find in
our souls and bodies, if the Spirit of grace has sanctified them by saving
faith. Every branch of sanctification is a mark of the sincerity of our faith;
as the goodness of the fruit discovers the soundness of the tree knowledge,
love to Christians, fear of God's dreadful majesty, zeal for his glory,
obedience to his will, respect to all his commandments, reverence to his
ministers, joy in his promises, humility under his chastisements, a spiritual
hungering after the sacrament, a sincere longing for his sabbaths,
an earnest wishing and waiting for CHRIST's coming in
the clouds, and such other spiritual graces dwell plentifully in us, and
express themselves fruitfully in our lives and conversations; then assuredly
the root of life, and fountain of all other graces, a lively faith, is seated
in our souls. But if these fruits do not appear, our faith is not a living
tree, planted by the rivers of God's blessings, but a dead stock, only gilt and
varnished over like the shining of rotten wood.
If we would try then Whether our faith be true or not, there is no better
touchstone than the several branches of sanctification. Let us run over some of
them briefly, and, with uprightness of conscience, compare them with our
present disposition, 1. Do we sacrifice our whole hearts, consecrate our
affections, devote our thoughts, renting them resolutely from earthly
pleasures, and this vain world, to do unto God faithfully and sincerely, the
best and utmost service we can? 2. In respect of glorifying GOD, and keeping a
good conscience in all things; do we scorn with an
holy contempt, all profane scoffs and censures, all discountenance of men? 3.
Do we heartily grieve for and bewail our sins past; not for any fear of punishment,
but because they have grieved our gracious God? 4. Do we loathe and hate our
present corruptions? especially those which, with
sensual sweetness, cleave fastest unto our corrupt nature? 5. Do we
impartially, with zeal and truth of heart, set ourselves to mortify and abandon
every sin; though our reputation be never so deeply
engaged, our affection never so much endeared unto it? 6. Do we still submit
ourselves to the will of GOD, as it is more and more revealed unto us by the
ministry of the Word; though it cross our former
customs and worldly desires? And do we rest contented with our present estate,
because most certainly it falls unto our lot by God's good pleasure, and
everlasting providence? 7. Do we delight in hearing, meditating,. and conferring of God's Word?
And do we stand to the profession and practice of it? 8. Are we willing to
resign up our souls into the hands of GOD, and to meet our Savior in the
clouds? If we find these fruits of sanctification in ourselves, our souls are
seasoned by a true and justifying faith.
6. Sixthly, Saving faith works by
love, Gal. 5: 6, 2 Pet. 1: 5, 1 Tim. 1: 5. " A
pure heart, a good conscience, faith unfeigned," and true Christian love,
ever go hand in hand. If we would be assured that our faith is sound, we must
feel kindled in our hearts an holy flame of most dear and special love; first,
towards GOD, who of his own free mercy, has sealed unto us by the blood of his
Son, all the prerogatives of the saints upon earth, and the blessed inheritance
of the most glorious and ever-lasting kingdom of heaven; A sense of which
goodness makes us prefer his glory before any worldly good, or even life
itself,
First, When we are certified by a
lively faith of our reconciliation with GOD, by the death of CHRIST JESUS, which
is the conduit through which all comforts and graces do sweetly flow unto us;
we begin to love God for his love and goodness unto us, according to that, 1
John 4: 19, " We love GOD, because he loved us first." For certainly
no man can sincerely love GOD, until he be persuaded in his own heart, that all
his sins are remitted. Then we begin to consider with meltings
of spirit, what an infinite mercy of God it was, that we were not cut off
before our conversion, in the time of our open disobedience and rebellion. But
especially considering that happy and holy work of our new creation, to the
ever-lasting admiration of his grace and goodness, we muse how, by the mighty
power of his sanctifying Spirit, he has pulled us out of the mouth of that
devouring dragon, and snatched us as brands out of the fire, to make us stars
in heaven. What a marvelous mercy is this! think we
with ourselves, that we should be singled out by the power of the Word, and
marked by the hand of God for salvation, when many hundreds about us perish
ever-lastingly! That such as we should be washed, be sanctified, be justified,
"in the name of the Lord JESUS, and by the Spirit of our God!" Should
be like a few clear-sighted amongst a throng of blind men! Like Gideon's
fleece, alone watered with God's saving blessings, while the rest of the earth
is dry! That, whereas sound Christians are very thinly scattered, " like
the berries, after the shaking of an olive-tree, two or three in the top of the
utmost boughs, and four or five in the high branches;" here one or two in
a family, there three or four in a village; yet, by the mercies of GOD, we are
of their number!
A second stair, or rising of our
love, is to love him for all those beauties and excellencies; all that
incomprehensible majesty, purity, and glory, which he in-finitely and eternally
possesseth in himself; some shadows of which he has
dispersed amongst his creatures. We are not to love God only for the good we
have received from him, but also for his own goodness, and for that great
majesty, and unapproachable light, which encompasses him in the heavens. Hence
it is, that such an unquenchable thirst of sanctifying God's name, and the
advancement of his kingdom, possessed the blessed spirits of those two men of
GOD, Moses and Paul, that for-getting themselves, they desired rather to be
blotted out of the book of life, and to be accursed, than God should not be
glorified.
A third beam of this spiritual flame
is, when we so strongly love GOD, that we love nothing in the world but for his
sake. 1. Hence it is, that true Christians manifest
their love to their children, rather in planting grace in their hearts, than in
purchasing for them large possessions. 2. They love their friends, not for
pleasure, profit, or reputation, but because they love GOD, and have his image
shining in them. 3. They love their health, not because they are enabled
thereby with more ease to pursue the world, but because it brings vigor to
their bodies, and liberty to their minds, to serve God more cheerfully. 4. They
love riches, honors, know-ledge, the countenance of greatness, high places, not
that they may domineer in the world, but that they may perform more good works,
do more good unto good men, and more service to the Majesty of heaven. 5. They
love the Word, and the free passage of it, not only or chiefly because it
brings outward peace, and worldly happiness; but because it glorifies God's
name, and enlargeth CHRIST's
kingdom. Thus in a man sanctified with saving faith, the love of all other
things is subordinate to God's glory.
A fourth step of our love to GOD, is
to hate ourselves for love of him; that is, to be content to lose our goods,
our friends, our liberties, and our lives, rather than to betray his truth and
glory. This Divine flame does beget in the heart of the true Christian, an holy
and those of St. Paul,
as if they wished to be excluded from eternal life, for the sake of their
brethren, make them talk a language quite unnatural, and inconsistent with that
desire of self-happiness, which is the first law of nature. Besides, it should
be remembered, that to be excluded from eternal life implies not only the loss
of heaven, and final misery, but also final and desperate enmity against God:
and that any man should think a willingness to be eternally wicked, and a
desperate hater of GOD, can spring from love, and be a proper expression of
zeal for his glory, is wonderful indeed! See Benson's Commentary on Exod. xxxii. 32. contempt of
profane scoffs, railings, slanders, and disgraces; it makes the noblest spirit
digest with patience the spiteful baseness of the profanest
abjects. This love was hotter in the hearts of many
martyrs, than the scorching flames about their bodies. Their bodies were like
ours, their strength was not the strength of stones, their limbs were not of
steel, nor flesh of brass; they were sensible of pain as well as we; but the
heat of God's love within them did so wholly possess their souls, that it more
prevailed to comfort them, than the flames to confound them.
Again, Secondly, after that saving
faith has planted this love of God in our hearts, it spreads itself to the
creatures, with due respect, merciful usage, and mode-rate delight in them; as
wherein appear some prints and shadows of the beauty, wisdom, power, and glory
of God: but especially to men, because they are knit unto us with a nearer bond
of brotherhood by creation, and bear about them the image of the same Creator:
but most dearly of all to true Christians, because they are fellow-members of CHRIST's body, and co-heirs with us of the same kingdom.
Hereupon it is that St. Paul, Gal. 6: 1O, bids us " do good unto all men;
but especially to them who are of the household of faith:" and that David
tells us, Psa. 16: 3, "All my delight is in the
holy ones which arc upon earth, and chiefly in those that excel in
virtue." This love of godly men is a manifest mark of saving faith, and
which the Spirit of God has pointed out as such. " We
know," says John, " that we are translated from death to life,
because we love the brethren," 1 John 3:
14. If any man can heartily vouchsafe his best and kindest
affections to a true Christian, for this cause only, (he being otherwise a
stranger unto him,) that he sees the saving graces of God's Spirit shining in
him; it is a good argument that he himself is a true Christian, aird that those same graces are seated in his own soul.
Moreover, Thirdly,
a man, sanctified by faith, cdoes rightly love
himself, but in another measure, kind, and manner, than profane men: for they
make idols of them-selves. Their love to GOD, to his Word, to their kindred and
neighbors, must ever yield to the love of them-selves. They cannot love
heartily a true Christian,’only for his godliness. It
may be they may affect him for his gifts, because he deals justly with them,
because of some bond of kindred or alliance, or for that they enjoy out-ward
blessings by living with him but not for his profession and practice of
sincerity. In truth, all their love rests within their own bosoms, and is spent
upon them-selves. God's glory, the salvation of souls, and the good of others,
are served at second hand, after themselves, and their own sinful pleasures. In
a word, the unregenerate man loves only himself, in plotting and providing
earthly comforts, and temporal happiness. Love of all other
things, and all other loves in him, are swallowed up in self-love, as
rivers in the sea. But it is far other-wise with every true believer. He loves
himself so, that he loves God infinitely more; he sweetly embraces every true Christian;
he loves all other things with relation unto GOD, and his glory. His love unto
himself is directed unto true happiness; not mispent
in furnishing himself with wealth and earthly pleasures; but fervently employed
in fitting his soul with grace, that it may live eternally in the glory of
heaven.
Lastly, That special love, which
springs out of nature, or some kind of nearness, (as to wife, children,
kindred, and friends,) and which, where there is no grace, like a great river,
many times overflows the banks of moderation, discretion, and reason, is
happily seasoned and sanctified by saving faith, and made more fervent, comfortable,
and faithful.
1. No man can truly love his wife,
but the true Christian; he may love her body, her beauty, her wealth, her
friends, the outward comfort and content she brings with her; but he loves not
her soul, for he neither made his choice for grace, nor, being matched, cdoes chiefly wish and work her spiritual good; he does not
grow with her in saving graces, and holiness of life, nor walk with her hand in
hand, towards the kingdom of heaven. He loves her not for that she was put into
his hand by God's providence for his portion. He loves her not, as CHRIST did
his spouse, with a sincere, chaste, and spiritual love, that he may beget more
and more holiness in her, and preserve her unspotted from the world; that as
they have lived together in the nearest bond, and dearest love upon earth, so
they may reign together everlastingly. 2. Neither cdoes
any unsanctified man love his children. He may love them as they are the fruit
of his loins, the hope of his posterity, and pillar of his name; but he;does not burn with that truly
Christian love towards them, which begets a zeal and care to plant in them the
true fear of GOD, and power of religion. He toils to heap up for them earthly
treasures; but he is careless in providing for them durable riches. 3. Neither
can any ungodly man truly love his friend. He may affect him for pleasure, for
profit, for his good nature, his civil carriage, moral virtues, knowledge, and
wisdom, nobleness of spirit, long acquaintance, and the like; but he cannot
possibly knit his soul unto his friend's, as the soul of Jonathan was tied unto
the soul of David; that is, in the fear of GOD, in an holy league for the
keeping of a good conscience, standing for God's truth, and the advancement of
his glory, in that golden knot, and noble tie of Christianity. An ungodly man's
love is earthly, natural, confined, mixed with many fears, distastes, and jealousies;
with much unquietness, interruptions, and rest-less
longings; sometimes it is furious, sometimes faint; sometimes weakened and
weary with the free and easy enjoyment of the thing beloved; sometimes it is
afflicted with despair, by resistance and difficulty; sometimes strangled with
stings of jealousy; at the best it is but a bitter-sweet, and at last ends
either in endless divorce, or in cursing each other in hell for their
unsanctified love upon earth. But spiritual love, between two Christians, is of
a more sweet disposition, of a more lasting and heavenly nature. Their dear embracements and kind offices are interchanged between
them, because they see and know that they are both children of one Father;
brethren of CHRIST JESUS; begotten again by the same Spirit; born of the same
immortal seed of the Word; nourished with the same spiritual food; of one
house-hold of faith; pilgrims and fellow-travelers towards the same everlasting
home; and co-heirs of the kingdom of God. And, therefore, if once true affection,
grounded upon grace, seize upon their hearts; if once their two streams of
sanctified love, springing out of the fountain of their love to GOD, join
themselves in an holy and Christian fellowship, they-grow in sincerity and
strength, towards a great torrent, until they both are swallowed up in that
bottomless sea of endless love, in the world above. The love then of the true
Christian is only true and worthy embracement. 4. Lastly, Neither does any unsanctified
man love truly his kindred; he may have with them merry-meetings and feasts;
but to the bond of nature there wants the link of grace, that sacred knot that
is wont to tie together the hearts of godly men, so sure, that no cross or
misery, no man or devil, nor time, nor yet eternity, can ever untie. And only
saving faith is able to beget love to our enemies; who we are commanded
expressly to love and pray for, Matt. 5: 44.
Thus far I have told you what love
saving faith begets in the hearts of true Christians towards GOD, the creatures,
the godly, themselves, and to others. I have stayed the longer upon the point,
because many, when they hear of faith working by love,
presently apprehend it to be no more but relieving the poor. When they are
taught that they must join good works to their faith, they presently think that
only alms-deeds are meant. Whereas, if a man should feed the poor with all his
goods, 1 Cor. 13: and yet want a true-hearted and
zealous love to GOD, his Word, his ministers, his servants, his sacraments,
his sabbaths, his kingdom, and his coming, it would
profit him nothing. If a man were never so glorious for his alms-deeds, and
should not have a due respect to all the duties, both towards God and man,
enjoined by the commandments, they would stand him in no stead at the day of
trial.
Alms-deeds, indeed, are good and
necessary, and strictly commanded of GOD, Eccles. 11: 1, Hcb. 13: 16; most pleasing unto him, Isaiah Iviii. 5, 6, 7; and highly rewarded by
him, Prov. xix. 17, Luke 16: 9. if they be our
own, lawfully come by, given with a heart purged by faith from an evil
conscience, and dead works; with spiritual discretion in preferring the saints
in all favors and furtherances, with seasonableness,
compassion, and cheerfulness, they are a precious seed sown upon earth, the crop
whereof shall be reaped in the heavens. But if an holy flame of love to GOD,
his honor, truth, and service; to all good things, godly exercises, and true
Christians, be not first kindled in the heart, by the sanctifying Spirit; if
there be not a respect to all God's commandments, a delight in all holy
duties, and hatred to all sins; all our alms-deeds, all our good works, are
unto ourselves utterly unprofitable. These ought to be done proportionably
to our ability, and the other graces to be possessed in sincerity, if we look
for salvation. A good man must not only apply his hand, but principally his
heart to the exercise of well-doing. There: is the royal seat of Divine love,
and the holy offspring of a fruitful faith, which giveth
life to all good actions. Besides the confutation of a common error, this
serves to comfort poor Christians, to whom this hard world denieth
wealth. For love, (the fairest and loveliest issue of a saving faith,) is not
placed in the purse, but planted in the heart.
Can you mourn with distressed
Christians, and unfeignedly sorrow for their griefs? Can you speak comfortably unto an afflicted
conscience, and refresh a broken and bruised spirit? Can you pray heartily for
the conversion of thy most implacable enemy? Dost you labor upon all occasions,
by instructions, admonitions, and seasonable reproofs, to draw others out of
their ignorance and sins, to saving knowledge, and into the ways of God? Why
then you art very rich and glorious in alms-deeds, for so you doest good to the
souls of thy brethren; one of which is of far more worth than the bodies of all
men living. You enrichest thy brother with heavenly
treasures, which are much more precious than any relief conferred upon the
body; the very schoolmen being witnesses:
"Consule, castiga, solare, remitte, fer, ora;"
is better than,
" Visito, poto,
cibo, redimo, tego, colligo, condo."
Durand. 1: 4: d. 15. q. 7.
To conclude this point, true faith
does ever in the first place kindle in the heart a zealous love to GOD, and all
godliness; then to our own souls, whereby we are stirred up to furnish them
with all saving graces; then to the souls of our brethren, that they may be
brought to ever-lasting happiness; then to their bodies and lives, that we may
refresh and relieve them according to their wants, as the Lord shall make us
able; after to all creatures, as we shall see and observe, the power, wisdom,
and glory of our gracious God to shine in them.
7. Seventhly, The conflict between
the Spirit and the flesh, is a notable mark of saving
faith. Unsanctified men are for the most part mere strangers to troubles of
conscience. SATAN keeps them in his chains, without any great noise or stir,
without any controlment or contradiction. But if
once this strong man be dispossessed of his holds, by the Spirit of the Lord JESUS, and the power of faith, then begins this sore and
lasting combat between the flesh and the Spirit.
But lest you deceive yourselves in
this mark, you must know, that there may be many inward
tumults, even in a profane and unregenerate man. There may be a combat in him,
1. Between reason and affection. Reason many times may
distaste that which affection cdoes furiously urge
upon him. 2. Between natural conscience, and natural
passions. 3. Between a desire of preserving his
reputation, and a delight in some infamous sin. 4. Between
the fear of vengeance from above, and a purpose to continue in the pleasures of
sin. 5. Between a purpose to live the life of the wicked, and a desire to u die the death of the righteous." Besides such conflicts
as these, in unregenerate men, the best of them may, moreover, 6. By the aid of
the Spirit, strive against all outward sins for a time, and some gross sins all
their life long. But this is not that conflict between the flesh and the
Spirit, which I make a mark of a justified man. This, in the child of GOD, is
fierce, universal, and constant.’ It is not playing a prize for reputation, but
for life and death. It is not for the displanting of
one sin, or two, but for the utter dethroning of all sin. The Spirit in this
fight is ever so far victorious, that it suffers not the flesh to reign. It
will admit of no parley, take no truce, nor listen to
any terms of capitulation; but is still sweating and toiling, and in blood to
the knees, for the cause of heaven, and in the quarrel of salvation. And if it
cannot so subdue the flesh as it should, and does earnestly desire, it mourns
and grieves, and buckles faster -unto itself the whole Christian armour: so that ever, at length, God gives a comfortable
issue in this Christian combat, and most certain victory. If it be so then,
that you feel the combat between the flesh and the Spirit within thee; and
after that combat, comfort by the victory of the Spirit over the flesh; then
assuredly faith has gone before, God himself is the man of war, and the Spirit
of the Lord JESUS has destroyed the power of darkness within
thee.
8. Eighthly, The spirit
of prayer cdoes ever accompany faith. The most
unlearned, if the Lord enlighten his conscience by the
law, and affect his heart with a true taste of heavenly sweetness, will find
words to express the wants and grievances of his hungry and humbled soul. For the Spirit of God giveth utterance,
opens the lips, and unties the strings both of heart and tongue, to all those
whom he sanctifies by saving faith, and endues with a sight and sense of sin.
As for
unregenerate men, 1. Some are so sottishly
ignorant in all matters of heaven, and so senseless of their sinful and
accursed state, that they never pray at all; never utter a groan, or word unto
GOD, either for the removal of any corruption, or supply of any grace. In a
cold, formal fashion their bodies may be present at public prayer, but they
cannot remember the day when ever they poured out their souls in private,
before the throne of grace, or with their families. 2. Others there are, who
are men of great understanding for worldly businesses,
and able to discourse largely of other matters; and yet they have not the
wisdom to contrive, or the tongue to deliver two or three sentences in feeling
and seasonable prayer. They cannot, for their lives, hold out a quarter of an
hour in laying open their spiritual estate before God. They use sometimes to
cry out, "Lord, have mercy upon us! God be
thanked for all his blessings!" But as for longer prayer, they think not
of it. Miserable men! it is only the want of the
feeling of your sins, which makes you want words to pour out your souls unto
God. 3. Some others there are, poor, ignorant souls, that evening and morning
post over the Lord's prayer, the creed, and perhaps
the ten commandments; thinking that is a sufficient seeking unto God. But
alas! this is but only lip-labor, and lost labor. 4.
Others there are, who in extremities fall to their
prayers, like the mariners with Jonas, ch. 1: 5. But
if once the storm be overblown, they are as profane and prayerless
as they were before. 5. Others, a kind of outside Christians, lest they should
be thought stark Atheists, are content for the most part to suffer prayers to
be read evening and morning in their houses; especially upon good days, and
when they are not too full of worldly business. But this holy business is
performed with such irreverence, coldness, and indevotion, that it may
plainly appear the spirit of prayer is not in their houses, nor the power of
grace in their hearts.
6. Lastly,
some unsanctified men there are who deceive even the true Christians in this
point. They are, 1. Such as either have been brought up amongst good Christians,
and so, by often hearing and observing others, and being sometimes put into
practice themselves, grow into a habit of praying, though it be but by rote. Or, 2. They may be formal professors, who, while their joy
is in the Word, may sometimes make a fair show this way. And, most of all, some
ministers may deceive in this point even the best discerning persons for a
time. For by reading books, and imitating those who are truly zealous in
prayer, they may furnish themselves with a method of prayer, and may give life
to it in the delivery. These may seem outwardly more fervent in prayer than
some of God's faithful servants. Now, lest we be deceived in this point, let
us conceive three kinds of fervency in prayer. 1. A natural fervency. Some men,
out of a quick constitution, deliver things with much heat, life, and passion.
2. An artificial fervency; when men by art learn to animate their words with
pleasing, fit and moving action. 3. Spiritual fervency; when a sacred flame is
kindled in the heart by God's sanctifying Spirit, whereby a man does feelingly
and powerfully throw out the longings of his heart. This last is peculiar to
the Christian; the other may be found in unsanctified men.
There may also be conceived three
kinds of coldness in prayer: 1. Of discretion; out of
which a man may be soft and sober in speech, but weighty in his actions, and
powerful in his exhortations. 2. Of complexion; when a man, sanctified and
zealous in heart, and yet, by reason of natural indisposition, cannot express
himself outwardly with half that zeal and fervency as he cdoes
desire. 3. Of ungraciousness; when a man's soul is so frozen in the dregs of
sin, that he is possest with deadness and drowsiness
of spirit. Now, certain it is that some unregenerate men, by the aid of
natural and artificial fervency, may carry a fairer show of zeal in the
delivery of their prayer than some sanctified men, who by their natural
indisposition are hindered from expressing outwardly the holy heat that lies
hid in their hearts. Thus far, and in these cases, the state of unregereration does commonly partake of prayer. But that
holy grace and powerful spirit of prayer which ever follows saving faith, and
(does sweetly sustain the hearts of all God's children, in the greatest
distresses, is another kind of matter.
True Christians do not only make
conscience of prayer in public, and in their private families, but they have
also many earnest groanings, many dear and precious
conferences, much comfortable communication with God
in secret. Nay, and besides their devotion at public prayer, their care in
praying with their families, and their zeal in private prayer between God and
themselves, even in company, Neh. 2: 4, and amidst
the affairs of their calling, they have many sudden and fervent ejaculations
upon every stirring of sin, and lesser aberration in their thoughts, words, or
carriages. They have many broken sighs and spiritual sallies darted out
suddenly, and born of the present occasion, whereby, with an invisible fervency,
they repel the hasty assaults of many sudden temptations, abominate many
fearful thoughts starting up in their hearts before they be aware; which, for
their horribleness and hatefulness, they are ashamed to utter to others. They
have many sudden and invisible liftings up of the
heart in praises and thankfulness, upon the receipt of every blessing and
mercy; even for comfortable thoughts, which come into their own hearts; for graciousspeeches, which proceed from others; for many
remark-able passages of God's providence; and blessings in their business and
affairs of their calling.
Now to these two latter branches of
prayer, to wit, in secret between God and a man's self, with many zealous wrestlings and holy importunities, for removal of corruptions,
and supply of grace; and within a man's own heart, abroad, in company, or
amidst his business, as occasion and necessity is offered;—I say, to those two
practices of prayer, in a feeling and a fruitful manner, unregenerate men are
mere strangers. It may be they may have, now and then, at solemn times, in set
places, (perhaps upon superstitious occasions,) certain short, formal wishes,
but they are heartless and cold; the offsprings of
some custom, not of zeal and feeling. It may be, now and then, they may catch a
prayer-book into their hands, when they have nothing else to do; when some
cross is upon their family; when the time is coming for the sacrament, and may
hurry over certain prayers; but to do this with inward feeling, or to pour out
the soul before GOD, with a true sense of spiritual wants, is above their
ordinary reach. Or, if they should set upon this holy duty of private prayer,
they could not possibly continue: " for either
praying will make a man leave sinning, or sinning will make him leave
praying."
But the child
of God is much conversant in private prayer. His heart would even burst for
heaviness, amidst his variety of trials, were it not still revived, sustained, and refreshed by an hearty and holy conference with God. There is not a
Christian but he is now and then raged against by the world, roared at by
SATAN, and railed upon by profane men. Now in this and the like cases recourse
unto God by prayer cdoes ease
his heart with joy unspeakable. He is there satisfied by heavenly inspirations;
(for heavenly inspiration from above, and our hearty groans and holy desires
ascending up are as so many angels of intercourse between God and us;) I say, he is there assured that all his sufferings and
wrongs for
CHRIST's sake, add weight and glory to his crown of life;. and