HEAVEN UPON EARTH;
OR,
OF TRUE PEACE OF MIND.
SECT. I-Censure of Philosophers.
WHEN I had
studiously a'ead over the writings of some wise heathens, I must confess, I
found a little envy and pity. I envied nature in them, to see her so witty in
devising such plausible refuges for doubting and troubled minds: I pitied
them, to see that their careful disquisition led them in the end but to mere
unquietness. If Seneca could have had grace to his wit, what wondors would he
have done in` this kind? As he was, this he gained: never any heathen wrote
more divinely: never any philosopher more probably. Neither would I ever desire
a better master, if to this purpose I needed no other mistress than nature. But
this in truth is a task, which nature has never without presumption undertaken,
and never performed without much imperfection. And if she could have effected
it alone, I know not what employment she could have left for grace, nor what
privilege it could have been here below to be a Christian, since this that we
seek is the noblest work of the soul; the sum of all human desires; which when
we have attained, then only we begin to live, and are sure that we cannot
thenceforth live mis, rably. No marvel then if all the heathen have diligently
sought after it, many wrote of it, none attained it. Not Athens must teach this lesson, but Jerusalem.
SECT. 2
What Tranquility is, and wherein
it consists.
YET
something grace scorneth not to learn of nature, as Moses may take good counsel
of a Midianite. Nature has ever had more skill in the end, than in the way to
it; and whether she has discoursed of the good estate of the mind, which we
call Tranquility, or the best, which is Happiness, has more happily guessed at
the general definition of them, than at the means to attain them. She teacheth
us, therefore, that the tranquility of the mind is, as of the sea and weather,
when no wind stirreth, when the waves do not tumultuously rise and fall upon
each other; but when the face both of the heaven and waters is still, fair, and
equable. And this composedness of mind we require; not for some short fits, but
with the condition of perpetuity. So then the calm mind must be settled in an
habitual rest; not then firm when there is nothing to shake it, but then least
shaken, when, it is most assailed.
SECT. 3
Insufficiency of Human Precepts.
WHENCE
easily appears how vainly true peace of mind has been sought either in such a
constant state of outward things, as should give no distaste to it, while all
earthly things vary with the weather, and have no stay but in uncertainty, or
in the natural temper of the soul, so ordered by human wisdom, as that it
should not be affected with any events, since that cannot by natural power be
kept the same; but one while is cheerful; another while drowsy, dull, or
comfortless. In both which, since the wisest philosophers have grounded all the
rules of their tranquility, it is plain they saw it afar, off, as they did
heaven itself, with desire and admiration, but knew not the way to it.
Whereupon, alas, how slight and impotent are the remedies they prescribe for
unquietness! Seneca's rules are these: " We should ever be employing
ourselves in some public affairs, choosing our business according to our
inclination, and prosecuting what we have chosen: wherewith being at last
cloyed, we should retire to private studies: that in respect of patrimony, we
should be but carelessly affected, so drawing it in as it may be least for
show, most for use; removing all pomp, bridling our hopes, cutting off superfluities;
for crosses, to consider that custpm will abate them; that the best things are
but chains and burdens to those that have them; that the worst things have some
mixture of comfort. Next he advises a man to account himself as a tenant at
will: to fore-imagine the worst in all casual matters: to avoid all idle and
impertinent businesses; not to fix ourselves upon any one state, so as to be
impatient of a change.; to call back the mind from outward things, and draw it
home into itself: to laugh at others' misdemeanors: not to depend upon others'
opinions, but to stand upon our own bottoms: to make much of ourselves,
cheering up our spirits with variety of recreations, with plenty of meat and
drink, and all other bodily indulgences." All these in their kinds please
well, but are unable to effect that for which they are propounded. Nature
teacheth thee all these should be done; she cannot teach thee to do them: and
yet do all these and no more, let me never have rest if you have it. For
neither are here the greatest enemies of our peace so much as descried afar
off, nor are those that are noted hereby so prevented, that we can promise
ourselves any security. Whoso, thus only instructed, challenges all sinister
events, is like to some skilful fencer who stands- upon his usual wards, and
plays well; but if there come an unwonted blow, is put beside the rules of his
art, and with much shame overtaken: and for those that are known, believe me, the
mind of man is too weak to bear it out. It must be, it can be none but a Divine
power, that can uphold the mind against the rage of great afflictions; and yet
the greatest crosses are not the greatest enemies to inward peace. Let us
therefore look up above ourselves, and from the rules of an higher art, supply
the defects of natural wisdom, giving such infallible directions for
tranquility, that whosoever shall follow, cannot but live sweetly. To which
purpose it shall be requisite, first to remove all causes of unquietness, and
then to set down the grounds of our happy rest.
SECT. 4
Enemies of inward Peace divided
into their Banks.
I FIND two
universal enemies of tranquility; conscience of evil done, sense or fear of
evil suffered, or to be suffered. The former in one word, we call sins; the
latter, crosses. The first of these must be taken away, the second duly
tempered ere the heart can be at rest. For first, how can that man be at peace,
that is at variance with God and himself? How should peace be God's gift, if it
could be without him, if it could be against him? Sin is a perpetual make-bate
between God and man, between a man and himself. And this enmity, though it do
not continually skew itself for the conscience is not always clamorous, yet
does evermore work secret unquietness to the heart. The guilty man may have a
seeming truce, a true peace he cannot have. Alas, what avails it to seek
outward reliefs, when you has thine executioner within thee? If you couldst
shift from thyself, you might have some hope of ease; you shall never want
furies so long as you has thyself. Yea, what if you wouldst run from thyself?
Thy soul may fly from thy body, thy conscience will not fly from thy soul, nor
thy sin from thy conscience. Some men indeed, in the bitterness of these pangs
of sin, have leaped out of this private hell that is in themselves, into the
common pit, choosing to venture upon the future pains they feared, rather than
to endure the present horrors they felt: wherein what have they gained, but to
that hell which was within them, a second hell without? The conscience leaves
not where the fiends begin, but both join together in torture. But there are
some firm and obdurate foreheads, whose resolution can laugh their sin out of
countenance. Believest you that such a man's heart laughs with his face?~ Will
not he dare to be an hypocrite, that durst be a villain? Knows you not that
there are those who count it no shame to sin, yet count it a shame to be
checked with remorse, especially so as others' eyes may descry? To whom
repentance seems base-mindedness, unworthy of him that professes valor. Such a
man can grieve when none sees it, but himself can laugh when others see it.
Assure thyself that man's heart bleedeth, when his face counterfeits a smile.
Or, if perhaps custom has bred carelessness in him, as usual’whipping makes the
chi',d not care for the rod, yet an,unwonted extremity of the blow shall fetch
blood of the soul, and make the back that is most hardened, sensible of smart.
And the further the blow is fetched through intermission of remorse, the harder
it must needs alight. Therefore, I may confidently tell the careless sinner, as
that bold tragedian said to Pompey, " The time shall come wherein you
shall fetch deep sighs, and therefore shall sorrow desperately, because you
sorrowedst not sooner."
SECT. 5
The Remedy of an unquiet
Conscience.
THERE can
be therefore no peace without reconciliation; you can not be friends with
thyself, till with God. For thy conscience, which is thy best friend while you
sinnest not, like an honest servant, takes his master's part against thee, when
you have sinned. There can be no reconciliation without remission. God can
neither forget the injury of sin, nor dissemble hatred. There can be no remission
without satisfaction; neither dealeth God with us, as we men with some
desperate debtors, whom we altogether let go for disability, or at least dismiss
them upon an easy composition. All sins are debts; all God's debts must be
discharged. It is a bold word, but a true one; God could not be just, if any of
his debts should pass unsatisfied. The conceit of the profane vulgar makes him
a God of all mercies; and thereupon hopes for pardon without payment. Fond and
ignorant presumption, to disjoin mercy and justice in him in whom they are both
essential; to make mercy exceed justice in him, in whom both are infinite.
Darest you hope God can be so kind to thee, as to be unjust to himself? God
will be just. Go you on to presume and perish. There can be no satisfaction by
any recompense of ours. An infinite justice is offended, an infinite punishment
is deserved by every sin, and every man's sins are as near to infinite, as
number can make them. Our best endeavor is finite, imperfect, and faulty. If it
could be perfect, we owe it all at present; what we are bound to do at present,
cannot make amends for what we have done in time past. And where shall we then
find a payment of infinite value, but in him who is only and all infinite? The
dignity of whose person being infinite, gave such worth to his satisfaction,
that what he suffered in a short time, was proportionable to what we should
have suffered beyond all times. He did all, suffered all, payed all, for us.
Where
shall I begin to wonder at thee, O you Divine eternal peace-maker, the Savior
of men, the Anointed of GOD, Mediator between God and man, in whom there is
nothing which does not exceed, not only the conception, but the very wonder of
angels, who saw thee in thy humiliation with silence, and adore thee in thy
glory with perpetual praises! You wast for ever of thyself, as God; of the
Father, as the Son; the eternal Son of an eternal.Father; riot later in being,
not less in dignity, nor other in substance. Begotten without diminution of him
that begot thee, while he communicated that wholly to thee, which he retained
wholly in himself, because both were infinite without inequality of nature,
without division of essence; when being in this state, thine infinite love and
mercy to desperate mankind, caused thee, O Savior, to empty thyself of thy
glory, that you might put on our shame and misery. Wherefore, not ceasing to be
GOD, you didst begin to be man; to the end that you might be a perfect.
Mediator between God and man, who wast both in one person; GOD, that you might
satisfy; man, that you might suffer: that since man had sinned, and God was
offended, You, who vast God and man, might satisfy God for man. None but
thyself, who art the Eternal Word, can express the depth of this mystery, that
God should be clothed with flesh, come down to men, and become man, that man
might be exalted into the highest heavens; and that our nature might be taken
into the fellowship of the Deity. That he, to whom all powers in heaven bowed,
and thought it their honor to be serviceable, should come down to be a servant
to his slaves, a ransom for his enemies; together with our nature taking up our
infirmities, our shame, our torments, and bearing our sins without sin. That
You, whom the heavens were too strait to contain, should lay thyself in an
obscure manger! You, who wast attended of angels, should be derided of men,
rejected of thine own, persecuted by tyrants, tempted with devils, betrayed of
thy servant, crucified among thieves, and, (which is worse than all these,) for
the time as forsaken of thy Father! That You, whom our sins had pierced, should
for our sins, both sweat drops of blood in the garden, and pour out streams of
blood upon the cross! O the invaluable purchase of our peace! O ransom enough
for more worlds You, who wast in the council of thy Father, the Lamb slain from
the beginning of time, tamest now infulness of time to be slain by man, for
man; being at once the sacrifice offered, the priest that did offer, and the
God to whom it was offered. How graciously didst you proclaim our peace, as a
prophet in the time of thy life upon earth, and purchase it by thy blood as a
priest at thy death, and now confirmest and appliest it as a king in heaven! By
thee only it was procured, by thee it is proffered. O mercy without example,
without measure! God offers peace to man, the holy seeks to the unjust, the
potter to the clay, the king to the traitor. We are unworthy that we should be
received to peace though we desired it; what are we then that we should have
peace offered for the receiving? An easy condition of so great a benefit: he
requires us not to earn it, but to accept it of him. What could he give more?
What could he require less of us?
SECT. 6.
Peace offered must be received by
Faith.
THE
purchase therefore was paid at once, yet must be severally reckoned to every
soul whom it shall benefit. If we have not an hand to take what CHRIST's hand
does either hold or offer, what is sufficient in him, cannot be effectual to
us. The spiritual hand, whereby we apprehend the sweet offer of our Savior, is
Faith, which, in short, is no other than an affiance in the Mediator. Receive
peace, and be happy: believe, and you have received. Thus it is that we have
an interest in all that God has promised, or CHRIST has performed. Thus have we
from God both forgiveness and love, the ground of all, whether peace or glory.
Thus, of enemies, we become more than friends, sons: and as sons, may both
expect and challenge not only careful provision and safe protection on earth,
but an everlasting patrimony in heaven. This field is so spacious, that it were
easy for a man to lose himself in it. And if I should spend all my pilgrimage
in this walk, my time would sooner end than my way.
Behold
now, after we have sought heaven and earth, where only the wearied dove may
find an olive of peace. The apprehending of this all-sufficient satisfaction,
makes it ours. Upon our satisfaction, we have remission; upon remission,
follows reconciliation; upon our reconciliation, peace. When therefore thy
conscience shall arrest thee upon God's debt, let thy only plea be, "That
CHRIST has already paid it:- bring forth that bloody acquittance sealed to thee
from heaven upon thy true faith, straightway you shall see the fierce and
terrible look of thy conscience changed into friendly smiles; and that rough
and violent hand, that was ready to drag thee to prison, shall now lovingly
embrace thee, and fight for thee against all the wrongful attempts of any
spiritual adversary.
O heavenly
peace, and more than peace, friendship! whereby alone we are leagued with
ourselves, and God with us, which, whoever wants, he shall find a sad remembrance
in the midst of his dissembled jollity. O pleasure, worthy to be pitied, and
laughter, worthy of tears, that is without this! Ah! fool, thy soul festereth
within, and is affected so much more dangerously, by how much less it
appeareth. You may amuse thyself with variety, you can not ease thee. Sin owes
thee a spite, and will pay it thee, perhaps when you art in worse case to
sustain it. This flitting does but provide for a further violence at last.
I have
seen a little stream of no noise, which upon its stoppage has swelled up, till
with a loud gush, it has borne down whatsoever has stopped it. Thy death-bed
shall smart for these wilful adjournings of repentance; whereon how many have
we heard raving of their old neglected sins, and fearfully despairing when they
have had most need of comfort? In sum, there is no way but this: thy conscience
must have either satisfaction or torment. Discharge thy sin betimes, and be at
peace.
SECT. 7
Solicitation of Sin remedied.
NEITHER
can it suffice for peace, to have crossed the old scroll of our sins, if we
prevent not the future; yea, the present importunity of temptation, breeds unquietness.
Sin, where it has had power and prevailed, if, it be not strongly repelled,
does nearly as much vex us with soliciting us, as with our yielding. Suitors
are drawn on with an easy repulse; counting that as half granted, which is but
faintly denied. Peremptory answers can only put sin out of heart for any second
attempts. It is ever impudent when it meets not with a bold heart; hoping to
prevail by wearying us, and wearying us by entreaties. Let all suggestions
therefore find thee resolute; so shall thy soul find itself at rest; for as
the devil, so sin, his natural brood, flies away with resistance. To which
purpose, all our disordered affections, which are the secret factors of sin and
SATAN, must be restrained by a strong and yet temperate command of reason and
religion. Reason alone is too weak: only Christianity has this power; which,
with our second birth, gives us a new nature: so that, if excess of passions be
natural to us as men, the order of them is natural to us as Christians. Reason
bids the angry man say over his alphabet ere he give his answer; hoping by this
intermission of time, to gairPthe mitigation of his rage. He was never
throughly angry, that could endure the recital of so many idle letters.
Christianity gives not rules, but power to avoid this short madness.
It was a
wise speech that is reported of our best and last cardinal; who when a skilful
astrologer, upon the calculation of his nativity, had foretold his future
state, answered, " Such perhaps I was born, but since that time, I have
been born again, and my second nature has crossed my first." The power of
nature is a good plea for those that acknowledge nothing above nature. But for
a Christian to excuse his intemperateness by his natural inclination, and to
say, " I was born choleric," is an apology worse than the fault.
Wherefore serves religion, but to subdue nature? We are so much Christians, as
we can rule ourselves; the rest is but form and speculation. The unregenerate
mind is not capable of this, and therefore through the continual mutinies of
passion, cannot but be subject to perpetual unquietness. There is neither
remedy nor hope in this state. But the Christian soul, by only looking up to
CHRIST, cureth the burning venom of these fiery serpents that lurk within him a
Mast you nothing but nature? Look for no peace. God is not prodigal to cast
away his best blessings on so unworthy subjects. Art you a Christian? Do but
remember the faith; and then, if you darest, if you can; yield to the excess
of passion.
SECT 8.
The second main Enemy to Peace,
Crosses.
THUS far
of the most dangerous enemy of our peace; which if we have once mastered, the
other field shall be fought and won with less blood. Crosses disquiet us;
either in their present feeling, or their expectation; both of them, when they
meet with weak minds, so extremely distempering then, that the patient for the
time is not himself. How many, weary of their pain, weary of their lives, have,
made their own hands their executioners? How many, meeting with a head-strong
grief, have been carried quite out of their senses? How many millions rub out
their lives in perpetual discontent, therefore, living because they cannot yet
die? If there could be any human receipt prescribed to avoid evils, it would be
purchased at an high rate but it is impossible that earth should redress that
which is sent from heaven: and if it could be done, even the want of miseries
would prove miserable: for the mind would grow a burden to itself. Summer is
the sweetest season, yet, if it were not received with interchanges of cold
frosts and piercing" winds, who could live? Summer would be no summer, if
winter did not both lead it in, and follow it. We may not therefore hope or
strive io escape all crosses; some we may. What you can, flee from; what you
can not, allay and mitigate. In crosses universally, let this be thy rule, Make
thyself none, escape some, bear the rest, sweeten all.
SECT 9
Of Crosses that arise from
Conceit.
APPREHENSION
gives life to crosses; and most are as they are taken. I have seen many who
have framed themselves crosses out of imagination, and have found that
insupportable for weight which in truth never existed: others again laughing
out heavy afflictions, for which they were bemoaned of the beholders. One
receives a deadly wound, and looks not so much as pale at the smart. Greenham,
that saint of ours, (whom it cannot disparage that he was reserved for our
loose age,) can he quietly upon the form, looking for the surgeon's knife,
binding himself as fast with a resolved patience as others with the strongest
cords, abiding his flesh carved, and his bowels rifled, and not stirring more
than if he felt not; while others tremble to expect, and shrink to feel but the
pricking of a vein. There can be no remedy for imaginary crosses but wisdom,
which will teach us to esteem all events as they are; like a true glass, representing
all things to our minds in their due proportion. So that crosses may not seem
to be which are not, nor little ones seem great and intolerable, give thy mind
good counsel, thine. ear to thy friend, and these fantastical evils shall
vanish away.
SECT 10
Of true and real Crosses.
IT were
idle advice, to bid men avoid evils. Nature has taught this, even to brute
creatures: and self-love, making the best advantage of reason, will easily make
us wise. It is more worth our labor, since our life is so open to calamities,
to teach men to bear what evils they cannot avoid. Wherein it is hardly
credible how much good resolution will avail us. I have seen one man, by the
help of a little engine, lift up that weight alone, which forty bands, by their
clear strength, might have endeavored to do in vain. We live here in an ocean
of troubles, wherein we can see no firm land; one wave falling upon another. So
many good things as we have, so many evils arise from their privation; besides
no fewer real and positive evils that afflict us. If I were to prescribe
receipts to every particular cross, I doubt whether a life would not be too
little to write, and but enough to read them.
SECT 11
The fast Remedy of Crosses before
they come.
THE same
medicines cannot help all diseases of the body; of the soul they may. In the
first whereof, I would prescribe expectation, that either killeth or abateth
evils. Evils will come never the sooner because you lookest for them, but they
will come the easier. It is a labor well lost, if they come not; and well
bestowed, if they do come. We are sure the worst may come, why should we be
secure that it will not? Suddenness finds weak minds secure, makes them
miserable, leaves them desperate. If you wilt not therefore be oppressed with,
evils, expect and exercise. Expect the evils themselves; yea, exercise thyself
in expectation: so while the mind pleases itself in thinking, "Yet I am
not thus," it prepareth itself against, "It may be so."
SECT 12
The next Remedy of Crosses, when
they are come, from their Author.
NEITHER
does it a little blunt the edge of evils, to consider that they come from a
Divine hand, whose almighty power is guided by a most wise providence, and
tempered with a fatherly love. Even the savage creatures will be smitten by
their keeper, and repine not; if by a stranger, they tear him in pieces. He
strikes me that made me, that moderates the world: why struggle I with him? why
with myself? Am I a fool,. or a rebel? A fool, if I be ignorant whence my
crosses come: a rebel, if I know it, and be impatient. My sufferings are from a
GOD, from my God; he has sent me every dram of sorrow that I now feel: Thus
much shall you abide, and here shall thy miseries be stinted. All worldly helps
cannot abate them; all the powers of hell cannot add one scruple to their
weight. I must therefore either blaspheme God in my heart, detracting from his
infinite justice, wisdom, power, mercy, which all shall stand inviolable, when
millions of such worms as I am are gone to dust; or else confess that I ought
to be patient. And if I profess I should be what II am not, I bewray miserable
impotency. But (as impatience is full of excuse,) it says, "It was thine
own rash improvidence, or the spite of thine enemy, that impoverished, that
defamed thee." " It was the malignity of some unwholesome dish, or
some gross, corrupt air, that has distempered thee." Whydost thoubiteat
the stone, which could never havehurt thee, but from the hand that threw it? If
I wound thee, what matters it, whether with my own sword, or thine, or
another's? God strikes some immediately from heaven with his own arm, or with
the arm of angels others he buffets with their own hands; some by the revenging
sword of an enemy; others with the fist of his dumb creatures. God strikes in
all; his hand moves theirs. If you see it not, blame thy carnal eyes. Why dost
you censure the instrument, while you knows the Agent? Even the dying thief
pardons the executioner, while he exclaims on the unjust judge, or his
malicious accusers. Either then blame the first Mover, or discharge the means:
which as they could not have touched thee but as from him; so from him they have
afflicted thee justly; wrongfully perhaps in themselves.
SECT. 13
The third Antidote on Crosses.
BUT
neither seems it enough to be patient in crosses, if we are not thankful also.
Good things challenge more than bare contentment. Crosses, (unjustly termed
evils,) as they are sent of Him that is all goodness, so they are sent for
good. What greater good can be to the diseased man, than fit and proper physic
to cure him? Crosses are the only medicines of sick minds. Thy sound body
carries within it a sick soul; you feelest it not perhaps so much more art you
sick, and so much more dangerously. It is a rare soul that has not some
notable disease: only crosses are thy remedies. What if they be unpleasant?
they are physic. It is enough if they be wholesome. Not the pleasant taste, but
the secret virtue commends medicines. If they cure thee, they shall please
thee, even in displeasing; or else you loves thy palate above thy soul. What
madness is this? When you complainest of a bodily disease, you sendest to the
physician, that he may send thee not savoury, but wholesome potions: you
receivest them, in spite of thine abhorring stomach, and withal both thankest
and rewardest the physician. Thy soul is sick; thy heavenly Physician sees it,
and pities thee ere you pity thyself;, and unsent to, sends thee not a
plausible, but a sovereign remedy. You loathest the savour, and rather wilt
hazard thy life, than offered thy palate; and instead of thanks, repinest at,
revilest the physician.
How comes
it, that we love ourselves so little, (if at; least we count our souls the
best, or any part,) as that we had rather undergo death than pain; choosing
rather willful sickness than a harsh remedy? Surely we men are mere fouls in
the estimating of our own good. Like children, our choice is led altogether by
chew; no whit by substance. We cry after every well-looking toy, and put from
us solid proffers of good things. The wise Arbitrator of all things sees our
folly, and corrects it, withholding our idle desires, and forcing upon us the
sound good we refuse. It is a second folly in us, if we thank him not. The
foolish babe cries for his father's bright knife, or gilded pills. The wiser
father knows they can but hurt him; and therefore withholds them, after all his
tears. The child thinks he is used unkindly. Every wise man, and himself at
more years, can say, “ It was but childish folly in desiring it, in complaining
that he missed it." The loss of wealth, friends, health, is sometimes
gain to us. Thy body, thy estate is worse; thy soul is better: why complainest
thou?
Sect. 14
The Remedy of the last and
greatest Preach of Peace, arising from Death.
WHEN even
the great adversary, death, like a proud giant, comes stalking out in his
fearful shape, and insults over our frail mortality; while a host of worldlings
flee for fear, the true Christian (armed with confidence of future happiness,)
dares boldly encounter him, and can wound him in the forehead; and trampling
upon him, can cut off his head with his own sword, and victoriously returning,
sing in triumph, `O death, where is thy sting?' An happy victory! we die, and
are not foiled; yea, we are conquerors in dying: we could not overcome death,
if we died not. That dissolution is well bestowed, that parts the soul from the
body, that _it may unite both to God.
How
advantageous is that death that determines this false and dying life, and
begins a true one, above all the titles of happiness! The epicure dares not
die, for fear of not being. The worldling dares not die, for fear of being
miserable. The half Christian dares not die, because he knows not whether he
shall be miserable, or not be at all. The real Christian dares, and would die,
because he knows` he shall be happy; and looking towards heaven, (the place of
his rest,) can unfeignedly say, I desire to be dissolved: I see thee, my home,
(a sweet and glorious home, after a weary pilgrimage!) I see thee; and now,
after many lingering hopes, I aspire to thee. How oft have I looked up at thee
with ravishment of soul! and by the goodly beams that I have seen, guessed at
the glory that is above them! How oft have I scorned these dead pleasures of
earth, in comparison of thine! I come now to possess you: I come through pain
and death; yea, if hell itself were in the way between you and’me, I would pass
through hell itself to enjoy you. An Italian said, " My death is sharp, my
fame shall be everlasting." The voice of a Roman, not of a Christian.
" My fame shall be eternal!" An idle comfort. My fame shall live; not
my soul live to see it! What will it avail thee to be talked of, while you art
not? Then fame only is precious, when a man lives to enjoy it. The fame that
survives us is useless. Yet even this hope cheered him against the violence of
his death. What good should it do us, that (not our fame,. but) our life, our
glory after death, cannot die? He that has Stephen's eyes to look into heaven,
cannot but have the tongue of the saints, "Come, Lord! how long?"
Such a man, seeing the glory of the end, cannot but contemn the hardness of the
way. But whoso wants those eyes] if he say and swear that he fears not death,
believe him not. If he protest he has this tranquility, and yet fears death,
believe..him not: believe him not, if he say he is not miserable.
SECT. 15
The second Bank of the Enemies of
Peace.
THE former
are enemies on the left hand. There want not some on the right, which, with
less profession of hostility, hurt no less; but are not so easily perceived,
because they distemper the mind; not without some kind of pleasure. Surfeit
kills more than famine. These are the over-desiring of, and over-r joicing in,
these earthly things. He that desires, wants as much as he that has nothing.
Hence are the studies, cares, fears, jealousies, hopes, griefs, envies, wishes,
and a thousand such like things; whereof each is enough to make life troublesome.
One
perhaps is sick for his neighbor's field. What he has is not regarded, for the
want of what he cannot have. Another feeds on crusts, to purchase what he must
leave (perhaps) to a fool; or, (which is ndt much better,) to a prodigal.. One
cares not what attendance he dances at all hours, what vices he sooths, what deformities
he imitates, what servile offices he doth, in hopes to rise. Another is vexed
at the covered head and stiff knee of his inferior; angry that other men think
him not so good as he thinks himself. Another eats his own heart with envy at
the richer furniture and better estate, or more honor of his neighbor; thinking
his own not good, because another has better.
For the
avoiding of all which inconveniences, the mind must be settled in a persuasion
of the worthlessness of these outward things. Let it know that these riches
have made many prouder, none better: that as never man was, so never any wise man
thought himself, better for enjoying them. Would that wise prophet have prayed
as well against riches as poverty? Would so many great men (whereof our little
island has yielded nine crowned kings, while it was held of old by the Saxons,)
after they had continued their life on the throne, have ended it in the cell,
and changed their sceptre for a book, if they could have found as much felicity
in the highest estate, as security in the lowest? I hear Peter and John (the
eldest and dearest apostles,) say, " Gold and silver I have none." I
hear the devil say, "All these will I give thee; and they are mine to
give." Which shall I desire to be in, the state of these saints, or of
that devil? He was a better husband than a philosopher, that first termed
riches goods. And he mended the title well, that called them goods of fortune;
false goods, ascribed to a false patron. There is no fortune to give or guide
riches there is no true goodness in riches to be guided. In sum, who would
account those riches as goods, which hurt the owner, and disquiet others? Which
the worst have; which the best have not; which those that have not, want not;
which those want that have them: which are lost in a night; and a man is not
worse, when he has lost them? It is true of them, that we say of fire and
water, They are good servants, ill masters. Make them thy slaves, they shall be
goods indeed; in use, if I not in nature; good to thyself, good to others by
thee. But if they be thy masters, you have condemned thyself to thine own galleys.
SECT. 16
The second Enemy an the right
hand, Honor.
HONOR,
perhaps, is yet better; such is the confused opinion of those that know little:
but it is hard to define in what point the goodness thereof consisteth. Is it
in high descent of blood? I would think so, if nature were tied by any law to
produce children like their parents.
Either greatness must show some charter, wherein it is privileged with
succession of virtue; or else the goodness of honor cannot consist in blood. Is
it then in the admiration others have conceived of thee, which draws all
dutiful respect from them? O fickle good, that is ever in the keeping of
others! especially of the unstable vulgar, that beast with many heads; whose
divided tongues, as they never agree with each other, so seldom agree long with
themselves. There only is true honor, where blood and virtue meet together.
Rejoice, ye great men, if your blood is ennobled with the virtues and deserts
of your ancestors. This only is yours; this only challengeth respect of your
inferiors. Count it praiseworthy, not that you have, but' that you deserve
honor. Blood may be tainted; the opinion of the vulgar cannot be constant; only
virtue is ever like itself, and wins reverence even of those that hate it.
without which, greatness is as a beacon of vice, to draw men's eyes the more to
behold it: and those that see it, dare loathe it, though they dare not censure
it.
SECT. 17
The Vanity of Pleasure; the third
Enemy on the right Hand.
BUT, if
there be any sorceress upon earth, it is pleasure: which so enchanteth the
minds of men, and worketh the disturbance of our peace with secret delight,
that foolish men think this want of tranquility, happiness. She turneth men
into swine, with such sweet charms, that they would not change their brutish
nature for their former reason. You fool, thy pleasure contents thee how much?
how long? If she have not more befriended thee than ever she did any earthly
favorite; yea, if she have not given thee more than she has herself, thy best
delight has had some mixture of discontent.
See how
that great king, who never had any match for wisdom, scarce ever any superior
for wealth, traversed all this world with diligent inquiry to find out that
goodness of the children of men which they enjoy under the sun; abridging
himself of nothing that either his eyes or his heart could suggest to him: (as
what was it that he could not either know or purchase?) and now coming home to
himself, (after the disquisition of all things,) he complains, "Behold,
all is not only vanity, but vexation." Go then, you wise scholar of
experience, and make a more accurate search for that which he sought, and
missed. Perhaps, somewhere (between the tallest cedars of Lebanon, and the shrubby hyssop upon the
wall,) pleasure shrouded herself, that she could not be descried of him;
whether through ignorance or negligence. Thine insight may be more piercing,
thy success happier. If it were possible for any man to entertain such hopes,
his vain experience could not make him a greater fool: it could but teach him
what he is, and knows not. And yet so imperfect as our pleasures are, they have
their satiety: and as their continuance is not good, so their conclusion is
worse. Look to the end, and see how sudden, how bitter it is.
Sorrow and
repentance are the best end of pleasure; pain is yet worse: but the worst is
despair. If thou miss of the first of these, one of the latter shall find thee;
perhaps both. How much better is it for thee to want a little honey, than to be
swollen up with a venomous sting?
Thus,
then, the mind, being resolved that these earthly things, honor, wealth,
pleasure, are casual, unstable, deceitful, imperfect, dangerous, must learn to
use them without trust, and to want them without grief; thinking still,
"If I have them, I have some benefit with a great charge: if I have them
not, I have much security and ease:" which once obtained, we. cannot fare
amiss in either state: and without which, we cannot but miscarry in both.
SECT. 18
Positive Rules of our Peace.
ALL the
enemies of our inward peace are thus discomfited. Which done, we have enough
to preserve us from misery. But since we seek to live happily, there yet remain
those positive rules, whereby our tranquility may be both had, continued, and
confirmed. In order to this, we must cast our anchor in heaven, while it can
find no hold on earth. All earthly things are full of variableness; and
therefore, having no stay in themselves, can give none to us. He that will have
right
tranquility, must find in himself a sweet fruition of GOD,
and a feeling apprehension of his presence; that, when he finds manifold
occasions of vexation in earthly things, he may find in him such matter of
contentment, that he may pass over all these petty grievances with contempt.
What state
is there wherein this heavenly stay shall not afford me not only peace, but
joy? Am I in prison? or in the hell of prisons; in some dark, low, and desolate
dungeon? Lo, there Algerius, that sweet martyr, finds more light than above;
and pities the darkness of our liberty. We have but a sun to enlighten our
world, which every cloud dimmeth, and hideth from our eyes but the Father of
lights shines into his pit, and the presence of his glorious angels makes that
an heaven to him which the world purposed to be as an hell. What walls can keep
out that infinite Spirit, which fills all things? What darkness can be where
the God of this sun dwells! What sorrow
where he comforts? Am I wandering in banishment? Can I go where God is not?
What sea can divide between him and me? Then would’ I fear exile, if I could be
driven away as well from God as my country. But he alone is a thousand
companions; he alone is a world of friends. That man never knew what it is to
he familiar with GOD, that complains of the want of a home, of friends, of
companions, while God is with him. Am I contemned of the world? It is enough
for me that I am honored of God: of both I cannot. The world would love me
more, if I were less in friendship with God.
I am weak
and diseased: he cannot miscarry, who has his Maker for his physican. Yet my
soul (the better part,) is sound; for that cannot be weak, whose strength God
is. Let me know that God favors me, then I have liberty in prison, home in
banishment, honor in contempt, wealth in losses, health in infirmity, life in
death; and in all these, happiness. And surely, if our perfect fruition of God
be our complete heaven, it must needs be that our thus conversing with him is
the entrance into heaven: which differs from this, not in the kind of it, but
in the degree. For the continuation of which happy society on our part, there
must he a daily renewing of heavenly familiarity, by talking with God in our
secret invocations; by hearing his conference with us; and by mutual
entertainment of each other in the sweet discourses of our daily meditations.
He is a
sullen, unsociable friend, that wants words. The heart that is full of love,
cannot but have a busy tongue. All our talk with God is either suits or thanks.
In them the Christian heart pours out itself to his Maker, and would not change
his privilege for a world. All his wants, all his dislikes are poured into the
bosom of his invisible Friend; who likes us still so much more as we ask more,
as we complain more. Oh, the easy and happy recourse that the poor soul has to
the high throne of heaven! We stay not for the holding out of a golden sceptre,
before which our presence should be presumption and death. No hour is
unseasonable, no person too base, no words too homely, no importunity too great.
We speak familiarly; we are heard, answered, comforted. Another while, God
interchangeably speaks unto us by the secret voice of his Spirit, or by the
audible sound of his Word; we hear, adore, answer him. By both which, the mind
so communicates itself unto GOD, and has God so plentifully communicated unto
it, that hereby it grows to such an habit of heavenliness, as that now it wants
nothing, but dissolution, of full glory.
I HAVE
seldom seen the son of an excellent and famous man excellent; but that an ill
bird has an ill egg, is not rare: children possessing, as the bodily diseases,
so the vices of their parents. Virtue is not propagated, vice_ is; even in
them which have it not reigning in themselves. The grain is sown pure, but
comes up with chaff and husk. Have you a good son? He is God's, not thine. Is
he evil, nothing but his sin is thine. Help by thy prayers and endeavors to
take away that, which you has given him, and to obtain from God that which you
hast, and can not give.
2. These
things are comely and pleasant to see, and worthy of honor from the beholder: A
young saint, an old martyr, a religious soldier, a conscientious statesman, a
great man courteous, a learned man humble, a child understanding the eye of his
parent, a friend not changed with honor, a sick man cheerful, a soul departing
with comfort and assurance.
3. You
shall rarely find a man eminent in sundry faculties of mind, or manual trades.
If his memory be excellent, his fancy is but dull: if his fancy be quick, his
judgment is but shallow: if his judgment be deep, his utterance is harsh; which
also holds no less in the activities of the hand. And if it happen that one
man is qualified with skill in divers trades, and practice this variety, you
will seldom find such one thriving in his state. With spiritual gifts it is
otherwise; which are so
chained together, that he who excels in one, has some
eminency in more, yea, in all. Look upon faith, it is attended with a bevy of
graces. He that believes cannot
but have hope; if hope, patience. He that believes and
hopes, must needs find joy in God: if joy, love of God. He that loves God
cannot but love his brother. His love to God produces piety and care to please,
sorrow for offending, fear to offend. His love to men, fidelity and Christian
beneficence: Vices are seldom single; but virtues go ever in troops. They go
so thick, that sometimes some are hid in the crowd; which yet are, but appear
not. They may be shut out from sight; they cannot be severed from each other.
4. I have
seen the worst natures, and most depraved minds, not affecting all sins: but
still some they have condemned in others and abhorred in themselves. One
exclaims on covetousness, yet he can too well abide riot. Another inveighs
against drunkenness, not caring how cruel he he in oppression. One cannot
endure a
rough disposition, yet gives himself over to uncleanness.
Another hates all wrongs, save wrong to God. One is a civil Atheist, another a
religious usurer, a third an honest drunkard, a fourth a chaste quarreller. I
know not, whether every devil excel in all sins: I am sure some of them have
denomination from some sins more special. Let no man applaud himself for those
sins he wants, but condemn himself for that sin he has. You censurest another
man's sin, he thine; God curseth both.
5 A
Christian in all his ways must have three guides truth, charity, wisdom. Truth
to go before him and wisdom on either hand. If any of the three charity absent,
he walks amiss. I have seen some do hurt by following a truth uncharitably. And
others, while they would salve up an error with love, have failed in their
wisdom, and offended against justice. A charitable untruth, and an uncharitable
truth, and an unwise managing of truth or love, are all to be carefully
avoidetr
by him, that would go with a right foot in the narrow way.
6. A man
must give thanks for what he may not pray for. It has been said of courtiers,
that they must receive injuries, and give thanks. God cannot wrong his, but he
will cross them; those crosses are beneficial; all benefits challenge thanks.
Yet I have read, that God's children have with condition prayed against them,
never for them. In good things, we pray both for them, and their good use: in
evil, for their good use, not themselves; yet we must give thanks for both.
7. He that
takes his full liberty in what he may, shall repent him; how much more in what
he should not? I never read of a Christian that repented him of too little
worldly delight. The surest course I have still found in all earthly pleasures,
is to rise with an appetite, and to be satisfied with a little.
8. There
is a time when kings go not forth to war our spiritual war admits no
intermission: it knows no night, no winter, no peace, no truce. This calls us
not into garrison, where we may have ease and respite, but into pitched fields
continually. We see our enemies in the face always, and are always seen and
assaulted; ever resisting, ever defending, receiving, and returning blows. If
either we be negligent or weary we die. What other hope is there while one
fights, and the other stands still? We can never have safety and peace, but in
glory. There must our resistance be courageous and constant, where both
yielding is death, and all treaties of peace are mortal.
9. In the
choice of companions for our conversation, it is good dealing with men of good
natures: for though grace exerciseth her power in bridling nature, yet, (since
we are still men, at the best,) some swing she will have in the most mortified.
Austerity, sullenness, or strangeness of disposition, and whatsoever qualities
may make a man unsociable, cleave faster to our nature than those which are
absolutely sinful. True Christian love mar be separated from acquaintance, and
acquaintance from ins timacy. These are not qualities to hinder our love, but
our familiarity.
1O. Where
are divers opinions, they may be all false; there can be but one true; and that
one truth oft-times must be fetched by piece-meal out of divers branches of
contrary opinions. For it falls out not seldom, that truth is, through
ignorance or rash vehemency, scattered into sundry parts; and like to a little
silver, melted amongst the ruins of a burnt house, must be searched out from
heaps of much superstitious ashes search of it.
There is much pains in the much skill in finding it; but the value of it
once found, requites the cost of both.
11. Our
sensual hand holds fast whatsoever delight it apprehends; our spiritual hand
easily remits; because appetite is stronger in us than grace; whence it is,
that we so hardly deliver ourselves of earthly pleasures, which we have once
entertained; and with such difficulty, draw ourselves to a constant course of
faith, hope, and spiritual joy, or to the renewed acts of them once
intermitted. Age is naturally weak, and youth vigorous; but in us the old man
is strong; the new faint and feeble. The fault is not in grace, but in us.
Faith does not want strength, but we want faith.
12. God
has, in nature, given every man inclinations to some one particular calling;
which, if he follow, he excells; if he cross, he proves a non-proficient, and
changeable. But all men's natures are equally indisposed to grace, and to the
common vocation of Christianity. We are all born heathens. To do well in the
first, nature must be observed and followed; in the other crossed and overcome.
13. It is
not good to be continual in denunciation of judgment. The noise to which we are
accustomed, though loud, wakes us not; whereas a less, if unusual, stirreth us.
The way to make threatenings contemned, is to make them common. It is a
profitable rod that strikes sparingly, and affrights somewhat oftener than it
smiteth.
14. Want
of use causes disability, and custom perfection. Those that have not used to
pray in their closet, cannot pray in public, except coldly and in a form. He
that discontinues meditation, shall be long in recovering; whereas the man
inured to these exercises who is not dressed till he have prayed, nor has
supped till he have meditated, does both these well, and with ease. He that intermits
good duties, incurs a double loss: of the blessing that~followeth good; of the
faculty of doing it.
15. It is
a wonder how full of shifts nature is; ready to turn over all good purposes. If
we think of death, she suggests secretly, "Tusk, it shall not come yet:if
of judgment for sin, "This concerns not thee; it shall not come at
all:" address thyself to pray, " It is yet unseasonable; stay for a
better opportunity:" to give alms, " You knows not thine own future
wants:" to reprove, " What need have you to thrust thyself into
willful hatred?" Every good action has its hindrance. He can never be
good, that is not resolute.
16. It is
an argument of a good action not well done, when we are glad that it is done.
To be affected with the comfort of the conscience of well performing it, is
good: but merely to rejoice that the act is over, is carnal. He never can begin
cheerfully that is glad he has ended.
17. Words
and diseases grow upon us with years. In age, we talk much, because we have
seen much, and soon after shall cease talking for ever. We are most diseased,
because nature is weakest; and death which is near, must have harbingers. Such
is the old age of the world. No marvel if this last time be full of writing and
weak discourse; full of sects and heresies; which are the sicknesses of this
great and decayed body.
18. With
us vilest things are most common; but with God- the best things are most
frequently given. Grace, which is the noblest of all God's favors, is
impartially bestowed upon all willing receivers; whereas nobility of blood, and
height of place, blessings of an inferior nature, are reserved for few. Herein
the Christian follows his Father; his prayers, which are his richest portion,
he communicates to all; his substance, according to his ability, to few.
19. God
therefore gives, because he has given; making, his former favors arguments for
more. Man therefore shuts his hand, because he has opened it. There is no such
way to procure more from GOD, as to urge him with what he has done. All God's
blessings are profitable and excellent; not so much in themselves, as that they
are inducements to greater.
2O. God
and man build in a contrary order. Man lays the foundation first, then adds the
walls, the roof last. God began the roof first, spreading out this vast vault
of heaven, ere he laid the base of the earth. Our thoughts must follow the
order of his workmanship. Heaven must be minded first; earth afterward. A few
miles give bounds to our view of earth; whereas we may nearly see half the
heaven at once. He that thinks most, both of that which is most, seen, and of
that which is not seen at all, is happiest.
21. It
argues the world full of Atheists, that those,offences which impeach human
society, are entertained with hatred and rigour; those which immediately wrong
the supreme majesty of God are turned over with scarce so much as dislike. If
we conversed with God as we do with men, his right would be at least as precious
to us as our own. All that converse not with God are without God: not only
those that are against GOD, but those that are without God are Atheists. I fear
not to say, that these our last times abound with honest Atheists.
22. The
best thing corrupted is worst. An ill man is the worst of all creatures; an ill
Christian the worst of all men; an ill professor the worst of all Christians;
an ill minister the worst of all professors.
23. Death
did not first strike Adam, the first sinful than; nor Cain, the first
hypocrite; but Abelj the innocent and righteous. The first soul that met with
death, overcame death: the first soul that parted from earth went to heaven.
Death argues not displeasure; because he whom God loves best dies first; and
the murderer is punished with living.
24. In
temporal good things, it is best to live in doubt; not making full account of
that which we hold in so weak a tenure: in spiritual, with confidence; not
fearing that which is warranted to us by an infallible promise and sure earnest.
He lives most contentedly, that is, most secure for this world, most resolute
for the other.
SOLOMON'S SONG
PARAPHRASED.
CHAP. 1
THE CHURCH TO CHRIST.
I. LET him
kiss me with the kisses of his mouth; for thy love is better than wine. Oh, that he would bestow upon me the
comfortable testimonies of his love, and that he would vouchsafe me yet a
nearer conjunction with himself; as in glory hereafter, so for the mean time in
his sensible graces! For thy love, O my Savior, and these fruits of it, are more
sweet unto me than all earthly delicates can be to the bodily taste.
2. Because
of the savor of thy good ointment, thy name is as an ointment poured out:
therefore the virgins love thee.-Yea, so wonderfully pleasant are the savours
of those graces that are in thee, wherewith I desire to be endued, that all
whom you has blessed with the sense thereof, make as high and dear account of
thy gospel, whereby they are wrought, as of some precious ointment or perfume;
the delight whereof is such, that (hereupon) the pure and holy souls of the
faithful place their whole affection upon thee.
3. Draw
me, we will run after thee: the king has brought me into his chamber, we will
rejoice and be glad in thee: Tve will remember thy love, more than wine: the
righteous do love thee.-Pull me therefore out of the bondage of my sins.
Deliver me from the world, and do you powerfully incline my will and affections
towards thee! And in spite of all temptations give me strength to cleave unto
thee! And then both I, and all those faithful children you has given me, shall
all at once with speed and earnestness walk to thee, and with thee. Yea, when
once my royal and glorious Husband has brought me, both into these lower rooms
of his spiritual treasures on earth, and into his heavenly chambers of glory,
then will we rejoice and be glad in none, but thee, who shall be all in all to
us. Then will we celebrate and magnify thy love above all the pleasures we
found upon earth; for all of us, thy righteous ones, both angels and saints, are
inflamed with the love of thee.
4. I am
black, O daughters of Jerusalem, but comely; if I be as the tents of Kedar,
yet, I am as the curtains of Solomon.-Never upbraid me, O ye foreign congregations,
that I seem, in outward appearances, discoloured by my infirmities, and duskish
with tribulations. For whatsoever I seem to you, I am yet inwardly well
favored in the eyes of him, whom I seek to please. And though I be to you
black, like the tents of the Arabian shepherds; yet to him, and in him, I am
glorious and beautiful, like the curtains of Solomon.
5. Regard
ye me not because I ant black: for the sun has looked upon me; the sons of nzy
mother were angry with me: they made me keeper of the vines; but I kept not
mine own vine. Look not therefore disdainfully
upon me, because I am blackish, and dark of hue. For this colour is not so much
natural to me, as caused by that continual heat of afflictions wherewith I have
been usually scorched: neither this, so much upon my own just desert, as upon
the rage and envy of my false brethren, the world; who would needs force upon
me the observation of their idolatrous religions and superstitious impieties;
through whose wicked importunity, and my own weakness, I have not so entirely
kept the sincere truth of God committed to me as I ought.
6. show
me, O you whom my soul loves, where you feedest, where you liest at noon. For
why should I be as she that turneth aside to the flocks of thy companions? Now, therefore, that I am some little started
aside from thee, O you whom my soul notwithstanding dearly loves, show me, I
beseech thee, where, and in what wholesome and divine pastures, you (like a
good shepherd,) feedest and restest thy flocks with comfortable refreshings,
in, the extremity of these hot persecutions. For how can it stand with thy
glory, that I should, through thy neglect, thus suspiciously wander up and
down, amongst the congregations of them, that both command and practice the
worship of false gods?
7. If you
know not, O you the fairest among women, get thee forth by the steps of the
flock, and feed thy kids above the tents of the shepherds.-If you know not, O
you my church, whom I both esteem, and have made most beautiful by my merits,
and thy sanctification, stray not amongst these false worshippers, but follow
the holy steps of those blessed patriarchs, prophets, and apostles, which have
been my true and ancient flock; who have both known my voice, and followed me;
and feed you my weak and tender ones with this their spiritual food of life,
far above the reach of false teachers.
8. I have
compared thee, O my love, to the troops of horses in the chariots of
Pharaoh.-Such is mine estimation of thee, O my love, that so far as the
choicest Egyptian horses of Pharaoh, for comely shape, for honorable service,
for strength and speed, exceed all others, so far you excellest all that may be
compared with thee.
9. Thy
cheeks are comely with rows of stones, and thy neck with chains.-Those parts of
thee, which both are the seats of beauty, and most conspicuous to the eye, are
gloriously adorned with the graces of my sanctification; which are, for their
worth, as so many precious borders of the goodliest stones, or chains of pearl.
1O. We
will make the borders of gold, with studs of silver.-And though you be already
thus set forth; yet I and my Father have purposed a further ornament unto thee,
in the more plentiful effusion of our Spirit upon thee: which shall be to thy
former deckings, instead of pure gold, curiously wrought with specks of silver.
11. While
the king was at his repast, my spikenard gave the smell thereof.-Behold, O ye
daughters, even now, whilst my Lord and King seems far distant from me, and
sits in the throne of heaven amongst the companies of angels, (who attend
around upon him,) yet now do I find him present with me in spirit. Even now the
sweet influence of his graces, like to some precious ointment, spreads itself
over my soul,' and returns a pleasant savour into his own nostrils.
12. My
beloved is as a bundle of myrrh unto me, lying between my breasts.-And though I
be thus delightful to my Savior, yet nothing so much as he is unto me. For lo!
as fragrant myrrh, laid between the breasts, sends up a most comfortable scent;
so his love, laid close unto my heart, does still give me continual and
unspeakable refreshings.
13. My
well-beloved is as a cluster of camphire unto me among the vines of Engeddi.-Or
if any thing can be of more excellent virtue, such smell as the clusters of camphire,
within the fruitfulest, pleasantest, and richest vineyards and gardens of
Judea, yield unto the passengers; such, and more delectable, do I find the
savor of his grace to me.
14. My
love, behold, you art fair, thine eyes are like the doves.-Neither dost You, on
my part, lose any of thy love, O my dear church: for behold! in mine eyes, thus
clothed, as you art, with my righteousness, oh, how fair and glorious you art!
How above all comparison glorious and fair! Thine eyes, which are prophets,
apostles, ministers, and those inward eyes, whereby thou seest him that is
invisible, are full of grace, chastity, simplicity.
THE CHURCH.
15. My
well-beloved, behold you art fair and pleasant, also our bed is green.-Nay
then, O my Savior and
Spouse, you alone art that fair and pleasant one indeed,
from whosefulness I confess to have received all this little measure of my
spiritual beauty. And behold, from this our mutual delight, and heavenly union,
there arises a plentiful and flourishing increase of thy faithful ones in all
places, and through all times.
16. The
beams of our house are cedars, our galleries are of fir.-And behold! the
congregations of saints, the places where we sweetly converse and walk
together, are both firm and durable, (like cedars amongst the trees,) not
subject, through thy protecting grace, to corruption; and through thy favorable
acceptation, (like to galleries pf sweet wood,) full of pleasure and
contentment.
CHAP. 2
CHRIST.
1. I am
the rose of the field, and the lily of the vallies. - You have not, without
just cause, magnified me, O my church: for, as the fairest and sweetest of all
flowers, which the earth yieldeth, the rose and lilly of the vallies, excel for
beauty, for pleasure, for use, the most base antiodious weeds that grow: so
does my grace, to all them that have felt the sweetness thereof, surpass all
worldly contentments.
2. Like a
lily among thorns, so is my love among the daughters.-Neither is this my
dignity alone: but You, O my spouse, (that you may be a fit match for me,) art
thus excellent above the world, that no lilly can be more in goodly show beyond
the naked thorn, than you in the glory you receivest from me, excellest all the
assemblies of the unregenerate.
THE CHURCH.
3. Like
the apple-tree among the trees of the forest, so is my well-beloved among the
sons of men. Under his shadow had I a delight, and sat down; and his fruit was
sweet unto my mouth.-And, (to return thine own praises,) as some fruitful and
well-grown apple-tree, in comparison of all the barren trees of the wild
forest; so art You, O my beloved Savior, to me, in comparison of all men and
angels., Under thy comfortable shadow alone, I find safe shelter against all my
temptations and infirmities, against all the curses of the law, and dangers of
judgment, and cool myself after all the scorching beams of thy Father's
displeasure, and (besides) feed and satisfy my soul with the sovereign fruit of
thy holy Word, unto eternal life.
4. He
brought me into the wine-cellar, and love was his banner over me.-He has
graciously led me by his Spirit, into the midst of the mysteries of godliness;
and has plentifully broached unto me the sweet wines of his Scriptures and
sacraments. And look how soldiers are drawn by their colours from place to
place, and cleave fast to their ensign; so his love, which he spread forth in
my heart, was my only banner, whereby I was both drawn to him, directed by him,
and fastened upon him.
5. Stay me
with flagons, and comfort me with apples for I am sick of love.-And now, O ye
faithful evangelists, apostles, teachers, apply unto me with all care and
diligence, all the cordial promises of the gospel. These are the full flaggons
of that.spiritual wine, which only can cheer my soul. These are the apples of
that tree of life, in the midst of the garden, which can feed me to
immortality. Oh! come and apply these unto my heartfor I am even overcome with
a longing expectation and desire of my delayed glory.
6. His
left isand be under my head: and let his right hand embrace me and whilst I am
thus spiritually languishing in this agony of desire, let my Savior employ
both his hands to relieve mine infirmity. Let him comfort my head and my
heart, (my judgment and affections, which both complain of weakness,) with his
gracious embraces; and so let us sweetly rest together.
7. I
charge you, O daughters of Jerusalem, by the roes and by the hinds of the
field, that ye stir not up, nor waken my love, until he please.-In the mean
time, I charge you, (O all ye that profess any friendship or affinity with me,)
I charge you, by whatsoever is comely, dear, and pleasant unto you, take heed
how you vex and disquiet my merciful Savior, and grieve his Spirit, and wrong
his name; and do not dare, by the least provocation of your sin, to interrupt
his peace.
8. It is
the voice of my well-beloved: behold, he cometh leaping by the mountain, and
skipping by the hills.-Lo I have no sooner called, but he hears and answers me
with his loving voice. Neither does he only speak to me afar off, but he comes
to me with much willingness and swiftness; so willingly, that no human resistance
can hinder him, neither the hills of my infirmities, nor the mountains of my
sins, (repented of,) can stay his merciful pace towards me.
9. My
well-beloved is like a roe, or a young hart: to! he standeth behind our wall
looking forth of the windows, spewing himself through the grates.-He is so
swift, that no roe or hind can fully resemble him in this his speed. And to!
even now, before I can speak it, is he come near unto me, close to the door and
wall of my heart.
And though
this wall of my flesh hinder my full fruition of him, yet lo! I see him by the
eye of faith, looking upon me. I see him as in a glass. I see him shining
gloriously, through the grates and windows of his wordand
sacraments, upon my soul.
1O. My
well-beloved spoke, and said unto me, Arise, my love, my fair one, and come thy
way.-And now, methinks, I hear him speak to me, and say, " Arise, O my
church, rise up, whether from thy security, or fear. Hide not thy head any longer, O my spouse,
for danger of thine enemies, neither suffer thyself to be pressed with the
dullness of thy nature, or the sleep of thy sins; but come forth into the
comfortable light of my presence, and spew thyself cheerful in me."
11. For
behold, the winter is past, the rain is changed and gone away.-For behold, all
the cloudy winter of thy afflictions is passed, all the tempests of temptations
are blown over; the heaven is clear, and now there is nothing that may not give
thee cause of delight.
12. The
flowers appear in the earth: the time of the singing of birds is come, and the
voice of the turtle is heard in our land.-Every thing now resembles the face of
a spiritual spring. All the sweet flowers and blossoms of holy profession put
forth, and spew themselves. Now is the time of that heavenly melody, which the
cheerful saints and angels make in mine ears; while they sing songs of
deliverance, and praise me with their hallelujahs, and say, " Glory to God
on high, in earth peace, goodwill towards men."
13. The
fig-tree has brought forth her young figs, and the vines with their small
grapes have cast a savour arise, my love, my fair one, and come away.-What
speak I of blossoms? Behold! those fruitful vines, and fig-trees of my faithful
ones, whom my husbandry has carefully tended and dressed, yield forth both
pleasant, though tender, fruits of obedience, and the comfortable savours of
better desires. Wherefore now shake off all that dull security, wherewith you
have been held, and come forth and enjoy me.
14. My
dove, you art in the holes of the rock, in the secret places of the cliffs.
show me thy sight, let me hear thy voice: for thy voice is sweet, and thy sight
comely.
O my beautiful and chaste spouse, (which like some solitary
dove, have long hid thine head in the secret clifts of the rocks, out of the
reach and knowledge of thy persecutors,) however you art concealed from others,
show thyself, in thy works and righteousness unto me and let me be ever plied
with thy prayers and thanksgivings. For thy voice, though it be in mourning,
and thy face, though it be sad, are exceeding pleasing unto me.
15. Take
us the foxes, the little foxes which destroy, the vines: for our vines have
small grapes. And in the meantime, O ye that wish well to my church, do your
utmost endeavor to deliver her from her secret enemies, not sparing the least,
who, either by heretical doctrine, or profane conversation, hinder the course
of the gospel, and pervert the faith of many; especially of those that have
newly given up their names to Ine, and are but newly entered into the
profession of godliness.
THE CHURCH.
16. My
well-beloved is mine, and I am his: he feedeth among the lilies.-Ally beloved
Savior is mine, through
my faith; and I am his through his love; and we both are
one, by virtue of that blessed union, whereby we enjoy each other. And how
worthily is my love placed upon him, who leadeth me forth into pleasant
pastures, and at whose right hand there is the fullness of joy for evermore!
17. Until
the day break, and de shadows flee away, return, my well-beloved, and be like a
roe or a young hart upon the mountains of Bether.-Come, therefore, O my Savior,
(and till the day of thy glorious appearance shall shine forth to the world,
wherein our spiritual marriage shall be consummated, and till all these shadows
of ignorance, of infidelity, of troubles of conscience, and of outward
tribulations, be utterly chased away,) come and turn thee to me again! You, who
to the eyes of the world seemest absent, come quickly, and delay not! but, for
the speed of thy return, be like some swift roe, or hind, upon those smooth
hills of Gilead.
CHAP. 3
1. In my
bed by night I sought him whom my soul loved: I sought hint, but found hint
not. My security told me, that my Savior
was near unto my soul; yea, with it, and in it. But when, by serious and silent
meditation, I searched my own heart, I found that (for ought my own sense
could discern,) he was far off from me.
2. I will
rise therefore now, and go about in the city by the streets, and by the open
places, and will seek him that nzy soul loves: I sought him, but I found him
not. Then thought I with myself, shall
I he still contented with this want? No, I will stir up myself; and the help I
cannot find in myself, I will seek in others. Of all that have been experienced
is all kinds of difficulties, of all deep philosophers, I kill diligently
inquire for my Savior. Amongst them I sought him, yet could receive no answer
to my satisfaction.
3. The
watchmen that went about the city found me to whom I said, Have you seen hint
whom my soul loves?-Missing him there, I ran to those wise and careful
teachers, whom God has set as so many watchmen upon the walls of his
Jerusalem; who sooner found me, than I could ask after them. To whom I said,
(as thinking no man could be ignorant of my love,) Can you give me no direction
where I might find him whom my
soul loves?
4. When I
had passed a little front them, then I found hint, whom my soul loves: I tools
hold on hint, and left him not, till I had brought hint unto my mother's house,
into the chamber of her that conceived me. Of whom, when I had almost left
hoping for comfort, that gracious Savior, who would not suffer me to be tempted
above my measure, presented himself to my soul. Lo then! by a new act of faith,
I laid fast hold on him, and will not let him any more part from my joyful
embraces, until I have brought him home fully into the seat of my conscience,
and have won him to a full accomplishment of love, in that Jerusalem, which is
above, which is the mother of us all.
CHRIST.
5. I
charge ye, O daughters of Jerusalem, by the roes, and by the hinds of the
field, that ye stir not up nor awaken my love, until she please.-Now, since my
distressed church has been all the night, because of my seeming absence,
toiled in seeking me, I charge you, O all ye, that profess any friendship with
me, I charge you, by whatsoever is comely, dear and pleasant unto you, that you
trouble not her peace with any unjust or unseasonable suggestions, with
uncharitable contentions, with any novelties of doctrine; but suffer her to
rest sweetly in that Divine truth, which she has received, and this true
apprehension of me, wherein she rejoiceth.
6. Who is
she that cometh up out of the wilderness, like pillars of smoke, perfumed with
myrrh and incense, and with all the chief of spices.-Oh! who is this? How
admirable! how lovely! Who, but my church, that ascends thus gloriously out of
the wilderness of the world, wherein she has thus long wandered, into the
blessed mansions of my Father's house, all perfumed with the graces of perfect
sanctification, mounting right upward into her glory, like some straight pillar
of smoke, that riseth from the most rich and pleasant composition of odors?
THE CHURCH.
7. Behold
his bed is better than Solomon's: three-score strong men are round about it, of
the valiant men of Israel.-I am ascended; and lo! how glorious is this place,
where I shall eternally enjoy the presence and love of my Savior! How far does
it exceed the earthly magnificence of Solomon? About his bed attends a guard of
threescore choicest men of Israel.
8. They
all handle the sword, and are expert in war. Every one has his sword upon his
thigh, for the fear by night.-All stout warriors, able and expert to handle the
sword; which for more readiness, each of them wears upon his thigh. But about
this heavenly pavilion of my Savior, attend millions of angels, spiritual
soldiers, mighty in power, ready to be commanded by him.
9. King
Solomon made himself a bed of the trees of Lebanon.-The bride-bed, that Solomon
made, (so much admired of the world,) was but of the cedars of Lebanon.
1O. He
made the pillars thereof of silver, and the stead thereof of gold, the hangings
thereof of purple, whose midst was in-laid with the love of the daughters of
Jerusalem.-The pillars but of silver, and the bedstead of gold; the canopy but
of purple; the coverlet wrought with the curious and painful needle-work of the
maids of Jerusalem. But this celestial resting-place of my God is not made with
hands, nor of any corruptible metal, but is full of incomprehensible light,
shining evermore with the glorious presence of God.
11. Come
forth ye daughters. of Sion, and behold King Solomon with the crown wherewith
his mother crowned him in the day of his marriage, and in the day of the
gladness of his heart.-And as the outward state, so the majesty of his person,
is above all comparison. Come forth, O ye daughters of Siorr, lay aside all
private and earthly affections. Look upon King Solomon, as he sits solemnly
crowned in the day of his greatest royalty and triumph, and compare his highest
pomp, with the Divine magnificence of my Savior, in that day, when his blessed
marriage shall be fully perfected above, to the eternal rejoicing of himself
and his church; and see whether there be any proportion betwixt them.
CHAP. 4
CHRIST.
1. Behold
you art fair, my love, you art fair, thine eyes are like the doves within thy
locks: thine hair is like a flock of goats which look down fionz the mountains
of Gilead.-Oh! how fair you art and comely, my dear spouse! How inwardly fair
with the gifts of my Spirit! How fair outwardly in thy comely administration
and government! Thy spiritual eyes of understanding and judgment, are full of
purity, chastity, simplicity; not wantonly cast forth, but modestly shining
amidst thy locks. All thy gracious profession, and all thy ornaments of
expedient ceremonies, are as comely to behold as a flock of well-fed goats,
grazing upon the fruitful hills of Gilead.
2. Thy
teeth like a flock of sheep in good order, which go up from the washing. Which
every one bring out twins, and none is barren among them.-Those that prepare
the heavenly food for thy soul, are of gracious simplicity, and of sweet
accordance one with another; having all one heart and one tongue. Both
themselves are sanctified and purged from their uncleanness, and are fruitful
in their holy labors unto others; so that their doctrine is never in vain, but
is still answered with plentiful increase of souls added to the church.
3. Thy lips
are like a thread of scarlet, and thy talk is comely. Thy temples are within
thy locks as a piece of pomegranate.-Thy speech, (especially in the mouth of
thy teachers,) is both gracious in itself, and such as administers grace to
the hearers; full of zeal and fervent charity; full of gravity and discretion.
And tha