PRIVATE
DEVOTIONS
FOR
SEVERAL
OCCASIONS.
PRIVATE DEVOTIONS
FOR
SEVERAL
OCCASIONS.
DIRECTIONS
FOR THE MORNING.
1. As soon
as ever you awakest, lift up thy heart to Gov in
this or the like short Prayer. LORD, as you have awaked my body from sleep,
so by thy grace awaken my soul from sin, and make me so to walk before thee
this day, and all the rest of my life, that when the last trumpet shall awake
me out of my grave, I may rise to the life immortal, through JESUS CHRIST.
When you have thus begun, suffer
not (without some urgent necessity) any worldly thoughts to fill thy mind,
till you have also paid thy more solemn devotions to Al-mighty GOD); and therefore,
during the time you art dressing thyself, which should be no longer than common
decency requires, exercise thy mind in some spiritual thoughts; as for example,
consider to what temptations thy business or company that day are like to
lay thee open, and arm thyself with resolutions against them; or consider
what occasions of doing service to GOD, or good to thy neighbor, are that
day most likely to present themselves, and resolve to embrace them; and also
contrive how you may improve them to the uttermost. But especially it will
befit for thee to examine whether there have any sin escaped thee since thy
last night's examination. If, after these considerations, any further leisure
remain, you may profitably employ it in meditating on the general resurrection,
(whereof our rising from our beds is a representation)) and on that dreadful
judgment which shall follow it; and then think with thyself in what preparation
you art for it, and resolve to husband carefully every minute of thy time
towards the fitting thee for that great account. As soon as you art ready,
retire to some private place, and there offer up to God thy morning sacrifice
of praise and prayer.
PRAYERS
FOR THE MORNING.
At thy first kneeling
down, say,
O HOLY, blessed,
and glorious Trinity, Three Persons and one GOD, have mercy upon me a miserable
sinner.
Lord, I know not
what to pray for as I ought; O let thy Spirit help my infirmities, and enable
me to offer up a spiritual sacrifice, acceptable to thee by JESUS CHRIST.
A
Thanksgiving.
O gracious LORD, whose mercies endure
for ever, I thy unworthy servant desire to render thee the tribute of my humblest
praises for them. In thee, O Lord, I live, and move, and have my being. You
first madest me to be; and then, that I might not
be miserable, you sentest thy Son out of thy bosom,
to redeem me from the power of my sins by his grace, and from the punishment
of them by his blood, and by both to bring me to his glory. You bast, by thy mercy, caused me to be born within thy church,
where I was early consecrated to thee in baptism, and have been partaker of
all those spiritual helps which might aid me to perform the vow 1 there made
to thee; and when by my own negligence I have failed to do it, yet you in
thy manifold mercies has not forsaken me, but have graciously invited me to
repentance, afforded me all means for it, and with much patience have waited,
and not cut me off in those many damning sins which I have committed. It is,
O Lord, thy restraining grace alone by which I have been kept back from the
greatest sins, and it is thy inclining and assisting grace alone by which
I have been enabled to do any the least good; therefore not unto me, not unto
me, but unto thy name be the praise. For these and all other thy spiritual
blessings, my soul does magnify the Lord, and all that is within me does praise
his holy name. I likewise praise thee for the many outward blessings which
I enjoy; for health, friends, food, and raiment; for the comforts as well
as the necessaries of this life; for thy continual protection by which I
and mine are kept from dangers, and those gracious deliverances which you
have often afforded; for that mercy of thine whereby
you have sweetened and allayed those troubles which you have not seen fit
wholly to remove; for thy particular preservation of me this night, and for
all other tokens of thy goodness towards me. Lord, grant that I may render
thee not only the fruit of my lips, but the obedience of my life, so that
these blessings may be an earnest of those richer blessings which you have
prepared for those that love thee, for his sake whom you have made the author
of eternal salvation to all that obey him, even JESUS CHRIST.
A Confession
O righteous LORD, who hates iniquity,
I thy sinful creature cast myself at thy feet, acknowledging
that I most justly deserve to be utterly forsaken by thee. For I have drunk
iniquity like water, gone on in a continued course of rebellion against thee,
daily committing those things you forbiddest, and
leaving undone those things you commandest. Mine
heart, which should be an habitation for thy Spirit,
is a cage of unclean birds, of foul and disordered affections; and out of
this abundance of the heart my mouth speaketh, my
hands act; so that in thought, word, and deed, I continually transgress against
thee. [Here mention the greatest of thy sins.] Nay, O Lord, I have despised
that goodness of thine which should lead me to repentance,
hardening my heart against all those means which you have used for my amendment.
And now, Lord, what can I expect from thee but judgment and fiery indignation,
which are indeed the due reward of my sins? But, O Lord, there is mercy with
thee that you may be feared. O fit me for that mercy, by giving me a hearty
repentance; and then, according to thy goodness, let thine
anger be turned away from me. Look upon me in thy Son, my blessed Savior,
and for the merit of his sufferings, pardon all my sins: and I beseech thee,
by the power of thy grace, so to renew and purify my heart, that I may become
a new creature, utterly forsaking every evil way, and living in constant,
sincere, and universal obedience to thee all the rest of my days, that behaving
myself as a true and faithful servant, I may by thy mercy at the last be received
into the joy of my Lord. Grant this for JESUS CHRIST'S sake.
A
Prayer for Grace.
O most gracious GOD, from whom every
good and perfect gift cometh, I, a wretched creature, that am not able of
myself so much as to think a good thought, beseech thee to work in me both
to will and do according to thy good pleasure. Enlighten my mind that I may
know thee, and let me not be barren or unfruitful in that know-ledge. Lord,
work in my heart a true faith, a purifying hope, and an unfeigned love give
me a full trust on thee, zeal for thee, reverence of all things that relate
to thee: make me fearful to offend thee, thankful for thy mercies, humble
under thy corrections, devout in thy service and grant that in all things
I may behave myself so as befits a creature to his Creator, a servant to his
lord. Enable me likewise to perform that duty which I owe to myself. Give
me that meekness, humility, and contentedness, whereby I may always possess
my soul in patience and thankfulness: make me diligent in all duties, watchful
against all temptations, perfectly pure and temperate, and so moderate in
my most lawful enjoyments, that they may never become a snare to me. Make
me also, O Lord, so affected towards my neighbor, that I may never transgress
that royal law, which commands me to love him as myself: grant me exactly
to perform all parts of justice, yielding to all whatever is their due; and
give me such bowels of mercy, that I may never fail to do all acts of charity
to all men, whether friends or enemies, according to thy command and example.
Finally, I beseech thee, O Lord, to sanctify me throughout, that my whole
spirit, and soul, and body may be preserved blameless unto the coming of our
Lord JESUS CHRIST, to whom, with thee and the HOLY GHOST, be all honor and glory,
for ever. Amen.
Intercession.
O blessed LORD, whose mercy is over
all thy works, I beseech thee to have mercy upon all men; and grant that the
precious ransom which was paid by thy Son for all, may be effectual to the
saving of all. Give thy enlightening grace to those that are in darkness,
and thy converting grace to those that are in sin. Look with thy tenderest compassions upon the universal church. O be favorable and gracious unto Sion;
build you the walls of Jerusalem. Unite all that profess thy name, to thee
by purity and holiness, and to each other by brotherly love. Have mercy on
this desolate church and sinful nation: you have moved the land and divided
it; heal the sores thereof, for it shaketh. Make us so truly to repent of those sins which have
provoked thy judgments, that you may also turn and
repent, and leave a blessing behind thee. Bless those whom you have appointed
our governors, whether in church or state; so rule their hearts, and strength
their hands, that they may neither want will nor power to punish wickedness
and vice, and to maintain true religion and virtue. Have pity, O Lord, on
all that are in affliction: be a father to the fatherless, and plead the cause
of the widow: comfort the feeble-minded, support the weak, heal the sick,
relieve the needy, defend the oppressed, and administer to every one according
to their several necessities. Let thy blessings rest upon all that are near
and dear to me, and grant them whatsoever you seest
necessary, either to their bodies or their souls. [Here mention thy nearest
relations.] Remember all those that have done me good, and pardon all those
that have done or wished me evil; and work in them and me all that good which
may make us acceptable in thy sight, through JESUS CHRIST.
A
Prayer for Preservation.
O merciful GOD, by whose bounty alone
it is, that this day is added to my life, I beseech thee so to guide me in
it by thy grace, that I may do nothing which may dishonor thee, or wound my
own soul, but that I may diligently apply myself to all such good works as
you have prepared for me to walk in; and, Lord, I beseech thee, give thy angels
charge over me, to keep me in all my ways, that I and mine may be safe under
thy gracious protection, through JESUS CHRIST.
O LORD, pardon the wanderings and coldness of
these petitions; and deal with me, not according to my prayers or deserts,
but according to my needs and thine own rich mercies in JESUS CHRIST, in whose blessed name
and words Y conclude my imperfect prayers, saying, Our Father, (- At night,
when it draws towards the time of rest, bethink thyself haw you have passed
the day; examine thine own heart, what sin, either
of thought, word, or deed, you have committed, and what opportunity of doing
good you have omitted; and whatsoever thou findest
to accuse thyself of, confess humbly to GOD, renew thy purposes of amendment,
and beg his pardon in CHRIST; and this not slightly, but with all devout earnestness,
as you wouldst do if. you went sure thy death were as near approaching as
thy sleep, which for ought you knows may be, and therefore you should no more
venture to sleep unreconciled to GOD, than you wouldst
dare to die so. In the next place, consider what special mercies you have
that day received, or if you have had any great deliverance, either front
some dangerous temptations, or from any great and apparent peril, and?ff'er to God thy hearty praise for the same; or if nothing
extra-ordinary have happened, and you have been kept even
from the approach of danger, you have not the less, but the
greater cause to magnify GOD, who has so guarded thee, that not so notch as
the fear of evil has assaulted thee. And therefore omit not to pay him the
tribute of humble thankfulness, as well for his daily preservations as his
more extraordinary deliverances. And above all, endeavor still, by the consideration
of his mercies9 td have thy heart more closely knit to him, remembering that
every favor received is a new obligation upon thee to love and obey him.
PRAYERS
FOR NIGHT.
O HOLY, blessed, and glorious Trinity,
three persons and one GOD, have mercy upon me a miserable sinner. LORD, I
know not what to pray for as I ought: O let thy Spirit help me infirmities,
and enable me to offer up a spiritual sacrifice, acceptable unto thee by JESUS
CHRIST.
A
Confession.
O most holy Lord GOD, who art of
purer eyes than to behold iniquity, how shall I dare to appear before thee,
who am nothing but pollution? I am defiled in my very nature, having a backwardness to all good, and a readiness to all evil; but
I have also defiled myself by my own actual sins. I have transgressed my duty
to thee, my neighbor, and myself, and that in thought, in word, and in deed,
by doing those things which you have forbidden, and by neglecting to do those
things which you have commanded; and this, not only through ignorance and
frailty, but knowingly, and willfully, against the motions of thy Spirit,
and the checks of my own conscience. And to make all these sins beyond measure
sinful, I have gone on in a daily course of repeating these provocations against
thee, notwithstanding all thy calls to, and my own purposes nd vows of, amendment; yea, this very day I have not ceased
to add new sins to my former guilt. [Mere name the
particulars.] And now, O Lord, what shall I say, seeing I have done these
things? I know that the wages of sin is death: but O you who wiliest not the
death of a sinner, have mercy upon me; work me, I beseech thee, a sincere
contrition, and a perfect hatred of my sins; let me not daily con less, and
yet daily renew them; but grant, O Lord, that from this instant I may give
a bill of divorce to all my most beloved lusts, and then be you pleased to
marry me to thyself in truth, in righteousness, and in holiness. For all my
sins, O Lord, accept of that ransom which thy blessed Son has paid for me,
and for his sake pardon all my offences, and receive me to thy favor. And
when you have thus spoken peace to my soul, Lord keep me that I turn not any
more to folly; and so establish me with thy grace, that no temptation of the
world, the devil, or my own flesh, may ever draw me to offend thee; that being
made free from sin, and become a servant unto GOD, I may have my fruit unto
holiness, and the end everlasting life, through
JESUS CHRIST OUR LORD.
A
Thanksgiving.
O you Father of Mercies, who art
kind even to the unthankful, I acknowledge myself to have abundantly experienced
that gracious property of thine; for notwithstanding
my daily provocations against thee, you still heapest
loving-kindness upon me. All my contempt of thy favors has not yet made thee
withdraw them, but in the riches of thy goodness, you still continuest
to me the offers of grace and life in thy Son. The sins of this day you have
not repaid, as justly you might, by sweeping me away with a swift destruction,
but have spared and preserved me according to the greatness of thy mercy.
[Here mention the particular mercies of that day.] What shall I render unto
the Lord for all these benefits which he has done unto me? Lord, let this
goodness of thine lead me to repentance, and grant that I may not only
offer thee thanks and praise, but may also order my conversation aright,
that so I may at the last see the salvation of GOD, through JESUS CHRIST.
A
Prayer for Preservation.
O blessed LORD, the keeper of Israel, that
neither slumberest nor sleep, be pleased in thy
mercy to watch over me this night. Keep me by thy grace from all works of
darkness, and defend me by thy power from all dangers, Grant me moderate and
refreshing sleep, such as may fib me for the duties of the day followings
And Lord, make me ever mindful of that time when I shall he down in the dust;
and because I know neither the day nor the hour of my Master's coming, grant
that I may be always ready, that I may never live in such a state as I shall
fear to die; in; but that whether I live, I may live unto the Lord, or whether
I die, I may die unto the Lord, so that living and dying I may be thine,
through JESUS CHRIST.
As you art putting off thy clothes,
think with thyself that the time approaches when you must put of thy body
also, and then thy soul must appear naked before God's judgment-seat; and
therefore you haddt need be careful that it may
be made clean and pure, so that He who will not look on iniquity may graciously
behold and accept it.
Let thy bed put thee in mind of thy
grave; and when you liest down, say, O blessed SAVIOR,
who by thy precious death and burial didst take away the sting of death, and
the power of the grave, grant me the joyful fruits of that thy victory, and
be you gain to me, in life and death.
I will lay me down in peace and take
my rest, for it is You, Lord, only that makest me
to dwell in safety. Into thy hands I commend my spirit; for you hart
redeemed it, O Lord, you GOD of truth.
COLLECTS
FOR
SEVERAL
GRACES.
For
Faith.
O BLESSED Lord, whom without faith
it is impossible to please, let thy Spirit, I beseech thee, work
in me such a faith as may be acceptable in thy sight, even such as worketh by love. O let me not rest in a dead faith, but grant
it may be that victorious faith, which may enable me to overcome the world,
and conform me to the image of that CHRIST on whom I believe; that so at the
last I may receive the end of my faith, even the salvation of my soul, by
the same JESUS CHRIST.
For
Hope.
O Lord, who art
the hope of all the ends of the earth, let me never be destitute of a well-grounded
hope, nor yet possessed with a vain presumption. Suffer me not to think that
you wilt either be reconciled to my sins, or reject my repentance; but give
me, I beseech thee, such a hope as may be answerable to thy promises, and
such as may both encourage and enable me to purify myself from all filthiness,
both of flesh and spirit; that so it may indeed become to me an anchor of
the soul, both sure and steadfast, entering within the veil, whither the Fore-runner
is for me entered, even JESUS CHRIST, My High-Priest and blessed Redeemer.
O holy and gracious LORD, who art
infinitely excellent in thyself, and infinitely bountiful towards me, I beseech
thee, suffer not my heart to be so hardened, through the deceitfulness of
sin, as to resist such charms of love, but let them make deep and lasting
impressions on my soul. LORD, you art pleased to require my heart, and you
only has a right to it. O let me not alienate any part of it, but enable me
to render it up whole and entire to thee. Take this unworthy heart of mine
as thine own spoil; and refine it with the purifying fire of
thy love, that it may be a fit habitation for thy Spirit. LORD, if you seest it fit, be pleased to let me taste of those joys, those
ravishments of thy love, wherewith thy saints have been so trans-ported. But
if in this I know not what I ask, if I may not choose my place in thy kingdom,
yet, O LORD, deny me not to drink of thy cup; let me have such a degree of
love as may make me endure any thing for thy sake, such a perfect love as
may cast out all fear and sdoes too; so that nothing
may seem to me too grievous to suffer, or too difficult to do, in obedience
to thee; and that thus expressing my love by keeping thy commandments, I may,
by thy mercy, at last obtain that crown of life, which you have promised to
those that love thee, through JESUS CHRIST Our LORD.
For
Sincerity.
O holy LORD, who requirest
truth in the inward parts, I humbly beseech thee to purge me from all hypocrisy.
The heart, O LoRD, is deceitful above all things;
and my heart is deceitful above all hearts. O You, who searchest the heart and reins, try me, and seek the ground
of my heart, and suffer not any accursed thing to lurk within me, but purify
me even with fire, so you consume my dross. O LoRD,
I cannot deceive thee, but I may easily deceive myself. I beseech thee, let
me not rest in any such deceit, but bring me to a sight and hatred of my most
bidden corruptions, that I may not cherish any darling lust, but make an utter
destruction of every Amalekite. O suffer me not
to speak peace to myself, when there is no peace; but grant that I may judge
of myself as you judgest of me, so that I may never
be at peace with myself, till I am at perfect peace with thee, and by purity
of heart qualified to see thee in thy kingdom, through JESUS CHRIST.
For
Devotion in Prayer.
O gracious LORD GOD, who not only
permittest, but invitest, us miserable
and needy creatures to present our petitions to thee; grant, I beseech thee,
that the frequency of my prayer may be somewhat proportionable to those continual needs I have of thy mercy.
LORD, I confess it is the greatest honor and greatest advantage thus to be
allowed access to thee; yet so stupid is my heart, that it shuns or frustrates
the opportunities of it. My soul, O LORD, is possessed with a spirit of infirmity;
it is bowed together, and can in no wise lift up itself to thee. O be you
pleased to cure this miserable disease, to enspirit
and enliven this earthly and drossy heart, that it may freely mount towards
thee; so that I may set a true value on this most valuable privilege, and
take delight in approaching to thee; that my approaches may be with a reverence
in some degree answerable to that awful Majesty before whom I come, with an
importunity answerable to those pressing wants I have to be supplied, and
with such a fixedness and attention of mind as no wandering thoughts may interrupt;
that I may no more incur the guilt of drawing near to thee with my lips, when
my heart is far from thee, but may so ask, that I may receive, seek, that
I may find, and knock, that it may be opened unto me; and that front praying
to thee here, I may be translated to the work of praising thee eternally
in thy glory, through the merits and intercession of JESUS CHRIST.
For
Humility.
O you high and lofty ONE, that inhabitest eternity, yet art pleased to dwell with the bumble
spirit; pour into my heart, I beseech thee, that excellent grace of humility.
LORD, convince me powerfully of my own wretchedness; make me to see that I
am miserable, and poor, and blind, and naked; that so in all thy dispensations,
I may lay my hand upon my mouth, and heartily acknowledge that I am less than
the least of thy mercies, and deserving of greater punishment than the greatest
of thy judgments. And, O LORD, grant me not only to walk humbly with my GOD,
but with men also, that I may not only submit myself to thy rebukes, but even
to those of myfellow-Christians, and with meekness
receive and obey their admonitions; and make me so to behave myself towards
all, that I may never do any thing through strife or vain-glory. And to that
end, grant that, in lowliness of mind, I may esteem every other man better
than myself, and be willing that others should esteem them so also; that I
may neither nourish any high opinion of myself, nor covet it among others,
but that, despising the praise of men, I may seek that praise which cometh
from thee only. May I employ all my care to approve myself to thee, who resistest the proud, and givest
grace to the humble. Grant this, O LORD, for his
sake who humbled himself unto the death of the cross, JESUS CHRIST.
For
Trust on God.
O Almighty LORD, who never failest them that trust on thee give me grace, I beseech thee,
in all my difficulties and distresses, to have recourse to thee, to rest and
depend on thee. You shall keep him, O LORD, in perfect peace, whose mind is
stayed on thee. O let me always rest on this firm pillar, and never exchange
it for the broken reeds of worldly succors; suffer not my heart to be over-charged
with the cares of this life; but grant that having, by honest labor and industry,
done my part, I may cheerfully commit myself to thy providence; casting all
my care upon thee, and being careful for nothing, but to be of the number
of those whom you ownest and carest for, even such as keep thy testimonies, and think upon
thy commandments to do them. Seeking first thy kingdom and righteousness,
may all these outward things be added unto me, in such a measure as thy wisdom
knows best for me. Grant this, O LORD, for JESUS CHRIST'S sake.
For
Contrition.
O holy LORD, who art a merciful embracer
of true penitents, but yet a consuming fire towards obstinate sinners; be
you pleased to soften and melt this hard heart, that I may bewail the iniquities
of my life. Strike this rock, O LORD, that the waters
may flow out. My drowsy soul has too long slept in sin: LORD, awaken it, though
it be with thunder; and let me rather feel thy terrors,
than not feel my sin. You sentest
thy blessed Son to heal the broken-hearted; but, LORD, what will that avail
me, if my heart be whole? O break it, that it may be capable of this
healing virtue; and grant, I beseech thee, that having once tasted the bitterness
of sin, I may flee from it as from the face of a serpent, and bring forth
fruits of repentance, to the glory of thy grace, in JESUS CHRIST, our blessed
Redeemer.
For
Chastity.
O holy JESUS, whose first descent
was into the Virgin's womb, and who dost still love
to dwell only in pure and virgin hearts, I beseech thee, send thy Spirit of
purity to cleanse me from all filthiness, both of flesh and spirit. My body,
O LORD, is the temple of the HOLY GHOST: O let me never pollute that temple
with any uncleanness. And because out of the heart proceed the things that
defile the man, LORD, grant me grace to keep my heart with all diligence,
that no impure thoughts may be harbored there; and enable me to keep both
body and soul pure and undefiled, that so I may glorify thee here, both in
body and spirit, and be glorified in both with thee hereafter.
For
Contentedness.
O merciful GOD, thy wisdom is infinite
to choose, and thy love forward to dispense good things to us; O let me always
entirely resign myself to thy disposal, and have no desires of my own, but
a perfect satisfaction in thy choice for me; that so in whatsoever estate
I am, I may be therein content. LORD, grant that I may never look with murmuring
on my own condition, nor with envy on other men's: And to that end, I beseech
thee, purge my heart of all covetous affections, that all my care may be to
be rich towards GOD, to lay up my treasure in heaven, and to set my affections
on things above; so that when CHRIST, who is my life, shall appear, I may
also appear with him in glory. Grant this, O LoRD,
for the merits of the same JESUS CHRIST.
For
Charity.
O merciful LORD, who has made of
one blood, and redeemed by one ransom, all nations of men, let me never harden
my bowels against any that partake of the same nature and redemption with
me, but grant me charity towards all men. Give me, O you Father of compassions,
such a tenderness and meltingness of heart, that
I may be deeply affected with all the miseries of my brethren, and diligently
employ all my abilities for their succor and relief. O let not an unChristian
self-love possess my heart, but drive out that accursed spirit, and let thy
Spirit of love enter and dwell there, and make me seek, not to please myself,
but my neighbor, for his good to edification, even as CHRIST pleased not himself.
LORD, make me a faithful steward of all those talents which you have committed
to me, that so when you shall call me to give an account of my stewardship,
I may do it with joy, and not with grief. Grant this, merciful LORD, for JESUS
CHRIST'S sake.
For
Perseverance.
O eternal and unchangeable LORD GOD,
who art the same yesterday, to-day, and for ever; be you pleased to communicate
some small ray of that excellence, some degree of that stability, to me thy
wretched creature, who am light and inconstant, turned about with every blast.
My understanding is very deceivable; O establish
it in thy truth, and keep it from the snares of seducing spirits, that I may
not be led away with the error of the wicked, and fall from my own steadfastness.
My will, O LORD, iS irresolute and wavering, and
does not cleave steadfastly unto GOD; my goodness is but as the morning cloud,
and as the early dew it passes away. O strengthen
me; and whatever good work you have wrought in me, be pleased to accomplish
and perform it until the day of CHatsr. LORD, you
seest my weakness, and you knows
the number and strength of those temptations I have to struggle with: O leave
me not to myself, but cover you my head in the day of battle, and in all spiritual
combats make me more than conqueror, through him that loved me. O let no terrors
or flatteries, either of the world or my own flesh, ever draw me from my obedience
to thee; but grant that I may continue steadfast, immoveable, always abounding
in the work of the LORD, and by patient continuing in well-doing, seek, and
at last obtain, glory, and honor, and immortality, and eternal life, through
JESUS CHRIST OUR LORD.
PRAYERS
BEFORE RECEIVING
THE
LORD'S SUPPER.
O MOST merciful GOD, who have in
thy great goodness prepared this spiritual feast for sick and famished souls,
make my desires and gasping after it answerable to my need of it. I have,
with the prodigal, wasted that portion of grace you bestowedst
upon me, and therefore do infinitely want a supply out of thy treasury: but,
O LORD, how shall such a wretch as I dare to approach this holy
table? I am a dog, how shall I presume to take the children's bread? Or how
shall this spiritual manna, this food of angels, be given to one who has chosen
to feed on husks with swine? O LORD, my guiltiness makes me tremble to come,
and yet makes me not dare to keep away; for where shall my polluted soul be
washed, if not in the fountain which you have opened for sin and for uncleanness?
Hither therefore I come; and you have promised, that him that cometh to thee
you wilt in no wise cast out. This is, O LORD, the blood of the new testament; grant me so to receive it, that it may be to
me for remission of sins; and though I have so often and so wretchedly broken
my part of that covenant whereof this is a seal, yet be you graciously pleased
to make good thine. Be merciful to my unrighteousness,
and remember my sins and my iniquities no more. Put thy laws into my heart,
and write them in my mind, and by the power of thy grace dispose my soul to
such a sincere and constant obedience, that I may never again provoke thee.
LORD, grant that in these holy mysteries I may not only commemorate, but effectually
receive, my blessed Savior, and all the benefits of his passion; and to that
end, give me such a preparation of soul as may qualify me for it. Give me
a deep sense of my sins and unworthiness, that being weary and heavy laden,
I may be capable of his refreshings. Raise up my
dull and earthly mind from groveling here below, and inspire it with a holy
zeal, that I may with spiritual affection approach this spiritual feast; and
let the infinite love of CHRIST, in dying for so wretched a sinner, inflame
my frozen soul, and kindle in me a sacred fire of love to him, so vehement
that no waters may quench, no floods drown it; such as may burn up all my
dross, and not leave one unmortified lust in my
soul; and such as may also extend itself to all whom you have given me command
and example to love, even enemies as well as friends. Finally, O LORD, I beseech
thee to clothe me in the wedding-garment, and make me, though of myself most
unworthy, yet by thy mercy an acceptable guest at this holy table, that I
may not eat and drink my own condemnation, but may have my pardon sealed,
my weakness repaired, my corruptions subdued, and my soul so inseparably united
unto thee, that no temptations may ever be able to dissolve the union, but
that being begun here in grace, it may be consummated in glory. Grant this,
O LORD, for thy dear Son's sake, JESUS CHRIST.
Another.
O blessed JESUS, who once offeredst up thyself for me upon the cross, and now offerest thyself to me in this sacrament; let not, I beseech
thee, my impenitence and unworthiness frustrate these so inestimable mercies,
but qualify me by thy grace to receive the full benefit of them. O LOAD, I
have abundant need of thee, but am so holden with
the cords of my sins, that I am not able to move towards thee. O loose me
from this band where-with SATAN and my own lusts have bound me, and draw me, that I may run after thee. O merciful JESUS, thy blood
is my only refuge; O let this make my atonement,
or I perish. Wherefore didst you shed it, but to save sinners? Neither can
the merit of it be overwhelmed either by the greatness or number of sins.
I am a sinner, a great one; O let me find its saving efficacy. Be merciful
unto me, O LORD, be merciful unto me, for my soul trusteth
in thee, and in the clefts of thy wounds shall be my refuge, until thy Father's
indignation be overpast. O You, who hast, as my
high-priest, offered sacrifice for me, intercede for me also, and plead thy
meritorious sufferings on my behalf; and suffer not, O my Redeemer, the price
of thy blood to be utterly lost. And grant, O LORD, that
as the sins I have to be forgiven are many, so I may love much. LORD,
you seest what faint, what cold affections I have towards thee;
O warm and enliven them; and as in this sacrament that transcendent love of
thine in dying for me is set forth, so I beseech thee let
it convey such grace unto me, as may enable me to make some returns of love.
O let this divine fire descend from heaven into my soul, and let my sins be
the burnt-offering for it to consume, that there may not any corrupt affection,
any cursed thing, be sheltered inmy heart, and that
I may never again defile that place which you have chosen for thy temple.
You diedst, O JESUS, to redeem me from all iniquity, O let me
not again work wickedness; but grant that I may approach thee at this time
with most sincere and fixed resolutions of an entire reformation, and let
me receive such grace from thee, as may enable me faithfully to per-form them.
LORD, there are many diseases which my soul groans under. [Here mention thy
most prevailing corruptions.] And though I he ever so long at the pool of
Bethesda, or come ever so often to thy table, yet unless you be pleased to
pour forth thy healing virtue, they will still remain uncured. O you blessed
Physician of souls, heal me, and grant that I may so touch thee, that every
one of these loathsome maladies may immediately cease, and that these sicknesses
may not be unto death, but unto the glory of thy mercy in pardoning, and unto
the glory of thy grace in purifying, so polluted a wretch. O CHRIST, hear
me, and grant that I may now approach thee with such humility and contrition,
such love and devotion, that you wayest vouchsafe
to come unto me, and abide with me, communicating to me thyself, and all
the merits of thy passion. And then, O LORD, let no accusations of SATAN,
or of my own conscience, amaze and distract me; but having peace with thee,
let me also have peace in myself, that this wine may make glad, and that this
bread of life may strengthen my heart, and enable me cheerfully to run the
way of thy commandments. Grant this, merciful Savior, for thine
own bowels' and compassion's sake.
EJACULATIONS
TO BE USED AT
THE
LORD'S SUPPER.
LORD, I am not worthy that you should
come under my roof. I have sinned, what shall I do
unto thee, O you preserver of men! [Here recollect some of thy greatest sins.]
If You, LORD, should be extreme to
mark what is done amiss, O LORD, who may abide it? But with the LORD there
is mercy, and with him is plenteous redemption.
Behold, O LORD, thy beloved Son,
in whom you art well pleased. Hearken to the cry of his blood, which speaketh better things than that of Abel.
By his agony and bloody sweat, by his cross and
passion, good LORD, deliver me. O Lamb of GOD, who takest
away the sins of the world, grant me thy peace.
O Lamb of GOD, who takest
away the sins of the world, have mercy upon me.
Immediately
before Receiving.
You have said,
that he that eats thy flesh, and drinketh thy blood,
has eternal life. Behold the servant of the LORD, be it unto me according
to thy word.
At
the Receiving of the Bread.
By thy crucified
body deliver me from this body of death.
At
the Receiving of the Cup.
O let this blood of thine purge my conscience from dead works to serve the living
GOD. LORD, if you wilt, you can make me clean.
touch rue, and say, " I will, be you clean."
After
Receiving.
What shall I render unto the LORD
for all the benefits he has done unto me? I will take the cup of salvation,
and call upon the name of the LORD.
Worthy is the Lamb that was slain, to receive
power, and riches, and wisdom, and strength, and honor, and glory, and blessing.
Therefore, blessing, honor, glory, and power, be to him that sitteth
upon the throne, and to the Lamb, for ever and ever. Amen. I have sworn, and
am steadfastly purposed, to keep thy righteous judgments. O hold
you up my goings in thy paths, that my foot-steps slip not.
A
THANKSGIVING
AFTER THE SACRAMENT.
O You Fountain of all goodness, from
whom every good and perfect gift cometh, and to whom all honor and glory should
be returned, I desire with the most fervent and inflamed affections of a grateful
heart, to bless and praise thee for these inestimable mercies. LORD, what
is man that you should so regard him, as to send thy beloved Son to suffer
such bitter things for him? But, LORD, what am I, the worst of men, that I
should have any part in this atonement, who have
so often despised him and his sufferings? O the heighth
and depth of this mercy of thine, who art pleased
to admit me to the renewing of that covenant with thee, which I have so often
and perversely broken! That I, who am not worthy of the daily bread that
sustains the body, should be made partaker of this bread of life, which nourisheth the soul, and that the GOD of all purity should
vouchsafe to unite himself to so polluted a wretch! O my GOD, suffer me no
more to turn thy grace into wantonness, or to make thy mercy an occasion of
sinful security; but let this unspeakable love constrain me to obedience,
that since my blessed LORD has died for me, I may no longer live unto
myself, but unto him. O LORD, I know there is no concord between CHRIST and
Belial; therefore, since he has now been pleased to enter my heart, let me
never permit any lust to chase him thence; but let him that has so dearly
bought me, still keep possession of me, and let nothing ever take me out of
his hand. To this end, be you graciously pleased to watch over me, and defend
me from all assaults of my spiritual enemies; but especially deliver me from
myself, from the treachery of my own heart, which is too willing to yield
itself a prey. Where you seest that I am either
by nature or custom most weak, there do you magnify thy power in my preservation. [Here mention thy most dangerous temptations.]
And, LORD, let my Savior's sufferings for my sins, and the vows I have now
made against them, never depart from my mind; but let the remembrance of the
one enable me to perform the other. May I never make truce with those lusts
which nailed his hands, pierced his side, and made his soul heavy to the death;
but having now anew enlisted myself under his banner, may I fight manfully,
and follow the Captain of my salvation, even if called to pass through a sea
of blood. LORD, lift up my hands that hang down, and my feeble knees, that
I faint not in this warfare; O be you my strength, for I am not able of myself
to struggle with the slightest temptations. How often have I turned my back
in the day of battle! How many vows have I violated! And, LORD, I have still
the same deceitful heart to betray me into the breach of this. O You, who
art yea and amen, in, whom there is no shadow of change, communicate to me
such a stability of mind, that I may no more start aside like a broken bow;
but that having my heart whole with thee, 1 may continue steadfast in thy
covenant, and that those good purposes, which thy Spirit has raised in me
this day, may not vanish, but bring forth fruit unto life eternal. Grant this,
O merciful Father, through the merits and mediation of my crucified Savior.
A
PRAYER
IN TIMES OF PERSECUTION.
O BLESSED SAVIOR, who have male the
cross the badge of thy disciples, enable me willingly and cheerfully to em-brace it. You seest, O LORD,
that I am fallen into days, wherein he that departeth
from evil inaketh himself a prey; O make me so readily
to expose all my outward concernments, when my obedience to thee requires
it, that what falls as a prey to men, may by thee be accepted as a sacrifice
to GOD. LORD, preserve me so by thy grace, that I may never suffer as an evil-doer;
and then, if it be my lot to suffer as a Christian, let me not be ashamed,
but rejoice that I am counted worthy to suffer for thy name. O you who for
my sake enduredst the cross, and despisedst the shame, let the example of that love and patience
prevail against all the tremblings of my corrupt
heart, that no terrors may ever be able to shake my constancy, but that how
long soever you shall permit the rod of the wicked
to he on my back, I may never put my hand unto wickedness. LORD, you knows whereof I am made, you rememberest
that I am but flesh; and flesh shrinks at the approach of any thing grievous.
It is thy Spirit alone that can uphold me: O establish
me with thy free Spirit, that I be not weary or faint in my mind.
And the-greater you discernest my weakness to be, the more do you show forth thy
power in me; and make me, O LORD, in all temptations steadfastly to look to
thee, the author and finisher of my faith, that so I may run the race which
is set before me, and resist even unto blood, striving against sin. O JESUS,
hear me, and though SATAN desire to have me, that he may winnow me as wheat,
yet do You, O blessed Mediator, pray for me that my faith fail not, but that,
though it be tried with fire, it may be found unto praise and glory and honor,
at thy appearing. And, O LORD, I beseech thee, grant that I may preserve not
only constancy towards GOD, but charity also towards men, even towards those
whom you shall permit to be the instruments of my sufferings. LORD, let me
not fail to imitate that admirable meekness of thine,
in loving and praying for my greatest persecutors; and do you over-come all
their evil with thy infinite goodness, turn their hearts, and draw them powerfully
to thyself, and at last receive both me and mine enemies into those mansions
of peace and rest, where you reignest with the FATHER
and the HOLY GHOST, one GOD for ever.
A PRAYER
IN
TIME OF AFFLICTION.
Say, Righteous art You, O LORD, and
upright are thy judgments. But, O LORD, in judgment remember mercy; and though
my sins have forced thee to strike, yet consider my weakness, and let not
thy stripes be more heavy or more lasting, than you seest
profitable for my soul. Correct me, but with the chastisement of a father,
not with the wounds of an enemy; and though you take not off thy rod, yet
take away thine anger. LORD, do not abhor my soul,
nor cast thy servant away in displeasure; but pardon my sins, I beseech thee,
and if yet in thy fatherly wisdom you see fit to prolong thy corrections,
thy blessed will be done. I cast myself, O LORD, at thy feet; do with me what
you pleasest. Try me as silver is tried, so you bring me out purified.
And LORD, make even my flesh to subscribe to this resignation; that there
may be nothing in me that may rebel against thy hand, but that having perfectly
suppressed all repining thoughts, I may cheerfully drink of this cup. And
how bitter soever you shall please to make it, LORD,
let it prove medicinal, and cure all the diseases of my soul, that it may
bring forth in me the peaceable fruit of righteousness: that so these light
afflictions, which are but for a moment, may work for me a far more exceeding
and eternal weight of glory, through JESUS CHRIST.
A THANKSGIVING
FOR
DELIVERANCE
FROM AFFLICTION.
O JUST and holy LORD, who with rebukes
dolt chasten man for sin, I desire unfeignedly to
humble myself under thy mighty hand. I heartily acknowledge, O LORD, that
all I do suffer, or can suffer, is but the due reward of my deeds, and therefore
in thy severest inflictions I must still O BLESSED LORD, who art gracious
and merciful, slow to anger, and of great kindness, and repentest thee of the evil, I thankfully acknowledge before
thee, that you have not dealt with me after my sins, nor rewarded me according
to my iniquities. My rebellions, O LORD, de-served to be scourged with scorpions,
and you have corrected them only with a gentle and fatherly rod; neither
has you suffered me to he long under that, but has given me a timely and a
gracious issue out of my distresses. O LORD, I will be glad and rejoice in
thy mercy, for you have considered my trouble, and have known my soul in adversity.
You have smitten, and you have healed me. O- let these various methods of
thine have their proper effects upon my soul; that
I who have felt the smart of thy chastisements, may stand in awe and not sin;that
I, who have likewise felt the sweet refreshings
of thy mercy, may have my heart ravished with it, and knit to to
thee in the firmest bands of love;and that by both,
I may be preserved in a constant and entire obedience to thee all my days,
through JESUS CHRIST.
DIRECTIONS
FOR THE
TIME
OF SICKNESS.
When You,
findest thyself visited with sickness, you art immediately
to remember that it is GOD, who with rebukes does chasten man for sin. And
therefore let thy first care be, to find out what it is that provokes him
to smite thee, and to that purpose examine thinr
own heart, search diligently what guilt lies there, confess it humbly to GOD,
and for the greater security renew thy repentance for all the old sins of
thy former life, beg most earnestly his mercy and pardon in CHRIST JESUS,
and put on sincere and zealous resolutions of forsaking every evil way for
the rest of that time which GOD shall spare thee. And that thy own heart
deceive thee not in this weighty business, it will be wisdom to send
for some godly divine, not only to assist thee with his prayers, but with
his counsel also. And to that purpose open thy heart freely to him, that he
may be able to judge of thy repentance. And when you have thus provided for
thy better part, then\ consider thy body also, and as the wise man says,
Eccle's xxxviii. 12, " Give
place to the physician, for the LORD has created him." Use such means
as may be most likely to recover thy health, but always remember that the
success of them must come from GOD; and beware of Asa's
sin, who "sought to the physicians, and not to the LORD," 2 Chron. 16: 12. Dispose also betimes of thy temporal affairs,
by making thy will, and setting all things in such order as you meanest finally
to leave them in, and defer it not till thy sickness grow more violent: for
then perhaps you shall not have such use of thy reason; or if you have, it
will be then much more seasonable to employ thy thoughts on higher things,
on the world you art going to, rather than that you art about to leave; we
cannot carry the things of this world with us when we go hence, and it is
not fit we should carry the thoughts of them. Therefore let those be early
dispatched, that they may not disturb thee at last.
A
PRAYER for a Sick Person.
O MERCIFUL and righteous LORD, the
GOD of health and of sickness, of life and of death; I most unfeignedly
acknowledge that my great abuse of those many days of strength which you have
afforded me, has justly deserved thy present visitation. I desire, O LORD,
humbly to accept of this punishment, and to bear the indignation of the LORD,
because I have sinned against him. And, O you merciful Father, who designest not the ruin, but the amendment of those whom you
scourgest, I beseech thee by thy grace so to sanctify
this correction, that this sickness of my body may be a means of health to
my soul: make me diligent to search my heart; and do You, O LORD, enable me
to discover every accursed thing, how closely soever
concealed, that by the removal thereof, I may make way for the removal of
this punishment. Heal my soul, O LORD, which has sinned against thee; and
then, if it be thy blessed will, heal my body also: restore the voice of joy
and health unto my dwelling, that I may live to praise
thee, and to bring forth fruits of repentance. But if in thy wisdom you have
otherwise disposed, if you least determined that this sickness shall be unto
death, I beseech thee to prepare me for it. Give me that sincere repentance,
and faith in CHRIST, to which you have promised mercy and pardon; wean my
heart from theworld, and-all its fading vanities;
and make me to pant after. those more excellent joys,
which are at thy right hand for ever. LORD, lift you up the light of thy countenance
upon me; in all the pains of my body, in all the agonies of my spirit, let
thy comforts refresh my soul, and enable me patiently to wait till my change
come. And grant, O LORD, that when my earthly house of this tabernacle is
dissolved, I may have a building of GOD, an house
not made with hands, eternal in the heavens, for his sake who by his precious
blood has purchased it for me, even JESUS CHRIST.
A
THANKSGIVING for Recovery.
O GRACIOUS LORD, the GOD of the spirits
of all flesh, in whose hand my time is, I praise and magnify thee, that you
have in love to my soul delivered it from the pit of corruption, and restored
me to health again. It is you alone, O LORD, that
have preserved my life fioin destruction; you have
chastened and corrected me, but you have not given me over unto death. O let
this life which you have thus graciously spared, be wholly consecrated to
thee. Behold, O LORD, I am by thy mercy made whole; O make me strictly careful
to sin no more, lest a worse thing come unto me. Let not this reprieve make
me secure, as thinking that my LORD delayeth his
coming; but grant me, I beseech thee, to make a right use of this long-suffering
of thine, and so to employ every minute of that time you shall
allow me, that when you shall appear, I may have confidence, and not be ashamed
before thee at thy coming. LORD, I have found by this approach towards death,
how dreadful a thing it would be to be taken unprepared; O let it be a perpetual
admonition to me to watch for my Master's coming: and when the pleasures of
sin shall present themselves, make me to remember how bitter they will be
at the last. O LORD, hear me, and as you have in much mercy afforded me time,
so
grant me grace to work out my own salvation, and to provide
oil in my lamp, that when the Bridegroom cometh, I may go in with him to the
marriage. Grant this, 1 beseech thee, fir thy dear Son's sake.
PRAYER
at the Approach of Death.
O ETERNAL and ever-living God, who
first breathedst into man the breath of life, and
when you takest away that breath he dies and is
turned again to his dust; look with compassion on me thy poor creature who
am now drawing near to the gates of death. LORD, save now, or I perish eternally.
O you who wiliest not that any should perish, but that all should come to
repentance, bring me, I beseech thee, to a sincere repentance, such as you
wilt approve who triest the heart. Create in me,
O GOD, a clean heart, and renew a right spirit within me. LORD, one day is
with thee as a thousand years; O let thy mighty Spirit work in me now, in
this my last day, whatsoever you seest wanting to
fit me for thy final acceptation. Give me a perfect hatred of my sins; enable
me to present to thee that sacrifice of a broken and contrite heart, which
you have promised not to despise; and let me have an interest in that atonement
which thy dear Son has made for all repenting sinners. He is the propitiation
for our sins, he was wounded for our transgressions, he was bruised for our
iniquities, the chastisement of our peace was on him; O heal me by his stripes,
and let the cry of his blood drown the clamor of my sins., I am indeed by
nature a child of wrath, but he is the Son of thy love; for his sake spare
me, O LORD, spare thy creature, whom he has redeemed with his most precious
blood, and be not angry with me for ever, In his wounds, O LORD, I take sanctuary,
O let not thy vengeance pursue Inc to this city of refuge: my soul hangeth upon hint, O let me not perish with a JESUS, a Savior,
in my arms. But by his agony and bloody sweat, by his cross and passion, by
all that he did and suffered for sinners, good LORD deliver me; deliver me
from the wages of my sins, thy wrath and everlasting damnation, in this time
of my tribulation, in the hour of death, and in the day of judgment. Hear
me, O LORD, hear me, and do not now repay my former neglects of thy calls,
by refusing to answer me in my greatest need. LORD, there is but a step between
me and death, O let not my sun go down upon thy wrath, but seal my pardon
before I go hence and be no more seen. Thy loving-kindness is better than,
life itself; O let me have that in exchange, and I shall most gladly lay down
this mortal life. LORD, you knows all my desire, and my groaning is not hid
from thee; deal you with me according to thy name, for sweet is thy mercy;
take away the sting of death, the guilt of my sins; and then, though I walk
through the valley of death, I will fear no evil. 1 will lay me down in peace,
and, LORD, when I awake up, let me be satisfied with thy presence in thy glory.
Grant this, merciful GOD, for his sake, who is both the Redeemer and Mediator
of sinners, even JESUS CHRIST.
EJACULATIONS.
O LORD, of whom may I seek for succor
but of thee, who for my sins art justly displeased; yet, O LORD GOD most holy,
O LORD most mighty, O holy and most merciful Savior, deliver me not unto the
bitter pains of eternal death.
You knows, LORD, the secrets of my
heart, shut not up thy merciful ears to my prayer, but hear me, O LORD most
holy, O GOD most mighty, O holy and merciful Savior, you most worthy Judge
eternal, suffer me not, at my last hour, for any pains of death to fall from
thee.
Father, I have sinned against heaven
and before thee, and am not worthy to he called thy child: yet, O LORD, do
not you cast off the bowels and compassions of a father; but even as a father
pitieth his own children, so be you merciful unto me.
LORD, the prince of this world cometh;
O let him have nothing in me, but as he accuses do you absolve: he lays many
and grievous things to my charge, and I have nothing to say for myself; do
you answer for me, O LORD My GOD.
Behold, O GOD, the Devil is coming
towards me, having great wrath, because he knows he has but a short time.
O save and deliver me, lest he devour my soul like a lion, and
tear it in pieces while there is none to help.
O my GOD, I know that no unclean
thing can enter into thy Kingdom, and I am nothing but pollution, my very
righteousnesses are as filthy rags. O wash
me and make inc white in the blood of the Lamb, that so I may be fit to stand
before thy throne.
LORD, the snares of death compass
me round about, O let not the pains of hell also take hold upon me: but though
I find trouble and heaviness, yet O LORD, I beseech thee, deliver my soul.
O JESUS, who has bought me with the
price of thine own blood, challenge
now thy purchase, and let not the malice of hell pluck me out of thy hand.
O blessed High Priest, who art able
to save them to the utmost who come unto GOD by thee, save me, I beseech thee,
who have no hope, but in thy merits and intercession.
O JESUS, I have, by my many and grievous
sins, crucified thee afresh; yet do You, who prayedst
for thy persecutors, intercede for me also, and suffer not, O my Redeemer,
my soul, the price of thy blood, to perish.
O SPIRIT of grace, I have done despite
to thee; yet, O blessed Comforter, though I have often grieved thee, be you
pleased to succor and relieve me, and say unto my soul, I am thy salvation.
Mine eyes look unto thee, O LORD,
in thee is my trust, O cast not out my soul.
O LORD, in thee have
I trusted, let me never be confounded.
O blessed LORD, who
scourgest every son whom thou receivest,
let me not be weary of thy correction, but give me such a perfect subjection
to thee, the Father of spirits, that this chastisement may be for my profit,
and that I may be partaker of thy holiness.
O you Captain of my salvation, who
welt made perfect by sufferings, sanctify to me all the pains of body, all
the terrors of mind, which you shall permit to fall upon me.
LORD, my sins have deserved eternal
torments, make me cheerfully bear my present pains; chasten me as you pleasest here, that I may not be condemned with the world.
LORD, the waters are come in unto
my soul. O let thy Spirit move upon these waters, and make
them like the pool of Bethesda, that they may be instrumental in curing whatsoever
spiritual disease you discernest in me.
O CHRIST, who first sufferedst many and grievous things, and then enteredst into thy glory, make me to suffer with thee, that
I may also be glorified with thee. When you hadst
overcome the sharpness of death, thou didst open the kingdom of heaven to
all believers. I believe that you shall come to be my Judge.
I pray thee, therefore, to help thy servant,
whom thou have redeemed with thy most precious blood. Make me to be numbered
with thy saints in glory everlasting.
You art the resurrection and the
life; he that believeth in thee, though he were dead, yet shall he live: LORD, I believe, help you my unbelief. My flesh and
heart faileth; but GOD is the strength of my heart,
and my portion for ever. I desire to be dissolved, and to be with CHRIST,
which it far better: LORD, I groan earnestly, desiring to be clothed upon
with that house from heaven. I desire to put off this my tabernacle: O be
pleased to receive me into everlasting habitations. O
Bring my soul out of prison, that I may give
thanks unto thy name.
LORD, I have here to wrestle, not
only with flesh and blood, but with principalities and powers, and spiritual
wickedness. O take me from these tents of Kedar, into the heavenly Jerusalem, where SATAN shall be utterly
trodden under my feet. I cannot here attend one minute to thy service without
distraction; O take me up to stand before thy throne,
where I shall serve, thee day and night.
I am here in heaviness, through many
tribulations; O receive me into that place of rest, where all tears shall
be wiped from my eyes; where there shall be no more death, nor sorrow, nor
crying, nor pain. I am here in a state of banishment and absence from the
LORD; O take me where I shall ever behold thy face, and follow the
Lamb whithersoever he go. I have fought a good fight, I have finished my course,
I have kept the faith; henceforth there is laid up for me a crown of righteousness.
O blessed JESUS, who have loved me,
and washed me from my sins in thine own blood, receive
my soul. Into thy hands I commend my spirit, for you have redeemed me, O LORD,
you GOD of truth. Come, LORD JESUS, come quickly.
A PRAYER
FOR THEIR USE
WHO MOURN IN SECRET FOR THE
PUBLIC CALAMITIES.
O GOD, what balm is there in Gilead
that can cure us, who, when you wouldst heal us, will not be healed? We know
you have pronounced, that there is no peace to the wicked; and how shall we
then pray for peace that still retain our wickedness? This, this, O LORD, is our sorest disease; O give us medicines to heal this
sickness; heal our souls, and then we know you can soon heal our land. LORD,
you have long spoken, by thy word to our ears, and
by thy judgments even to all our senses; but unless you speak by thy Spirit
to our hearts, all other calls will be ineffectual. O send out this voice,
and let it be a mighty voice, such as may awaken us out of this lethargy:
you that didst call Lazarus out of the grave, be pleased to call us who are
dead in trespasses and sins, and make us to awake to righteousness. And though,
O LORD, our frequent resistances, even of those inward calls, have justly
provoked thee to give us up to the lusts of our own heart, yet, O you boundless
ocean of mercy, who art good, not only beyond what we can desire, but beyond
what we can wish, do not with-draw the influence of thy grace, and take not
thy Holy Spirit from us. You wert found of those that sought thee not: O let
that act of mercy be repeated to us, who are so desperately, yet so insensibly
sick, that we cannot so much as look after the physician; and by how much
our case is the more dangerous, so much the more sovereign remedies do you
apply. LORD, help us, and consider not so much our unworthiness of thy aid,
as our irremediable ruin, if we want it; save LORD, or we perish eternally.
To this end, dispense to us in our temporal interest, what you seest
may best secure our spiritual; if a greater degree of outward misery will
tend to the cure of our inward evil, LORD, spare not thy rod, but strike yet
more sharply. Cast out this devil, though with ever so much foaming and tearing.
But if you see'st that mercy may be most likely
to melt us, O be pleased so far to condescend to our wretchedness as to afford
us that; and whether by thy sharper or thy gentler methods, bring us home
to thyself. And then, O LORD, we know thy hand is not shortened, that it cannot
save; but when you have delivered us from our sins, you can and wilt deliver
us from our troubles. O show us thy mercy, and grant us thy salvation, that
being redeemed both in our bodies and spirits, we may glorify thee in both,
in a cheerful obedience, and praise the name of our GOD, that has dealt wonderfully
with us, through JESUS CHRIST our LORD.