EXTRACTS
THE LETTERS
OF
MR. SAMUEL RUTHERFOORD.
TO
THE CHRISTIAN READER.
CIHRISTIAN READER,
LITTLE need have MR. RUTHERFOORD'S Letters of any man's Epistle-Commendatory;
his great Master, whom he served with his spirit in the Gospel of his Son,
having given them one, written by his own hand on the heart of every one who
is become his epistle, and savours the things of
GOD, and has experienced those rare, those most refreshing, yea and, beyond
all expression, ravishing emanations of the love of GOD upon the soul, which
produce the emanations of its love back again upon Him, who shed abroad his
love in the heart; a thing as much and manifestly exemplified in these epistles,
as in any piece which the world has yet seen, or this day can show. For, in
each of these, you may perceive how the writer's heart is inflamed with a
holy fire, and how his soul ascends, as if snatched up to heaven, and caught
up above all that is below GOD. O how much is what drops from his pen above
the ordinary attainments even of such as seem to have out-run others! So that
in respect of us, this Angel of the Church speaks as one standing already
in the choir of Angels, or as an Angel come down from heaven among men, to
give us some account of what they are doing above!
Thus leaving thee to peruse what is made public for thy edification,
and wishing thee an experimental know-ledge of that surpassing and inconceivable
sweetness, which is in the fruition of GOD, and in a fellowship with the FATHER
and with his SON JESUS CHRIST; (without which, while he speaks as coming forth
out of the King's banqueting-house, to persuade thee to go in thither and
feast, he will be to thee a Barbarian;) I shall only wish and beg, that you
wouldest seriously seek of GOD the same thing for him, who
seeks this for thee, and who has his design in the pains taken in publishing
these Letters, if you be thereby provoked to seek till you find. This is that
adequate recompense which he seeks, earnestly en-treats, and expects, who
is Thy soul's well-wisher,
And servant in CHRIST JESUS.
MR. RUTHERFOORD'S
LETTERS.
TO THE VISCOUNTESS
OF KENMURE.
MADAM,
I HAVE heard of your Ladyship's sickness, with grief; yet I trust
ye have learned to say, " It is the LORD, let him do what seems good
in his eyes.", It is now many years since the apostate Angels made a
question, whether their will or the will of their Creator should be done;
and, since that time, froward mankind has always in that suit compeered to plead
with them against GOD, in re-pining against his will. But the LORD, being
both party and judge, has obtained a decree, and says, (Isa.
xlvi. 1O,) " My counsel shall stand, and I will
do all my pleasure." It is then best for us, in the
obedience of faith, and in a holy submission, to give that to GOD,’which the law of his almighty and just power will have
of us. Therefore, Madam, your Lord, willeth
you, in all states of life, to say, " Thy will be done in earth, as it
is in heaven." And herein shall ye have comfort, that He, who seeth perfectly through all your evils, and knows the frame
and constitution of your nature, and what is most healthful for your soul,
holdeth every cup of affliction to your head with
his own gracious hand. Never believe that your tender-hearted SAVIOR will
mix that cup with one dram of poison, Drink then with the patience of the
saints; and the patience of GOD bless your physic! I hive! e
d your Ladyship complain of deadness, and want of the power of the life of
GOD; but courage! He who walked in the garden, and made a noise that made
ADAM hear his voice, will also at some times walk in your soul,
and make you hear a more sweet word. Yet ye will not always hear the noise
of his feet when he walks: Ye are at such a time like JACOB mourning at the
supposed death of JOSEPH, when JOSEPH was living. The image of the Second
ADAM is living in you; and yet ye are mourning at the supposed death of the
life of CHRIST in you. En It Al H is bemoaning and mourning, (Jer.
xx,xi.) when he thinketh
GOD is far off; and heareth not; and yet GOD is
like the Bridegroom, (Cant. 2:) standing only behind a thin wall, and laying
to his ear; for he says himself, (ver. 18,) "
I have surely heard EPHRAIM bemoaning himself." I have good confidence,
Madam, that CHRIST JESUS, whom your soul through forests and mountains is
seeking, is within you: and yet I speak not this to lay a pillow under your
head, or to dissuade you from a holy fear of the loss of CHRIST, or of provoking
and stirring up the Beloved, before he please, by sin. I know, in spiritual
confidence, the Devil will come in, as in all other good works, and so endeavor
to bring you under a fearful sleep, till He whom your soul loves be departed
from the door, and have left off knocking; and therefore, here the SPIRIT
of GOD must hold your soul's feet in the golden mid-line between confident
resting in the arms of CHRIST, and drowsy sleeping in the bed of fleshly security.
There-fore, so count little of yourself; that ye count not also little of
GOD in the course of his mercy. For there be many Christians, like young sailors,
who think the shore and the whole land does move, when the ship and they themselves
are moved: just so, not a few imagine that Goes moveth,
and faileth, and changed: places, because their
giddy souls are under sail, and subject to alteration; but " the foundation
of the LORD abideth sure." God knows that ye
are his own: wrestle, fight, go forward, watch, fear, believe, pray; and then
ye have the infallible symptoms of one of the elect of CHRIST within you.
Ye have now sickness before you; and after that, death; gather then food for
the journey. GOD give you eyes to see through sickness
and death, and to see something beyond death! I doubt not but if hell were between you and CHRIST, as a river which ye must cross
before ye could come at him, but ye would willingly put in your foot, and
make through to be at him, upon hope that he would come in himself; in the
deepest of the river, and lend you his hand. Now I believe your hell is dried
up, and ye have only these two shallow brooks, sickness and death, to pass
through; and ye have also a promise that CHRIST shall do more than meet you,
even that he shall come him-self and go with you foot for foot, yea, and bear
you in his arms. O then! for the joy that is set before you, for the love
of the Man (who is also a GOD over all, blessed for ever ") that is standing
upon the shore to welcome you, run your race with patience. The Lon]) go with.
you! Your LORD will not have you, nor
any of his servants, to exchange for the worse. Death in itself includeth both the death of the soul, and the death of the
body; but to GOD's children the bounds of death
are abridged, and drawn into a more narrow compass: so that, when ye die,
a piece of death shall only seize upon you, and that is the dissolution of
the/body; for in CHRIST ye are delivered from the second death; and therefore,
that serpent, sin, shall but eat your earthly part. As for your soul, it is
above the law of death. Not willing to weary your Lady-ship further, I commend
you, now and always, to the grace and mercy of that GOD, who is able to keep
you, that ye fall not. The LORD JESUS be
with your spirit!
Your Ladyship's servant
Anwoth,
At all dutiful obedience in CHRIST,
July 27, 1628. S. R.
TO THE PARISHIONERS
OF KILMACOLME.
Worthy and well-beloved in CHRIST
JESUS our LORD,
GR ACE, mercy, and peace be to you!
Your letters could not come to my hand in a greater throng of business than
I am now pressed with; yet I cannot but answer both.
1. I would not have you fix upon me, as the man able by letters
to answer' doubts of this kind, while there are, in your bounds, men of such
great parts, most able for this work. I know the best are unable; yet it pleases
the SPIRIT of JESUS to blow his sweet wind through a dry stick. that
the empty reed may keep no glory to itself.
2. Know that the wind of this SPIRIT, has a time when it bloweth
sharp, and presseth so strongly, that it would blow
through an iron door: and this is commonly rather under suffering for CHRIST,
than at any other time. Sick children get CHRIST'S pleasant things; because
JESUS is most tender of the sufferer, for he was a sufferer himself. O, if
I had but the leavings of a sufferer's table!—But I leave this to answer yours.
First, Ye write, that Go n's vows are lying
on you, and security stealing on you who are weak.—I answer, 1. Nature is
a sluggard, and loves not the labor of religion; therefore rest should not
be taken, till we know the disease to be over: and the calms of faith, of
victory over corruption, should be entertained in the place of security;
so that, if I sleep, I would desire to sleep faith's sleep, in CHRIST'S bosom.
2. Know also, none that sleep sound can seriously complain of sleepiness.
Sorrow for a slumbering soul is a token of some watchfulness of spirit. But
this is soon turned into wantonness; therefore our waking must be watched
over, else sleep will even grow, out of watching; and there is as much need
to watch over grace, as to watch over sin. Full men will soon sleep, and sooner
than hungry men. 3. For your weakness to keep off the security which
stealeth upon you, I would say two things:-(l.)
To want complaints of weakness, is for
Heaven, and Angels that never sinned; not for Christians
in CHRIST'S camp on earth. No man should rejoice at weakness and diseases;
but I think we may have a sort of gladness at boils and sores, because, without
them, CHRIST's fingers, as a slain LORD, should
never have touched our skin. I dare not thank myself, but I dare thank GOD’s
depths of wise providence, that I have an errand in me for CHRIST to come
and visit me, and bring with him his bain. O how sweet is it for a sinner to put his weakness in
CHRIST'S strengthening hand; and to father a sick soul upon such a Physician;
and to lay weakness before him, to weep upon him, and to plead and pray! Weakness
can speak and cry when we have not a tongue; (Ezek. 16:6;)
" And when I passed by thee, and saw thee polluted
in thine own blood, I said unto thee, when you wast in thy blood, Live." The Church could not speak
one word to CHRIST then;-but blood and guiltiness spoke, and drew out of CHRIST
pity, and a word of life and love. (2.) For weakness, we have it, - that we
may employ CHRIST's strength because of our weakness.
Weakness is to make us the strongest things; that is, when having no strength
of our own, we are carried upon CHRIST'S shoulders. If our weakness swell
up to the clouds, CHRIST'S strength will swell up to the sun, and above the
heaven of heavens.
Secondly, Ye tell me, that there is need of counsel for strengthening
new beginners. I can say little to that, who am not
well begun myself; but I know, honest beginnings are nourished by Him, who
never yet put out a poor man's dim candle, wrestling between light and darkness.
I am sure, if new beginners would urge themselves upon CHRIST, and press their
souls upon him, they could not come wrong to CHRIST.
Thirdly, Whereas ye complain of a dead ministry, re-member that
the Bible among you is the contract of marriage; and the manner of CHRIST's
conveying his love to your heart is not so absolutely dependent upon. even lively preaching, as that there is no conversion at all,
no life of GOD, but that which is tied to a man's lips. Make CHRIST your Minister.
He can woo a soul at a dike-side in the field. He needeth
not us, although the flock be obliged to seek him
in the shepherds' tents. Hunger of CHRIST'S making may thrive, even under
stewards who mind not the feeding of the flock. O blessed soul,
that can leap over man, and look above a pulpit to CHRIST, who can
preach home, to the heart, although we were all dead and rotten.
Fourthly, So to complain of yourself, as to justify GOD, is right; providing
ye justify his SPIRIT in yourself: but I advise you to speak good of CHRIST
for his beauty and sweetness, and speak good of him for his grace to yourselves.
Fifthly, Light remaineth, ye say, but
ye cannot attain to painfulness. While we are here, light is in the most part
broader and longer than obedience. But if there be sorrow for coming short
of performance, our honest sorrow and sincere aims, together with CHRIST'S
intercession, pleading that Go]) would welcome that which we have, and forgive
that which we have not, will not be in vain.
Sixthly, In CHRIST'S absence, there is (as ye write) a willingness
to use means, but heaviness after the use of " them,
because of the formal and slight performance. In CHRIST'S absence, I confess,
the work lieth behind; but if ye mean absence of [abounding] comfort,
I think that absence is CHRIST'S trying us, not simply our sin against him:
But if ye mean, by absence of CHRIST, the with-drawing of his working grace,
I see not how willingness to use means can be at all under such an absence.
There-fore, be humbled for heaviness in that obedience, and thankful for willingness.
I also recommend to you heaviness for formality, and for deadness in obedience:
Be cast down, as much as ye will or can, for deadness; and challenge that
slow and dull carcass of sin, that will neither lead nor drive in your spiritual
obedience.
Seventhly, Ye hold, that CHRIST must either have hearty service, or no
service at all. If ye mean, he will not halve a heart, or have feigned service,
I grant you that. CHRIST must have honesty or nothing: But if ye mean that
he will have no service at all, where the heart draweth
back in any measure; I would not that were true, for my part of heaven, and
all that I am worth in the world. If ye mind to walk to heaven without a cramp
or a crook, I fear ye must go alone. He knows our dross and defects; and JESUS
pitieth us, when weakness and deadness are our cross, and
not our darling. Yet I judge it not unlawful, to seek renewed consolations:
Provided, 1. That the heart be submissive, and content to leave the measure
and timing of them to him:2: That they be sought
to excite us to praise, and strengthen our assurance, and sharpen our desires
after himself:3. That they be sought, not for our humors or the swelling of
nature, but as an -earnest of heaven. And, I think, many attain to greater
consolations after mortifications, than ever they had formerly. But I know
our LORD walks here still by a sovereign latitude, and keepeth
not the same way towards all his children. The rich grace of our LORD JESUS
CHRIST be with you all.
Yours in his sweet LORD JESUS,
S. R.
TO MY LADY KENMURE.
MADAM,
SALUTING your Ladyship with grace and mercy from GOD OUR FATHER,
and from our LORD JESUS CHRIST; —I was sorry at my departure, leaving your
Ladyship in grief; and would still be grieved at it, if I were not assured
that ye have one. with you in the furnace, whose visage is like unto the Son
of God. I am glad that you have been acquainted from your youth with the wrestlings, of GOD, and that ye are cast from furnace to furnace;
knowing that, if ye were not dear to GOD, he would not spend so much physic
upon you. All the brethren and sisters of CHRIST must be conformed to his
image in suffering'; and some do more closely resemble the copy than others.
Think, Madam, that it is a part of your glory to be enrolled among those,
whom one of the elders (Rev. 7:14) pointed out to Joan, " These are they
which came out of great tribulation, and have washed their robes, and made
them white in the blood of the lamb." Behold your Fore-runner going out
of the world, all in a lake of blood; and it is not ill to do as he did. Fulfil with joy in your body the remnant of the afflictions
of CHRIST. Ye have lost a child: nay, she is not lost to you, who is found
to CHRIST she is not sent away, but only sent before,—like a star, which,
going out of our sight, does not die and vanish,, but shineth
in another hemisphere: ye see her not, yet she does shine in another country.
If her glass was but a short hour, what she wants of Time, that she has gotten
of Eternity.-Build your nest upon no tree here.: for ye see GOD has sold the
forest to death; and every tree, whereupon we would rest, is ready to be cut
down, to the end that we may flee and mount up, and build upon the rock, and
dwell in the holes of the rock. What ye love besides JESUS, your husband,
is an adulterous lover. Now it is GOD’s special
blessing to JUDAH, that he will not
let her find her paths in following her strange lovers; (Hos. 2:6, 7;) "
Therefore, behold, I will hedge up her way with thorns, and make a
wall, that she shall not find her paths." And "
She shall follow after her lovers, but she shall not overtake them."
O thrice happy JUDAH, when GOD buildeth
a stone wall between her and the fire of hell! The world and the things of
the world, are the lover ye naturally affect, beside
your own husband, CHRIST. The hedge of thorns, and the wall which GOD buildeth
in your way, to hinder you from this lover, are the thorny edge of daily grief,
loss of children, weakness of body, iniquity of the times, uncertainty of
estate, lack of worldly comfort, and fear of GOD’s
anger for old unrepented sins. What lose ye, if
GOD twist the hedge daily thicker? GOD, be blessed, the LORD will not let
you find your paths. Return to your first husband.
Do not weary, neither think that death walks towards you with
a slow pace; ye must be riper before ye be shaken. Your days are no longer
than Jon's,, that were " swifter than a post,
and passed away as the ships of desire, and as the eagle that hasteth
for the prey." (Job 9:25, 26.) There is less sand in your glass now than
there was yesternight; this span-length of ever-posting time will soon
be ended. But the greater is the mercy of GOD, the more years ye get to advise
upon what terms ye cast your soul into the huge gulf of never-ending eternity.
The LORD has told you what ye should be doing till he come: " Wait and
hasten (says ST. PETER) for the coming of our LORD." All is night that
is here, in respect of ignorance and daily ensuing troubles, one always making
way to another, as the ninth wave of the sea to the tenth; therefore sigh
"and long for the dawning of that morning, and the breaking of that day
of the coming of the SON OF MAN, when the shadows shall flee away. Persuade
yourself that the King is coming. Read his letter sent before him, (Rev. 3:11,)
" Behold, I come quickly.", Wait with the.
wearied night-watch for the breaking of the eastern sky, and
think that ye have not a morrow; as the wise father said, who, being invited
against to-morrow to, dine with his friends, answered, " Those many days,
I had no morrow at all." I am does to weary you: show yourself a Christian,
by suffering without murmuring, for which sin fourteen thousand seven hundred
were slain. (Nunn. 16:49.) In patience possess your
soul. They lose nothing, who gain CHRIST. I commend
you to the mercy and grace of our LORD JESUS, assuring you that your day is
coming, and that GOD's mercy is abiding you. The
Logs JESUS be with your Spirit.
Anwoth,
Yours in the LORD JESUS,
Jan. 15, 1629.
At all dutiful obedience,
S. R.
TO MARION MACKNAUGHT.
WELL-BELOVED AND DEAR SISTER,
I UNDERSTAND you are still under the LORD'S visitation, with
your enemies; which is Gem's dealing. Till He take his children out of the
furnace, who alone knows how long they should be tried, there is no deliverance;
but after the sea of trouble is gone over the souls of his children, then
comes the gracious ebbing, and drying up of the waters. Dear Sister, do not
faint; the wicked may hold the bitter cup to your head, but GOD, mixeth
it, and there is no poison in it: they strike, but GOD moves the rod: SHIMEI
curseth, but it is because the LORD bids him. I tell you,
and I have it from Him before whom I stand, there is a decree given out, in
the great court of heaven, that your present troubles
shall be dispersed as the morning-cloud, and GOD shall bring forth your righteousness
as the light at noon of day. Let me entreat you, in CHRIST'S name, to keep
a good conscience in your proceedings in that matter, and beware of yourself;
yourself is a more dangerous enemy than I, or any without you. Innocence,
and an upright cause, are a good advocate before GOD, and shall plead for you, and
win your cause. Count much of your Master's approbation. He is now as the
King that is gone to a far country. GOD seems to be from home; (if I may say
so;) yet he sees the ill servants, who say, " Our Master
deferreth his coming." Patience, my be-loved,
CHRIST the King is coming home; the evening is at hand; and he will ask an
account of his servants. Make a fair and clear account to him. So carry yourself,
as that at night you may say, " Master, I have wronged none; behold,
you have your own with advantage." Your soul then will esteem much the
testimony of a good conscience. O thrice happy shall your soul be then, when
Go') finds you covered with nothing but the white robe of the saints' innocence,
and the righteousness of JESUS CHRIST.
Put on love, and brotherly-kindness, and long-suffering; and
wait as long upon you as enemies, as CHRIST waited upon you,—as JESUS stood
at your soul's door, with dewy and rainy locks, during the long cold night.
I persuade myself, that holy unction, which teacheth
you all things, is also saying, " Overcome evil
with good." It is my prayer for you, that your carriage may grace and
adorn the Gospel of that LORD who has graced you. I hear your husband was
also sick but I beseech you, in the bowels of JESUS, welcome every rod of
GOD.; for I find not, in the whole book of GOD, a greater note of the child
of GOD, than to fall down and kiss the feet of an angry Got', and when he
seems to put you away from him, to look up in faith, and say, " I shall
not, I will not be put away from thee; LORD, give me leave to hold and cleave
unto thyself."
Anwoth,
Your brother in CHRIST,
July 21, 163O. S. R.
TO MARION MACKNAUGHT.
WELL-BELOVED SISTER,
I HAVE been thinking, since my departure from you, of the pride
and malice of your adversaries; and ye may not (since ye have heard the book
of the Psalms so often) take it hardly. I beseech you, in the bowels of CHRIST,
set before your eyes the patience of your Fore-runner JESUS, who, " when
he was reviled, reviled not again; when he suffered, he threatened not; but
committed himself to Him who judges righteously." (1 Pet. 2:23.) And
since our LORD and REDEEMER with patience received many a black stroke on
his glorious body, and many a buffet of the unbelieving world, and says of
himself, (Isa. 1.'6,) " I gave my back to the smiters, and my cheeks to them that plucked off the hair;
I hid not my face from shame and spitting;" follow him, and think it
not hard that you receive a blow with your LORD; take part with JESUS of his
sufferings, and glory in the marks of CHRIST. If this storm were over, you
must prepare yourself for a new wound; for, five thousand years ago, our LORD
pro-claimed deadly war between' the seed of the woman, and the seed of the
serpent; and marvel not that one town cannot keep the children of GOD and
the children of the Devil; be you upon CHRIST'S side, and care not what flesh
can do; hold yourself fast by your SAVIOR, howsoever you be buffeted, and
by those that follow Him. Yet a little while, and the wicked shall not be.
See 2 Cor. 4:8, 9: " We are troubled
on every side, yet not distressed; we are perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted,
but not forsaken; cast down, but not destroyed." If you can possess your
soul in patience, their day is coming. Worthy and dear Sister, know how to
carry yourself in trouble; and when you are hated and reproached, the LORD
shows it to you: (Psal. xliv. 1'i: and cxix. 92:) "
All this is come upon us, yet we have not forgotten thee, neither have
we dealt falsely in thy covenant." " Unless
thy law had been my delight, I had perished in mine afflictions." Keep
Gov's covenant in your trials; hold you by his blessed word, and sin not;
flee anger, wrath, grudging, envying, fretting and forgive a hundred pence
to your fellow-servant, because the Lotto has forgiven you ten thousand talents.
For I assure you by the LORD, your adversaries shall get no advantage against
you, except you sin, and offend your LORD in your sufferings; but the way
to over-come is by patience, forgiving, and praying for your enemies; in doing
whereof you heap coals upon their heads, and your LORD shall open a door to
you in your trouble. Wait upon him, as the night-watch waiteth
for the morning; he will not tarry: gp up to your
watch-tower, and come not down, but by prayer, and faith, and hope, wait on.
When the sea is full, it will ebb again; and so soon as the wicked are come
to the top, and are waxed high and mighty, then is their change approaching.
They that believe make not haste. I trust in our LORD, you shall by faith
sustain yourself; and comfort yourself in your LORD, and be strong in his
power; for you are in the beaten and common way to heaven, when you are under
Our LORD'S crosses. You have reason to rejoice, more than in a crown of gold,
to bear the reproach of CHRIST. I rest, recommending you and yours, for ever,
to the grace and mercy of GOD.
Antwoth,
Yours in CHRIST,
Feb. 11, 1631.
S.R.
TO JOHN KENNEDY.
My loving and most affectionate Brother in CHRIST,
I SALUTE YOU with grace, mercy, and peace, from GOD OUT FATHER,
and from our LORD JESUS CHRIST. I heard with grief of your great danger of
perishing by the sea, but of your merciful deliverance with joy. Sure I am,
Brother, SATAN will leave no stone unrolled, to roll you off your rock, or,
at least, to unsettle you: for at the same time, the mouths of wicked men
were open against you by land, and the Prince of the power of the air was
angry with you by sea. See then how much you are obliged to that murderer,
who would beat you with two rods at one time; but, blessed be Go),
his arm is short; if the sea and winds would have obeyed him, you had never
come to land. Thank your GOD, who says, (Rev. 1:18; Deut. xxxii. 39; 1 Sam.
2:6.) " I have the keys of hell and of death:"
" I kill and make alive:" " The LORD bringeth
down to the grave, and bringeth up." If SATAN were gaoler,
and had the keys of death and of the grave, they would be stored with more
prisoners. You were knocking at these black gates, and you found the doors
shut; and we do all welcome you back again. I trust you know it is not for
nothing that you are sent to us again: the LORD knew that you had forgotten
something which was necessary for your journey; that your armour
was not yet thick enough against the stroke of death. Now, in the strength
of JESUS, despatch your business; that debt is not
forgiven, but delayed; death has not bidden you farewell, bnt
has only left you for a short season. End your journey before the night come
upon you; have all in readiness against the time when you must sail through
that black and impetuous Jordan; and may JESUS, who knows both these depths,
and the rock, and all the coasts, be your pilot! The last tide will not wait
for you one moment: if you have forgotten any thing when your sea is full,
and your foot in that ship, there is no returning again to fetch it. What
you do amiss in your life to-day, you may amend to-morrow. For as many suns
as Go]) maketh to arise upon you, you have as many new lives: but
you can die but once; and, if you mar that business, you cannot come back
to mend that piece of work again. No man sinneth
twice in dying ill; as we die but once, so we die ill or well but once. You
see how the number of your months is written in GOD’s
book; and, as one of the LORD's hirelings, you must
work till the evening come upon you, and you run out your glass even to the
last sand. Fulfil your course with joy; for we take
nothing to the grave with us, but a good or evil conscience. And although
the sky clear after this storm, yet clouds will engender another.
You contracted with CHRIST, I hope, when you first began to follow him, that
you would bear his cross; fulfill your part of the contract with patience.
Be honest, Brother, in bargaining with him; for who knows how to bring up
children better than our Gon? For, to lay aside
his knowledge, which there is no searching out, he has been practiced in bringing
up his heirs these five thousand years; and many of them are now at home in
their own house, in their father's inheritance.. Now, the form of his bringing
up was by chastisements, scourging, and correcting;—his eldest son and his
heir, JESUS, is not excepted. Suffer we must: before. we were born, GOD
decreed it; and it is easier to complain of his decree, than to change it.
Tribulation and temptations will almost loose us at the root; and yet without
tribulations and temptations we can no more grow, than herbs or corn without
rain. Forward then, dear Brother; hold fast the truth; for the. world, sell not one dram of GOD’s
truth, especially now when most men measure truth by time, like young seamen
setting their compass by a cloud. The GOD of truth establish us; for, alas!
now there are none to comfort the prisoners of hope, and the
mourners in Zion. We can do little, except pray and mourn for JOSEPH. And
let their tongue cleave to the roof of their mouth, who forget
Jerusalem now in her day. MARION MACNAUGHT Both remember
most heartily her love to you. Blessed be the LORD, that I found in this country
such a woman, to whom JESUS is dearer than her own heart. Good Brother, call
to mind the memory of your worthy father, now asleep in CHRIST; and, as his
custom was, pray continually, and wrestle for the
life of a dying church. Now I commend you, your whole soul, and body, and
spirit, to JESUS CHRIST and his keeping; hoping that you will die and live,
stand and fall, with the cause of our Master, JESUS. The, LORD JESUS himself
be with your spirit!
Your loving Brother,
Anwoth,
In our LORD JESUS, Feb. 2, 1632.
TO MARION MACNAUGHT.
Well-beloved and dear Sister in CHRIST,
I COULD not get an answer written to your letter till now, in
respect of my wife's disease; and she is yet mightily pained;—I hope all shall
end in GOD’s mercy. I know that an afflicted life
looks very like the way that leads to the kingdom; for the Apostle (Acts 14:22)
has drawn the King's mark et-way " through much
tribulation " to " the Kingdom." The Lon]) grant us the whole
armor of God! If the work be of GOD, he can make a stepping-stone. of the Devil himself, for setting forward the work. For yourself;
I would advise you to ask of GOD a submissive heart. Your reward shall be
with the LORD. although the people be not gathered,
as the Prophet speaks, and suppose the word do not prosper, GOD shall account
you a repairer of the breaches; hold your gripe fast. If you knew the mind
of the glorified in heaven, they think heaven comes to their hand at an easy
market, when they have got it for threescore or fourscore years' wrestling
with GOD. When you are come thither, you shall think, "
All I did, in respect of my rich reward enjoyed of free grace, was
too little." Now then, for the love of the Prince of your salvation,
who is standing at the end of your way, holding in his hand the prize and
garland to the race-runners, forward, forward; faint not! Take as many to
heaven with you as you are able to draw; the more you draw with you, the more
welcome you shall be yourself. Be no niggard of the grace of GOD; and employ
all your endeavors for establishing an honest ministry in your town, now when
you have so few to speak a good word for you. I have many a grieved heart
daily in my calling. I should be undone, if I had not access to the King's
chamber of presence, to show him all the business. The Devil rages and is
mad, to see the water drawn from his own mill; but would to GOD that we could
be the LORD's instruments, to build the Son of GOD's
house. Pray for me. If the LORD furnish not new timber
from Lebanon, to build the house,
the work will cease. I look to him, who has begun well with me; I have it
in his hand-writing that he will not change. The LORD establish you in peace! The LORD be
with your spirit!
Anwoth, 1633. Yours in CHRIST,
S. R.
TO MARION MACNAUGHT.
WELL-BELOVED SISTER,
MY old and dearest love in CHRIST remembered:—Our LORD knows
best what is good for an old Kirk, that is fallen from her first love, and has forgotten
her husband, days without number. There is a dry wind coming, but neither
to fan nor to purge. Happy are they who are not blown away with the chaff;
for we shall but suffer temptation for ten days. But those who are "
faithful to death shall receive the crown of life." I hear daily
what has been spoken of myself, most unjustly and falsely; and no marvel;
the Dragon with the swing of his tail has made the "
third part of the stars to fall from heaven," and the fallen would
have many to fall with them. If ever SATAN was busy, now, when he knows his
time is short, he is busy: " Yet a little while,
and he that shall come will come, and will not tarry." I know, before
it be long the LORD shall come, and rid all pleas between us and his enemies.
Now welcome LORD JESUS, go fast!
You remember what I said to you concerning your love to me and my brother
begun in CHRIST; you know, " we are here but
strangers," and you have not yet found us a dry well, as others have
been. Be not overcome of any suspicion. I trust in GOD that the LORD, who
knit us together, shall keep us together. It is time now, that the lambs
of JESUS should all run together, when the wolf is barking at them; yet I
know that, before GOD's children want a cross, their
love amongst themselves shall be a cross; but our LORD giveth
love for another end. I know you will with love cover infirmities; and our
Loa') give you wisdom in all things! I think love has broad shoulders, and
will bear many things, and yet neither faint, nor sweat, nor fall under the
burden. Grace, mercy, and peace, be with you!
Anwoth, Yours in his LORD JESUS,
April 25, 1634. S. R.
TO MY LADY KENMURE.
MADAM,
THE cause of my not writing to your Ladyship is not my forgetfulness
of you, but the want of a convenient bearer. I bless our LORD through CHRIST,
who has brought you home again to your country, from that place where you
have seen with your eyes that which our LORD taught you before, to wit, that
worldly glory is nothing but a vapor, a shadow, the form of the water, or
some-thing less and lighter, even nothing; and that our Lon]) has not without
cause said in his word, (1 Cor. 7:31,) " The countenance," or " fashion,
of this world passes away." In that place, our LORD compareth it to an image in a looking-glass, for it is the
looking-glass of ADAM'S sons: some come to the glass, and see in it the picture
of honor, and but a picture indeed; for true honor is to be great in the sight
of GOD. And others see in it the shadow of riches, and but a shadow indeed;
for durable riches stand as one of the maids of wisdom upon her left-hand.
(Pron. 3:16.) And a third sort see in it the face of painted
pleasures, and the beholders will not believe but that the image they see
in this glass is a living man, till the LORD come and break the glass in pieces,
and remove the face; and then, like PHARAOH awakened, they say, " Behold,
it was a dream." I know your, Ladyship thinketh
yourself little, for the favorable aspect of any of these three painted faces;
and blessed be our Lotto that it is so; the better for you: Madam, they are.
not worthy to be wooers to your soul, which looks
to a higher match than painted clay. Know therefore, that the place whither
our LORD JESUS cometh to woo a bride, it is even in the furnace: for if you
be one of ZioN's daughters, the LORD who
has his fire in Zion, and his furnace in Jerusalem, (Isa. xxxi. 9,) is purifying you in the furnace. I believe
you esteem yourself to be of those whom Go]) has tried these many years, and
refined as silver. But, Madam, I will show your Ladyship a privilege that
others want, and you have in this case. Such as are in prosperity, and increased
with children and friends, may indeed justly consider that the word of GOD
is written to them for their instruction; yet to you who are in trouble, from
whom the LORD has taken I any children, and whom he has exercised otherwise,
there are some particular promises in the word of GOD, made in a most special
manner, which would never have been yours, so. as they now are, if you had
your portion in this life, as others: and therefore all the comforts, promises,
and mercies, which GOD offereth to the afflicted,
are so many kind letters written to you; take them to you, Madam, and claim
your right, and be not robbed. It is no small comfort, that
GOD has written some Scriptures to you, which he has not written to others.
You seem rather in this to be envied than pitied; and you are indeed in this
like people of another world, and those that are above the ordinary rank of
mankind, whom our KING and LORD, in his letter to his well-beloved spouse,
has named above all the rest, and to whom he has written comforts, and his
hearty commendations, in the 56th of Isaiah, per. 4, 5,. and
in Psalm cxlvii. 2, 3.
Read these and the like; and think that your Go n is like a friend who sends
a letter to a whole house and family, but speaketh
in his letter by name, to some that are dearest to him in the house. Ye are,
then, of the dearest friends of the Bridegroom; if it were lawful, I would
envy you, that Got* has honored you so above many of his children. Therefore,
your part is, in this case, (seeing Go n taketh
nothing from you, but that which he is to supply with his own presence,) to
desire your LORD to know his own room, and to come in, in the room of dead
children. " JEHOVAH, know thy own place, and take it to thee,"
is all you have to say. I persuade myself, that this world is to you an uncouth
inn; and that you are like a traveler, who has his staff in his hand, and
his feet upon the door-threshold. Go forward, in the strength of your LORD,
with your face towards him, who longeth more for
a sight of you, than you can do for him. The hand of the Loin be with you in your journey. What have you to do here? This
is not your mountain of rest; arise then, and set your foot up the mountain;
go up out of the wilderness, leaning upon your Beloved. If you knew the welcome
that abideth you when you come home, you would hasten
your pace; for you shall see your LORD put up his own hand, and wipe all tears
from your eyes.
I leave your Ladyship, praying more earnestly for grace and mercy
to be multiplied upon you, here and hereafter, than my pen can express. The
Lon]) JESUS be with your spirit! Your Ladyship's at all obedience, in the
LORD,
Kirkcudbright.
TO MY LADY KENMURE.
MADAM,
ALL dutiful obedience to ourLORDJESUS
remembered:—I trust I need not much entreat your Ladyship to look to him who
has stricken you. Faith will teach you to kiss a striking Lon"), and
so acknowledge the sovereignty of GOD (in the death of a child) to be above
the power of mortal men, who may pluck up a flower in the bud, and not be
blamed for it: and if our dear Lon]) pluck up one of his roses, who can challenge
him? He sends us to his world, as men to a market; wherein some stay many
hours, and eat and drink, and buy and sell, and pass through the fair, till
they be weary; and such are those who live long: and others come slipping
into the morning-market, and neither sit nor stand, but look about them a
little, and pass presently home again; and these are infants, who end their
short market in the morning. Our LORD, who has numbered man's months, and
set him bounds that he cannot pass, (Job 14:5,) has written the length of
our market; and it is easier to complain of the decree, than to change it.
I verily believe, when I write this, your LORD has taught your Ladyship to
lay your hand on your mouth: But I shall be far from desiring your Lady-ship,
or any others, to cast up a cross, like an old useless bill, that is only
for the fire; but rather would wish that each cross were looked in the face
seven times, and were read over and over again. It is the messenger of the
LORD, and speaks something; and the man of understanding will hear the rod,
and him that appointed it. Try what is the taste of the LORD's
cup, and drink with God’s blessing, that you may grow thereby. I trust in
GOD, whatever speech it utter to your soul, this is one word in it, (Job 5:17,)
"Blessed is the man whom GOD correcteth;"
and that it says to you, a You are from home while here; you are not of this
world, as CHRIST was not of this world." There is something keeping for
you, which is worth the having. All that is here is condemned to die, to pass
away like a snow-ball before a summer's sun; and, since death took first possession
of something of yours, it has been, and daily is, creeping nearer and nearer
to yourself, although with no noise of feet. Your husbandman and LORD has
lopped off some branches already; the tree itself is to be transplanted to
the high garden; in a good time be it, and our LORD ripen your Ladyship! All
these crosses (and indeed, when I remember them, they are heavy and many:
peace, peace be the end of them!) are to make you
white, and ripe for the LORD's harvest. I have seen
the LORD weaning you from the breasts of this world. It was never his mind
that it should be your patrimony, and GOD be thanked for that; you look the
liker one of the heirs. Let the moveables go, why
not? They are not yours: fasten upon the heritage; and our LORD JESUS make
the charter sure, and give your Ladyship to grow as a palm-tree on GOD’s Mount Zion. This is all I can do, to recommend your
case to your LORD, who have you written upon the palms of his hands. Now may he who
has called you confirm and establish your heart in grace, unto the day of
the liberty of the sons of GOD.
Ardwell,
Your Ladyship's, at all submissive obedience,
April 29,1634. S. R.
TO MARION MACKNAUGHT.
MY dearest love in CHRIST remembered:--I entreat you, charge
your soul to return to rest, •and to glorify your dearest LoiD
in believing; and know that, for the good will of him that dwells in the bush,
the burning Kirk shall not be consumed to ashes; but (Dent. xxxiii. 16) "
Blessing shall come on the head of JOSEPH, and upon the top of the head of
him that was separated from his brethren." And are not the saints separated
from their brethren, and sold, and hated? For (Gen. xlix.
23, 24,) " the archers have sorely grieved JOSEPH, and shot at him, and
hated him: but his bow abode in strength, and the arms of his hands were made
strong by the hands of the mighty GOD of JACOB: from thence is the Shepherd,
the stone of ISRAEL."—The stone
of ISRAEL shall not be broken in
pieces. Though it is hammered upon by the children of this world, we shall
live and not die. Our Lord has done all this, to see if we will believe, and
not give over; and I am persuaded, that you will stick by your work. The eye
of CHRIST has been upon all this business; and he taketh good heed too, who is for him, and who is against him.
Let us do our part, as we would be approved of CHRIST. The Son of GOD is near
to his enemies; if they were not deaf, they might hear the noise of his feet:
and he will come with a start upon his weeping children, and take them on
his knee, and lay their head in his bosom, and dry their watery eyes. And
this day is fast coming; " Yet a little time,
and the vision will speak, it will not tarry." These questions between
us and our adversaries will all be decided in yonder day, when the Son of
GOD shall come, and rid all pleas; and it will be seen whether we or they
have been for CHRIST, and who have been pleading for BAAL. It is
not known what we are now; but when our life shall
appear in glory, then we shall see who laughs fastest in that day. Therefore
we must " possess our souls in patience,"
and " go into our chamber," and rest " until the indignation
be past." We shall not weep long, when our LORD shall take us up in the
day that he gathereth his jewels. My dear friend, lay down your head upon CHRIST'S breast. Weep not;
the Lion of the tribe of Judah will
arise. " The sun is gone down upon the Prophets,
and our gold is become dim; and the LORD feedeth
his people with waters of gall and wormwood:" yet CHRIST standeth. but behind the wall; his
bowels are moved for Scotland; he
waiteth (as ISAIAH says) " that he may show
mercy." If we would go home, and take our brethren with us, " weeping with our faces towards Zion, asking the way
thitherward," he would bring back our captivity. We may not think that
GOD has no care of his own honor, while men tread it under their feet; he
will " clothe himself with vengeance as with
a cloak," and appear against our enemies for our deliverance. Ye were
never yet beguiled, and GOD will not begin with you. Wrestle still with the
Angel of the Covenant, and you shall get the blessing: Fight; he delighteth to be overcome by wrestling. Grace,
grace, and mercy, be with you!
YOURS in CHRIST,
Anwoth,
S. R.
Sept. 25, 1634.
TO THE VISCOUNTESS
OF KENMURE.
MADAM,
THAT honor which I have prayed for these sixteen years, with
submission to my LORD's will, my LORD has now bestowed upon me; even to suffer
for my King JESUS, and for his kingly crown, and for the freedom of his kingdom,
which his Father has given him. The LORDs have sentenced
me to deprivation, and confinement within the town of Aberdeen. I am charged,
in the King's name, to enter against the 2Oth day of August next, and there
to, remain during the King's pleasure. although CHRIST's
green cross, newly laid upon me, be somewhat heavy, while 1: call to mind
many fair days, sweet and comfortable to my soul, and to the souls of many
others, and how young ones in CHRIST are plucked from the breast,. and the
inheritance of GOD laid waste; yet that perfumed cross of CHRIST is accompanied
with sweet refreshments, with the favors of a King, with the joy of the HOLY
GHOST, with faith that the LORD hears the sighing of a prisoner, and with
undoubted hope (as sure as my LORD liveth) after
this night to see day-light, and that CHRIST's sky
will clear up again upon me and his poor Kirk, and that in a strange land,
amongst strange faces, he will give favor in the eyes of men to his poor oppressed
servant, who dares not but love that lovely one, that princely one, JESUS,
the comforter of his soul. All would be well, if I were free of old challenges
for neglect in my calling, and for speaking too little for my Well-beloved's
crown, honor, and kingdom. O for a day in the assembly of the saints, to be
an advocate for King JESUS! If my Lon]) go on now to quarrels also, I die,
I cannot endure it: but I look for peace from him; because he knows that I
dare bear men's feud, but dare not bear his feud. This is my only exercise,
that I fear I have done little good in my ministry; but I dare not but say,
I loved the children of the wedding-chamber, and prayed for, and desired the
thriving of the marriage, and coming of his kingdom. I apprehend no less than
a judgment upon Galloway; and the LORD shall visit this whole nation. But
what can be laid upon me, or any the like of me, is too light for CHRIST:
CHRIST would bear death and burning alive, in his weak servants, for his honor-able
cause for which I now suffer. Yet, notwithstanding all my complaints, (and
he knows that I dare not now dissemble,) he was never sweeter and kinder than
he is now; one token of his love now is sweeter than ten long since: sweet,
sweet is his cross; light, light and easy is his yoke. O what a sweet step
were it up to my Father's house, through ten deaths, for the truth and cause
of that unknown Plant of Renown, the man called the BRAXEN, the chief among
ten thousand, the fairest among the sons of men.
O what unseen joys, how many hidden ardors of love, are in the
remnants of the sufferings of CHRIST! My dear and worthy Lady, I give it to
your Ladyship under my hand, (my heart writing as well as my hand,) Welcome,
welcome, sweet and glorious cross of CHRIST; welcome, JESUS with thy light
cross; you have now gained and gotten all my love from me; keep what you have
gotten. Only, woe is for my bereft flock, for the lambs of JESUS, who, I fear,
will be fed with dry breasts; but I spare now. Madam, I dare not promise to
see your Lady-ship, because of the little time I
have allotted me, and I purpose to obey the King, who has power of my body;
and rebellion to Kings is unbeseeming CHRIST'S Ministers.
Pray write thanks to your brother, my LORD of Lorne, for what
he has done for me, a poor unknown stranger to his Lordship. I shall pray
for him and his house while I live; it is his honor to open his mouth in the
streets for his wronged and oppressed master, CHRIST JESUS. Now, Madam, commending
your Ladyship, and the sweet child, to the tender mercies of mine own Lour)
JESUS, and to the good will of him who dwelt in the bush, I rest
Yours in JESUS,
Edinburgh, July 28, 1636.
TO MR. ROBERT CUNINGHAME,
Minister of the
Gospel.
Well-beloved and Reverend Brother,
GRACE, mercy, and peace, be to you!
I thought good to take the opportunity of writing to you; seeing it has seemed
good to the LORD of the Harvest to lay upon us a more honorable service, _
even to suffer for his name. I have had a desire to see you in the face; yet
now, being the prisoner of CHRIST, it is taken away. I am greatly comforted
to hear of your soldier's stately spirit for your princely and royal Captain,
JESUS, our LORD, and of the grace of GOD in the rest of our dear brethren
with you. You have heard of my trouble, I suppose. It has pleased our LORD
JESUS to let loose these LORDs in his house, to deprive me of my ministry at Anwoth, and to confine me eight-score miles from thence to
Aberdeen; and also (which was not done to any before) to inhibit me to speak
at all in JESUS's name within this kingdom, under
the pain of rebellion. But let our crowned King in Zion reign; by his grace
the loss is theirs, the advantage is CIIR.IST's
and truth's. although this honest cross gained some
ground on me by my heaviness, and inward challenges of con-science for a time
were sharp; yet now, for the encouragement of you all, I dare say it, "
Welcome, welcome, sweet cross of CHRIST." I verily think that the chains
of my LORD JESUS are all overlaid with pure gold, and that his cross is perfumed,
and that it smelleth of CHRIST; that the victory
shall be by the blood of the Lamb, and by the word of his truth; and that
CHRIST, though now lying on his back, in his weak servants, and oppressed
truth, shall yet ride over his enemies, and shall strike through Kings in
the day of his wrath.
Blessed are they who are content to take strokes with a weeping
CHRIST. Faith will trust, the LORD, and is not hasty nor
headstrong; neither is faith so timorous, as to flatter a temptation, or to
bribe the cross. My heart is woe indeed for my Mother-Church, that has played
the harlot with many lovers; for her husband has a mind to sell her for horrible
transgressions, and heavy will the hand of the LORD be upon this backsliding
nation. Yet I trust that Scotland's skies shall clear again; that CHRIST shall
build again the old waste places of JACOB; that our dead and dry bones shall
become an army of living men; and that our Well-beloved may feed among the
lilies, until the day break, and the shadows flee away. Only let us be faithful
to him, to him that can ride through hell and death, and his horse never stumble;
and let him make of me a bridge over a water, so that his high and holy name
may be glorified in me. Strokes from the Mediator's hand are very sweet;
he has always been dear to my soul; but since I suffered for him, he has been
more precious to me than before. O that every hair of my head, and every member
and every bone in my body, were a man to witness
a faire confession for him! I would think all too little for him. Oft borne
down, and hungry in waiting for the marriage-supper of the Lamb.;
nevertheless I think it the LORD's wise love that
feeds us with hunger, and makes its fat with such wants and desertions. I
know not, my dear brother, if our worthy brethren be gone to sea or not; if
they be yet with you, acquaint them with my troubles, and entreat them to
pray for the poor afflicted prisoner of CHRIST: they are dear to my soul;
I seek your prayers and theirs for my flock; their remembrance breaks my heart.
I desire to love that people, and others my dear acquaintance in CHRIST, with
love in GOD, and as GOD loves them. I know that he
who sent me to the West and South, sends me also to the North: I will charge
my soul to believe and to wait for him, and will follow his providence, and
not go before it, nor stay behind it. Now, my dear brother, taking farewell,
I commend you all to the word of his grace, and to the work of his SPIRIT,—to
him who holdeth the seven stars in his right hand,—that you may be
kept spotless till the day of JESUS our LORD.
Your Brother in affliction, in our LORD JESUS.
August 4, 1636.
TO THE VISCOUNTESS
OF KENMURE.
My very honorable and dear Lady,
GRACE, mercy, and peace, be to you!
O how sweet are sufferings for CHRIST! GOD forgive them that raise an ill
report upon the cross of CHRIST; it is our weak and dim eyes which look but
at the one side of it, that make us mistake. Those who can take that crabbed
tree handsomely upon their back, shall find it such
a burden as wings unto a bird, or sails to a ship. It were
a sweet and honorable death to die for JESUS! This love is a mystery to the
world. I would not have believed that there was so much in CHRIST as there
is. " Come and see," maketh
CHRIST to be known in his excellency and glory.
I wish all this nation knew how sweet his presence is. It is little to see
CHRIST in a book, as men do the world in a card: they talk of CHRIST by the
book and the tongue, and no more; but to come near to CHRIST, and embrace
him, is another thing. I write to your honor, for your encouragement in that
honorable profession with which CHRIST has honored you. This world can take
nothing from you that is truly yours, and death can
do you no wrong. When your Head shall appear, your Bridegroom and LORD, your
day shall then dawn, and it shall never have an after-noon,
nor an evening shadow. Let your child be CHRIST'S; let him stay beside you,
as the LORD'S pledge, that you shall willingly render again, if GOD will.
My silence on the Lotto's day keeps me from being exalted above measure, and
from startling in the ardors of my LORD's love.
I have wrestled long with this sad silence, and my soul has been pleading
with CHRIST; but I will yield to him. I am a fool, and he is GOD: I will hold
my peace hereafter. Let me hear from your Ladyship, and your dear child; and
pray for a prisoner of CHRIST, who is mindful of your Ladyship. Grace, grace
be with you! I write and pray blessings to your sweet child.
Yours in all dutiful obedience, in his only LORD JESUS,
Aberdeen,
Nov. 22,
TO ROBERT GORDON,
OF KNOCKBREX.
My DEAR BROTHER,
GRACE, mercy, and peace, be multiplied upon you. O what owe I
to the file, to the hammer, to the furnace of my Lotto JESUS; who has now
let me see how good the wheat of CHRIST is, that go through his mill and his
oven, to be made bread for his own table. Grace tried is better than grace,
and it is more than grace; it is glory in its infancy. I now see,
that Godliness is more than outside. Who knows the truth of grace without
a trial? O how little getteth CHRIST of us, but
that which he winneth with much toil and pain; and
how soon would faith freeze without a cross! How many dumb crosses have been
laid upon my back, that had never a tongue to speak the sweetness of CHRIST,
as this has I When CHRIST blesses his own crosses with a tongue, they breathe
out CHRIST'S love, wisdom, kindness, and care of us. Why should I start at
the plough of my Low', that maketh deep furrows
on my soul? I know he is no idle husband-man; he purposed a crop. O that this
white, withered, ley-ground were made fertile to
bear a crop for him by whom it is painfully dressed; and that this fallow-ground
was broken up! Why was I grieved, that he put his gar-land upon my head, the
glory and honor of his faithful witnesses? Verily, he has not put me to a
loss by what I suffer; he oweth me nothing; for,
in my bonds, how sweet and comfortable have the thoughts of him been to me,
wherein I find a sufficient recompense of reward! How blind are my adversaries,
who sent me to a banqueting-house, and not to a prison or place of exile!
Why should I smother my husband's honesty, or be a niggard in giving out to
others what I get for nothing! Brother, eat with me, and give thanks: I charge
you before GOD, that ye speak to others, and invite them to help me to praise.
O my debt of praise, how weighty it is, and how far runup!
O that others would lend me to pay, and teach me to praise! LORD
JESUS, take my thoughts for payment! Yet I am with the tear in my eye; for,
by reason of my silence, sorrow has filled me. My harp is hanged upon the
willow-trees, because I am in a strange land. I am still kept in exercise
with envious brethren: my mother has borne me a man of contention. Grace,
grace, be with you: and GOD, who heareth prayer,
visit you; and let it be unto you according to the prayers of
Your own brother, and CHRIST's prisoner,
Aberdeen,
S. R. Jan. 1, 1637,
TO JOHN KENNEDY,
BAILLIE OF AYR.
Worthy and clear Brother,
GRACE, mercy, and peace, be to you!
I am every way in good case, both in soul and body;--all honor and glory be
to my LORD! I want nothing but a further revelation of the beauty of the
unknown Son of GOD. Either I know not what Christianity is, or we have stinted
a measure of holiness; and there we are at a stay, drawing our breath all
our life. A moderation in Go D's way, now, is much in request. I profess,
I have never taken pains to find out him whom my soul loves; there is a gate
yet of finding out CHRIST, that I have never lighted upon. O that I could
find it out! Alas, how soon are we pleased with our own shadow in a glass!
It were good to begin in sad earnest to find out GOD, and to seek
the right tread of CHRIST. Time, custom, a good opinion of ourselves, our
good meaning, our lazy desires, our fair shows, and the world's glistering
lustres, are that wherewith most satisfy themselves: but a
bed watered with tears, a throat dry with praying, eyes as a fountain of tears
for the sins of the land, are rarely to be found among us. O that we could
know the power of GODliness! This is one part of
my case; and another is, that I, like a fool, once summoned CHRIST for unkindness,
and complained of his fickleness and unconstancy,
because he would have no more of my service nor preaching, and had cast me
out of the inheritance of the LORD:, and I confess now I was a fool; yet
he has borne with me. I gave him a fair advantage against me, but love and
mercy would not let him take it; and the truth is, now he has chided himself
friends with me, and has taken away the mask, and hash renewed his wonted
favor in such a manner, that he has paid me my " hundred
fold in this life." I write this to you, that I may entreat, nay, adjure
and charge you, by the love of your Well-beloved, to help me to praise, and
to tell all your Christian acquaintance to help me, for I am deeply drowned
in his debt: and yet I have something to keep me from being exalted above
measure; his word is a fire shut up in my bowels, and I am weary with forbearing.
Grace be with you! Pray for the prisoner.
Aberdeen,
Yours in his only LORD JESUS,
Jan. 1, 1637. S. R.
TO MR. ROBERT BLAIR.
Reverend and dearly beloved Brother,
GRACE, mercy, and peace, from GOD our FATHER, and from our LORD
JESUS CHRIST, be to you! It is no great wonder, my dear Brother, that -ye
be in heaviness for a season, and that GOD's will,
in crossing your design and desires to dwell amongst a people whose Gott
is the LORD, should move you. I deny not but ye have cause to inquire, what
his Providence speaketh in this to you; but GOD's
directing and commanding will can by no good logic
be concluded from events of Providence. The LORD sent PAUL on many errands,
for the spreading of his Gospel, where he found lions in his way. A promise
was made to his people of the Holy Land and yet many nations in the way fought
against them who had the promise, to keep them from possessing that good land
which the LORD their GOD had given them. I persuade myself ye have learned,
in every condition, wherein ye are, therein to be content, and to say, "
Good is the will of the LORD; let it be done." The LORD purposeth to bring mercy out of your sufferings and silence,
which as I know by experience, are grievous to you.
Seeing he knows our willing mind to serve him, our wages are running on with
our GOD; even as some sick soldiers get their pay, when they are bed-fast,
and not able to go to the field with others. And when they have swallowed
us up, they shall be sick, and vomit us out living men again: the Devil's
stomach cannot digest the Church of GOD. Suffering is one half of our ministry,
although the hardest: for we would be content if our King JESUS would make
an open proclamation, and cry down crosses, and cry up joy, gladness, ease,
honor, and peace; but it must not be so: " Through much tribulation,
we must enter into the kingdom of Gott; " not only by it, but through it must we go. It
is folly to think to steal to heaven with a whole skin. My dear Brother, help
me to show the LORD'S people with you, what he has done to my soul, that they
may pray and praise. I charge you, in the name of CH R.I sT,
not to omit it; for, for this cause I write to you, that my sufferings may
glorify my King, and edify his church in Ireland.
I hope the LORD will move your heart to proclaim, in my behalf, the excellency and glory of my King.
It is but our soft flesh that has raised a slander on the cross of CHRIST;
I see now the white side of it; my LORD'S chains are all over gilded. O that
Scotland and Ireland
had part of my feast! And yet I get not my meat but with many strokes. There
are none here to whom I can speak; I dwell in Kedar's
tents. Refresh me with a letter from you. Courage, courage, joy, joy for evermore!
O joy. unspeakable and glorious! O for help to set
my crowned King on high! O for love to Him, who is altogether.
lovely! That love which many waters cannot quench,
neither can the floods drown! I remember you, and bear your name on my breast
to CHRIST,: I beseech you, forget not his prisoner.
Grace, mercy, and peace, be with you!. Your brother
and fellow-prisoner,
Aberdeen, Feb. 7, 1637.
TO THE VISCOUNTESS
OF KENAIURE.
MADAM,
GRACE, mercy, and peace, be to you!
I received your Ladyship's letter; it refreshed me in my heaviness: the blessing
and prayers of a prisoner of CHRIST come upon you! Since my coming hither,
GALLOWAY sent me not a line: but I want not kindness of one, who has the gate
of it;—CHRIST (if he had never done more for me since I was born) hash engaged
my heart, and gained my blessing,, in this house
of my pilgrimage. It pleases my Well-beloved to dine with a poor prisoner,
and the King's spikenard casteth a fragrant smell.
Nothing. grieveth
me, but that I eat my feasts alone, and that I cannot edify his saints. My
silence eats me up; but he has told me, that he thanked' me no less than if
I were preaching daily. He sees how gladly I would be at it; and therefore
my wages are going on in heaven, as if I were still preaching CHRIST. Captains
pay daily bed-fast soldiers, although they do not march, nor carry armor.
" Though Israel
be not gathered, yet shall I be glorious in the eyes of my LORD, and my LORD
shall be my strength." (Ira. xlix. 5.) My garland,
The banished Minister," (the term for me at
Aberdeen,) shamed' me not. I have seen the white side of CHRIST'S cross. How
lovely has he been to his oppressed servant! The LORD executeth judgment for the oppressed, he giveth food to the hungry: the LORD looseth
the prisoner; the LORD raiseth them that are bowed
down: the LORD preserveth the stranger." (Ps. cxlvi. 7-9.) If it were come to exchanging of crosses, I would not exchange
my cross with any. I am well pleased with CHRIST, and he with me. It is true,
for all this, I get my meat with many strokes, and am cast down for the case
of my distressed brother; yet I hope the LORD will be surety for his servant.
But now, upon some weak experience, I am come to love a rumbling and raging
Devil best; seeing we must have a Devil to hold the saints waking, I wish
a cumbersome Devil, rather than a secure and sleeping one. At my first coming
hither, I said he had cast me over the wall of the vineyard, like a dry tree;
but it was his mercy, I see, that the fire did not burn the dry tree. And
now, as if my LORD JESUS had done that fault, and not I, (who belied my LORD,)
he has made amends, and he spoke not one word against me; but he has come
again, and quickened my soul with his presence. Nay, now I think the cross
of CHRIST JESUS My LORD, and these comforts that accompany it, better than
the world's rent. Your Ladyship wrote to me, that you are yet an ill scholar.
Madam, ye must go in at heaven's gates with your book in your hand, still
learning. You have had your own large share of troubles, and a double portion;
but it says that your Father counted' you not a bastard. I
long to bear of the child. I write the blessings of CHRIST'S prisoner
and the mercies of Go]) to him: let him be CHRIST'S and yours between you;
but let CHRIST be the lender, and ye the borrower, not an owner. Madam, it
is not long since I did write to your Ladyship, that CHRIST is keeping mercy
for you; and I still abide by it. Love him dearly there is in him that which
you never saw; he is ever nigh; he is a tree of life, green and blossoming,
both summer and winter. I invite you anew to come to him. "
Come and see," will speak better things of him, than I can do:
" Come nearer," will say much. Goff never thought this world a portion
worthy of you; he will not give you ESAU's portion,
but reserves the inheritance of JACOB for you. Are ye not well married now?
Have you not a good husband now? My heart cannot express what sad nights I
have for " the Virgin-Daughter of my people." Woe is me! for our time is coming. Now the blessing of our dearest LORD
JESUS, and the blessing of him that is separate from his brethren, come upon
you!
Yours, at Aberdeen, the prisoner of CHRIST,
Aberdeen.
S. R.
TO THE VISCOUNTESS OF KENMURE,
MADAM,
GRACE, mercy, and peace, be to your
Ladyship! I would not omit to write a line by this Christian bearer, one in
your Ladyship's own case, driven near to CHRIST in and by her affliction.
I wish that my friends in Galloway forget me not; but however it be,
CHRIST 1S so good, that I will have no other tutor, suppose I could have ten
thousand beside. I now think five hundred heavy hearts for him too little.
I wish that CHRIST, now weeping, suffering, and contemned of men, were more
dear and desirable to many souls, than he is. I am sure, if the saints wanted
CHRIST'S cross, so profitable and so sweet, they might, for the gain and glory
of it, wish it were lawful either to buy or borrow his cross: but it is a
mercy that the saints have it for nothing; for I know no sweeter way to heaven,
than through free grace and hard trials together; and one of these cannot
well want the other. O that time would post faster, and hasten our long looked-for
communion with the fairest among the sons of men! O that the day would favor
us, and come, and put CHRIST and us in each other's arms! I am sure a few
years will do our turn, and the soldier's hour-glass will soon run out. Madam,
look to your lamp, and look to your LORD'S coming,
and let your heart dwell aloof from that sweet child. CHRIST'S jealousy will
not admit two equal loves in your Ladyship's. heart.
He must have • one, and that the greatest; a little one to a creature may,
and must, suffice a soul married to him: " Your
Maker is your husband." (Isa. liv.)
I would. wish you well, and my, obligations these many years speak no less
to me; but more I neither wish, nor pray, nor desire for your Lady-ship, than
CHRIST singled out from all created good things; or CHRIST, although wet in
his own blood, and wearing a crown of thorns. I am sure, the saints, at their
best, are but strangers to the incomparable sweetness of CHRIST. He is so
new, so fresh in excellency, every day, to those
that search more and more in him, as if heaven could furnish us as many new
CHRISTS (if I may speak so) as there are days between him and us; and yet
he is one and the same. O, we love an unknown lover, when we love CHRIST.
Grace for evermore, even while glory perfects it, be
with your Ladyship!
Yours in JESUS,
S.R
TO THE LADY CARDONNESS.
My dearly beloved and longed-for in the LORD,
GRACE, mercy, and. peace, be to you!
I long to hear how your soul prospereth, and how
the’ kingdom of CHRIST thriveth in you. I exhort
you and beseech you, in the bowels of CHRIST, faint not, weary not. There
is a great necessity of heaven; ye must needs have it: all other things, as
houses, lands, children, husband, friends, country, credit, health, wealth,
honor, may be wanted; but heaven is your " one
thing necessary, that good part which shall not be taken from you." See
that ye buy the field where the pearl is; sell all, and make a purchase of
salvation., Think it not easy, for it is a steep ascent to eternal glory;
many are’ lying dead in the way, that are slain with security. O what I want!
I want so many things, that I am almost asking if I have any thing at all.
Every man thinketh he is rich enough in grace, till he finds his pack
poor and light in the day of a heavy trial. I found that I had not enough
to bear my expenses, and should have fainted, if want had not chased me to
the store-house of all. I beseech you, make conscience of your ways; deal
kindly with your tenants: to fill a breach, make
not a greater breach in the conscience. I wish plenty of love to your soul.
Let the world be the portion of bastards; make it not yours; after the last
trumpet is blown, the world and all its glory will be like an old house that
is burned to ashes, and like an old fallen castle without a roof. Fie, fie
upon us, fools, who think ourselves debtors to the world! My LORD has brought
me to this, that I would not give a drink of cold water for this world's kindness.
I wonder that men long after,’ or care for, these feathers: to give out conscience,
and to get in clay again, is a strange bargain. I have written my mind at
length to your husband; I cannot forget him in my prayers; my counsel is,
that ye bear with him, when passion overtaketh him:
" A soft answer putteth away
wrath." When CHRIST hideth himself, wait on,
and importune him till he return; it is not time then to be carelessly patient:
I love to be grieved when he hideth his smiles.
I counsel you to study sanctification, and to be dead to this world. Counsel
your husband to fulfill my joy, and to seek the LORD's
face: show him from me, that my joy and desire is to hear that he is in the
LORD. GOD casteth him often in my mind; I cannot
forget him: I hope, CHRIST and he have some-thing
to do together. Bless JOHN from me; I write blessings to him, and to your
husband, and the rest of your children.
Your lawful and loving Pastor
In his only LORD JESUS,
S.R.
TO THE LADY CARDONNESS
THE ELDER.
Worthy and well-beloved in the LORD,
GRACE, mercy, and peace, be to you!
I long to hear from you, that I may know how your soul prospereth.
My desire and longing is, to hear that ye walk in the truth, and that ye are
content to follow the despised, but lovely, Son of GOD. I cannot but recommend
him unto you as your husband, your well-beloved, your portion, your comfort,
and your joy. He has watered with his sweet comforts an oppressed prisoner.
He was always kind to my soul, but never so kind
as now, in my greatest extremities. I dine and sup with CHRIST: he visiteth
my soul with the visitation of his love in the night-watches. I exhort you,
in the name of CHRIST, to continue in the truth, which I delivered to you.
Make CHRIST sure to your soul; for your day draweth
nigh to an end. Many slide back now, who seemed to be CHRIST'S friends but
" be ye faithful to the death, and ye shall have the crown
of life." This span-length of your days, whereof the SPIRIT of GOD speaketh, will within a short time come to nothing. O how
comfortable shall the feast of a good conscience be, when your eye-strings
shall break, your face wax pale, and the breath turn cold, and your poor soul
come sighing to the windows of the house of clay, and long to be out, and
to have the gaoler to open the door, that the prisoner
may be set at liberty! Ye draw nigh the water-side; look to your accounts;
ask for your guide to take you to the other side. Let not the world be your portion; what have ye to do with dead clay? Ye are
not a bastard, but a lawfully-begotten child; therefore set your heart on
the inheritance. Go up before-hand and see your lodging; look through all
your Father's rooms in heaven, for in your Father's house are many dwelling-places.
" Set your heart on things that are above, where CHRIST
is at the right-hand of GOD." Stir up your husband to mind his own country;
and counsel him to deal mercifully with the poor people of GOD under him:
they are CHRIST'S, and not his; there-fore desire him to show them kindness,
and to be good to their souls. It may be, that my parish forget me; but my
witness is in heaven, I do not forget them; they are my sighs in the night,
and my tears ill the day. I think myself like a husband plucked from the wife
of his youth, O LORD, be my judge, what joy it would be to my soul, to hear
that my ministry has left the Son of GOD among them! Remember my love to your
son and daughter; desire them from me to seek the LORD in their youth, and
to give him the morning of their days. Acquaint them with the word of GOD
and prayer. Grace be with you! Pray for the prisoner
of CHRIST: In my heart I forget you not.
Your lawful and loving Pastor,
S. R
TO THE VISCOUNTESS
OF KENMURE.
MADAM,
GRACE, mercy, and peace, to you. I love careful, and withal
doing complaints of want of practice; because I observe many, who think it
holiness enough to complain, and set themselves to nothing,—as if to say "
I am sick," would cure them; they think complaints a good charm for guiltiness.
I hope ye are wrestling and struggling on, in this dead age, wherein folks
have lost tongue, and legs, and arms, for CHRIST. I urge upon you, Madam,
a nearer communion with CHRIST, and a growing communion. There are curtains
to be drawn aside, in CHRIST, that we never saw, and new foldings of love in him. Therefore, dig deep, and sweat, and
labor, and take pains for him; and set by as much time in the day for him
as you can; he will be won with labor. I know not what to do with CHRIST;
his love surroundeth and surchargeth
me; I am burdened with it; but O how sweet and lovely is
that burden! I cannot keep it within me. I am so in love with his love, that,
if his love were not in heaven, I would be unwilling to go there. I wonder
what he meaneth, to put such a slave at his own
elbow. But I dare' not refuse to be loved; the cause is not in me why he has
looked upon Inc, and loved me; for it cost me nothing; it is good, cheap.
love. The greatest part but play with Christianity; they put
it by easily. I thought it had been an easy thing to be a Christian, and that
to seek GOD had been at the next door; but O the windings, the turnings, the
ups and the downs,. through
which he has led me; and I see yet much way to the ford! He speaketh
with my reins in the night-season; and in the morning, when I awake, I find his love in my heart. Who will help me to praise?
Who will come to lift with me, and set on high his great love? As for friends,
I shall not think the world to be the world, if that well
go not dry. I trust in GOD, to use the world as a cunning master does
a knavish servant; he giveth him no handling or
credit, only he intrusteth him with common errands,
wherein he cannot play the knave. I pray GOD I may not give this world credit
of my joys, and comforts, and confidence; that were to put CHitIST
out of his office. Nay, I counsel you, Madam, let. CHRIST keep the great seal;
and intrust him so, as to hang your vessels, great
and small, upon the nail fastened in DAVID'S house. Now the presence of the
great Angel of the Covenant be with you, and that
sweet child!
Aberdeen,
March 7, 1637.
TO THE VISCOUNTESS
OF KENMURE.
MADAM,
UPON the offered opportunity of this worthy bearer, I could not
omit to answer the heads of your letter.—I. I think not much to set down in
paper some good things of CHRIST, and to feed my soul with wishes to be one
with CHRIST; for a wish is but a broken and half love; but verily to "come
and see" is a harder matter: but, oh, I have rather smoke than fire:
I have little or nothing to say, but that I am one who has found favor in
his eyes.--2. You write that 1: am filled with knowledge, and stand not in
need of these warnings: but. certainly my light is dim; and how many have full coffers,
and yet empty bellies!
Light, and the saving use of light, arc far different. O what
need have I to have the ashes blown away. from
my dying fire! I may be a book-man, and yet be an idiot and a stark fool in
CHRIST's way. Therefore as night-watchers hold one another
waking, by speaking to one another, so have we need
to hold one another on. foot: sleep stealeth
away the light of watching, even the light that reproves sleeping. I doubt
not but more would reach heaven, if they believed not heaven to be at the
next door. The world's negative holiness, " no
adulterer, no murderer, no thief," maketh men
believe they are already saints.—$. I find you complaining of yourself, and
it becometh a sinner so to do. I would love my pain and soreness
with my wounds, although these should bereave me of my night's sleep, better
than my wounds without pain.--4. Be not afraid for little grace. Our split
works, losses, deadness, coldness, wretchedness, are the ground on which the
good husbandman labouteth.—5. You write that his
comppssions fail not, notwithstanding that your service to
CHRIST miscarrieth. To that I answer, Gott forbid that there were buying and selling between CHRIST
and us; for then free grace might go to play. But all the vessels, great and
small, that we have, are fastened upon the sure nail. (Isa.
22:24.) The only danger. is,
that we give grace more to do, than GOD giveth it,
that is, by turning his grace into wantonness. Grace be
with you!
Aberdeen,
Yours in his LORD JESUS,
March 14, 1637
TO THE LADY HALHILL.
DEAR AND CHRISTIAN LADY,
GRACE, mercy, and peace, be to you!
I cannot but ac-quaint your Ladyship with the kind dealing of CHRIST to my
soul in this house of my pilgrimage; that your Lady-ship
may know that CHRIST is as good as he is called. For, at my first entry into
this trial, (being troubled with jealousies of his love, whose name and testimony
I now bear in my bonds,) I feared nothing more, than that I was cast over
the dike of the vineyard, as a dry tree; but blessed be his great name, the
dry tree was in the fire, and was not burned; his dew came down and quickened
the root of a withered plant; and now he is come again with joy, and has been
pleased to feast his afflicted prisoner with the joys of his consolations.
Now I weep, but am not sad: I am chastened, but I die not: I have loss, but
I want nothing: this water cannot drown me, this fire cannot burn me, because
of " the good-will of Him that dwelt in the bush." The
worst things of CHRIST, his reproaches, or his cross, are better than Egypt's
treasures. He has opened his door, and taken into his "
banqueting house " a poor sinner, and has left me so a sick of
love for my LORD JESUS, that if heaven were at my disposal, I would give it
for CHRIST, and would not be content to go to heaven, except I were persuaded
CHRIST were there. I would not give nor exchange my sighs for all the world's laughter. This clay-idol, the world, has no
great court in my soul: CHRIST has come, and carried away with him to heaven
my heart and my love, so that neither heart nor love is mine; I pray GOD,
that CHRIST may keep both without reversion. If my part of this world's clay
were sold, I would think it dear at the price of a drink of water. I see CHRIST'S
love is so kingly, that it must have a throne all alone in the soul. I see
apples beguile children, although they be worm-eaten; and so the moth-eaten
pleasures of this present world make children believe that ten is a hundred:
and yet all that are here are but shadows; if they would draw aside the curtain
that hangs between them and CHRIST, they would think themselves fools, who
have so long mistaken the * SON of GOD. I seek no more, next to heaven, but
that he may be glorified in a prisoner of CHRIST; and that in my behalf many
would praise his high and glorious name, who heareth
the sighing of' the prisoner. CHRIST be with you!
Aberdeen,
March 14, 1637.
TO MR. THOMAS GARVEN.
REVEREND AND DEAR BROTHER,
I BLESS you for your letter; it was as a shower to the new-mown
grass. The LORD has given you the tongue of the learned; be fruitful and humble.
It is possible that you may come to my case; but the water is neither so deep,
nor the stream so strong, as it is called. I think my fire is not hot; my
water is dry land; my loss rich loss. My poor stock is grown, since I came
to Aberdeen. And if any had known the wrong I did, in being jealous of such
a lover as CHRIST, who withheld not his love from me, they would think the
more of it; but, I see, he must be above me in mercy: I will never strive
with him; to think to recompense him is folly. If I had as many tongues to
praise him as there have fallen drops of rain since the creation, or as there
are leaves of trees in all the forests of the earth, or stars in the heaven;
yet my LORD JESUS would ever be in advance with me: we shall never get our
accounts fitted; a pardon must close the reckoning. For his comforts to me,
in this honorable cause, have almost put me beyond the bounds of modesty;
howbeit I will not let every one know what is betwixt us. Love (I mean CHRIST'S
love) is the hottest coal that ever I felt: cast all the salt sea on it, it
will flame: hell cannot quench it: many, many waters will not quench love.
I wonder that he should waste so much love upon such a waster as I am; but
he is abundant in mercy; he has no niggard's alms, when he is pleased to give.
O that I could invite all the nations to love him! Free grace is an unknown
thing! This world has heard but a bare name of CHRIST. I would that CHRISTT
got more of his own due than he doth. Brother, ye have chosen the good part,
who have taken part with CHRIST: you will see him win the field, and
you shall get part of the spoil, when he divideth
it. They are but fools who, laugh at us, for they see but the back part of
the moon; yet our moon-light is better than their twelve-hours' sun: we have
gotten the new heavens, and as a pledge of that, the Bridegroom's love-ring.
The children of the wedding-chamber have cause to skip and leap for joy;
for the marriage-supper is drawing. nigh. O time,
be not slow! O sun, move speedily, and hasten our banquet! O Bridegroom,.
be " like a roe, or a young hart upon the mountains!
O Well-beloved, run fast, that we may once meet! - Brother, I restrain myself,
for want of time. Pray for me: I hope to remember you. The good-will of Him
who dwelt in the bush, the tender mercies of GOD in CHRIST, enrich you: grace be with you!
Yours in his LORD JESUS,
S. R.
TO THE LAIRD OF
CARLETOUN.
MUCH-HONORED SIR,
I WILL not impute your not writing to me, to forgetfulness. However,
I have one above who forgetteth me not; nay, he groweth
in his kindness. It has pleased his holy MAJESTY to take me from the pulpit,
and teach me many things in my exile, that were mysteries to me before:-1.
I see his bottomless and boundless love, and my jealousies and ravings, which,
at my first entry into this furnace, were so foolish and bold, as' to say
to CHRIST, who is truth itself, in his face, " You
liest! " I had well nigh lost my hold: I wondered if
it was CHRIST or not; for the mist and smoke of my heart made me mistake my
master JESUS. My faith was dim, and my hope frozen and cold; and my love,
which caused jealousies, had some heat and smoke, but no flame at all. T thought
I had forfeited all my rights; but the Tempter was too much upon my counsels.
Alas! I knew not how good skill my intercessor and advocate, CHRIST, has in
pleading for me, and pardoning me such follies. Now he is returned to my
soul " with healing under his wings; and I am nothing behind with CHRIST
now, for he has overpaid me, by his presence, the pain I was put to by waiting.
And now, what want I on earth, that CHRIST can give
to a poor prisoner? O how sweet and lovely is he now! Alas that I can get
none to help me to lift up my LORD JESUS upon his throne above all the earth!-2.
I am now brought to' some measure of submission, and I resolve to wait till
I see what my Lon") will do with me. I dare not now speak. one
word against the all-seeing and aver-watching Providence of my LORD. I see
that Providence runneth not on• broken wheels; but
I, like a fool, carved a providence for mine own ease, to die in my nest,
and to sleep still, till my grey hairs, and to he on the sunny side of the
mountain in my ministry at Anwoth. But now I have
nothing to say against Kedar's tents, where I live;
far from my acquaintance, my lovers, and my friends. I see that GOD has the
world on his wheels, and casteth it as a potter
does a vessel on the wheel. I dare not say that there is any inordinate or
irregular motion in Providence; the LORD has done it: I will not go to law
with CHRIST, for I should gain no-thing by that. 3. I have learned some greater
mortification, and not to mourn after, or seek, the world's dry breasts.
Nay, my LORD has filled me with such dainties) that I am like a full banqueter,
who is not for common cheer. What have I to do, to fall down and worship man-kind's
great idol, the world? I have a better GOD than any clay-GOD; nay, at present,
I cave not if I give this world a discharge for bread and water. I know, it
is not my home, nor my Father's house; it is but his footstool let bastods
take it.—4. I find it most true, that the greatest
temptation out of hell is, to live without temptations. If my waters should
stand, they would rot: faith is the better for the five air,
and the sharp winter storms, in its face; grace withereth
without adversity: the Devil is but GOD'S master-fencer, to teach us to handle
our weapons.—5. never knew how weak I was, till now, when he hideth himself, and when I have him to seek seven times a
day. I am a dry and withered branch, and a piece of a dead carcass, dry bones,
and not able to step over a straw: so feeble is my soul, that I think it is
like a tender man's skin, that may touch nothing: you see how short I should
shoot of the prize, if his grace were not sufficient for me. The prisoner's
blessing be upon you!
Aberdeen,
Yours in his LORD JESUS,
March 14, 1637.
S.R
TO JOHN BELL, THE
ELDER.
MY VERY LOVING FRIEND,
GRACE, mercy, and peace, be to you.
I beseech you in the Lone. JESUS, to mind your country above; and now, when
old age, the twilight going before the darkness of the grave, and the falling
low of your sun before your night,—is come upon you, advise with CHRIST, ere
you put your foot in the ship, and turn your back on this life. Many are beguiled
with this, that they are free from. scandalous
abominations: but the tree that bringeth not forth
good fruit, is for the fire; the man that is not born again, cannot enter
into the kingdom of GOD; common honesty will not take men to heaven. Alas
that men should think they ever met with CHRIST,
who had never a sick night, -through the terrors of GOD, in their soul, or
a sore heart for sin! I know, the LORD has given you light,
and the knowledge of his will; but that is not all, neither will that do.
I wish you an awakened soul, and that you may not beguile yourself in the
matter of your salvation. My dear brother, search yourself with the candle
of GOD; and try if the life of GOD and CHRIST be in you. Salvation is not
cast to every man's door. Many are carried over sea and land, to a far country,
in a ship, while they sleep much of the way; but men are not landed at heaven
sleeping. The righteous are " scarcely saved; " and many run as fast as either
you or I, who miss the prize and the crown. GOD send me salvation, and save
me from a disappointment! Men think it but a stride or step over to heaven;
but when so few are saved, even of a number like the sand of the sea,-but
a handful and a remnant, as God's word says,—what cause have we to shake ourselves,
and to ask our poor soul, " Whither goest thou?
Where shall you lodge at night? Where are thy charters of thy heavenly inheritance?
" O see, see that you give not your salvation a wrong cast, and think
all is well, and leave your soul loose" and uncertain. Look to your building,
and to your ground-stone, and what signs of CHRIST are in you, and set this
world behind your back. It is time, now in the evening, to cease from your
ordinary work, and high time to know of your lodging at night. It is your
salvation that is in dependence; and that' is a great and weighty business,
though many make light of the matter. -. Now the LORD enable
you by his grace to work it out!
Your lawful and loving Pastor,
Aberdeen, 1637.
S.R
TO WILLIAM GORDON, OF ROBERTOUN
DEAR BROTHER,
GRACE, mercy, and peace, be to you!
So often as I think of our fighting life, in the
field, while we are here, I am forced to say, that prisoners in a dungeon,
condemned to want the light of the sun and candle till their dying day, are
not so much to